Chapter 123
"I'm leaving tomorrow."
Just when Cui Can thought that Cao Rongtao was going to sit like this all the time, he spoke. Although he knew that he was speaking to himself, why was his face looking ahead? Why is his expression so stiff? If you don't want to see yourself, why sit here and tell yourself the news?
Cao Rongtao didn't know why she said that, she just wanted to say something to her, even if she ignored herself, she wanted to say something. If you don't say it, I don't know if there will be a chance to sit next to her like this and talk to her softly in the future.
"My dad said that I was leaving, and there was no need for the construction company we had a stake in. If it's convenient for you, take out the money I invested in the first place. lest you suffer so much, and in the end I will take away the dividends. It's not convenient, just wait for the time to have money. ”
Is this the occasion to talk about it? Or is it up to you to decide on your own? What does he mean? Do you really plan to make a clear distinction with yourself and everyone? Never in contact with each other?
Although Cui Can never spoke, the anger emanating from her body was received by Cao Rongtao. I don't know what she's not happy about, and I'm a little apprehensive. His voice seemed to be lightened, but the sound of the stereo in the room drowned out his voice, and it was a little difficult for him, the person who spoke, to hear what he was saying. In the end, she had to be silent, as if that way she wouldn't be angry with herself. He didn't want to leave her with a bad impression in the end.
Although Cao Rongtao's voice was very soft, Cui Can still heard it. He said, "Am I making you angry again?" I don't think there will be any more opportunities like this in the future, right? ”
Although it was only a soft word, although he didn't point to himself and heard it, she still heard it and listened to it. His heart was weak for a moment because of his words, and he felt sorry for him who spoke like this.
The atmosphere between the two is very weird, and while everyone sings, they will look over from time to time. Cao Rongtao's feelings for Cui Can are known to everyone present. So everyone didn't bother them very interestingly, but Ma Tianming was unwilling, and he didn't think about how to interfere with the conversation between the two.
"Can I write to you when I get to school?" Just when Cui Can thought that he would remain so silent, he spoke again. This time the voice was not very light, so except for Cui Can, even the other people sitting not far from them also heard it, although everyone's eyes did not look at it, but the ears pricked up betrayed them.
Cui Can knew, but didn't feel the need to pay attention. Cao Rongtao didn't know, even if he knew, he wouldn't miss such an opportunity.
"Okay, are we friends? You can also contact us in the future, and you can come to see us when you have a holiday. Cui Can didn't think it was a private topic, so he said it generously so that anyone in the room who wanted to hear it could hear it.
Cao Rongtao couldn't tell whether he was disappointed or happy, and whether he should be happy or unhappy about her answer. There was silence between the two again.
Cui Di watched it very worriedly on the side, hasn't Brother Cao always been undead to his sister? is so painful and persistent in front of yourself, why don't you open your mouth at this time? He still worships him so much in vain, why is he so cowardly? Although he didn't know if his sister liked him, he knew that his sister didn't hate him. Otherwise, you can be so attentive to him? Why didn't I see her such a good attitude towards that Xu Ling? Although he had never seen such a scene, what he knew was enough to know that he was still very special to his sister.
Seeing that he was silent and did not speak, Cui Di could only sigh. It seems that I still have to help him, and I hope he can leave without regrets. If his sister can accept him, it is the best, and if he can't accept it, let him completely die, so that he can be completely liberated, completely forget the past, and start a new relationship. After all, when you enter college, many people have a lot of things to do, and there are many choices.
Although he has not yet entered high school, he is already considered a high school student in his opinion. Not only are his friends all high school students, but even when he sees the coming high school entrance examination, there is no threat in his eyes. He is very confident that he can be admitted to high school and become an alumnus with his sister.
