Chapter 433 I don't know love because my soul has no love!

In fact, there is a lot that can be said, even if he breaks up in the end, he is still silently giving, he does not love you, but love goes deep into the bone marrow, deep into the soul, with repeated tolerance and forbearance. [Full text reading]

But you have to understand that a man is afraid of his wife, just because of love, not because of real fear, a big man, will he be afraid of a delicate woman? No one will believe this when it is said, because of love, so care and forbearance.

You don't understand any of that.

All you know is that he didn't go to bed on time at night, didn't accompany you, didn't make more money, didn't take you on a trip to France...... Please, life is not a Korean drama, can you not be a nymphomaniac?

If you are still the Yang Xiaolan who was in school at the beginning, even if you really took the child, even if he was very angry at the time, he will still forgive you afterwards, because most of the hearts of men do not hold grudges, the dead are gone, and the living have to work harder...... But you don't know love anymore, you're completely ......

That's all I have to say, you may think I'm talking too much, but because you've told me all of this, I can't help but say it.

I'm not a verbose person, and I even like to be silent a lot of the time, but you can trust me to say this, and I think it's bound to be said to you completely.

Also, if you don't know how to love, then you shouldn't be in front of him, because it will only make your relationship more and more indifferent. ”

Li Xuan thought, and then sighed lightly, he actually understood some things in his heart, and it was only because he understood some things that he realized that it was not safe to be sober now, so the idea of being ready to move calmed down for the time being.

"Thank you, thank you." Yang Xiaolan's eyes were filled with tears, and no one had ever told her that some ordinary and boring things actually contained so much love.

At the beginning, she would indeed be moved because of a small thing.

At the beginning, she was really worried that she couldn't sleep all night because of the other party's small physical discomfort.

At the beginning, she was indeed a little shy and heartfelt because of the other party's smile and attention.

At the beginning, she even once felt that she would die for the other party, would not care about the embarrassment of a penny, would not care about the car, the house, and would not care about any material things.

In the past, she began to feel that the other party was low and spineless, not a man.

In the past, she began to feel that the other party was always sighing and was incapable.

In the past, she began to feel that the other party was always a stuffy gourd, too dull, too boring.

In the past, when the other party gave her roses, she would be too little, she would dislike the roses that were not bright enough, and she would dislike the other party for being too old-fashioned and didn't know how to buy more exquisite packaging.

In the past, when she did something wrong but was angry, when the other party apologized in a low voice, she would feel that she could manipulate and play with this man as she wanted, and the other party would not escape from the palm of her hand.

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In fact, it is clear who is stupid*, who is true love, and who is harmful.

Suddenly, she couldn't find any other way to describe it than crying.

"Why am I like this?" Yang Xiaolan muttered to herself in confusion, but couldn't find an answer.

The black jade-like thing hanging on her body exuded a faint warm glow at the moment.

This piece of black jade was once used to tell fortunes together, and the old man of the 'God Operator' gave her life, at this time, Yang Xiaolan felt that wearing this and keeping this life, but doing so many wrong things, what is the meaning of this life?

Some are dead, and he is still alive.

Some people are alive, but he should have died a long time ago.

Yang Xiaolan felt that she was the latter.

Gently grabbed the piece of black jade, and pulled it violently, not caring at all that the jade silk had cut the flesh and blood on the neck.

The black jade was ripped off, and then she threw it far away.

"Thank you, thank you Li Xuan, it was you who made me really understand, where I should go, originally I thought that I would find someone to rely on, even if it was to be his lover, it was also a kind of reward. Now I feel that what I do to love someone is not to repay, but to hurt ...... all the time."

Yang Xiaolan cried, a flat smile gradually bloomed on her face, and the smile at this moment was very pure.

"This thing, wear it, your life is there, you can make up for it, in fact, maybe the most difficult thing in his heart is his father's level." Li Xuan said softly.

At this time, his heart was completely calm, maybe when the anger and unwillingness in his heart were vented, everything was clearly explained, and his heart was truly happy.

It's just, why is it happy?

