readx; For being alone again, Gong Xiping didn't mind at all. Pen ~ Fun ~ Pavilion www.biquge.info this kind of life is used to it anyway, so it doesn't matter. It's just that the Chinese New Year is still the second day of the Lunar New Year, and a lonely person will inevitably feel a little lonely.

He thought about it for a long time, and finally decided, took out his mobile phone, and dialed Ling Yu. The phone rang for a long time before Ling Yu answered the phone. After a brief chat, she hung up the phone in a hurry. Lingyu New Year is the busiest, because during the New Year, many people in the printing house are resting, so the manuscript must be completed in advance, and the template must be made early and sent to the printing house for printing. Therefore, during the Chinese New Year, Ling Yu had to fight like a war every day, and he didn't even have time to speak.

Gong Xiping put down his phone and let out a long exhale. After hesitating for a moment, he picked up his phone again and dialed Ai Tingting.

"Pingping? Is it mediocre? You actually took the initiative to call me? What a surprise to me! Ai Tingting's voice sounded surprised and excited.

"Oh, actually, it's nothing, just wanted to say Happy New Year." Gongxi said flatly.

"Well, it's so nice for you to take the initiative to call me. Hey, it's a pity that I have to visit a few uncles with Daddy Mommy, and it's basically gone in the soup these days! However, after the sixth day of the new year, I will have time! How about we'll see you after the sixth day of junior high school? Let me think, huh...... Why don't you come to my house? Oh no, no, no, I have too many families. Go to your house. Well, I'll go to your house on the sixth day of the Lunar New Year, okay? ”

"yes, okay. On the sixth day of the Lunar New Year, I happened to be fine. Gong Xiping agreed.

"Great!" Ai Tingting's voice could be heard, and she was very excited. However, as if she had thought of something, she immediately lowered her voice and said, "Did you ask someone else?" ”

"Someone else? No. ”

"Then ......," Ai Tingting paused for a moment, and then said, "Then don't ask anyone else on the sixth day of the new year, okay?" It's been a long time since I've been alone with you. ”

"Alone?" Gong Xiping was stunned when he heard this.

Ai Tingting was taken aback, and immediately said: "No, no, no, it's nothing, it's nothing, anyway, you don't ask anyone else." ”

"yes, okay." Gong Xiping agreed.

"Then we'll see you on the sixth day of the new year!" Ai Tingting's voice was very pleasant.

"See you on the sixth day of the first month."

Hanging up the phone, Gong Xiping thought for a moment, turned on the phone again, found Xi Yuling's name, and dialed it. Soon, Xi Yuling picked up the phone.

"A vial?"

"Well, it's me."

"Something?"

Gong Xiping was stunned for a moment, thought about it, and said, "It's okay......"

Xi Yuling on the other end of the phone was silent for a moment and said, "Little bottle, is it a person, feel a little lonely?" ”

Xi Yuling is Xi Yuling after all, although she looks a little wooden on the outside, but on the inside she is extremely smart and empathetic. In a few short sentences, you can actually guess Gong Xiping's mood at the moment.

"It's okay, I'm nothing." Gongxi said flatly.

Xi Yuling was silent for a moment before he said, "Little bottle, if only you had called me earlier." Our family is now in Hangzhou, and my dad took our family to Hangzhou for a vacation during the Chinese New Year. If you had called me a day earlier, I wouldn't have gone. Ay...... I won't be back until the sixth day of the Lunar New Year. ”

"I'm nothing, it's rare for you to go out with the whole family, it's good to have fun. That's nothing, I'm hanging. ”

"Wait." Xi Yuling suddenly said anxiously.

"Huh? What else? ”

"Little bottle, are you free on the seventh day of the Lunar New Year?"

"The seventh day of the first month? Have free time. What's wrong? ”

"You...... If you are free on the seventh day of the Lunar New Year, shall I come to you? ”

"Okay." Gong Xiping readily agreed.

"Well, that's good, I'll come to you on the seventh day of the new year."

"Okay."

Hanging up the phone, Gong Xiping did not put the phone down immediately, but took the phone and was stunned for a while. He looked at the phone in his hand, and then slowly, opened the phone book, and looked at the phone numbers one by one.

Ai Tingting, not available. She was going to visit several uncles with her parents.

Xi Yuling, I'm not available. Her whole family is in Hangzhou.

Jing Rumeng, there is no need to call her, maybe she is having fun with her family abroad.

Shen Daixian, there is no need to fight, in fact, she doesn't know that she will go abroad this time like a dream.

Duanmu Jiao, she just left today, before leaving, she said that she couldn't come in the past few days, and the teachers who asked her to go out shopping today, even the activities for the next few days have been arranged. In fact, several of them also felt that Duanmu Jiao was lonely and lonely, so they specially arranged the show so that she didn't feel lonely. Therefore, although Duanmu Jiao was reluctant, she couldn't refuse the kindness of others.

