I don't know what to do, and I go deep.

Xu Jun's feelings for Bai Soho are like this. In fact, he can't tell when he fell in love with the girl next to him, the girl who is so ordinary and useless in the eyes of others.

He liked her well-behaved and obedient appearance, and liked the way she followed him with full trust. He had fantasized countless times that one day he would take her by the hand and walk into marriage, and grow old for the rest of his life.

He has always believed so firmly that even if his family doesn't like Bai Soho, even if Bai Soho has changed a lot over the years. He felt that he would definitely be able to get the result of his dreams, after all, that year, Bai Soho had even agreed to his marriage proposal, and they agreed to get married after graduation.

However, the family's embezzlement of Bai Soho's property was still discovered, and his concealment was also discovered, and Bai Soho, who had always been obedient to him, chose to leave him.

This used to be completely unthinkable.

It wasn't until Wei Yan came to him yesterday and said those words to him that he suddenly felt that the little lotus he used to be was beyond recognition.

Wei Yan is such a good liar, he doesn't know, but Wei Yan trembled like autumn leaves, and the words he said to him in horror were like a seed, firmly rooted in his heart.

White Soho is not White Soho, she is not White Soho! Wei Yan's mournful shout still echoed in his ears, and he also faintly felt in his heart that this seemed to be the only way to explain all the changes in Bai Suho.

Otherwise, what can change a person's personality overnight, and what can make the person who once loved him so much leave him?

Bai Soho and Ge Yu quickly finished eating. When I walked back, I always felt that something was wrong, as if someone was following me. The two men looked back from time to time, only to find that the street behind them was empty.

The two of them glanced at each other, walking faster and faster, but the feeling of being followed behind them became stronger and stronger, and the atmosphere on this empty street suddenly became weird.

Ge Yu held Bai Suhe's hand tightly, she had never felt so scared, and her calves and stomach were faintly cramping. It's just that it's still holding on on to it.

Bai Soho also felt hairy. But she wasn't as scared as Ge Yu, because she always felt a familiar aura behind her.

She suddenly tugged Ge Yu, and Huo Ran turned her head, her eyes pressing towards the hazy night behind her.

It was supposed to be a dark night. In the light of street lights. It's like a basin of ink with water in it. It's not so deep, but it shows a bit of a gray decadence.

In the dim light, a tall figure stood. It seemed that he was about to hide behind the telephone pole with the street lamp, but before he could do so, he was looked at by Bai Suho.

Bai Suhe only hesitated for a moment, and then shouted out with the instinct of two lifetimes: "Xu Jun! ”

The tall figure froze suddenly, one hand still holding on to the telephone pole, but the movement of his feet was fixed there.

Bai Soho regretted it.

After she asked Xu Jun to leave in the hospital that day, she never saw him appear again, but at this time, the two of them met in this way, and Xu Jun was obviously avoiding her, she rashly called out Xu Jun's name at this time, what did the two of them have to say to resolve such embarrassment?

Bai Suho's heart was full of unspeakable chagrin, she knew that she and Ge Yu should hurry home!

Ge Yu heard Bai Suhe call out Xu Jun's name, so he narrowed his big charming eyes and saw that it was Xu Jun.

"Bastard!" Ge Yu has no good impression of Xu Jun at all, what does this mean, what do you have to sneak around and pretend to scare people, Xiaobai said that he wouldn't let him appear, did he really have the courage to show his face?

Ge Yu has been in college for four years, and I have seen some male students confess downstairs to the girls, and they were splashed with a basin of footwater, and their faces were full of embarrassment, but they didn't give up.

His persistence and hard work in the four years of college is so directly meaningless because Bai Soho knows about their family's concealment?

Bai Suhe grabbed Ge Yu, who was about to rush over there in a rage, bit his lip, and whispered, "Ge Yu, you go back first, I'll say a few words to him." ”

She didn't dare to let Ge Yu see that her heart was full of reluctance and nostalgia, Ge Yu would say that she was useless. In fact, how much she wanted to have a little luck, she left arrogantly and ruthlessly, and completely broke with Xu Jun, but this is the person she has loved for two lifetimes, and this is the person who died for her in her previous life.

