Chapter 087: Heart

The phrase "there is pressure, there will be motivation" is very effective when put on Takeshita grass mustard. With a clear heart, he doesn't know that it is too difficult for the book "Rashomon" to sell more than 3 million, and it is better to be more diligent and write more other works silently to earn remuneration. In any case, my current market price is 30,000 yen for a 400-word manuscript paper.

600 million yen is converted into RMB, which is about 30 million yuan, and Takeshita Kusaoji is working hard towards this goal. If this matter was left before the attached's death, he wouldn't dare to think about it, after all, it was an astronomical amount that could not be achieved in his lifetime. Now I feel that I can completely transform it into reality after some struggle.

Sitting at the old, stunted square desk, Takeshita Grass Mustard stared intently at the laptop screen, his fingers typing on the keyboard. At this moment, I am silently writing one of Mr. Natsume Soseki's representative works, "Heart". This is a confession of its egoist, profoundly exposing the conflict between self-interest and morality. Similarly, it is also the first novel in his career as a copyist, after all, the whole length is about 200,000 words.

The reason why Takeshita Kusaoke, who has been thinking about it for a long time, chose "Kokoro" is naturally that he can get a manuscript fee of up to 15 million yen from 30,000 yen * 500 pieces of manuscript paper. It is precisely because he can buy a satisfactory house that it is imperative to write novels to earn remuneration.

Takeshita Kusaoke, who had added the money and bank deposits he would receive in the next month, had more than 100 million yen in cash in an instant. However, there is still a long way to go to reach the big goal of at least 600 million yen. He was full of energy, and of course he also thought that the novel "Heart" would be published in the "Literary Spring and Autumn" publication in a serialized way. If the feedback from readers is good, the publisher will inevitably release a single edition of "Heart" in the future. In that way, he can save a lot of effort, after all, he can have another book that relies on royalties to make money for him.

For the content of "Heart", Takeshita Kusa is completely familiar with the heart. In the novel, the gentleman meets and falls in love with the young lady of the landlord's family, and at the same time wins the favor of the landlady, but because he was deceived by his uncle when he was young, he is wary of others and is unable to confess his heart. Later, Mr.'s friend K lives in the landlord's house and also falls in love with the young lady, and the straightforward K confesses his heart to his friend Mr.

On the surface, Mr. criticized K for not seeking progress, but behind the scenes, he secretly proposed to the landlady to marry the young lady. After knowing all this truth, K committed suicide in despair, and at the same time, K's death also left Mr. with a lifetime of anxiety and self-blame, and Mr. after marriage has not been able to forget K, his heart is extremely lonely, and finally embarked on the road of suicide.

I remember that after reading "Heart", I couldn't calm down for a long time, but I didn't think that the gentleman in the book was so scheming, two-faced and three-stabbed, in front of K is a person, and carrying K on his back is a ghost, despicable and dirty, but I deeply feel that he is still a frank person, after all, the gentleman afterwards has all kinds of mental torture, life is better than death, and finally uses suicide to confess and apologize to his friend K. What's more, my fair lady, a gentleman. Any man facing the woman he likes, under normal circumstances, will rack his brains to show his personal masculine charm and please him in every possible way...... And there will be concessions?

In the same way, if the gentleman in the story is replaced by the vast majority of people in reality, the most realistic performance must be that this person will be very proud and embrace the beauty as a winner. As for the tricks or something, it doesn't matter whether others commit suicide because of themselves or not, after all, it is driven by the idea of the law of the jungle, or the king of the winner and the loser.

Takeshita Kusa knows that the gentleman in "Heart" is an out-and-out high-class nomad. The term "high nomad" was widely used in Japan from the Meiji period to the early Showa period, and refers to people who have received higher education at a university and have no financial pressure, and live only by studying. In the simplest and most straightforward way, it is to have money and time to read and have fun.

If I remember correctly, before he committed suicide, Ryunosuke Akutagawa did not complete a passage in "The Words of a Dwarf" about the language created by writers, and he clearly mentioned that his teacher, Mr. Natsume Soseki, used the word "high vagrant" to play and became popular in the literary world.

In this parallel world at the moment, not only does Akutagawa Ryunosuke and Mr. Natsume Soseki not exist, but also many famous Japanese writers have never appeared. This also shows that the term "high nomad" will not be carried forward by Mr. Natsume Soseki. Then, the person who popularized the term "high-class nomad" also became Takeshita Kussake. Thinking of this, he was excited and excited for a while, which made his little heart suddenly jump wildly.

Takeshita Kusaoke, who had stopped his movements, suddenly stood up and walked around the room thoughtfully. None of these novels are his own originals, but he conveys them to readers one by one. Although the remuneration is quite large, but I am reluctant, and I have begun to think that I want to write something that belongs to my own originality.

Of course, it is not surprising that Takeshita Grass Mustard, who knows that the literary world is bottomless and is not easy to mix, has such an idea, but is completely based on his own worry-free food and clothing, and his rich life can no longer satisfy him as just a hardcore literature lover. Having absorbed a lot of these nutrients from the subtle influence, he has a strong feeling that even if he can't become a silent writer of the literary achievements of some of the great Japanese writers, he must express his voice in this world. In this way, I tell the world that I have been here before.

So, Takeshita Kusaoke, who sat cross-legged back in his place, saved the novel "Heart" that was not written silently, but began to write a short story that really belonged to him with enthusiasm and excitement. He neither expects that his original novel will be a blockbuster and shake up the literary world, nor does he expect how much it will bring him a lot of remuneration. Perhaps, in the case of a very high probability, the first non-literary novel written by himself will only sink into the sea, and there will not be a single small wave.