Section 48: Young and frivolous

This is a cliché that repeatedly appears in elementary school essays and homework, a fixed routine format, an unchanged bloody bridge, and a slight change in the name and skills of the protagonist can be incarnated into thousands of people, but despite this, it is still repeatedly published by the editors of composition magazines who insist on going their own way, so that it finally becomes one of the lingering nightmares of countless people's youth.

Of course, what kind of bird will the former classmates become in the future, I believe that everyone has their own answer in their hearts.

To tell the truth, these self-inflated imaginations, YY and even completely unreliable nonsense, Feng Chaochen obviously felt quite naïve in retrospect in the future, but it was a profound meaning of a beautiful fantasy era that once belonged to himself.

When you no longer believe in everything you say or think in that era; When you are no longer willing to work hard for those ideals and aspirations that you once had; When you no longer have the desire to talk freely about yourself, when you begin to deny yourself with all your might...... Feng Chaochen, who was suddenly shocked, was very sad to discover a ruthless fact, somewhere deep in his heart, those once brilliant and splendid were slowly withering and dying, leaving only endless ashes of reality, drowning him in it until he couldn't breathe.

What is youthful frivolity?

What does it mean to be young and frivolous?

What does it mean to be young and frivolous?

When you are young and frivolous, when you have worries and fetters, but you have no dreams, you have to be carefree, you can be reckless and reckless, and you are full of a kind of memory of beautiful dream times!

Maybe when you are dressed in a suit, tie, leather shoes, and a briefcase, dressed modestly and neatly, you walk by the court with a steady step. In the moment of inadvertent turning of his head, he will miss the moment when he used to sweat on the court with stinky sneakers and big shorts, running shirtless on the court, and being so tired that he was sweating profusely, but it attracted bursts of applause from the onlookers.

In the face of the harsh and ugly admonitions of his superiors, for the sake of life, for the future, and for the food, clothing, housing and transportation of the whole family, he had to suppress the urge to punch down and beat him according to his distorted face full of bad breath ten years ago.

Or when I was young, I would often look forward to what my future self would be like when I was bored, and I was still excited to the ** stage, and now I was facing the young man on the other end of the interview table who described the bright future in his mind, and he was in a hurry and indifferent.

The frivolity of youth is a tribute to the carefree youth that has passed, the carefree youth that can be squandered on right or wrong, because people become more and more cold and heartless under the influence of reality.

When I was a teenager, I may have been moved by the same soap plots, tears of sadness, but when I grew up, I was ruthlessly tortured by real life.

When people find themselves with less and less smiles on their faces, more and more sadness, less and less happiness, and more and more stress, they will be sadly aware of something. I have grown up, and those carefree, youthful and frivolous days are gone, and they can only be used as a memory for me to remember in my spare time.

"Young and frivolous"

The word has a magical yet cursed power.

When you mention it, it often represents the tragic loneliness and disappearance of your most beautiful era. Because since then, we have been rubbed away from the edges and corners, blurred our dreams, diluted our feelings, no longer fantasized about beauty, no longer expected feelings, and the whole person has become realistic and indifferent.

So when the word is given more glory and legend, it is always tragic. Because it comes at the cost of youth being eaten away by aging.

After all, people live in an irreversible flow of time, and it is inevitable that they will grow old day by day, regardless of physical and mental exhaustion.

Feng Chaochen is the only one who feels that he is an exception, because for him, lamenting that he was young and frivolous does not necessarily mean that he is old, on the contrary, he is beginning to cast his own youthful frivolity at the moment, belonging to his own dusty in the depths of his mind, unwilling to recall, but can be reshaped at this moment.

And Lu Bin is the same, he is shaping the youthful frivolity that only belongs to him, but what he chooses is to wantonly squander his youth, the youthful frivolity.

In his previous life, even if he had been away from school for many years, whenever Feng Chaochen recalled his youth, he would still feel endless apologies for some people, and at the same time, he would also have unspeakable bitterness for others. Hate or indifference, but no matter what it is, it firmly occupies a place in memory, and at the same time, it can't hide the accompanying little remorse.

If it weren't for the influence of campus gangsters like Lu Bin in junior high school, maybe his future life might not be like later, struggling, and working hard was just to simply eat and clothe him, so he couldn't help but feel a little hatred and chagrin when recalling the past. And he sometimes wonders if those people back then will also regret and reep for their youthful frivolity when they grow up.

But whether it will or not, everyone has grown up, with their own independent and different lives, completely different from the life they longed for when they were teenagers, and when they turn their heads and look back one day, maybe even they will feel extremely strange and dazed.

Just like the movie "Old Boy" expressed, in just 42 minutes, in a plain tone, everyone was told the story of Xiao Dabao and Wang Xiaoshuai as the protagonists and the surrounding classmates and friends from childhood to adulthood, from teenager to middle age. Xiao Dabao, the majestic campus gangster leader when he was a teenager, grew up and became an ordinary wedding host, nodding his head and bowing his waist and whispering for the sake of life. And he used to be able to beat and scold at will, a little minion bag with a bad stomach, but in the future, he will become a big boss in suits and leather shoes, with extraordinary style, and single-handedly blocked the road to the promotion of the chopsticks brothers. Lighter boys, big fat people, innocent little girls, cute school girls...... When they grew up, they all had their own life paths, but when they heard the old boy who pierced their hearts, they all recalled the green years and not only burst into tears.

But before the future comes, for those who are still young, youth and frivolity are just a word in the dictionary.