And Ling Yu, these days are even more busy like a war, and it is impossible to be free at all.

Gong Xiping suddenly smiled bitterly. In the past, he ran around, living a life of licking blood from the knife in the rain of bullets all day long. At that time, he was alone. One by one, his comrades-in-arms fell beside him and left him, and his wife also left him with their daughter. Every person around him, for various reasons, left him.

Now, the identity has changed, the environment has changed, and life seems to have changed a little. But the only thing that hasn't changed is that he is still lonely. Although there were many people gathered around him, he was still alone.

These school life has made him change, but these changes are only small changes, and his essence has not changed. And he didn't fit into this life at all. Or rather, he refuses to fit into this life. So, no matter how many people gathered around him, he was still alone.

Gong Xiping let out a long exhale and put the phone in his pants pocket. Then he thought about it and finally decided to change his clothes and go out for a walk.

Walking down the street, he casually found a direction and walked aimlessly along the street. He doesn't walk fast, like a normal person shopping. However, his eyes were not shining, his gaze was unfocused, and he was just walking purely for the sake of walking.

As he walked, he reminisced about the past. This is the first time since he received a brain transplant that he has been reminiscing and thinking about the past for so long.

Since he was a child, he followed Ling Li Xuegong, and he always thought of meeting Susie, and fell in love with Susie, and finally came together. I thought of myself after going through many births and deaths, and suddenly felt a little tired, and wanted to choose to retire, and then accompany my family wholeheartedly, but I accidentally found out that my wife was cheating. Subsequently, Susie left him with her daughter, and then there was a collective mutiny of the Four Holy Squads and the fact that he was shot in the head.

As he walked, he reminisced. He walked very slowly, and his memories were as much as possible to recall some details. In this way, thinking as he walked, he unconsciously walked out far, far away.

By the time he had stopped his memories and woke up, he found himself in a completely unfamiliar place. He didn't know how far he had traveled or where it was. This is completely unconscious, subconsciously.

Subconsciousness?

Gong Xiping was suddenly stunned, and then quickly looked around. He looked around seriously, at every place around him, even some details, he didn't let go.

Suddenly, his pupils contracted!

This is the old place where he lived when he married Susie!

I haven't been here for many years, and the look here has changed a lot. However, Gong Xiping judged from some subtleties that this was the place where he and Susie had lived before!

He is too familiar with this place, every grass and tree, every flower and leaf here has brought him too many memories. There are beautiful and sad ones.

The house where he and Susie lived is still there. It's just that the appearance has completely changed. He didn't know if the structure inside would change, but the probability of changing it was still very high.

Although there have been great changes here, Gong Xiping's subconscious can still take him here in an unconscious state. The subconscious mind is often the place where the eyes of a person's mind are, and they can often see many things that are not visible to the naked eye. So, no matter how much changes have taken place, you can still walk here.

Gong Xiping looked at this strange and familiar place, and the scenes of the past suddenly appeared in his mind like a spring.

Standing downstairs and looking up, Gong Xiping suddenly found that even if the appearance changed, it still couldn't change the fact that this was where he and Susie once lived! Everything here is familiar to him.

However, the greenery here has changed, the appearance of the houses has changed, the color of the facades has changed, and even the telephone poles have changed. This is no longer the familiar place of Gongxiping, everything here has changed. It felt strange to him.

Whether it is familiar or unfamiliar, it is no longer important for Gong Xiping. Because, the person next to him is no longer by his side. Since that person is no longer there, it doesn't matter whether it's familiar or unfamiliar here. The environment is objective, and the inner feeling is subjective.

Retracting his gaze, a smile rose at the corner of Gong Xiping's mouth. A very pure, very charming smile.

He smiled.

After all these years, he still felt that the knot in his heart had not been opened. However, in an ordinary but not ordinary day, when his subconscious inadvertently took him to this place where he had lived with Susie before, he suddenly figured it out.

It's not that he didn't open the knot, but he didn't want to open it at all. Because, if the knot is opened, it means that he has let go. When he let it go, it means that he doesn't love Susie anymore.

He didn't want to let go because he still loved Susie.

It's just that he buried this love deep in his heart forever.

After figuring it out, figuring it out, people are much more relaxed. Gong Xiping looked at the sky, it was already afternoon. Because too much has changed here, Gong Xiping doesn't recognize the way back for a while. However, even if you don't know the way back, it doesn't matter, and now the traffic is very developed, just stop a taxi.

However, just when Gong Xiping was about to stop a taxi, he didn't know why, he suddenly wanted to take the subway. And as it happens, there is a subway entrance nearby. So, he walked towards the subway with his feet up.