The sound of the piano lingers throughout the room, perhaps touching the emotions in the soul like the palm of a hand, and an invisible force surrounds it.

The singing voice that vented the depression in his heart did not subside for a long time, and on the cheeks that were as white as snow and tender as water, a warm and moist slowly flowed down. Afraid to see the blur in the eye sockets, even the eyes were closed, but the eyelashes that shook a few times because of the outburst of emotion were still wet, as if they were sticking together.

At some point, the crying voice surpassed the sound of singing, and even the fingers could feel the slippery falling on the keys, and in the room, only the same sad melody remained, and the keys were still moving, and the tips of the fingers did not stop, until that moment, the fingers that crossed the keys finally unintentionally played the discordant notes.

"Ding~" is like a sharp knife that has crushed all the previous surrounding atmosphere, and at this time it is like waking up from a dream. When I opened my red, wet eyes, I saw a blurry vision. His hands slipped off the piano with a flat expression, his shoulders drooping, as if he was not angry.

"Whew!" With a long exhale, the resentment and sadness that had gathered had just turned into songs and notes were all vented, and the tense nerves finally relaxed at this moment.

Finally stood up, reached out and pulled the drawstring of the electric light, only to hear the "click" to turn off the light, and then under the dim working light to clean up the messy music room, slowly stretching the movements, what usually takes five minutes to complete, as if doing it while thinking about it, has been cleaned up for more than ten minutes before it ends.

Finally, he looked at the piece of paper he was holding. A smile appeared at the corner of Jin Shenghan's mouth, probably satisfied. It could be a bleak sneer, it could be a meaningless smile......

Pull out the drawer. Put it in, this song - "onmymind", I don't know when it will be used?

When he walked out of the music room, Jin Shenghan's mental state returned to normal. Just like Jessica decided, let each other try it out! What can we live without each other? How wonderful can it become?

"Whoa!" Turning on the faucet, Kim Sung-han attached it head-on, letting the water run across his cheek, from the right cheek. Glide coldly to the high wing of his nose, then swipe it again until it lands on his lips and left cheek. Wash away tears, sadness, and confusion.

Wet hair, wet memory, wet our decisions......

walked to the living room with a soft towel, and when he saw the scene in front of him, Jin Shenghan couldn't help but show a sad expression.

To describe this place in one word - "chaos", there were a few green bottles of wine standing on the coffee table and a bottle of wine falling on the ground, and I didn't know that I had drunk no less than seven bottles, and I wanted to come. The total amount of wine I drank in the twenty-one years I lived before me is not as good as in the past few days!

The sofa that was messed up by me for I don't know when, a few pillows disappeared, and I don't know where I was thrown to? There are also broken newspapers that can be seen everywhere on the coffee table on the ground, when do you like to tear the newspaper after drinking?

Towels draped over your shoulders. Fingers touched his nose, and his mind tried his best to think about what he had done in the past few days, but he still didn't think of any clues after hollowing out the memories that he could know. These days have passed in a daze, like a puppet. Take one step at a time, and there is no state of mind at all.

Fortunately, I have recovered now. Finally back. Suppressing the thoughts in his heart, Jin Shenghan tried to be calm, and then began to clean up in the living room.

It's really a hard activity, time is like a stream, and after being thoroughly classified and cleaned up, Jin Shenghan is already exhausted and lying on the sofa.

In a blink of an eye, he was immersed in sleep.

The outside world is still preparing a lot of things for the end of the year, there is no shortage of acting awards and song battles, and Jin Shenghan's small turmoil has also been suppressed a lot at this time. It can only be said that the effect caused by a fixed circle has only had that effect under the instigation of the fan base.

Can't contact Jin Shenghan, Quan Zhenying is anxious in the company, he is even very angry, scolding Jin Shenghan several times in his heart doesn't let him worry at all, he can always cause a little trouble. There are rumors in the outside world that "Kim Sung-han is out of love", and reporters have come to the door, how can Jeon Jin-young not be in a hurry?

On the other hand, there is another person who is not having a good time, and no one knows better than himself how difficult it is to make this decision. The news was blocked, and even the members didn't tell her about Kim Sunghan, and they all became very smart at this time.

Jessica has been lying in bed for the whole December 22 and has not gotten up, and like Kim Sung-han, it is strange that she has been able to live well recently.