Yang Xiaolan turned her head, glanced at Li Xuan, her eyes flickered, then she lowered her head and said softly: "No need, I believe that if I have a life, I won't die without this." If I don't have my life, then I'm just living with this...... Instead of hurting others in a daze, it is better to leave soberly...... Besides, Wufeng said that he never believed in fate, so I also want to try, if I don't believe in fate, what will be the end"

Yang Xiaolan smiled, turned around, waved at Li Xuan, and then resolutely turned around and walked into the distance.

She quietly left.

At this moment, Li Xuan was silently watching Yang Xiaolan's departure, and he finally let go of his mental journey.

Holding this piece of black jade, Li Xuan was in a calm mood.

Yang Xiaolan did not tell the results of their fortune-telling, but he told her that he would take the black jade and save her life.

So, will this smart woman deduce that he is Zhang Wufeng? This question actually doesn't matter, because the two can actually have no connection.

Li Xuan's hand clenched the black jade slightly, and suddenly, this piece of black jade suddenly shattered, and once the faint light suddenly merged into Li Xuan's eyebrows.

This light has a special kind of spiritual power fluctuation, and this spiritual power fluctuation can simulate a memory-like scene.

And this scene, in fact, only needs to last for a few small places, and some of these things can be found, so as to recall the memories that were sealed by that 'god operator' at that moment.

A memory that was once forgotten.

At this moment, Li Xuan can already be sure that he is Zhang Wufeng, just a moment of conviction, his powerful calculating ability already knows, he can't admit it for the time being, because the Sky City has come.

If you admit it, then you can only wait for death.

Therefore, Li Xuan's identity will continue like this until, until his body fully recovers.

And in the meantime, he no longer needs to confirm his identity, and at the same time, he can't use anything in his eyebrows.

At this point, he instantly captured these situations through Sally Ling'er's breath, and then ...... Then it was calculated, so he felt very helpless about this result.

And the closed memory starts from the place where the fortune telling, and the story goes back to the day of the fortune telling, when the old man passed by Zhang Wufeng.

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Zhang Wufeng saw that since the old man came here, the old men, women and young people who were singing and dancing had all dispersed one by one, and they looked here while scattering.

Yang Xiaolan seemed to be a little nervous, and seemed to tremble a little, feeling that she was a little scared of this old man at this moment. Zhang Wufeng just used his right hand more on her waist to hug her closer to him, which was just secretly telling her with his actions, with me, you don't have to be afraid.

Xiaolan looked at Zhang Wufeng with emotion, and her mood slowly calmed down.

"Tell me your birth date and name." The old man's hoarse voice came, although he knew most of everything about the person in front of him, but he still habitually asked the other party to say his birth date, date and hour first. The more accurate it is, the more accurate it can be.

Zhang Wufeng didn't care, and first said Yang Xiaolan's name and birthday, the god operator frowned, and after a moment of silence, the god operator took out a piece of crystal clear jade and gave it to Zhang Wufeng and said: "Her fate is not too good, there are probably seven years left, she died unexpectedly, this piece of jade, wearing it can ensure a glimmer of life." ”

The god operator did not avoid Yang Xiaolan at all, and directly threw out the words, which made Zhang Wufeng's heart half cold, but his eyesight was extraordinary, and he naturally saw that the jade in the hand of the god operator was not good, and then saw that the god operator's face was a little bleak and aging, and the disgust in his heart for no reason was a little lighter.

He took the so-called dodging thing in the hands of the god operator, including the crystal silk thread on it, which shone brightly under the fairly open sky. Looking at this jade, and then looking at the cautious appearance of this god operator, Zhang Wufeng knew that most of the god operators themselves were reluctant to bring this thing.

Zhang Wufeng was not polite, the moment he took the jade and put it in the palm of his hand, his feeling told him that this jade pendant really seemed to be in no danger, so he hung it up for Yang Xiaolan. Yang Xiaolan thanked the god operator very politely, and there was no gloomy and melancholy expression on her face because of the god operator's words.

After solving Xiaolan's matter, the god operator squinted his cloudy eyes, looked at Zhang Wufeng, and said in shock for a long time: "How is it possible...... You're dead...... But aren't you clearly in front of my eyes......"

