Cardiac surgeons often experience scenes of life and death, so they have no sense of the dead for a long time. 【】

Adjusting your mindset and emotions is a compulsory course for a doctor, and in fact, when you study in medical school, you will have exercises in this area. If you can't bear it, you can't be called a good surgeon.

In fact, those exercises and tests in school are not worth mentioning at all. In the real work, in the operation, this is the real test of a surgeon. When you stand on the operating table and watch the patient or the injured die in your eyes, and you can't do anything as a doctor, that's when it's the deadliest thing for the doctor. This is the first hurdle for cardiac surgeons to pass! Newcomers will feel guilty when facing this shock, and they will be depressed for a few days, or even longer. After a long time and more experiences, this feeling will gradually fade.

It's also a workout for newcomers. Exercise until even if you see a life disappear in front of you, your heart will not have strong fluctuations.

Of course, this is not to say that doctors are all cold-blooded, this is just the ability to adjust the mentality that a good doctor should have. Because if you can't deal with life and death calmly, you can't face work with a normal attitude. Lives are gone, but there are still countless lives waiting for you to save. If you are full of self-blame and guilt because of the loss of your life, resulting in inner mood fluctuations, then in the future surgical process, you will become hesitant and scruples, and even medical accidents will occur, resulting in the death of the patient. This is a big no-no for surgeons. If you can't stay calm at all times, then the person is not worthy to be a surgeon.

Therefore, people who do not understand will usually describe surgeons, especially cardiac surgeons, who can decide life and death of people, as cold-blooded animals. Because even if they see a living person dying in front of them, they will not have any mood swings, let alone shed tears. In fact, doctors are also human beings and can understand this feeling, but this mentality needs to be adjusted by the doctor himself.

But today, "when everything for Xiao Tongtong ended here, Liu Heqiang cried, a man in his thirties, who had experienced countless life and death scenes for ten years, and was called a cold-blooded animal by the outside world. Wang Wen's eyes were also red, and tears flowed out along the corners of his eyes, "The nurses on the side kept wiping the corners of Wang Wen's eyes, for fear that the tears would delay the ongoing operation, and no one wiped her own tears." The other nurses choked up.

Although the operation is still continuing, it is clear that the people who have been operated on for a long time no longer have any hope for the child.

In the operating room, only Director Ma Kuirong did not shed tears, but his face was also very ugly. Although he had advised Wang Wen before, "I have advised everyone, don't give up hope." But he knew in his heart that it was just wishful thinking on his part, and it was also a reason to let the operation continue.

How many people can still beat after the heart stops for 10 minutes? One in the hundreds of millions? And theoretically, this kind of thing can only happen to physically fit adults. And now, lying on the operating table is a child who is only five or six years old, and his body and organs have not developed well, and if he can survive in such a situation, it will not be a miracle "and a miracle of miracles."

In fact, Ma Kuirong's heart was also uncomfortable, but he held back. Because Ma Kuirong knew that if even he showed a helpless expression, then the operation would really be over.

For the sake of miracles, in order to continue the unfinished operation" and for the improvement of the operation, he had to stay calm, and he asked Wang Wen to continue the operation. Even if "no miracle happens" after the operation, he hopes that with this experience, he can help more people in the future.

One minute...... Five minutes...... Ten minutes ......!

The child was still lying on the operating table, unresponsive. At this time, miracles have become unattainable.

Fifteen minutes later, the operation was completed, and the child's body still showed no signs of life. Wang Wen raised his head and looked at Director Ma Kuirong opposite, and Ma Kuirong sighed deeply. angry, then shook his head and walked out of the operating room, his eyes were full of frustration and loss, the whole person seemed to be dozens of years old all of a sudden, and even his body was shaking slightly when he walked.

"Brother Qiang...... I'm sorry! Wang Wen looked at Liu Heqiang on the side and said, at this moment, Wang Wen's heart was full of self-blame for failing to save the little child. He had witnessed many people dying on the operating table, but at that time, his heart was at peace, but now...... This kind of self-blame was only experienced when he first joined the work, and as he experienced more and more, he had forgotten that feeling, and he didn't even think that he would feel this way in the future. But today, he tasted it again. Wang Wen has never felt how incompetent he is now, and he can't even save a child! What kind of talent is it, what kind of elite is it? Do you still have the face to participate in the selection of young pacesetters? Is there a shame in it?

At this moment, all the honor turned into something disgusting. If you put the time spent on the selection and put it on specialized study, maybe the children can still be saved!

