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"It's very contradictory, I run away from you, I want to rely on my own ability to enter your circle, not to be attached to your superiority, I am a man, I can do whatever it takes to get on the throne, but I can't rely on a woman to get on the throne, I'm afraid of being scolded by someone on my back, I'm afraid of people secretly commenting, my little bit of poor vanity makes me run away from you, but I don't want to see you approached by others......"

Finally, Zhang Yang finished speaking, he breathed a long sigh of relief, this is his secret, a secret from more than ten years to the present, he has been deeply hidden in his heart, no one knows, today, he finally said it in one breath. Pen, fun, and www.biquge.info

The desert was eerily quiet, the cold wind blew the open jackets to hunt, and both eyes looked into the depths of the desert, and the faint moonlight cast shadows on the huge sand dunes, like lurking beasts.

There was a long, oppressive silence.

"Finished?" Finally, Wang Yan spoke quietly.

"That's it." Zhang Yang smiled lightly, now, he feels much better, he has always wanted to find someone to talk to, however, he can't find the right person, Zhang Yang believes that if he doesn't find someone to vent, he will really become a psychopath with a split personality.

The serious dual personality tortures his will, tortures his mind, corrodes his soul, from the moment he fails the high school entrance examination, he has a hostile attitude towards the whole society, countless nights of hard work have been in vain, he is unwilling, he is not convinced, but his small power can not change the cancer of society, he can only fall silently.

Either die in silence or explode in silence!

Zhang Yang, who had gained a new life, broke out in silence, but because of his distorted personality, he regarded conquest as the first task, and the countless elite memories made his nerves in an extremely tense state, and his ambition started from Xiao Yuanxing, but unfortunately, it was just a beginning, and it was completely annihilated...... "Your mind is so terrible." Wang Yan snuggled her head into Zhang Yang's arms and spoke softly.

"Yes, I am a terrible person, my surname is unpredictable to me, I am dangerous, Wang Yan, I know that you have a good impression of me, and your good impression of me stems from my excellence, but you don't know my darkness, now, you know, I think, we ......" Zhang Yang held Wang Yan's shoulders and looked at Wang Yan's eyes.

"What's wrong with us?" Wang Yan jumped away as if she had been pricked by a needle, obviously, she heard the meaning of Zhang Yang.

"We're better not to see each other." Zhang Yang sighed and said: "You are still young, your feelings for me are very ethereal and ethereal, you have been in contact with too many rich boys, so, when you come into contact with me, you will feel different, when we are really familiar with each other, our relationship will be very fragile, besides, let's talk about ......" Zhang Yang suddenly couldn't speak, he had been hiding Xiao Yiran's existence, and that ridiculous night with Liu Di, he couldn't say it, and he didn't know how to say it, it became a dead end.

It's been a long time since she escaped from Xiao Yiran, and Xiao Yiran has always been like a phantom in Zhang Yang's mind, which seems unreal, and when she lost contact with Xiao Yiran, this feeling became stronger and stronger.

Zhang Yang didn't understand why he felt this way, sometimes, he missed Nana he met in that alley and surpassed Xiao Yiran, sometimes, Zhang Yang felt ashamed, but there was nothing he could do, Xiao Yiran was like a portrait of Mona Lisa, and he could never enter his life.

When Zhang Yang was hesitating, Wang Yan interrupted him sharply.

"Am I small?"

"Am I small?"

"Where am I small?

……

Zhang Yang couldn't help but take a step back in embarrassment, Wang Yan pushed his chest violently, and the promoted Feng Lan made Zhang Yang's head dizzy for a while, making him feel suffocated...... "Zhang Yang, I have been with you for a very short time, but, I miss you for a long time, I am not the flower that grew up in the greenhouse as you imagined, when I was three years old, my mother forced me to practice martial arts, I don't like to practice martial arts, I prefer to play games with those companions in kindergarten, hide and seek, when I was five years old, life was already self-care, I have to do my own laundry, I have to clean my room, I don't have pocket money, I have to make my own money, I have to go out to buy flowers during the holidays, until I was eight years old, my mother was completely disappointed in my martial arts practice, so she asked me to learn to shoot, at the age of ten, my peers were skating, surfing the Internet, and I had to shoot hundreds of bullets every day......"

