Chapter 61: Love and Hate
But some women always have that kind of inferior nature, and they don't cherish the happiness in front of them, but they want something that shouldn't exist!
She looked at her as if she had seen her mother, and the little girl, just like herself, had her life ruined and there was no happiness to speak of...... She didn't want that child to end up like her in the future.
And that woman, like her discontented mother, was selfish, and there was no one else in her heart but herself, and she had no way not to resent it, and she was afraid that a happy home would be ruined just like her home back then. She couldn't help but follow her, and when she saw those disgusting things, she could no longer suppress the bloodlust in her heart, and when she made another excuse to see the woman, she finally made a move.
She peeled off the beautiful face, blood continued to seep out of her bloody face, she seemed to still breathe, but it was so painful that she didn't even have the strength to moan or moan, and the tears flowed out and merged with the blood. She looked at her delicate body twitching slightly, and suddenly had an indescribable satisfaction in her heart, she finally found a way to vent, and finally found a goal of survival.
She wants to punish all these women who are not contented, these women who reverse yin and yang, these selfish women, they are all the same, they are not willing to be lonely, they are all selfish, they will destroy others!
It was enough to have her in this world, and she didn't want to see another woman who shared the same tragic fate as her.
She couldn't help but put on that red coat every time, and the color of red was like blood. It was as glamorous as the red coat that was soaked in the blood flowing from under my mother's body on that thunderstorm day many years ago.
She acted again and again, tried those women again and again, and for her own safety, she always made a lot of preparations in advance, and she only moved her hands once a year, and so far she had nine pieces of booty, which she said was not an auspicious number. Because nine is the pole number. It means that you have come to the end!
Although she doesn't believe in this, fate always has its reason...... She met that man again, and the man she used to resent was Yuan Jiajia's man. She didn't expect him to be so infatuated. It's been thirteen years. He still chased after her, and although he didn't know that she was the so-called Red Butcher, he never gave up on capturing her...... She suddenly became a little jealous and envious of Yuan Jiajia. Although she is not a good thing, there is such a person who has always thought about her and thought of her, for many years, and has never changed.
Mei Xueqi tasted jealousy again, she was jealous not because she fell in love with him, she was just jealous of having such a person who treated her wholeheartedly, but how could someone like her be worthy? How does she deserve it? Mei Xueqi can't help but be jealous, except for the love from her father, she has never gotten such wholehearted and sincere feelings, she can't help but pay attention to him, can't help but meet him by chance, the more she gets in touch, the more jealous she becomes, how can such a person fall in love with Yuan Jiajia?
She hopes that his eyes can be transferred to herself, she hopes that she can also have a sincere feeling, she puts her eyes on him, and as time goes by, as the relationship deepens, even the bloodthirsty desire in her heart gradually fades...... She thought that she might have done it, as her father said, find an honest man to get married and have children, and live a peaceful life!
For the first time, she felt the warmth from the world, and the dark world was gradually filled with sunshine...... By chance, she was pleasantly surprised to find that the man who gradually occupied all her attention was actually her childhood playmate, although she was still young at that time, and the time before the age of six was her happiest, and she felt that she had no way not to love him......
In the days with him, she forgot all her troubles, forgot all her gloom, even hatred seemed not so important, and she was willing to wash the blood on her hands for him...... They discussed marriage, and they picked a date...... She was going to go back once before getting married, and she should have told her father that she did, as he had hoped.
But maybe she shouldn't go, the last turning point is here, she met the Aunt Wang in the courtyard back then, Aunt Wang sighed with emotion Back then, Mei Xueqi was completely blinded, her mind was blank, she didn't know what to do...... She really doesn't know anymore!
What her father didn't tell her, she accidentally learned from Aunt Wang that the woman who ruined her family, the woman who ruined half of her life, was actually Hua Peijun, who had already gone abroad and was extremely kind to her......
The sunlight in her world is fading, and she wants to destroy everything, including herself! Maybe she really shouldn't have come, but it wouldn't be so painful! Anyone can do it, why is it her? The hatred suppressed by love suddenly erupts! Everything about her, her whole life, is thanks to her!
But it's ridiculous that she fell in love with the enemy's son!
After learning all this, she can no longer be with her, no matter how good he is to her, even if she really loves him, the misery of the first half of her life, the breakdown of her family, and the death of her father are all because of her! Alas, how can I be so good in my heart to be with the enemy's son and love each other, he really can't do it!
How could she forget the oath she had made, she wanted revenge, she wanted her to pay, so between her and him, there was already no fate, after all, her enemy was his mother, and she had no way to let go of hatred, so she could only let go of him!
He didn't understand, he didn't understand, and she didn't want to say anything, because she didn't want him to hate her even if they couldn't be together, so she chose to be silent! has reached the point of talking about marriage, and they broke up like this...... Her heart ached so much that she chose to turn around and leave...... But what she never expected was that she would be downstairs under him and meet the person she had hated all her life, she really couldn't help it, couldn't help it............
Hatred and anger rushed to her brain, she reflexively stepped forward and grabbed her neck, her face was full of shock, as if she didn't understand, how could a woman suddenly rush out and want her own life...... Of course, how could she possibly understand? Maybe in her life, her mother was just a passerby, how could she let her take it to heart? (To be continued.) )