Chapter 123: On My Mind
(The progress of the sun is going to be accelerated, and the sun of this book is also going to be hurried, the new book of the sun has been conceived, it is a pure Korean entertainment, to comfort my dream of Korean entertainment.) Although I have been making achievements on the street, thank you for your support! Ultimate Fantasy doesn't ask for anything more in this book~~)
Jin Shenghan's gaze froze slightly, and Jessica's gaze met in pairs.
Tiffany happily rushed to Jessica, hugged her, and laughed happily, this is Tiffany's favorite way to say hello.
Nodding in response, Jessica's eyes were also filled with different feelings, and her slightly red and swollen eyes seemed to have just cried again, but she still laughed at the moment she hugged Tiffany.
I really wanted to say something to her, but I still didn't take a step.
"Let's go back and rest early!" Jin Shenghan persuaded softly. The blurred eyes slowly closed and then opened.
"Goodbye, oppa!" Tiffany turned around, said hello to Jessica, grinned, and walked out of the store.
"Stay safe!" Looking at the steps of the two of them, Jin Shenghan couldn't help but say one more word, and stretched his arms out in mid-air. The tone is so gentle, and the tenderness of the paragraphs is not at all like a man who has just quarreled, but a man who misses him deeply.
Jessica's footsteps paused when she heard the words, the concern for each other at this time was from the bottom of her heart, and she also wanted to say a lot to Kim Sung-han. Closing his eyes, it seemed like he was making a decision.
"Sika!" Tiffany has been trying to laugh in front of Jessica. Because, Kim Sung-han please take care of her! Although he didn't say so, he would do the same. But because it was his request, it was extremely important.
The sight behind you is warm and long. The words of comfort beside him also became touching. He opened his eyes, smiled lightly at Tiffany, took a step, and persevered.
In the deep darkness of the night, white snowflakes flew all over the sky, and Jin Shenghan's gaze fixed on the two figures in the black sky. One pink, the other white, slowly walked to the side of the road in the middle of the night, and the dim light reflected their backs. Although the two of them made Jin Shenghan couldn't help but worry about it.
What exactly is right? What's wrong?
In a flash of red light, they had already taken a taxi and left.
"Ding Dong!" looked at the distance and was stunned, and finally noticed the text message on the mobile phone at hand.
After opening it, Jin Shenghan's expression slowly faded as he watched the message, and he became speechless, but it was all a portrayal of this cold atmosphere.
Just a word, Tiffany: "oppa." She cried ......"
The heart, as if it was torn apart, as if it had been hollowed out, unconsciously. Even his own eye sockets entered a little mist. The next moment, he was like this;
"Pani, I'm tired. I've taken good care of her lately, just tell me if you have something! ”
After replying. No more texting, and Jessica doesn't want Tiffany to tell herself! Smile. Then he put away his mobile phone, put it in his arms, and couldn't help but look up at the direction where the two of them left, and was silent for a while, before moving his wordless heavy steps, stepping on the stairs section by section, and went to the second floor.
That night, in the car, Jessica cried so much that she was held in Tiffany's arms, and when she arrived at the dormitory, her crying stopped because she didn't have the strength to do so. Although Kim Sung-han is to blame, Tiffany still tries to say some good things for Kim Sung-han to the members.
Jessica didn't say much, neither broke up nor reconciled, just fell asleep again, and fell asleep when she returned to the dormitory......
"What's wrong? Why is this the case as soon as you come back? What happened to Pani, Sika and Shenghan Oppa? Kim Taeyeon, who just came out of the bathroom, has bare milk skin above the shoulders, and she seems to be pure and elegant for the first time, and Taeyeon is relatively popular among the nine people of Girls' Generation recently.
"Sika and Shenghan OPPA ...... today" briefly explained the matter, tried their best to explain things clearly, and even told Jin Shenghan and her a few words, not only hoping that the members would not blame Jin Shenghan too much, but also hoped that everyone would not misunderstand and try their best to help. It's really hard to be stupid for this cuteness, if Jin Shenghan is there, she may rub her head with pity!
Because after confirming the relationship with Jessica, although the relationship with Pani and the others is good, they have done less actions before, and there will never be those intimate actions again. If Jessica had a heart, she would have found out......
In the same way, on this night, although he knew that he didn't like to drink, although Jessica didn't say it, he also knew the advice not to drink, but in the end, the man still chose to take the wine glass!