"It wasn't until I was eighteen years old, when I became an adult, that everything began to change for me, I had the New Year's money that my mother had saved for me since I was a child, and I could use it at will, I could soak in the bar all night and never return, and even, I could disappear for a few days, and my mother wouldn't care about me, my mother said, I am an adult, I should have my own life, my own circle, and my own thoughts...... I didn't indulge myself, because, I know, all of this stems from my mother's trust in me, I believe in my mother, and she, also believes in me, I like you, I feel a little inexplicable, I used to think that this relationship is fragile, and my mother also saw it, so, she let me come to Yanjing, in fact, I want to come myself, I want to slowly forget you, slowly forget you......"

Wang Yan's voice became smaller and smaller, and once she trembled, Zhang Yang felt that the cold air was snatching away her body temperature, and gently opened the car door, and Wang Yan sat on the co-pilot very obediently.

The engine started and the temperature inside the car quickly warmed up.

"I thought I could forget you soon, but I couldn't, I often dreamed of you, I ...... Dream of you...... ......Suddenly, Wang Yan, who was talking quietly, laughed.

"What do you dream of me?" Zhang Yang was sweating profusely by Wang Yan's emotional changes, and the voice of the resentful woman who was still faint just now immediately laughed again, and Zhang Yang's nervous thinking was a little unable to keep up.

"I dreamed that you always grabbed the chief with me, hum!" Wang Yan glanced at Zhang Yang, and her delicate appearance made Zhang Yang's heart skip a beat.

"Let's go back!" Zhang Yang gently brushed up Wang Yan's wind-blown messy hair, and sighed, it seems that the matter with Wang Yan is inconclusive today.

"Hmm." Zhang Yang's fingers touched Wang Yan's cheek, Wang Yan's body trembled, and she bowed her head shyly, as gentle as a lamb.

The car started slowly, and the two of them were immersed in this rare atmosphere, hoping that this feeling would be maintained forever, and that the road would never come to an end...... Indeed, the road was long, until the sky was white, and Ferrari was still moving slowly on the highway in the desert, Wang Yan's eyes were always firmly fixed on Zhang Yang's face, which was a face that she would never forget.

"Zhang Yang, I've always had a question for you." Wang Yan's eyes rolled suddenly.

"Huh?"

"Why did you always look at people with that nasty look before?"

"Ahem...... sweating profusely, almost instinctively, glanced at Wang Yan's snow-white chest.

"Yes, yes, that's the kind of look in your eyes!" Wang Yan said excitedly.

“……”

"Zhang Yang, although that expression just now is annoying, I think that is your real self!"

"Like?"

"I don't like it!"

“……”

"I just like you to be yourself, do I still like your dirty expression? Hum! Wang Yan glared at Zhang Yang fiercely.

"I'm ......" Zhang Yang couldn't speak, this is a contradictory topic, I like him to be himself, but I don't like that kind of dirty voyeurism.

"Zhang Yang, you say! What is your relationship with Snow Lotus? ”

Suddenly, Wang Yan shouted loudly, startling Zhang Yang, but fortunately the speed was not fast.

"Where do we have a relationship?" Zhang Yang's head was confused for a while, and the secret path was not good.

"Hmph, it doesn't matter, you said it at the beginning, you said it was uncomfortable to see us surrounded by a group of people, you didn't say you, but you, so you said, it includes Snow Lotus, hum, and you want to lie to me, I can see it, Snow Lotus is very good to you, very affectionate, and give you a massage!" Wang Yan's face was furious, and her white fingers were pointed at Zhang Yang's head.

"I ......" Zhang Yang had nothing to say, and indeed, there was something wrong with what he began to say.

"Honestly, did you?" Seeing that Zhang Yang did not defend herself, Wang Yan became more and more angry.

"Ah......h

"Say, did you go to bed?" Wang Yan is like an angry tigress, seeing Wang Yan's violent expression, Zhang Yang inexplicably thought of those men with three wives and four concubines in ancient times, if they met a woman like Wang Yan, how would they live?

"Nope!"

"Really?" Wang Yanhu looked up and down Zhang Yang suspiciously, looking at it like that, it was really possible to help Zhang Yang check and check, and the look in his eyes made Zhang Yang break out in a cold sweat.

"Who do you like, you say?" Wang Yan is not the depressed little girl now, now, she is a high-flying rich lady.

(To be continued)