There are no ifs in life, only consequences and results.

The reason why people are unhappy may also be delayed by themselves, too attached to one person, a relationship, one thing, and how much youth we waste.

The best memories that should have belonged to two people may only be because one of them can't let go, and the innocent past is crushed in our exiled youth.

Su Hetu sat quietly beside him, ready to listen to what he said about ordinary people, ordinary things.

"I was a little older than you at the time, and I hadn't been in junior high school for long." The man who claimed to have fallen for ten years was quiet for a while, seemed to have sorted out his mood, and told the secret that had been buried in his heart for many years.

"At that time, she was just a student with poor academic performance, and in my opinion, she was not very good-looking, with a small ponytail, and even gave people a simple feeling. We were all so young, so young that we didn't know what love was, or weren't ready to be loved. I still don't believe that the little girl who was often teased and disliked by me and looked average would become my eternal pain. After saying that, there was a wry smile.

"A lot of people use the term "happy enemies" to describe us, which is not appropriate. Didn't the happy enemies all come together happily in the end, and we just went away, and only I was standing in the same place, waiting bitterly, refusing to leave.

Don't they all say that hard work is worth it, how can it become a fake when it comes to me? After speaking, he unconsciously buried his face between his knees, and his body trembled slightly, crying undoubtedly.

There are two kinds of difficult feelings in the world: one is that a man who only knows how to shed tears has shed blood for you; The second is that a man who only knows how to shed blood shed tears for you. Of these two feelings, only the girl he loves knows the warmth and coldness.

"Then why don't you chase her, if you like her so much, how can you watch her go away for nothing?" Su Hetu asked in surprise.

He didn't understand why a man cried so carefully after so many years of emotional torture.

"She's walking so fast, how can I catch up. I haven't been chasing after me, but one goes to the left and the other to the right, even if we can spare the whole circle of the earth, we may only smile and pass by calmly. From beginning to end, I was just a clown singing a one-man show on the stage of memory. If you are happy, you may be able to give grace and look at it a few times, and if you are unhappy, you will abandon it as if it were a disadvantage. He choked up and continued. His eyes were sad to look at the snowflakes that were still falling, and the white was like a wedding dress draped on the girl in the depths of her soul. Holiness is like this, but the person who put her in a wedding dress is not him, and the one who can hold her hand until she is old has already been replaced by someone else.

It can be seen that memory is grass, it grows when it sees the wind, and it is not controlled by time.

Those who bring their own switches, love for a second, and this life will continue, and it will be too long to turn around if you don't love half a minute. It's her, not him.

The name that was once remembered has grown into his own appearance in the long river of time, and this moment has nothing to do with him.

From the age of thirteen to twenty-three, there are some things that cannot be taken with you, and that is memory. There are some things that can't be left, and that's the innocence of the past.

"What I don't understand is that I, who was once excellent and proud, has fallen so far. Back then, I had the opportunity to be admitted to a key high school that everyone envied, just because I had to wait for her, maybe just for the one I once thought in my heart. I gave up everything I was proud of, and I thought that was the only way to get close to her, and the only way to redeem myself. But because of the inconspicuous sentence when leaving, "Stop being greedy and study hard." But it has become the biggest gap between the two of us. I might have been able to cross over, I was using the wrong method, but she didn't even try. ”

"If she's already like this, why should you bother to forget it? Isn't time the best catalyst? It's been ten years, and you're just the one who is stupid enough to stop here. At this time, Su Hetu didn't look like a ten-year-old boy at all.

"Put it down, only eleven strokes, it's easy to say, and there are a few people who can do it. In order to win a smile, King Zhou You did not hesitate to die as the princes of the Beacon Theater. Wu Sangui is angry for the sake of the red dust woman, and the crown of the afterlife is angry. How could they have let go? I'm just the most inconspicuous of all people, and it's so hard for me to let go. His eyes revealed unprecedented sadness. Su Hetu couldn't help but be moved.

"Fate is such a wonderful thing. After graduating from junior high school, I silently watched her waiting for her family on the barbecue, and I didn't dare to come forward to disturb her. Even the intermittent love letters and gifts were ruthlessly abandoned by her. You have to know how much money I can have to buy her gifts at that time. I only have two dollars of pocket money a month, two dollars. I was reluctant to eat, I was reluctant to drink, just to save some money to surprise her. All I have gained is a background of anxiously waiting for my family. How can she see my suffering, and even if she can see it, how can she pay attention to it. He silently looked up at the sky. yes, the sky owes him so much.

