Chapter 20 It's better to miss each other than to miss each other (ask for collection, recommend)
After returning home, Su Hetu couldn't sleep, his heart was heavy, and he couldn't breathe, and even the "Hidden Sutra", which he usually used, seemed to have lost its effect.
After listening to Zhou Wenluo's words, I always felt that I was a little cruel to Su Fenghuang before.
Life is in the world, the world is impermanent, and he doesn't want to be like Zhou Wenluo one day.
The tree wants to be quiet but the wind does not stop, and the child wants to raise but does not wait. He often heard Liu Jinlan mention how difficult it was to give birth to him, and what kind of price Su Fenghuang paid. At that time, he always disregarded the topic.
Today is "Mom, your clothes look so good." ”
Tomorrow is "Mom, why are you getting younger and younger?" ”
Anyway, whatever words are good, and whatever words can be said on the back. Liu Jinlan was very helpless about his attitude, intending to ease the relationship between their father and son, to be precise, to make Su Hetu call Su Fenghuang a father, and in the end he always made himself smile bitterly.
"Hetu, come down and wash your feet, how unhygienic it is to sleep without washing your feet." Su Fenghuang's voice came from the living room.
Su Fenghuang is a person with considerable perseverance, and his skill can be seen in the matter of washing Su Hetu's feet. In addition to traveling on his own business, as long as he is at home, he has never stopped.
Su Fenghuang didn't know the bottom in his heart, he had washed this stinky boy's feet for almost two years like this, let alone calling Dad, he hadn't even seen him say thank you. It's really hard to say whether this kind of curve way of saving the country can take effect.
"Got it." Su Hetu said lazily, put on his slippers and walked out of his house.
"Come on, put your feet in the basin, and see if the water is hot, and if it's hot, I'll add some cold water to you."
Seeing Su Fenghuang with his head down, and a little flattering, Su Hetu suddenly felt a sour nose.
Su Hetu turned his head away, not daring to look at the gradually aging face again. Thinking of the tough man who has fallen so far, he is concerned at the moment.
Su Fenghuang helped Su Hetu wash his feet and wiped the water off with a dry towel.
"Alright, now we can go back to the house and go to bed." Su Fenghuang said with a sigh of relief.
Su Hetu looked at the apples on the table with blank eyes, as if he hadn't heard what Su Fenghuang said.
"If you want to eat an apple, don't say it sooner, I'll peel one for you now." Su Fenghuang thought that he wanted to eat apples, so he took a fruit knife and peeled the apples.
"Here, give." Su Fenghuang raised his head and handed the peeled apple to Su Hetu.
"Dad." Su Hetu shouted in a very small voice, and buried his head in the sofa after shouting.
"What did you just say?" Su Fenghuang couldn't believe his ears, and wanted to confirm it again, but he didn't even notice that the fruit knife in his hand had fallen to the ground.
Liu Jinlan, who was standing on the side, also moistened her eyes, turned around and quietly walked towards the kitchen. Gently slapped his face with water, and quietly wiped away the tears with a tissue.
"You're not happy to call you dad, haven't you been waiting for this sentence for years." Su Hetu turned his head and said almost with a roar, his face flushing like an apple.
"You fucking said earlier, peeling an apple can make you call Dad, I washed your feet for so long, why did I bother doing so much?" Su Fenghuang patted his thigh and said excitedly, so excited that he couldn't do it.
Su Hetu's face turned green when he heard this, am I because you have an apple to approve of you?
"Don't swear, you won't teach him badly." When Liu Jinlan heard this, she came out of the kitchen and said angrily. He also took Su Hetu in his arms and gently stroked his head.
Su Fenghuang is usually dressed in a suit and leather shoes, and most of the time he has a straight face, Liu Jinlan really rarely sees him like this. Although he complained, he was extremely happy in his heart.
"Okay, got it, got it." Su Fenghuang looked excited.
"You're busy, I'll go back to the house and sleep." Su Hetu got up and was about to leave.
"Don't panic, shout to Dad again." Su Fenghuang didn't have a straight line, and joked cross-legged Erlang.
"Don't take an inch, some of them are good to listen to, but it's not certain whether you shout or not in the future." Su Hetu glanced at him and walked into his nest.
"Jinlan, who do you say this kid looks like? Why is it not the same surname as me at all, and it is not like you. Su Fenghuang looked at Liu Jinlan with a suspicious expression.
"Why, do you suspect that he is not your son or what, do you say that it is easy for me to be busy after so many years? You're suspicious of me until now. Su Fenghuang, do you have a conscience? Liu Jinlan didn't fight as soon as she heard it, she has been taking care of the family for more than ten years, there is always hard work without credit, and it is good to be suspected by Su Fenghuang, who only knows flying around outside for a day, if she does not collapse.
"Hey, hey, why did you say you're crying again. I didn't say it's not our child, but I don't know who he learned from this temper. As soon as Su Hetu saw Liu Jinlan shed tears, he didn't hurry forward to apologize.
"Then what did you mean just now, who is he to blame now, it's not all when you sent him to someone else's house when you were a child. Now complain, what did you do earlier? Liu Jinlan said while wiping her tears.
"Ouch, wife, it's me who is not good, he changed his tone and called Dad, am I not excited. It's all nonsense, nonsense. Su Fenghuang hurriedly smiled, he knew that this woman would be endless. It doesn't matter if you are justified or not, you have to admit it in the end. If you want to feel like a special man, it's okay not to admit your mistakes, then you just wait for the fate of sleeping in the living room at night and having no food during the day.
Su Hetu closed the door, and he was already surprised by the one outside. But what he never imagined was that because of this apple, he would never be able to be as free as before.
Su Hetu opened the "Hidden Sutra", and on the title page were written two sentences that he had written a long time ago.
The first sentence is: One flower is one world, one Buddha is the same.
Although Su Hetu's mind is much more mature than that of ordinary children of the same age, after all, he has no real understanding and personal experience of love, so he has never understood this sentence.
Every night when he recited the Sutra, he would always think of this sentence from time to time, and every time he would pick it up and put it down. To this day, it is said that by listening to Zhou Wenluo's words, he has somewhat understood the meaning.
The reason why he loves so hard and loves so tired, everything is because of a word. In the past, it was said that the Buddha was holding flowers, but the Buddha smiled, and then walked towards bliss. The Buddha said: One flower and one world, one grass and one heaven, one leaf one comes, one sand and one bliss, one side and one pure land, one smile and one dust, one thought and one pure.
The child who is persistent for love is distressing, and he is the only one who forgets about the rivers and lakes. Don't you say that where there are people, there are rivers and lakes? She is the only one in his world. It's just that a person who has no heart, how can he be called a human being? In fact, for her sake, Zhou Wenluo had already given up the rivers and lakes.
The second sentence is: Thinking is not thinking, and clarity is ignorance.
The clouds and mountains are the same, and the streams and mountains are different. There are clouds in the "Lengyan Sutra": if it does not exist, if it is not exhausted, if it is a category, the name is not to think about it.
He just arranged other people's lives from his own thoughts, she may not be as good as he thinks, but he thinks about it, and she is so beautiful. A relationship that only knows how to give but does not ask for anything in return will only hurt him in the end.
In the end, I answered the bold words, I don't go to hell, who will go to hell.
Once the snow rises, the snow falls for ten years, and it is not bitter.
Even if there are 500 times of looking back in the previous life, in the end the enemy is not the enemy, and it is better to miss each other.
Silly and not stupid.
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