Chapter 122: Calm down
Deserted private room, eerie atmosphere.
Jin Shenghan, who was holding his arms, had blank eyes, and a faint sadness was unintentionally revealed. In front of him, Jessica stood similarly, the coldness on her face never diminished.
“oppa! You've really changed. It was nothing else that broke the peace, and it was just that, after Jessica stood coldly for a long time, she came to such a conclusion.
His pupils shrank, and Jin Shenghan probably couldn't imagine it. Resisting the anger that suddenly rose, if it was a momentary anger just now, then now it is really angry.
"Yes! Am I changing, I'm being selfish, I'm being vexatious, I'm not what I used to be? Please, do you want me to repeat the old lines that come out of this kind of movie? Now come to me like this and tell me that I've changed, that's really sorry, because a 2pm is really embarrassing, it turns out that people just change, and I changed because of 2pm! "Stretching out of the chest in one breath, these words don't even go through the brain, except for the first quarrel, this is the third!
It's really inexplicable, I just got a sentence like "You've really changed", isn't it ridiculous?
In contrast, Jessica's words are more self-centered, which is what makes Kim Sung-han angry.
"Isn't it? Isn't it so angry because you ate a meal together? Isn't that what this is all about? Can't I even have my own circle of life? I'm not a puppet, I have friends. Do you want to get rid of all the men except you? Questioning, Jessica retorted with all her might. There can be no silence, there must be a refutation. As long as such a quarrel is compromised, it means denying yourself, even if the tears are already flowing in your eyes, you must say it thoroughly.
Because of Jessica's rebuttal, Kim Sung-han seems to be even more angry, if his friends come over, they will feel incredible! The usually gentle and elegant Jin Shenghan still has such a hot time.
It just feels like a reviving volcano, and he can't wait to explode completely, Jin Shenghan really wants to vent it now.
"Do you think it's because of a meal? Your circle of friends am intervening? It turns out that this is what you really mean! I really, I was angry because you met Yu Zeyan for dinner quietly. But does a boyfriend have to smile when he sees his girlfriend eating with a man? Run over and tell you to eat and drink, oh, I know now, I should have done it. Jin Shenghan smiled angrily.
"Actually, it's not me who has changed, it's you! Jessicaxi! Do you really know me? Jin Shenghan suddenly realized that the more he got along, the more he could find each other completely different from usual. Although we have been dating since 2006, we have really gotten together many times since this year. But just this year, it's only a hundred days of getting along and this time there have been two explosive quarrels.
In the past, the reason for the breakup that was mentioned as incompatible with the personality Kim Sung-han was just smiling, thinking it was perfunctory. Now I suddenly feel that it may be true!
"I ......," Jessica wanted to say, trying to tell him she knew it. But Jin Shenghan preempted him and said: "Tell me to understand me, because I know that I don't like to drink and ......." What do I like and what do I hate? That's what you think you know about me! ”
Jessica closed her mouth. I didn't speak anymore, I was silent, I wanted to fight for something, but I found that I couldn't say anything now. The answer that can be given, Kim Sung-han has already helped her say it, except for the first love who held hands once at the age of twelve, Kim Sung-han may be the real first love, and the love experience can be said to be nothing except for the pitiful experience that Korean dramas have added to her, the level of the first ding. Now to tell the truth, she really doesn't have that ability.
The sudden silence seemed to confirm Jin Shenghan's point of view, and he couldn't help but smile bitterly, it turned out that this was really the case. It's no wonder that she can say to herself "You have really changed", the first time there was such a meeting, the first time there was such a quarrel, and she came to the conclusion that "you have really changed", this is what makes Kim Sung-han angry!
Now think about the first time, when I was in Japan, I suddenly got a phone call, and said something inexplicably, and then a cold war broke out; The second time, although it was not the first time and this outbreak of quarrel, it also left a deep impression on Kim Sung-han. Looking back now, I find that a fundamental problem has never been solved, trust!
It may be that Jessica's opening of the sentence "I will always believe in you" made Jin Shenghan ignore it, and it is only now that he really discovers that the kind of trust that is most needed is what the two people lack from each other, not only her, but also themselves.
There is no real understanding, so there is a lack of trust, it turns out that the two are not familiar with each other to such a point.
"Whew!" Highlighting a sigh of relief, Jin Shenghan calmed down a lot after saying so many words, the strangeness is each other's, not the fault of the other party, it turns out that everyone is like this in the end.
