[193] groping

Time is like water.

These four words can often bluff a group of people, who will think that a long time has passed.

In fact, only two days passed.

The hustle and bustle of Monday's basketball game has dissipated, and the entire Blue River No. 1 Middle School will have a half-term exam on Tuesday and Wednesday. Yun Mu's performance is stable, this is what he thinks, in the eyes of the grading teacher, this product is probably a super level of performance.

For students who don't have too much stress, the half-term exam is equivalent to a holiday, and the total exam time each day is only four hours, and the rest of the time can be rested. Usually at this time, parents will not put too much pressure on their children, but will persuade them not to be nervous and pay attention to the combination of work and rest.

Yun Mu is estimated to be the most stress-free person in the entire Yiyi, except for exams, he spends the rest of his time in the nightmare world. In reality, nearly twenty days have passed in the nightmare world.

In the past twenty days, a lot of stories have happened, and each story is related to the girl.

This should be a dream lifestyle for many teenagers, but Yun Mu feels more and more bored. I don't know why, the more girls around him, the more he misses the girl in the white dress.

When he was with the girl in the white dress, he always had a lot to say, and sometimes he wanted to finish the whole year's worth of inventory in one day. And when he is with other girls, even in a dream that can be flickered at will, Yun Mu has no interest in talking, and usually goes straight to the point after three or two flickering: "Can I touch you Mimi?" ”

After this process lasted many times, Yun Mu didn't even want to say a word.

Maybe it's because the inventory has already been said, so there's nothing to say.

On Wednesday afternoon, Yun Mu just walked out of the school gate and saw Yuan Ze.

Yuan Ze stood at the door of the first lieutenant colonel, his face was blue, and he looked at Yun Mu as if he was looking at a stranger.

"Come with me!"

Yuan Ze ignored the surprised gazes around him, grabbed Yun Mu's collar and stopped a taxi.

Twenty minutes later, the two appeared by the river.

This scene Yun Mu is very familiar with, he and Yuan Ze once had a fight here.

Back then, the two were evenly matched, but now, Yun Mu can let Yuan Ze have both hands and feet.

Yuan Ze, who had never been able to hide his words, was silent in the car for twenty minutes just now, and such an abnormal behavior told Yun Mu that it would be difficult for the two of them to communicate with verbal language today, and they had to use body language.

Walking to the lawn outside the riverside guardrail, Yuan Ze raised his fist, put it down again, and said in a deep voice: "You broke up with Liu Ya?" ”

Yun Mu was very calm: "I haven't really dated her at all. ”

Yuan Ze: "Don't bite and chew words with me, why didn't you tell me about such a big thing?" ”

Yun Mu: "When you broke up with those girls, you didn't tell me. ”

"That's different!" Yuan Ze roared angrily and looked at Yun Mu coldly: "I always feel that you have been a little weird lately, and I can't even recognize you when you become you." I'm famous for having a different surname and no one has a surname, but what about you, you're not like this, how did you become like me? ”

Yun Mu sat on the grass and said slowly, "Didn't you ask me to learn more from you a long time ago?" ”

Yuan Ze also walked over and sat down, took out a cigarette case and handed it to Yun Mu.

Yun Mu waved his hand: "I'm quitting." ”

Yuan Ze: "When?" ”

Yun Mu: "A few days ago. ”

Yuan Ze: "Why? ”

Yun Mu: "No, why. ”

Yuan Zewei was stunned for a moment, then lit a cigarette, spit out a smoke ring and said slowly: "Do you know that Liu Ya hasn't been to school for three days?" ”

Yun Mu didn't speak, his expression was blank.

"Looks like you already know." Yuan Ze said to himself, "At first, I thought she had taken a leave of absence, but today I heard from the people in their class that Liu Ya will not come to school again." ”

"What's wrong?" Yun Mu finally couldn't help but ask.

"I said, what are you pretending to be unfathomable with Lao Tzu if you don't know?" Yuan Ze glared at Yun Mu angrily, and then said, "She didn't have an accident, she went abroad." ”

Yun Mu's hand trembled, pulled up a weed from the ground, pinched it in his hand and rubbed it repeatedly.

Yuan Ze noticed this detail and said with feeling: "Last time, the mouse told me that you and Liu Ya are really a good match, and you have a tacit understanding within a few days together." At the time, I really thought it was like this, but now I understand that you and Liu Ya can't have a conflict, you are as stubborn as her, and you refuse to give in, and in the end you will lose both. ”

"It's good now, she left on the spot without saying anything, and you don't say anything and pretend to be ......cold here," Yuan Ze said, snatching the unrecognizable weeds in Yun Mu's hands, and asked, "Is your heart crushed like this grass now?" ”

Yun Mu picked up another weed and continued to knead it.

Yuan Ze didn't rob it this time, and said: "Actually, Liu Ya has already passed the IELTS exam, and many people in their class used to say that Liu Ya can go abroad at any time if she wants to, and there is no problem with going to Cambridge." Once I asked Liu Ya why she didn't go abroad as soon as possible, and she said: A middle school career without going through the college entrance examination is incomplete, and I will talk about it after the college entrance examination......"

Saying that, Yuan Ze said with a hint of regret: "It seems that I am simple, if I really feel incomplete, why should she leave?" I remember this time last year, Yue Xiaomin said that Liu Ya stayed in Lanjiang in order to wait for someone. Now that I believe it, the person she was waiting for had disappointed her, so she left. ”

Yun Mu opened his mouth, his chest was jammed, and he felt suffocated.

Yuan Ze continued: "Last Friday, I saw Liu Ya holding a leaflet from Tianfu Normal University, and he looked at it very seriously. I wondered, with her grades, she could go to Tsinghua University and Peking University if she stayed in China, why did she read the leaflets of Normal University? ”

Speaking of this, Yuan Ze put his hand on Yun Mu's shoulder, patted him on the shoulder, and said with a smile: "When I saw you today, I was enlightened." Dude, do the math, with your grades, you will probably only be able to take the test for a teacher's university. ”

Yun Mu's head was dizzy, and Suo lay down, looking at the blue sky and white clouds.

"The proprietress told me about you and Liu Ya." Yuan Ze also lay on the grass and muttered: "I don't know what to say about you, anyway, your temper, it's useless for me to say it." Seriously, I also put myself in your shoes and thought about it, if I were you, I would be a woman for the rest of my life, maybe I would also feel a little lost, there is always a kind of regret, do you feel this way? ”

Although Yun Mu didn't say a word, Yuan Ze could still understand Yun Mu's feelings, so he continued: "It seems that you don't have this feeling anymore, and people like you who go all the way to the dark don't mind hanging themselves from a tree." Regarding Qian Mengru's matter, I understand what you think, I didn't breathe that way, I was panicked, and I would be like this if I changed...... However, can't you be tactful, can't you just do this kind of thing secretly from Liu Ya, why do you have to tell her? ”

Yun Mu spoke: "This is the difference between me and you. ”

"yes, that's the difference between you and me." Yuan Ze smiled, and there was self-deprecation in his smile: "What kind of choice should a man make at some point, I don't know the standard answer, and you don't know, maybe we are all wrong." I don't know when we will be able to make the right choice. Since I was a child, every decision we made was to pay tuition, and sometimes the tuition fee was a little more expensive, and this time your tuition is estimated to be the most expensive in your life......"

"But there is no way, these years, if you don't pay tuition, how can you learn, how can you become the real man in our minds?" Yuan Ze lit another cigarette, his expression suddenly became very sad, and he muttered: "I don't have a father with you to teach us how to be a man, we can only rely on our own groping." ”

(To be continued)