The god operator suddenly fell into contemplation again, and then he quickly fiddled with the banner cloth and the Taiji Bagua realm and those bronze coins, and it took a long time before he stopped.

However, he did not speak, but shook his head, indicating that there was nothing he could do. Originally, I wanted to analyze his birth date or something, but at this moment, the god operator knew that it was not necessary.

Seeing that he still calculated this last strange fate, and completed his grandfather's commission, the god operator was a little relieved, in fact, he also knew that the client actually had a great connection with Zhang Wufeng, but his subordinates were powerless to protect this jade pendant at that time, so he changed hands.

Even if he didn't calculate anything, the god operator looked even older at the moment, his hair, which was still a little green, was completely gray, and his back looked even more hunched, he stopped talking, packed up his things, and ignored Zhang Wufeng and Xiaolan who were standing aside, and left hobbly.

The god operator let go of everything, and his mood was a lot lighter, but he still had one thing that he was very puzzled about, after determining Zhang Wufeng's birth date, he analyzed the eight characters, called the bones and discussed his life, or calculated the name, all of which showed errors, which showed two problems, first, Zhang Wufeng was indeed dead; Second, it is a change of fate.

Of course, after the result of his own cultivation calculations is still like this, the god operator knows that the probability of changing his fate is really very small, that is to say, Zhang Wufeng is really dead.

The god operator was ignorant, and unconsciously walked to the undeveloped cliff of the West Mountain, and suddenly stepped into the air, and the person was planted directly from the steep slope......

In the distance, seeing this scene, Zhang Wufeng was slightly stunned, and couldn't help but feel a little more embarrassed in his heart.

Zhang Wufeng and Yang Xiaolan came back to their senses, although they didn't want to admit it, but the two of them also knew that their situation was not optimistic, especially the soft comment Zhang Wufeng received, it was like hearing a thunderbolt from the sky.

Zhang Wufeng has actually come to this point, it doesn't matter what he faces, but he can't rest assured about Yang Xiaolan, although he knows that God may not be lying, Yang Xiaolan only has about seven years to live, but he really doesn't want to see Yang Xiaolan leave this world like this, for himself, life and death really don't matter, but for Yang Xiaolan, not to mention that her parents are still working hard in the poor countryside, facing the yellow land all day long, that is, her younger brother is still in school, is to make the family inseparable from her.

It is precisely because of this that when the classmates were playing, Yang Xiaolan found three tutors outside alone, squeezing time every day, and saving a pitiful amount of money little by little...... It is precisely like this, although she is still a girl, she also provokes half of the family by herself, and not only does she not ask her family for a penny when she goes to college, but often remits two hundred or three hundred to her family.

Under such circumstances, how could Zhang Wufeng watch Yang Xiaolan leave this world that she didn't even have time to enjoy

Zhang Wufeng wanted to pray to God and worship Buddha for the first time, there is no way to do this, although whenever he mentions Buddha, Zhang Wufeng will have a little disgust for no reason, but he is still willing to pray for Yang Xiaolan, willing to give up his so-called unprovoked resistance to the Buddha's lofty heart. Even if he gave up his entire life, he would not hesitate.

Yang Xiaolan still had a faint smile on her face, and Zhang Wufeng stood on this Yanlong platform, looking at Yang Xiaolan quietly. The departing women and old people next to them slowly returned to this place, continuing to dance inexplicably and sing strange songs.

Yang Xiaolan raised her head, and for the first time mustered up the courage to look at Zhang Wufeng's sincere gaze, neither of them spoke, but the exchange of hearts that was suddenly obtained was so inseparable. The two parties even fell in love with each other at a moment of emotional ignorance, but for many reasons, three or four years later, today, it can be regarded as a heart-to-heart exchange.

Zhang Wufeng looked at Yang Xiaolan's face seriously for the first time, her eyes were a little crystal clear and melancholy, but with a strong and unyielding face, her face was very delicate and beautiful. Of course, if you remove the imperfections that affect the appearance, turn some curly hair into a straight and soft one, and then make the face a little fuller, then the look will be even more beautiful.

Looking at it, Zhang Wufeng felt that this appearance gave him a very familiar feeling, but this feeling was not the familiarity between the two, but this feeling seemed to be a little trance and unreal.