"It's not your fault, it's that we're so incompetent!" Liu Heqiang's eyes were red, and he said with a sigh. He is the attending doctor of Xiao Tong Tong, and he is responsible for everything that Xiao Tong Tong is in the hospital, and he treats Xiao Tong Tong as his own child, but now, ...... Although other people are also heartbroken, how can this kind of pain be compared to Liu Heqiang?

Hearing Liu Heqiang's words, Wang Wen didn't know what to say. How small and powerless are people in the face of disease?

Wang Wen and Liu Heqiang stood quietly beside the operating table, looking at Xiao Tongtong, unwilling to leave for a long time.

Several other little nurses wiped their tears and left the operating room, and not long after, the door of the operating room opened, Liu Yanjiao and Xia Qing walked in, followed by other doctors and nurses in the heart surgery. It should have gotten the news from Director Ma Kuirong, who left first. In the end, even Song Jia appeared here.

Although they had already learned the news, when these doctors and nurses really entered the operating room and saw the little boy lying motionless on the operating table, the psychological defense line was broken, the most vulnerable place in the heart was touched, everyone's eyes were red, the men were okay to say, and those women had already shed sad tears, and crying sounded in the operating room.

"Don't cry, don't cry!"

Liu Heqiang suddenly shouted loudly.

Hearing his words, the people in the operating room were silent, and at the same time looked at Liu Heqiang with a strange look, thinking in front of him, what happened to Liu Heqiang? Is it because of the things of the little boy that he has lost his mind?

"Brother Qiang!" Wang Wen stretched out his hand and put it on Liu Heqiang's shoulder, signaling the other party not to be too excited. Wang Wen knew that Liu Heqiang was even more sad than him, so after seeing Liu Heqiang's abnormality, Wang Wen stretched out his hand to comfort him.

Liu Heqiang seemed to understand what Wang Wen meant, so he said to Wang Wen, "Don't worry, I'm fine!" His eyes kept looking at the little boy on the operating table, and he didn't leave for a moment. Although he didn't let others cry just now, the corners of his eyes were still glistening with tears.

Even when the disease was the most painful, Xiao Tongtong did not shed tears, and smiled and said that he wanted to be a doctor when he grew up. She is a strong and optimistic little angel. So, even if she just leaves, we can't cry. Otherwise, she will walk unsteadily. So.........! Liu Heqiang turned his head, tears rippled in his eyes, a smile squeezed out of his face, and said, "So, we can't cry!" ”

Wang Wen hugged Liu Heqiang's shoulders tightly, and seeing the expression on Liu Heqiang's face, Wang Wen's heart became even more uneasy, and he couldn't wait to cry happily immediately. But he knew that if he did that, the scene would be even more unmanageable!

When Liu Heqiang said this, the people in the operating room, as if to let Xiao Tongtong see it and let her leave with peace of mind, kept wiping their tears, and then showed a smile on their faces. But no matter how you wipe your tears, you can't wipe them off, so you can only laugh while dripping.

A sad atmosphere filled the entire operating room, and more than ten minutes passed like this, and there was still no improvement. It wasn't until the head nurse of the cardiac surgery department walked in from the outside and saw the situation in the operating room that she immediately understood everything, sighed, and said, "As nurses and doctors, we should understand a truth, people cannot be resurrected after death, and those who are alive must continue to live well." Everyone is scattered, and the outside of the bone is still waiting to use the operating room! ”

"Brother Qiang, go back!" Wang Wen said to Liu Heqiang.

"Nope! I'm going to stay a little longer! Liu Heqiang said.

"Brother Qiang.........!"

"You all get out!" Liu Heqiang suddenly said loudly.

Wang Wen looked at Liu Heqiang and didn't say anything more. Liu Heqiang has always regarded Xiao Tongtong as his child, so Wang Wen can understand Liu Heqiang's feelings in his heart now, just like he has always regarded Xiao Tongtong as his sister. It's just that Wang Wen is not as extreme as Liu Heqiang.

Wang Wen glanced at the other people in the operating room, and after everyone saw it, they all walked out, and Wang Wen left the operating room last, after he glanced at Liu Heqiang, who was still standing next to the operating table, he closed the door of the operating room.

"Wang Wen, Liu Heqiang, is he okay?" The head nurse looked at Wang Wen and asked.

"It's okay, head nurse. Please tell the outer side of the bone, wait another ten minutes, ten minutes! Wang Wen said.

"Yes, I see!"

The head nurse looked at Wang Wen, then at the operating room, and then turned to leave! ~！