"For the next five years, I searched hard in the hope that one day I would see her again. But I never thought that my room was only 100 meters away from her dormitory. We passed five years without knowing it. Finally one day a friend of hers messaged me asking if I was looking for her and left her contact information. I was so ecstatic that I naively thought she was finally back with me again. ”

"In the end, I couldn't help but miss meeting her. Five years have passed, and everything has gone crazy, how can people not change. In her dreams she always said, wait. So I stood under the old tree, with a calm posture and a peaceful expression, as if I was sitting under the Bodhi tree, let the long wind be vast, the leaves fluttering and the leaves falling, as if every moment and every year were so momentary, and I couldn't get up the slightest resentment and anger. ”

She was still late that day. She's a punctual person, and they all say that. No matter the wind and rain, rain and snow, you will not be late for a moment, except me. Pinching your fingers and counting, it's really impossible to count, it seems that you have never been on time since you came, but after waiting for a long time, it has naturally become a habit, where will you be angry and angry with you as you were at the beginning. I seem to have become the beacon that waits for the return of the sailors who have gone on a voyage, and I will always wait for your late arrival in the form of a waiting eye, when the stars fall and the clouds roll up. ”

"I knew we were never going to be together, so I was afraid that she would say sorry to me or something, and turned and ran away."

The cruelest phrase in the world, it's not that I'm sorry, it's not that I hate you. It's that we can't go back. is such a simple sentence, which separates the original two close people as alienated. Those who have not experienced it will never understand what kind of pain it is.

There's nothing better than a memory, so it's best not to revisit the old place.

"In life, there are a lot of fleeting moments, like saying goodbye at the station, just hugging each other, and in the blink of an eye, they have gone their separate ways. A lot of times she doesn't understand, I don't understand, just talk and talk and change, listen to and listen to it and get tired, look at it and get tired of it, follow it slowly, walk and walk and scatter, love and love fade, think about it and forget it. ”

"Someone once said to me that in fact, no matter how many people you love, no matter how happy or painful you love, in the end you do not learn how to love, but how to love yourself. It may be true for others, but I haven't learned how to love myself yet. ”

"The man who used to be the breadwinner of the family lent all the money out of his belief in his friendship. But who knew that he was in a hurry, and left our family in a hurry. The most ridiculous thing is that I didn't have the money to prepare for his funeral, and when I came, it was not gorgeous, and I even left so coldly. The woman who used to defend me very much is now graying and seriously ill. The little girl who always thought I was the most beautiful in the world also faced the embarrassing situation of going to college without tuition. I had to rely on my own hands to keep tapping on the keyboard to maintain this broken home. I don't eat frugally, who will sympathize with me? ”

"This son of a bitch's youth, this desolate world."

"It's been ten years now. I thought I had forgotten about it a long time ago, but I couldn't help but feel distressed when I saw the news of her marriage. I'm not an atmospheric person, but I can only finally let go of my entanglement and wish him happiness. Now his eyes are full of the indifference and ruthlessness of the world, but he can only struggle.

"Su Hetu, as a person who has come over, I am qualified to ask you a few words." It seems that his story is almost finished.

"You say, I'll listen." Su Hetu on the side had already burst into tears.

"Don't dwell on an awkward thing for too long, if you dwell on it for too long, you will be annoyed, it will hurt, you will be glottis, you will be tired, it will be sad, and it will be heartbreaking. In fact, at the end of the day, you don't have a relationship with the thing itself, but you can't get along with yourself. No matter how awkward it is, you have to learn to pull away. Don't come across a stinky ditch on the way to the beautiful scenery, and spoil the mood of appreciating beauty, and delay other beauty, think about why you came here, and now you are still not the same you used to be. After saying that, the snow fell and got up to leave. Because he still has a manuscript to finish, he has to work hard.

"I've written down everything you said, and I've taken it to heart. Can you tell me your real name before you leave? Su Hetu got up and asked.

"My name is Zhou Wenluo, thank you for your things, if there is a fate, we will see you again." After speaking, facing the cold wind and the falling snowflakes, he disappeared from Su Hetu's sight.

The sky is vast, holding the prosperity and sadness, bending the eyebrows, destined to become the past.

The past covered by the flickering years, the white horse passed through the gap, and hurriedly cast a touch of sadness.

The fog cleared, and when he woke up from his dream, Su Hetu finally saw his truth, which was the silence of a thousand sails.

"I'm going to take you to a peak you've never thought of. When the time comes, if you still can't forget it, I will give you a resounding slap in the face to the world. Su Hetu forgot the back of Zhou Wenluo leaving.

He thought of the girl who touched the peach blossom sword on his chest again, but it didn't hurt so much in his heart.

"yes, who's to say it's not, this son of a bitch's youth." After saying that, he turned around and went home.

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