Ge Yu was originally very dissatisfied with Bai Suhe's gentle attitude as Bai Suhe expected, but even under the not-so-bright street lights, she could see Bai Suhe's white face, and she couldn't say those words of reproach. Ge Yu could only sigh injustice, twisted his bag and stepped on his high heels and continued to walk forward.

Anyway, Xu Jun would not hurt Bai Suho, and Ge Yu was particularly sure of this.

Knowing that Ge Yu's footsteps were gradually disappearing at the corner of the street, Bai Suhe walked back, walked in front of the figure, and looked up at the face that he could always see when he dreamed back at midnight.

"Xu Jun."

Gently two words, penetrating the short distance in front of him, straight to the bottom of Xu Jun's heart, the sadness and remorse that had been well hidden by him were easily lifted up by this call, Xu Jun's throat choked, he didn't know what to say, and now he didn't know what to say, just like a person who has accumulated too much sadness, and he can't say anything when he can talk.

"Why don't you come home, what's the matter?"

Bai Suho's tone was very calm, and in such a breezy dark night, Xu Jun almost had an illusion, feeling that everything between them during this time was just an illusion, this was still the gentle and supple girl, and she still loved him.

But the waves on Bai Suho's face were not shocked and he couldn't see any clues, the girl who was full of joy when she saw him was different after all. Xu Jun remembered that the reason why he would follow her tonight was not just because he was not at ease. There were other purposes, but how could he say it?

The light was too hazy, and Bai Suhe could only see Xu Jun's handsome eyebrows and eyes, hiding a deep depression and pain, but he couldn't tell what kind of look his eyes were. The man who used to be radiant and handsome was not only emaciated at this time, but also had a frightening decadence, which made Bai Suho's heart ache.

"Xu Jun, if there is nothing wrong. Then I'll go back. ”

She looked at the night, which was like a dream. I almost burst into tears. This feeling is too painful, and if she wants to find the missing part of her life, she must give up this part, and this heart-rending feeling is really too painful. She stood down in front of the man again. It's going to crash!

Xu Jun's silence was finally broken. Stretched out his hand and grabbed Bai Suho's arm: "Xiaohe, don't go!" ”

Bai Suhe was grabbed by Xu Jun's arm so tightly, but he didn't even raise his head.

Xu Jun's expression changed several times in the depths of his eyes. Throbbing, joy, pain, hope, all flashed one by one, and finally turned into a cold.

"You, who the hell are you?"

Bai Suho's whole body trembled, like a lightning strike, her lowered head finally raised, and her fight against the tears that were about to overflow from the corners of her eyes was immediately useless, and her shock froze the crystal liquid in the corners of her eyes.

"What did you say?"

Bai Suho looked at Xu Jun with wide open eyes, his eyes full of disbelief. The brief tremor was under control, but her lips were trembling, and she couldn't tell if it was shock or disappointment.

Bai Suho's eyes quickly turned into deep sorrow, even if the light was dim, it was enough for Xu Jun to see that the moment he understood it was like being poured a basin of cold water on his head!

Bai Suhe raised his head too quickly, and the coldness and suspicion in Xu Jun's eyes were suddenly seen by Bai Suho and understood.

It was just a flash of thought, and Bai Soho already understood what was going on.

Wei Yan went to find him. He believed it all.

Hehe, he actually believed it!

Bai Suho didn't know whether to cry or laugh, not only because of the doubts that made her completely heartbroken, but also for the love that she had been searching for in her past and present lives but ended up like this!

The shock on Bai Suho's face slowly disappeared, and under such a smiling expression, the heartache in his eyes that could not be dissolved, and the tears that rolled back and forth but were forcibly held back, all made his hands and feet cold, and he finally realized that he seemed to have made a big mistake!

He regretted it, he shouldn't have asked, if he changed, he would have changed, he loved the person in front of him, he shouldn't have asked!

That little courage to question was wiped out in such a heart-wrenching remorse, Xu Jun raised his hand, trying to cover Bai Suhe's terrifying gaze: "I didn't say anything, I didn't say anything......"

