Outside the operating room, Wang Wen sat on a chair, bowed his head deeply, held his hands together, and put his ten fingers in his hair. He didn't leave here because he didn't know where he should go now!

He drove all the way from the provincial capital to Jiangbei City and returned to the central hospital, in order to be able to contribute to the rescue of children. But now, although they have rushed back, they still have not rescued the child.

Xiao Tongtong's congenital heart disease is very serious, as a cardiac surgeon, although he knew that Xiao Tongtong did not have a long time, and even had the possibility of losing his life at any time, but when this moment came, Wang Wen's heart still could not bear the pain brought to him by the facts.

What made Wang Wen even more painful was that Xiao Tongtong died in front of his eyes and in his hands. This cruel fact made him a little unacceptable for a while.

At this time, Wang Wen's heart was full of self-blame and remorse. Why didn't you save the child himself? If my ability is stronger, if I learn more, maybe I will be able to save the child this time.

Liu Yanjiao, who had been standing aside, was also very uncomfortable after seeing Wang Wen's painful appearance, she didn't care that this was a hospital, "regardless of being seen by others, she walked straight to Wang Wen's side and stretched out her hand on Wang Wen's shoulder.

"Don't blame yourself, it's none of your business, you've done your best. We knew there would be such a day. Isn't it? Liu Yanjiao looked at Wang Wen with red eyes and comforted.

Liu Yanjiao has been accompanying her father in Beijing a few days ago, so the days of contact with Xiao Tongtong are relatively short, but this does not delay her love for Xiao Tongtong. It's just that there is less time to get along with each other and less emotional investment, so although Liu Yanjiao is sad about Xiao Tongtong's departure, she still remains calm. Compared with Xiao Tongtong's departure, "Wang Wen's current situation is what she cares about the most." After she saw Wang Wen's sad and self-blaming appearance, she was worried that he would drill the horns. Doctors are like this, maybe a hundred people die in normal times, and they will treat it calmly. But when someone close to me dies, there will be a sudden and drastic change in the state of mind, and this change will even affect the whole life.

"Maybe, I shouldn't have left!" Wang Wen said in a hoarse voice.

"It doesn't have anything to do with you not leaving, and even if you are, the result will be the same. It is not easy for Xiao Tongtong to be able to persevere until these two months, you must know that "she is just a child." And this rescue "was personally presided over by Director Ma, and he really did his best." Maybe "It's destiny!" Liu Yanjiao continued to comfort Wang Wen.

She knew that Wang Wen was now drilling into the horns of the bull and walking into a dead end. The reason why she said so much "is to pull Wang Wen out of the dead end, so that the other party will not be entangled in this matter." It's okay to be sad" but don't blame yourself! Because it's not his fault! He's not wrong! Don't put all the blame on yourself just because you can't save the child. The number of children and children's lives has come, and no one can save them. If he continues to blame himself, he will only be hurt.

"Destiny? Hehe! Wang Wen laughed bitterly twice, and then said angrily, "If God really has eyes, he shouldn't take the life of this poor child!" Mandate of Heaven? What is Destiny? If birth, old age, sickness and death are all destiny, then what do we doctors do? ”

"But ......!"

"Go back, I want to be quiet, too!" Wang Wen said.

"But now, I don't worry about ......!"

"Don't worry" I won't be unable to think about it! Wang Wen raised his head, looked at Liu Yanjiao and said, "I'm just thinking about something!" Wang Wen shook the other party's hand tightly and signaled the other party not to worry. In fact, Wang Wen can't control his emotions now, in order not to hurt Liu Yanjiao, he can only let the other party leave.

"Then I'll go back first!" Liu Yanjiao looked at Wang Wen and said, "The palm of my hand grabbed Wang Wen's shoulder, and then turned around and left." This is the hospital, and there are people around" and the relationship between her and Wang Wen cannot be exposed, of course Liu Yanjiao wants to stabilize Wang Wen "Hold each other in her arms, but doing so will add more trouble to Wang Wen." Therefore, after hearing Wang Wen's words, Liu Yanjiao chose to do what the other party said and leave here. There are some things that "the more enlightened others are, the more they will let him die, and it is better to let him think through alone."

Xia Qing looked at Wang Wen, who was depressed with his head down, and didn't know what to say. When she was in college, "she always regarded Wang Wen as a legend and could do anything. And now "it turns out that legends are also mortals" can also do things. However, Wang Wen's image in her heart has not been lowered because of this, "on the contrary, it has risen a lot." Sometimes, a mortal with flesh and blood, seven emotions and six desires is more acceptable than those legends.

Xia Qing sighed as he left here. Because she knew that even if she stayed here, she wouldn't be able to help much. And she can't say comforting words, so all she has to do now is to leave.

