Chapter 397: A Letter from a Few Years Ago
Lin Dong couldn't help but shed tears when he heard this, but then he froze, only to see him staring at Bai Xinyu incredulously, and stammered: "Xinyu...... Y-What did you just say? I'm sorry for your sister...... What's going on? ”
Bai Xinyu cried when she heard this, and said, "Lin Dong...... I'm sorry...... I didn't mean to hide your ...... The bottom of the wardrobe...... The newspaper was stamped with a letter...... You'll know when you see it......"
Lin Dong felt confused at the moment, and when he heard Bai Xinyu's words, he couldn't calm down anymore, so he only heard him ask: "Xinyu, wouldn't it be better if you told me the content of the letter directly?" You are so weak now, how can I leave you? ――Who is this letter from? You just talked about your sister...... This......? ”
Bai Xinyu continued to cry when she heard this, she looked very sad, she couldn't say a word in her mouth, and after crying for a while, she actually fainted again.
Seeing this, Lin Dong hurriedly called the doctor, and after some busy work, Bai Xinyu woke up slowly, but this time her eyes were very dull, and she saw her eyes staring directly at the ceiling in the ward, and she was unwilling to say a word.
Lin Dong looked at her expression, and faintly felt that the letter was absolutely extraordinary, so he explained it to Su Yue and the others, and then went downstairs with the butterfly and rushed directly to the house.
There are many beauties standing in the ward at the moment, Su Yue and the others are all present, Bai Xinyu didn't look at them, it seems that these people are like air.
Seeing this, Li Ranting pulled Su Yue and walked outside the door, only to hear her sigh: "Bai Xinyu looks too similar to her sister Bai Xinlan. It's no wonder that Lin Dong would marry her...... But she kicked Bai Xinlan just now, I always feel that there is something hidden in this, what do you say Lin Dong will do after reading that letter? ”
Su Yue had also heard Li Ranting talk about the matter between Lin Dong and Bai Xinlan before. I saw that she thought for a while before saying: "The one who should come will always come, since Lin Dong asked us to take care of Bai Xinyu, I don't think we need to think about it, she just had a fetal gas, and it is not okay to take care of it well, as for Lin Dong...... I think after all he has been through, he should be very open. ”
Li Ranting was silent for a long time when she heard this. Then he sighed and shook his head, and the two sat on the stools in the hallway and never said a word again.
Lin Dong drove wildly with the butterfly and returned home in twenty minutes. He went straight into the bedroom, and when he found the letter in the closet, he saw at a glance that the white letter had been slightly yellowed, and the envelope had not been glued. Lin Dong took out the letter paper from the envelope in a nervous mood. When he opened it, he saw something like this:
Lin Dong, hello, I'm Bai Xinlan,
When you read this letter, I am long gone...... My life was short, but I was happy, and I was content to spend the best years of my life with the people I loved the most. Even if I have an incurable disease, I am content because I already have our children. The little one is very cute and looks like you!
Lin Dong, please forgive me for my selfishness, when I learned that I didn't have many days to live, I chose to hide it, originally I wanted to go to the hospital to find out if I was really pregnant, but the result was ...... Hehe, this is all in the past, Lin Dong, are you happy now?
Please forgive me...... That rainy night I hurt you ruthlessly, I had no choice at the time, I was afraid that you would be sad if you knew the news of my illness, so I chose to break up with you, although you will also be very sad, but I believe that you will forget me after a long time, don't blame me, if you know the news, you will definitely spend money and things for my illness, I don't want to drag you down, I just want you to live without baggage.
I'm sorry, I'm a little incoherent, after getting sick, I always fall into a coma, and my brain is also groggy, but whenever I'm awake, I can always see our child, see his pink little face, I feel very happy, being your woman is the most correct choice in my life, now I don't have any regrets, although I will still be heartbroken when I recall the picture of the day I broke up, but this is my own choice, I want to share happiness with you, I don't want you to live painfully for a long time.
- Okay, I'm lying, in fact, I don't want you to see what I look like when I'm sick, I want to show you the best of myself, even if you hate me after the breakup, you should think of the same me as before, I really don't want you to watch me emaciate day by day and die in front of you......
I'm sorry...... My brain is starting to get dizzy again...... It used to be once every few days, but now it's many times a day, and I know that my time in this world is running out...... I'm worried about you, and now that I think about the bits and pieces between us, I always feel like you won't forget me so easily...... I'm also worried about our child, he's still a baby, and I don't know how he's going to face a world without a dad when he grows up......
Lin Dong, if God lets you see this letter, please take care of our child, he is the crystallization of our love, and also all my sustenance now, I hope he can live happily, Lin Dong, can you fulfill my wish?
I don't know why, but I suddenly want to see you again...... While I know this idea will cost me all the effort, I really want to meet you...... Lin Dong, I am still the Bai Xinlan who loves you deeply, I have never changed, please believe me, okay?
I'm so lonely...... Whenever I recall your warm embrace, I secretly cry......
Lin Dong, I don't know if you can see this letter, maybe I just wrote it as a kind of self-comfort...... My heart is empty, and I need your warm embrace......
- Forgive me, if I have brought you more pain than pleasure, please forgive me...... None of this was my intention......
Okay, I won't say much about the sad words, I think you will be very happy, you are a good man, I have experienced joy and happiness in the days by your side, this feeling is very charming! You will tolerate my little temper, you will tolerate my rudeness, and you can tolerate my shortcomings, so please bear with my last selfishness, okay?
The doctor said that I will not live for a week, whether in heaven or hell, I will silently bless you, Lin Dong, I love you!
If there is an afterlife, I will definitely find you and marry you! If there is any regret in my life, it is that I have not been able to be your wife, and I hope that I can fulfill this wish in my next life......
Finally, our child's name is Lin Ziqi, this name is something I worked hard to come up with, don't you like it!
At the moment, it was raining lightly outside the window, which reminded me of that night, and if there was an afterlife, I would still do it...... Even if I can't stay with you until the end, I hope that there is me among the people you hate in your heart, because only in this way will you not forget me......
I'm sorry...... Kiss you...... (To be continued......)