Bai Suhe has already had an experience of being questioned by Wei Yan, and the reason why she is so out of shape is only because the person who questioned it this time is Xu Jun. So she quickly calmed down, just another deep scar that could be seen in the bones, and now that it had come to this, what could she not bear?

Bai Suhe opened the big hand that shrouded her eyes, and the voice was as cold as frost: "Just say it, what you say is always difficult to recover, Xu Jun, don't you understand?" ”

The clear eyes were still shrouded in a moist breath, swaying brightly under the reflection of the light, and Bai Soho's gentle sigh came from a dream.

"I remember when I was eight years old, I opened my eyes one morning and found that I couldn't remember anything, my mind was a blur, and I couldn't even remember my name. I don't know the house above my head, I don't know the ground under my feet, and everyone who appears in front of me doesn't recognize it. I was so scared, I hid in the corner of the yard, looking at your family, and my heart was empty. Then you come to me and say, Xiaohe, I'm Brother Xu Jun. ”

"I don't know you either, but I think you know me. Your gentle smiling face, holding my hand, washing my face, bringing me food, telling me who the people around me are, telling me that my parents have gone far away, saying that they left a box for me and hid their pictures with me. At that time, I felt that what you said was true, you were really good to me, you said that I was Xiaohe, I was your Xiaohe, whatever you said, it was what it was. ”

"But I'm still afraid, I know that I'm eating and drinking from your family, and your family is so kind to me that if you tell me to go east, I will never dare to go west. But do you know how humble I am like that? I see you as clouds in the sky, and I see myself as mud on the earth. Even if Fan Qiqi insulted me every time, I took it for granted. Even if the nanny and aunt disliked me for not washing my clothes at the age of ten, I felt that I was too useless. ”

Recalling these long past events in her previous life, Bai Soho's thin figure trembled slightly in the night, she was such a humble person, but with a love that shouldn't have happened, she fell in love with the only person in the family who was good to her.

The more Xu Jun listened, the more the remorse in his heart gnawed at his heart. This is still the little lotus, bit by bit, it's all the little lotus! He couldn't hold back the fear and remorse in his heart anymore, and hugged Bai Soho, and pressed her pale face tightly to his chest, as if in this way, she would forgive him for such a heartless question, his mistake tonight never happened!

Bai Suhe was suddenly embraced into Xu Jun's arms, feeling this long-lost warm chest, and the tears that he had endured for so long fell without warning.

She smiled miserably, without any struggle, and continued to state what she wanted to say.

"I have never had any resentment towards any of you, even if I sometimes feel a little wronged, I am still grateful to you. But, Xu Jun, I had a dream when I was sixteen years old. ”

"What dream?" Xu Jun's voice unconsciously trembled, sixteen years old, it was the year when Xiaohe began to change.

He felt as if there was some secret to be revealed, and he wanted to know both and dreaded to know.

"I dreamed that we grew up and I fell in love with you, and you should like me too, but my uncle and aunt said that I was not worthy of you and asked me to stay away from you. At that time, even in my dreams, I didn't dare to disobey them. I stayed away from you, with Wei Yan's brother Wei Peng, I was deceived and used by their whole family, Wei Yan also fell in love with you, but she couldn't be with you, she wanted to push me off the overpass, but you came, you were ......"

Bai Suho's voice was dumb, and the despair and pain at that moment seemed to be carved into the bone marrow, and when he thought about it, he felt that the heavens and the earth were collapsing.

Xu Jun remembered Wei Peng, there was this person in reality, he remembered the slap Bai Suhe gave to Wei Peng when he was in high school, and her strange behavior of anger and madness when Wei Peng came to entangle after going to college, and he could guarantee that before that, Bai Suhe didn't know Wei Peng!

Is this really just a dream, or is it a foreshadowing of the future, or is it really something that has happened?!

Xu Jun didn't dare to think about it anymore, and before the fear in his heart rose, he still heard his hoarse voice asking, "What happened to me?" (To be continued.) )

PS: It's been so cold lately, I feel like I can't get up every day, so take care of yourself! In the cold winter, your support is the biggest furnace in my heart!