Zhang Wufeng took Yang Xiaolan's hand, and walked down the stone steps under Yanlong Platform in a daze, just like a god operator, Yang Xiaolan still didn't say anything very well-behaved, just followed Zhang Wufeng.

Zhang Wufeng was actually a little groggy himself, and his brain was not very clear, but according to the inexplicable familiar feeling, he still came to a dilapidated temple, if it weren't for the broken temple with the words "Dragon King Temple" written on it, Zhang Wufeng would have wondered if this was an abandoned ancient house.

This so-called Dragon King Temple, the incense is very bad, and there is no one to worship, plus the terrain in this area is dangerous, and there are not many tourists, so although it is dilapidated, it is also very quiet.

Maybe it's because of this big mountain, Zhang Wufeng can already feel that he has changed, and he can feel his own changes, undoubtedly, this change must be not small. Zhang Wufeng knew that some things could not be measured by external performance at all, so after arriving here, Zhang Wufeng did not dislike the garbage, ruins, dust or anything, and entered through the ruined door.

There was nothing else in the temple except for a thick layer of dust, and a plaster Buddha statue with a large hole in its belly and a missing piece of its arm.

Yang Xiaolan couldn't find the north in the face of this scene, and Zhang Wufeng was always a little lost since the god operator left, which made her very worried, but Zhang Wufeng didn't say it, and she didn't dare to ask.

Standing here, Zhang Wufeng let go of Yang Xiaolan's hand, which had never let go, and said gently: "Xiaolan, let's worship the Buddha together, think about your parents, you can't have an accident so early, no matter what, let your parents live a good life." And your younger brother, if they still have to study, it will be a long time, and when they go to high school and college, they still have to rely on you, you really can't do anything. We sincerely ask the Buddha together, and he should not ignore it. ”

Yang Xiaolan listened to Zhang Wufeng's words from the bottom of her heart, she knew that what Zhang Wufeng said was also true, but in those words, Zhang Wufeng didn't say that he wanted to bear it with him, didn't he want to be with me? But......

Although there were many doubts in her heart, Yang Xiaolan still followed Zhang Wufeng and knelt down in front of the Buddha statue. Zhang Wufeng looked at the fat-headed and big-eared Buddha statue, although he was unwilling, although he was uncomfortable, although he was restless, but for the sake of Yang Xiaolan, he still knelt down, he chose to believe in the inexplicable guidance in his heart.

According to that inexplicable guidance, Zhang Wufeng closed his eyes, really slowly relaxed his heart, and then began to pray silently in his heart, praying that God could save Yang Xiaolan. At the same moment, Yang Xiaolan was begging in the same way, begging God to make Zhang Wufeng happy and healthy, even if she lost her life, she was willing.

After Zhang Wufeng knelt unrelentingly for nearly an hour, Zhang Wufeng felt that the surrounding environment was a little different, but even so, he did not open his eyes, but continued to beg religiously.

"Buddha, save Yang Xiaolan, even if it is with my life or all that I have, I have no regrets."

"Hehe, you two don't have to kneel, in this world, where is there a Buddha." An old voice said with a smile.

Zhang Wufeng pulled Yang Xiaolan to stand up, he looked at the old man, and hesitated slightly: "This grandfather, can you help us?" ”

"It's not a help, Yang Xiaolan, you go to the side and stand first, I'll say a few words to Zhang Wufeng." The old man said with a smile.

"Hmm." Yang Xiaolan said very well-behaved.

After speaking, Yang Xiaolan suddenly stepped aside silently.

At this time, the old man stared at Zhang Wufeng for a long time, and then said: "If you don't believe in fate, you can change fate." So, no matter what, don't trust fate, you know? ”

"Grandpa, why do you say that?" Zhang Wufeng asked strangely.

"You don't have to ask about that. Do you want Yang Xiaolan to live or die? The old man asked with a slight groan.

"Of course I hope she's alive, even if I pay any price, I'm willing." Zhang Wufeng said firmly.

"This is the cause and the effect. You want her to live, then she and you have to forget everything before and after the car accident until now, in this way, do you promise? The old man asked again with a deep groan.

