Chapter 307: The End of the Earth Goes With You
readx; "Today is the first day of the Lunar New Year. Pen | fun | pavilion www. biquge。 info" Gong Xiping raised his glass and said, "Happy New Year." ”
"Happy New Year." Duanmu Jiao said with a smile.
The two of them touched their glasses slightly, then tilted their necks at the same time, and drank all the wine in the glass. Gong Xiping filled the wine glasses of the two of them again.
"Counting today, I have been coming to Shencheng No. 1 Middle School for almost half a year." Gong Xiping looked at Duanmu Jiao and said slowly, "For me, everything in Shencheng No. 1 Middle School should have been a passing moment. All people and things should not have anything to do with me. Including, you, and others. ”
Duanmu Jiao didn't speak, but patiently listened to Gongxi Ping's story. She could see from Gong Xiping's eyes and expression that what Gong Xiping was going to say to her next was very important.
"I'm a passerby, a hurried passerby. I shouldn't have appeared in your world, and I shouldn't have existed in the life trajectory of all the students in Shencheng No. 1 Middle School. And I, since I entered Shencheng No. 1 Middle School, have deliberately kept my distance from others. I don't want to be associated with anyone. You, however, are a variable I didn't expect. Because, I didn't expect you to have such a relationship with me. The two of us entered each other's worlds and existed in each other's life trajectories. Originally, the two worlds that were supposed to be parallel to each other now actually intersected, which I didn't expect at all. ”
Gong Xiping said, drank the wine in the cup in one gulp, and then poured himself full.
"Why did I come to Shencheng No. 1 Middle School, this is my secret, I can't tell you. I can only tell you that my identity is very special, and I went to Shencheng No. 1 Middle School for another purpose. Once my purpose has been achieved, I will definitely leave. Leave Shencheng No. 1 Middle School, leave the city, and even, leave the country! Just because I'm here with the intention of leaving, I shouldn't have an impact on anyone here. But I don't know why, even if I keep a low profile, even if I keep a distance from people, there are still people gathered around me. I don't understand why, and I don't want to understand why. I just want to say what is in my heart. Because I believe that as long as I speak my heart, many people will leave me. But you, you won't. I once told you that if I were to leave one day, would you come with me. You answer me that as long as I don't leave Earth, you will always follow me. At the time, I was very impressed. I never thought that there would be a woman who would give up everything for me and follow me anywhere. To have such a woman by his side, there should be no regrets. ”
Gong Xiping drank the wine in the wine glass again, and then poured it full again.
"But, calm down and think about it, I can't do that. I can't take you away. You have your life, you belong here, being a teacher is your dream, I can't let you give up your dream. So, I can't take you away. I, and you, the two of us belong to two worlds. Although for some reasons I did not expect, the trajectories of our lives intersected for a short time, but after a brief intersection, we will continue to follow the trajectory of our own lives, go in opposite directions, and gradually drift apart, and finally disappear into each other's worlds completely. This is the final ending, I, leaving, disappearing into everyone's world. From then on, the name Gong Xiping can only be a memory. That's all. ”
Although Gong Xiping drank twice, his voice was very calm. However, Duanmu Jiao heard a slight tremor in his calm tone. Although it was only for a short moment, Duanmu Jiao did feel it. The gentle tone may be a disguise on his surface, and the inner vacillation is his real inner world.
"Selfish!" Duanmu shouted sharply.
"What?"
"I say, you're a selfish ghost!"
"I ...... Selfish? Gong Xiping was completely stunned by Duanmu Jiao's selfishness.
"That's right, that's you! You're a, utterly selfish! Duanmu Jiao's face flushed with two blushes, and that was because she was excited, she said, "You selfish ghost! When you say that, you're just taking your side. Do you think it's for my good, for our good? Have you thought about me, how we feel? Do you care about my feelings? Do you know how much my heart hurts when you say that? ”
Gong Xiping looked at Duanmu Jiao blankly, his face lost his usual calm and calmness, just stared at Duanmu Jiao blankly, and couldn't say a word.