Work still has to be as usual, outside the operating room, the people who should leave have left, only Wang Wen and Song Jia remained.

Song Jia also saw Wang Wen so depressed for the first time, but she could completely understand this mood. When her grandfather fell ill and was sent to the hospital, she was also very sad and helpless in her heart. A person will be very indifferent to the life and death of strangers, but he will not be so indifferent to the life and death of the people around him, especially the life and death of the closest people. Even "well-informed, well-informed doctors" are no exception!

"People can't die and their wives can't live, mourn!" Song Jia walked to Wang Wen's side and said.

Wang Wen lowered his head, without any reaction, the whole person was motionless, looking like a statue.

"You've rushed back from the provincial capital" Everything you can do has been done, don't blame yourself anymore. Song Jia continued, "The way you look, my heart is also sour! You're a doctor, and when you encounter this kind of thing, you should see it more openly! Don't be sad anymore, or I'll treat you to dinner ......! "I want to be alone! ”

"Oh n!" , Song Jia answered honestly.

In fact, Song Jia will not be comforting, she just wants Wang Wen to return to normal, so she tried her best to say something that could make Wang Wen happy" The result didn't have much effect, she didn't know what to say" Now that she heard Wang Wen's words, she could only leave.

"I'll go outside, something will call me n!" Song Jia said to Wang Wen that the atmosphere here was really not suitable for him, "So after Liu Yanjiao and Xia Qing, they also left."

Not long after Song Jia left, Su Han appeared here. She was in the special care department, and she heard others talking about Wang Wen suddenly coming back from the provincial capital, and later heard about cardiac surgery, so she temporarily handed over the work in her hand to the intern nurse and came to the operating room.

Looking at Wang Wen with his head in his hands, his eyes closed, and his face pale, Su Han didn't speak, "She just walked in front of Wang Wen, reached out and gently hugged Wang Wen's head, and let Wang Wen's head stick to her lower abdomen" Both hands slowly combed Wang Wen's hair.

Wang Wen hugged Su Han tightly, although he didn't raise his head, he could feel that this person was Su Han. And at this time, only Su Han can make him feel better.

Neither of them spoke the whole time. Sometimes, this kind of wordless communication can make people feel more comfortable and soothe a person's emotions than comforting words.

I don't know how long it took, Wang Wen breathed a sigh of relief gently, then let go of the hand holding Su Han and stood up from the chair. He kissed Su Han on the face, looked at Su Han with a smile and said, "Thank you" I'm fine! Su Han nodded, looked at Wang Wen and asked with concern, "Do you need to take a break?" ”

"No, I still have something to do!" Wang Wen said to Su Han, "Go back." Rest assured "I'm not that fragile and won't be knocked down so easily." Wang Wen didn't think nonsense just now, he just kept reflecting, reflecting on himself, reflecting on his ability, reflecting on his career, and reflecting on his future. There are some things that he has been hesitating and full of contradictions, but Su Han's arrival has made Wang Wen's chaotic thinking clear, and thus he has also determined the next "what he should do, what he will do."

Xiao Tongtong's incident gave Wang Wen a lot of life insights that he didn't realize before, and he also understood some things that he didn't care about before. It's Xiao Tong Tong's business" made him understand a lot, Xiao Tong Tong will definitely leave in vain!

Hearing Wang Wen's words, Su Han looked at Wang Wen's face for a while, and then showed a gentle smile, "She believed Wang Wen's words, so after gently touching Wang Wen's cheek with her hand" turned around and left.

"Brother Wang, hasn't Brother Qiang come out yet?" At this time, Niu Chen walked over and said to Wang Wen, "There is already a quarrel on the other side of the bone." The head nurse is stopping over there. ”

"Oh, I know!" Wang Wen said, he looked at the time, and ten minutes had passed. He opened the door and walked into the operating room, Liu Heqiang was still standing next to the operating table, and there was "no change" from when Wang Wen left just now.

"Brother Qiang, it's time to go!" , Wang Wen came over and said to Liu Heqiang.

After Liu Jiaqiang heard it, he turned his head to look at Wang Wen, and then nodded, but his body still didn't move.

Wang Wen understood Liu Heqiang's current mood, he glanced at Niu Chen, who was following up, Niu Chen's reaction was no longer sluggish at this time, "He hurriedly walked to Liu Heqiang's side and nudged Liu Heqiang out. Liu Heqiang's body looked very stiff, but fortunately there was no rust, and Liu Heqiang was pushed out by Niu Chen.

Wang Wen came to the operating table, looked at the little boy lying quietly on it, his heart twitched again, he looked at the little boy boy's face seriously, and after keeping the other party's appearance firmly in mind, he took the white cloth and covered the little boy's body.!" ~！