"Brother Cao, I haven't finished my homework today, so I'm going to take a step first. I hope you will have smooth sailing at your new school and become a pillar of the country. ”
Looking at Cui Di who stood up to talk to him, Cao Rongtao also stood up, and after listening to his words, he glanced at Cui Can, who was also standing up next to him, worriedly. He still has a lot to say, is he leaving or is she leaving? Would you still have a chance to say those things? It took him a long time to find this opportunity today, so how could he not help himself?
Cui Di knew what he was thinking when he looked at Cao Rongtao's expression, and while feeling funny, he also felt sad for him. "Sister, it's okay, you can stay a little longer. You can have as much fun as you want, and when you disperse, please help me send my sister home. ”
Listening to Cui Di's words, Cao Rongtao smiled and patted him on the shoulder gratefully, everything was silent.
Cui Can was very dissatisfied with being betrayed by his younger brother, glared at him, but did not insist on leaving with him. She herself didn't know what she was nostalgic for, but she felt that she was still unsatisfied, especially when she thought of the meteor that slipped from the corner of Cao Rongtao's eyes when she sang 'Forget Love Water'.
Ma Tianming was looking at Cui Di, why did he help Cao Rongtao even though he knew that he also liked Cui Can? Is it because he is more optimistic about Cao Rongtao? Or is there something he is dissatisfied with about himself? It seems that she will not only pursue Cui Can well in the future, but also bribe her relatives and friends, maybe these people can also help her.
Cui Di glanced at his sister comfortingly, and said goodbye to the people in the room with a smile. Seeing him leave the box, Cui Can sat down again. Cao Rongtao also sat down after hesitating for a moment, only this time he spoke.
"If you want to go home, I'll send you."
Cui Can felt a black line for his words, could it be that he misunderstood? Didn't he want to spend a little more time with himself? Or did his feelings deceive him, and he didn't have anything to say to himself? That's why he's so anxious to drive himself away?
When the words came out, Cao Rongtao couldn't wait to hammer his brain a few times, or find a needle to sew his mouth together. He didn't mean to say this, he didn't want to say this, how did he say these things? Cautiously glanced at Cui Can next to her, her eyes were closed, I hope she didn't hear her words. I want to be with her for a long, long time, and until I leave, it's best for her to be by her side. Although he also knew that this was an extravagant hope, he couldn't help but look forward to it. At this moment, I actually said that, how stupid it is!
He was again annoyed and longed to bite off his tongue and pay the price for his stupidity, but he still had some faint hope in his heart, hoping that she would not hear his own words, just as he had said before.
Cui Can felt his chagrin, sighed helplessly in his heart, but there was no expression on his face, and he still pretended not to hear.
Yu Haiwen, who was sitting not far away, was very speechless for such a Cao Rongtao, how could such an IQ be good at reading? Or is his IQ eaten by dogs? I really can't understand that such emotional intelligence also wants to pick up girls? Hey, it looks like he's going to fail again this time, right? I really sympathize with Cui Can, it must be painful to be confessed by such a person with such a low emotional intelligence, right?
Compared with Yu Haiwen's worries about his friend's emotional intelligence, Ma Tianming has to worry about what Cui Can thinks. He didn't believe that Cui Can didn't know Cao Rongtao's thoughts, and he didn't believe what Cui Di's departure meant. She is such a smart person, does staying mean that she is different to Cao Rongtao?
The moment he thought about it, he felt as if his heart had been pricked by a needle, and the pain was very short, but very profound. He picked up the beer in front of him as if in disguise, and poured a bottle down his throat with a tilt of his neck. Instantly bitterness filled his entire mouth, even his stomach, and then his whole body. He'd drunk beer before, and although the amount of alcohol was average, he had never tasted bitterness from the wine. Is this a problem with your own sense of smell? Or does the mood of drinking determine the taste of the wine?