Perhaps, the two of us do live in two worlds. Perhaps, our encounter was indeed accidental. However, that was before we met. We don't look at the past, we don't think about the future, we only talk about the present. In any case, now you and I live in the same world, and our lives are still tightly intertwined. You say, you're going to get out of here, or even out of this country. I said, I will accompany you, everywhere. That's right, my dream is to be a teacher. I will not give up on this dream, and I have no intention of giving up. Even if I follow you to the ends of the earth, I will not give up this dream. However, I don't give up on my dreams, and I am willing to follow you wherever you go, there is no contradiction at all, there is no conflict between the two. Do you think that if you leave me alone and leave me here, is this good for me, good for me? You are wrong, my soul has merged into your soul. When you go, you take my soul with you. Without a soul, I'm just a shell. Think about it, how can a person who only has a shell be happy? Do you want to leave alone and go alone? Okay, I won't stop you. But, before you go, give me back my heart, my love, my soul, my feelings! ”
Duanmu Jiao said, slapped the table, the whole person stood up, looked at Gong Xiping, and said fiercely: "Give it back to me!" ”
Gong Xiping looked at Duanmu Jiao blankly, unable to say a word. The reason why he said this today was after some consideration. He felt that he owed Duanmujiao, and he didn't deserve Duanmujiao to treat him like this. Moreover, because of Duanmu Lie's words, he felt even more sorry for Duanmu Jiao. Therefore, he wanted to say what he thought in his heart, so that Duanmu Jiao broke off his thoughts about himself. But who knew that it would be met with such a strong rebuttal.
"I ......" Gong Xiping was speechless.
Duanmu Jiao looked at Gong Xiping, and her mood gradually calmed down. Her gaze gradually began to become gentle.
"I know, you want to let go because you care about me, right? It's a pity you're wrong. If you let go, it doesn't mean that you are great, but it shows your cowardice. How do you know that if I follow you, you will not give me happiness? Is it because you don't have faith, or do you not intend to give me happiness at all? ”
"Nope! No! Gong Xiping said resolutely, "I will be in danger at any time, I don't want you to ......"
"No matter what danger there is, I will face it with you!" Duanmu Jiao said resolutely, "Even if we face death, we have to face it together." ”
Gong Xiping looked at Duanmu Jiao, and suddenly felt that her gentle eyes and beautiful face seemed so holy and so noble. He didn't expect Duanmu Jiao to be so resolute.
"Why...... Why do you ...... this?"
Gong Xiping's expression softened, and a hesitation and weakness that Duanmu Jiao had never seen before appeared on Gong Xiping's face. Perhaps, remove his plain appearance, this is his real heart.
"There is no why. Love someone, there are not so many whys. ”
Duanmu Jiao left her seat, walked to Gong Xiping's side, gently hugged Gong Xiping's head, let his head be buried deep in his soft and straight chest, and said softly: "Don't ask why, if you really want to ask, there will always be only one answer." That's because I love you. ”
Duanmu Jiao clearly felt Gong Xiping's shoulders tremble. She hugged Gong Xiping tighter. She knew Gong Xiping's strength, but at this moment, even a piece of stubborn iron was probably going to melt.
"I ...... It's not as simple as you think. Gong Xiping sighed lightly, "You have chosen a difficult path. However, if you regret it later, you can leave me at any time. ”
"Fool, I won't leave you. Even if you want to leave Earth, I will leave with you. ”
"You're the fool......"
"We're both fools!"
Then both of them laughed, and they laughed quite happily.
The two of them warmed up for a moment, then resumed their lunch. They drank and chatted, and the atmosphere suddenly became much more harmonious.
Duanmu Jiao felt that after this incident just now, her position in Gong Xiping's heart had been greatly improved. Although at first, she felt that she was the weakest, but now, she felt that she had left everyone else far behind.
However, Duanmu Jiao also understood that she only used a method that only adults understand, so that she could improve her position in Gongxi Ping's heart. Compared with Ai Tingting and these little girls, Duanmu Jiao has her unique charm and means. It's just that Ai Tingting has their advantages, after all, they are young and energetic.
Duanmu Jiao did not forget the alliance formed by the four of them. But it's just an alliance, and the main purpose of their alliance is to prevent other girls from getting close to Gongxiping. And there is still competition between them. Therefore, it is impossible for her to take the initiative to push Gong Xiping to others. In this way, the position she had finally improved in Gong Xiping's mind disappeared in an instant.
Lunch took a long time, and it wasn't finished until about 2 p.m. The two drank a full bottle of red wine. Gongxi Ping was fine, but Duanmu Jiao was a little drunk. At Gong Xiping's suggestion, she went back to her room to rest for a while. But she never thought that when she slept this time, it would be night.
The two of them made dinner together and ate together like noon. After eating, Duanmu Jiao pestered Gong Xiping again, and fell into a gentle lingering again. It's just that Duanmu Jiao's physical strength has not fully recovered, so she can only fight for a while, rest for a while, and fight for a while. was so intermittent until late at night, Duanmu Jiao, who was extremely tired, couldn't move anymore, so he hugged Gong Xiping and fell asleep.
The next morning, after breakfast, Duanmujiao left. Although she lives alone, she is not completely idle to do during the New Year. Several teachers had already made an appointment with her to go shopping together during the Chinese New Year, and she agreed to join them after repeated requests from those teachers. They made an appointment to eat out together at noon on the second day of junior high school, and then went shopping together, so Duanmujiao left after breakfast.
Now, Gong Xiping has become a loner again.