"After the car accident, everything was forgotten, but other people still knew it......" Zhang Wufeng said subconsciously.

"It doesn't matter, I hope you don't regret it in the future, if you decide, then I'm going to do it." The old man said with a light sigh.

"Well, since it's decided, what's there to regret?" Zhang Wufeng said seriously.

"Good"

The old man smiled slightly, then stretched out his hand and poked at Zhang Wufeng's eyebrows, and a cold energy suddenly poured into his eyebrows, and Zhang Wufeng couldn't help but feel excited.

"In the future, if a person named Zhang Guangyao is in danger, remember to help him well. There are many, and there is nothing more to explain. The old man said seemingly to himself, and then his finger pointed to Zhang Wufeng's eyebrows, and poked it again a few times.

But this time, Zhang Wufeng did not hesitate, because this was a recovered memory, so he had completely memorized the next conversation.

"Later, you will lose your memories one day, and then you will get back these memories that were once plausible.

Why do you have another scene of a happy life with Yang Xiaolan in your memory? Why would your brother be nice to you? These, in fact, should be the original history.

History can be changed, but it can only change the future, that is, the ending that has not yet been written can be changed.

What is the ending that has not yet been written? It's like the Castle in the Sky novel that you're going to write in the future, and you can tamper with it yourself before the ending comes out

I said that if you do one thing, you will pay the price, since you want to keep Yang Xiaolan's life, then you can only give up her love for you.

Her love for you is very deep, why she often has tears in her eyes, because of the depth of love.

Such a love is a very pure energy, this kind of love energy, I will extract it and seal it in this piece of black jade, then in the future, her love for you will be ordinary.

I don't know love, because the soul has no love.

Subsequently, there will even be betrayal, don't you regret it? It's still too late, because if you regret it, I can erase this memory of you completely, and then make you feel like you didn't meet me. ”

"As long as she lives, I am willing her to give up love" After Zhang Wufeng thought about it slightly, he secretly warned himself that in the future, even if the other party is wrong, as long as he doesn't break up, he will always follow her and spoil her After all, he deprived her of love

Zhang Wufeng made such a decision in his heart, he knew that after this moment, he would forget something, and besides, this person was a special function powerhouse, and he would definitely not let him remember some crucial changes.

Therefore, he told himself again and again in his heart that he had to be good to Yang Xiaolan, and he kept hypnotizing like this.

"You really chose to let her live, indeed, for an ordinary person, life is very precious, in fact, true pure love can make the strength of some superpowered people get a terrifying boost, so many superpowered people will find true love in the world. Zhang Guangyao, is the descendant of the 'God Operator', don't ask about the past karmic entanglements, take good care of him, if he is in trouble, remember to help him introduce a good marriage, this result, I will strengthen your consciousness in your mind, of course, I will also leave a special memory, help you when necessary.

The road of Tianyan, the road is long, its ups and downs, anything, the benevolent see the benevolent and the wise see the wise, don't jump to conclusions.

If one day, you open this memory, then at this moment, I will definitely be defeated by the strong men of the Dark Sky City, so you must choose to forget again.

There is also the fact that all fate, fate gathers and scatters, fate will be together, and it is difficult to hold hands on the other side without fate, since this memory has been unlocked, if you don't want her to die, let her choose for herself, who she is, you will know

Finally, work hard, my spiritual seal, and wait for your salvation in the future"

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This memory is really too shocking.

came back to his senses, the expression on Li Xuan's face, the kind of ancient well without waves, finally fluctuated-

The big foreshadowing has been explained, and then it turned into the plot of pretending to be a pig and eating a tiger, and there is a pure urban description, which is the stage of self-recovery of strength.

These two are a little repetitive, so I added nearly 2,000 more words to this chapter, which is actually close to 8,000 words, but I counted 6999 words, and then modified and added them, which can be regarded as making up for 2,000 words for everyone.

Because this is a big foreshadowing, if I write in the book that everyone reads a certain chapter and looks at a certain chapter, I am afraid that it will affect the enthusiasm of readers, and why Yang Xiaolan will change after fortune telling is also this reason.

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[Dedication]