Chapter 60: Mistakes and Transformations
He saw with his own eyes that his wife, who was like the flower of Kaolin, had tongue and tongue contact with the same woman, and he understood why she had been more than polite to him for so many years, not because he had not done a good job, but because she had never loved him. She's always used him as a shield, a pawn to deal with friends and family, and no one will suspect her, right? After all, the thing between two women was still extremely rare in the original era.
Mei Xueqi heard the words like a thunderbolt, she didn't expect that the so-called truth she had been pursuing would be so unbearable, yes, she thought it was unbearable, even if she was one of them, she couldn't help but feel sick to her stomach when she thought of this. Such an unbearable truth, such an unbearable truth, ruined her life like this. So what is her pain all these years, all these years of entanglement, all these years of longing, all these years of resentment, all these years of grievances for her?
Mei Xueqi felt that she must have done something in her previous life to be punished like this, and she felt that this life was completely a joke, a complete joke.
What she resents, fate is as tragic as hers; And all the things she loves are so unbearable.
She didn't know what she was doing wrong? Why did fate play tricks on her again and again.
Her mother! Mother she misses in her heart! She resented her father for her for so many years, but in the end it was just a joke!
She has fallen to this point, in the final analysis, it is all because of her, if it wasn't for that incident back then, how could she resent her father for so many years? And how could she leave a shadow in her heart? How can you develop an aversion to men? And how can it be in order to escape from this home. Choosing to stay at school alone? And how did you meet that person? How could such an irreparable thing be done?
What a mother she was! Her mother hurt her father because of selfishness, and indirectly ruined her life, but she died early, which made her resentful and couldn't find a goal!
She really hated it! It's really hateful! How much I missed her, how much I loved her, and how much I hate her now!!
If she was still alive, she really wanted to ask her, why on earth did she do that? Why is she so unwilling to be lonely? Did she think about her at all? Even a little bit?
Mei Xueqi smiled sadly. His eyes were full of emptiness and numbness. If she really thought about her, how could she be who she is now?
She really hated it! I really want to ask, why is all this going on?
Someone had to bear her resentment. Otherwise, she would be so empty that she couldn't find a reason to live. She asked her father who that person was. But her father refused to tell her. Instead, her father found out that she was emotionally wrong.
She was so guilty, guilty of her attitude towards her father for so many years, and at the same time she hated the culprit even more. I had a meal with my father. But what she never expected was that her father would drug her meal, and when she woke up, she was already abroad. From the letters left by her father, there are arrangements for the rest of her life, and she knows everything about her, including that incident! But he didn't blame, only love and tolerance, and she felt her father's deep and forbearant love for him.
He hopes that she will never come back, he hopes that she will receive psychological treatment, and that she can live in peace for the rest of her life.
Mei Xueqi cried.
How could she let her father down again? How can you make him worry anymore? Even if the whole world doesn't love her, they all hurt her, and they don't want her. But there is still one person standing behind her forever waiting for her, that is her father, she is wrong, and she has resented her father for more than ten years!
She received treatment from a psychiatrist arranged by her father, but how could the psychological problems over the years be so easily dissipated? But in order not to disappoint his father, he endured all the discomfort and underwent treatment. It took half a year to see a slight improvement, but one day half a year later, her world completely collapsed.
Her father is dead! How could it be dead? She hasn't had time to be filial to him? She hadn't let him see her get married and have children, and she hadn't even said a word of sorry to him. How could he die? How can you die? The people who cared for her, who loved her, no longer existed. Her world is dark, there is no more brilliance, and the only thing that is surging in her world is revenge!!
It's all because of her! It's all because of that culprit! Her mother, her father, her family, her life, all ruined in her hands! She swore that she would find out someone, and she swore that she would make that person pay for what she had done!
Although a slap didn't make a sound, after all, the other culprit was her mother, and she had been dead for many years. She could only resent the other one, and if she didn't find a target, she was afraid that she wouldn't be able to live.
In order to avoid the domestic police, she changed her appearance and returned to China with a different identity, as for psychotherapy? She didn't think it was necessary!
She spent six years abroad, not to treat psychological problems, she was studying, learning everything she might need in the future, it was to prepare for revenge, she wanted to cut that thousand knives, it had to be very good technology, so that she could not live in pain, in order to make her regret what she had done.
Six years later, she returned to China, and sure enough, no one could recognize her anymore, but the police still did not give up on Yuan Jiajia's case back then, and to her surprise, the person in charge of this case was still an acquaintance, Yuan Jiajia's so-called boyfriend back then, but ...... None of this has anything to do with her, as long as she doesn't talk about it, no one will ever recognize her, she is the original Mei Xueqi.
It's just one thing that makes her wonder, the police don't seem to have investigated it at all, Yuan Jiajia's death was done by her, is the domestic police so useless? Although she was puzzled, she didn't pursue it, after all, it was beneficial to herself, and the main purpose of her return to China was to transfer out the woman who had an improper relationship with her mother.
It's just that after so many years, she is now such an identity, and it is indeed a little difficult to investigate......
She was a little irritable, like a demon in her heart, who had been urging her, she wanted to vent, wanted to take revenge, but she couldn't find anyone for a while, she felt that it was difficult to bear.
Until...... She knows a woman, she has a happy family, a happy life, her children are filial and sensible, her husband is considerate and loyal, it stands to reason that she should be happy and can't be happier anymore, this is a family that all women dream of! (To be continued.) )