On December 23rd, Jessica even vacated the important exercises before the return of Girls' Generation, did not apply powder, did not surf the Internet, and watched a TV series in the dormitory for an afternoon, although the traces of tears on her face were gone, but the swollen cheeks and red eyes were clearly visible.

On December 24th, Jessica finally participated in Girls' Generation's practice, and although she couldn't lift her spirits, the members tried to help her laugh.

For such a long time, although the members felt that the two were torturing each other, the man was so sad, and the woman was like this, all of them were like sunken corpses, and they were not angry at all. Fortunately, Jessica's situation is getting better day by day, at least on Christmas Day, December 25th, her mental state is really much better, and she is about to return to the same little girl she usually looks like.

……

When I woke up, it was past seven o'clock in the evening, and when I got up, I felt a sour feeling, the decadence of the past few days, walking around like that in the snow, a guy who doesn't like and can't drink drinks every day until he gets drunk, and there are no sequelae is a strange thing!

"Gollum!" There was an obvious sound of hunger in the lower abdomen, and I touched my stomach, I didn't seem to have eaten anything today, as if I hadn't eaten anything in the past few days, and I was in a mess, so I didn't feel it, and after I suddenly came back to my senses, I was sick all over my body.

He dragged his slippers to the kitchen, and all he could eat was a small amount of kimchi, bread, and milk.

The greedy took a piece of kimchi and stuffed it into his mouth, and all these years of life made him equally fond of these traditional Korean foods.

I took the phone with the other hand and turned on the screensaver, maybe I opened it in anticipation, but the information I saw was ten missed calls, all of which were calls from Jeon Zhenying. I dialed in with doubts.

"Doodoo" was busy for a while.

"Yikes! Why are you kid calling me back now? As soon as the phone was connected, Quan Zhenying didn't hesitate to split her head and cover her face.

"Uh, I'm sorry, uncle! I had something at hand before. Jin Shenghan chewed the leaves of the spicy cabbage and said vaguely. At this time, the words are not at all like the decadent feeling before, but with a little playfulness, like usual.

"What? You're all right! So why did so many photos come out? Jeon Jin-young was puzzled, in his mind, Kim Sung-han must have encountered something unpleasant, or it was not impossible to break up with Jessica, but now listening to him, it was as if nothing had happened.

"It's in the past. Uncle, what are you looking for from me? Jin Shenghan stuffed the last bite of spicy cabbage into his mouth and swallowed it before asking Jeon Jinying.

"That's it!" Quan Zhenying understood that there must be something about it, but since it has passed, she is too lazy to care, and obviously Jin Shenghan doesn't want to say anything.

patted his head, suddenly thought of something, and shouted loudly to Jin Shenghan: "Ah, when will your kid come out to solve the group of reporters at the gate of the company, do you want to say anything to them?" ”

Jin Shenghan wanted to speak and stopped, the whole person was stunned, he rolled his eyes and thought about something, and then said to Quan Zhenying on the phone with half seriousness: "No, I have always had nothing to say to the media, do what you want!" Also, if the crew director asks me about filming, he says I'm always ready. ”

For the crew, Jin Shenghan is more apologetic, he has been empty for a few days, it can be said that he is not cooperating, because in order to cooperate with the schedule at the beginning of next year, the crew deliberately stepped up the filming progress, and now Jin Shenghan is making such a fuss......

After Jeon Jin-young hung up the phone, she concentrated on her own affairs. He doesn't respond to his thoughts, as he always has. Only in the last rich speculation, he and Jin Shenghan stepped forward to make a little defense, and they did everything they had to do.

Jin Shenghan, who put away his mobile phone, continued his movements, eating while cooking, anyway, it was not a sumptuous dinner, and Jin Shenghan basically ate half full before it was ready.

When the fragrant dinner was served, the cigarette wafted into the nasal cavity, and I only felt that the discomfort in my whole body was reduced.

Enjoying food is a luxury, especially a do-it-yourself meal, which is much more delicious.

Emotional things naturally don't mean that you can let go of them, but the current situation obviously can't be trapped by feelings, and immersing yourself in the loss of feelings is just your own failure. The two are not breaking up again, calmly separate for a few days, learn to live like this, perhaps, at that place at the crossroads, they can meet again.

The mobile phone that was put aside by himself lit up again at this time, and the vibration and ringtone rang, it was a familiar number, and Jin Shenghan did not hesitate to pick it up and connect it. (To be continued......)