He drank soju a few times in his life, and he was still drunk, he drank a bottle of soju for the first time with tears, the first time he felt that the soju was delicious, and the first time he felt that it was okay to vent like this. In the course of that night, he experienced many firsts, although he almost fell asleep on the couch with a miserable smile at the end, although he may not remember many firsts in the end, although ......
When I woke up the next day, I endured a headache and wanted to get up, but I couldn't help it. I couldn't put off the day's scene, so I took a leave of absence, with a lot of anxiety and apologies, although everyone accepted it.
Lying on the empty bed, he had almost forgotten how he had come back, forgotten many of his experiences from the previous night, only to find a text message from Jessica popping up on his phone!
"Just do as you say! Let's go separate and calm down for a while, and I want to see if I can have a good time without you...... Don't try not to drink tonight, probably the last reminder......"
I was stunned for a long time when I looked at the text message, and I fell into a trance. His eyes were fixed on the last sentence, and he couldn't take his eyes off it for a long time. The feeling that was so deep that it came to mind exploded and the mist condensed in the eyes again, blurring the vision. Finally flowed out......
I put away my phone and curled up on the edge of the bed. The hair is unkempt, the poignant hoarse cry is intermittent, the tears for love are not weak, it is precisely because of the depth of love that there will be such a feeling......
Muddy, muddy......
From this day on, on the 22nd, 23rd, and 24th, he lived as if he was a walking corpse, and decadence became synonymous with him. If he didn't go to the company or filming, he was also determined to rebel once. Not for himself, maybe for himself, at least he did it anyway.
Often a bottle of wine, drinking tasteless, this time is more cordial than anything else, and only at this time, he suddenly came to such a feeling.
The snow in the community was piled up very deeply, and although it was vast, the sky was scattered with bits and pieces.
Open thick down jacket. A bottle of wine, in just a few days, the stubble also came out, and it stayed in the snow like this.
"Gollum!" Take a sip. Then he put it down dejectedly, and his head swinged, looking like a ruffian or a drunkard.
Over here. Kim Sung-han completed a masterpiece, a snowman. The 160-centimeter-tall snowman looks like Jessica. He even seriously added a look to his face. He put down his scarf and wrapped it around the snowman, and even took out his phone to take a photo of the certification.
One line of headlines reads: "The girlfriend I found here, is it good-looking?" ”
From Kim Sung-han's official website, many photos have been passed on recently. On these days, from the 22nd to the 25th, a picture appeared.
There are photos of him brushing his teeth with unkempt hair in the room, there are photos of a lonely scene squatting alone in front of the window in the middle of the night, and there are also photos of standing with a snowman and making girlfriend certifications, and many more......
However, there is one more sad look, one more green wine bottle, and one more distressing worry~~
This reminds people of the "eye incident" when they were five people.
"Oppa's eyes are so distressing, oppa can cry if you want to!"
"Christmas alone? OPPA is really pitiful, hurry up and find one! ”
"I'm so jealous of that snowman, how much I want to be by your side like this......"
Care, comfort, fans have left messages on the website, and at noon on Christmas Day on December 25, the reply exceeded 100,000, which can be imagined......
When Jeon Jin-young was so alarmed that he called over, but no one answered, Kim Sung-han sat in front of the piano in the music room, these days of sentimentality, he has accumulated too many thoughts and feelings, inspiration is like a gushing spring out of control, all his thoughts are in it.
The fingertips that crossed the keys were as natural as flowing water, and the elves danced, and a slightly sad melody came into being.
Music is life, compose your own life. Her shadow crossed her mind, her smile ......
"I can't feel anything, youleave......" A few taps of the keys, a voice came out of Kim Sung-han's mournful singing voice.
"Breathing in the breath of meaninglessness, looking forward to a meaningless future. JustrememberthatI'msorrygirl, for the hurt I gave you in your heart, butIbelieveyou......"
What flashed through my mind were the days with Jessica, the scenes that passed by, and very quickly, until the memories stayed on that morning, that kind of text message......
The falling teardrops, the belated emotion, the sound of whimpering, closing my eyes and trying my best to compose such a song, affectionate, deep as a soul......
"YouweRealWaySonMyMind, OnMyMind, It's My Fault, yes......"
"I can't forget the look of you who came to me, I cherish you so much and left, what should I do? What can I do to go back to the way things were? ”
All the feelings are pinned on the lyrics, as if the feeling of being done in one go, and at this time it is completely in the state.
"I love you!"
“pleasecomebacktome!”
The smart fingertips are in such an atmosphere, and finally, the name of the song is written on the lyrics - "Onmymind"! (To be continued......)