Wang Jiao is also looking at Cao Rongtao, she was actually more optimistic about him at the beginning. It's a pity that he didn't take himself seriously, so he had to settle for the next best. Although Yu Haiwen is not as good as him, he hurts himself very much, and this is enough. Now it seems that his choice is still right, in addition to being good at studying and handsome, this Cao Rongtao really can't compare with Yu Haiwen.
looked at Cui Can sympathetically, the story between them also knew about it through Yu Haiwen, and she had an impression of this proud girl. Although she didn't want to admit it, she had to say that she was jealous of her. At first, I was jealous of her luck, then I was jealous of her momentum, then I was jealous of her talent, and now I am jealous myself, jealous of how she could meet such an infatuated boy. But after jealousy, she turned out to be sympathetic. Sympathize with the things she encountered, sympathize with her being misunderstood like everyone like that. Now there is one more item, sympathizing with her for being liked by such a wooden boy.
The other students also know what the main purpose of coming to karaoke today is, so they are all quietly busy with their own things, either singing, drinking, or chatting with the two of them. In short, no one is so unsightly to disturb today's protagonist.
Cui Can looked at everyone's different expressions, felt the never-ending singing in the box, and felt a little irritable in his heart. What are you doing sitting here? Or are you waiting for something? Since he said that he was going to send himself away, then he was good to go, and when he got home, he could write a few more big letters, and he could memorize an extra paragraph of English or French, so why waste his time here? If he wants to talk about the company, then he will gather everyone to talk about it, why should he waste time here with him?
Cui Can was a little irritable for a while and frowned. I feel that this emotion is inexplicable, how can I be irritable for this boy at such an age? What's going on? Suppressing the irritability in her heart, she felt that she had to leave.
"Cao Rongtao, I still have something to do, I have to go first."
"......, good!" Cao Rongtao heard Cui Can's words, and was in a trance for a moment, but soon he realized the meaning of this sentence.
Stand up, "Thank you for your hospitality today, I've taken a step beforehand, so you can have fun." ”
"Don't, you're the protagonist, you're gone, what are we still yelling at here? To walk together. Yu Haiwen knew that Cao Rongtao would not come back after leaving, so he hurriedly stood up.
Ma Tianming and the others also stood up, and the classmates who were singing also stopped, and even turned off the jukebox sensibly.
"I'm sorry everyone, I'm going to go first. You can keep playing, leave me alone. When I have my next vacation, I'm beckoning my brothers to come over and have fun. "He has something on his mind, so even if he sits here, he can't be calm, and being able to walk back with her may be the thing he looks forward to the most, so he can only be sorry for the kindness of his brothers.
"Okay, who are you with whom? Let's go, you have to go beforehand. Yu Haiwen opened his mouth first, and the others nodded in agreement. They can see that the reason why Cao Rongtao participated in this party today is for Cui Can, so what kind of light bulb is he still doing here?
Cao Rongtao slapped each brother's shoulder in gratitude, and everything was silent. Cui Can didn't have any expression for his actions, but his heart was not as calm as it seemed to be. She knew why Cao Rongtao did this, what she said it for, and she knew that she had to face him today. So she didn't say anything after him and walked out of the KTV together.
In October, Dingping County is depressed, the trees on the side of the road are all decided, although the red and yellow fallen leaves are not very thick in the road area, but under the sunset, there is still a bit of poetry. made Cui Can feel that the air inhaled into his chest seemed a little more refreshing and sentimental, is this because of the upcoming breakup?
"Shall we walk back?" Out of the room, looking at the falling leaves and the sunset, Cao Rongtao's heart was also a little poetic for a while, and he wanted to walk hand in hand with her in such a leafy sunset.
"Okay." Cui Can didn't refuse, because she also had expectations in her heart, and it seemed that the irritability just now had disappeared, but it had become anticipation and calm. Everything will come, no matter how much you try to dodge, it will still come. What's more, he doesn't seem to want to hide anymore.
The distance from Cui Can's home is not too close, but neither of them has considered this distance. Even if the sunset is about to fall on the West Mountain, even if the autumn wind rustles the fallen leaves, even if the fallen leaves float on each other's heads and bodies, they still choose to walk in such a sunset. (To be continued.) )