"It seems that we still need to calm down and calm down, the relationship between you and me, the feeling between you and me, we all need to think about it, we may not have as deep love as we imagined." Jin Shenghan said slowly, only to find out that there are so many factors that make love unreliable, but we are lost in the most terrible forest, can we get out?
Jessica nodded, and without saying a word, she realized that we didn't have that strong connection with each other, and that simple things could lead to misunderstandings, from distrust, from us, and not so deep understanding.
Boyfriend and girlfriend, it's easy to say if it's an ordinary person, but like Kim Sung-han and Jessica, it's really going to be exhausting, and the wind and rain they will encounter in the future will not be easier than at this time now.
"I'm going over there, it's rare for Brother Ruizhen to see each other today, and I'm going to go over. What about you! Let's go too! Otherwise, Pani, they'll have to wait. Maybe you think I'm going to do it! With a helpless sound, Jin Shenghan just came out of the private room and felt the unkindness in Yu Zeyan's eyes.
Red eyes. But he didn't let the tears flow, even if he couldn't help but fall. She also wipes away the tears the moment they appear, Jessica does so, and her voice inevitably cries: "No, I'll go back to the dorm with Pani in a moment." You ...... "want to explain something, but find that it doesn't seem necessary to explain."
"I know, don't drink. Go back and get some rest! Jin Shenghan's original intention was not to break up with Jessica, so naturally he would not resist his girlfriend's concern, so at this point, he took the initiative to say it to reassure Jessica.
It's still useful. Jessica smiled faintly and tapped her head.
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In the original private room, the soju and pork belly have been brought over, and the sound of "zizi" barbecue and "grunt" pouring wine has been served.
Lee Seo-jin blamed Lee Seung-gi for not telling him the fact that Kim Sung-han and Jessica were dating, and punished them for not having a drink. At the same time, I made up my mind that I must let Jin Shenghan smell of wine today.
Tiffany stayed in the private room and whispered to Ahn Sung-min and the others what had happened. 2pm has already left, so are you going to be bored here?
"It's okay, this kind of thing shouldn't happen to the two of you?" Ahn Sung-min thought that everything was still developing as before.
Kang Eun-chan also agreed with Ahn Sung-min's answer and comforted Tiffany a few words.
"I hope so!" Tiffany forced a smile. She was the one who suggested that Jessica come out, and if Kim Sung-han and Jessica quarreled over something like this, Tiffany would feel that she was the culprit. Tremblingly waiting for the two people who were talking outside to come back, the longer the time passed, the more uneasy her heart became.
"Jessica is a sister. I've forgotten about the Holy Voice. Tiffany always comforted herself.
After leaving for more than ten minutes, Kim Sung-han returned to the private room, and Jessica did not follow. When everyone looked at Jin Shenghan who came back with strange expressions. Tiffany's cell phone rang, and it was Jessica calling her to go back.
In the end, it's all confused. Didn't Jessica reconcile with Shenghan oppa? The ideas in my head are as complex as they are. But he didn't say much, and stood up. Say hello to the people around you and leave.
"I'll send you!" Kim Sung-han said to Tiffany, who walked to the door.
Tiffany nodded, she wanted to ask him too.
Tiffany, who left the private room, looked at Jin Shenghan with a puzzled expression, and finally couldn't help but ask halfway through: "Oppa, did you quarrel with Sika?" I asked Sika to come out to play today. ”
Kim Sung-han heard the self-reproach in Tiffany's tone, smiled and comforted, "It's none of your business, Sika and I didn't have a quarrel." ”
"Why didn't Sika come back with you?" The more Tiffany listened, the more confused she became, and the expression on her face changed to the same look of cuteness again.
"Ugh! O Pani! Once you fall in love, you'll understand what happened to me and Sika, and even if it weren't for you, she and I might have had such a time. It's just right to calm down now, and the deeper the accumulation will be worse than the current situation! Kim Sung-han explained that even if it wasn't for the 2pm outbreak, there would definitely be such a time in the near future, which is the essence of the problem!
"Oh!" seems to understand and nodded his head, whether Tiffany understands or not, Jin Shenghan doesn't know.
"How are you going to get back to the dormitory in a moment?" Kim asked.
Tiffany didn't look up and replied, "Take a taxi!" Anyway, the company dormitory is not particularly far from here. ”
Jin Shenghan nodded, didn't say anything else, and simply explained that Tiffany has taken care of Jessica recently, although she is also from the United States, Tiffany is more good at taking care of friends, at least in terms of making food, Tiffany is much better than Jessica.
"Ahh Sika! Walking to the first floor, Tiffany saw Jessica standing in the doorway, and Tiffany waved happily. (To be continued......)