Chapter 124: First Kiss
The two were a fist apart, walking slowly, no one spoke, it seemed that whoever opened his mouth destroyed the tranquility and ambiguity. Cui Can doesn't understand what he's doing? obviously doesn't have any feelings for him, why is there a little more tolerance for him?
Cao Rongtao seemed to feel that Cui Can was special to him, and the expectations in his heart became more and more active. I even secretly regretted that I had wasted a year's time. If she is thick-skinned enough, with her special to herself, can she also have a place in her heart? What's more, you've already got her heart?
At this moment, he regretted his decision to go to college a year earlier. If you stay together for another year, will you be able to harvest her feelings?
Both of them were thinking about their own thoughts, and although the steps under their feet were not large, they walked at a frequency. The lit street lamp stretched the shadows of the two people, and from a distance, they seemed to be two people connected together, but up close, they seemed to be two independent people, inextricably linked.
Because it was already dark, the pedestrians on the road were in a hurry. There are so few people like them who are unhurried and don't speak. So people passing by would always cast strange looks, and when they saw that it was two young people, they both smiled understandingly. With such weather and such a time, only these young people who are in love can find any romantic atmosphere.
Being a little embarrassed by passers-by, Cao Rongtao hesitantly glanced at Cui Can beside him, and his eyes first fell on the little hand that he had been hesitating to grasp. Her hands are very small, and at this time, she flicks them beside her frequently because of walking, which is even more delicate and moving. It is said that a woman's hand is another face, and it seems that this is the case in Cao Rongtao's opinion at this time.
Cui Can felt his hesitation and the landing of his gaze, although he didn't know what he was going to say, he felt the burning of his gaze. The left hand, which was taken care of by his sight, was inserted into the pocket of the trench coat with some embarrassment.
Cao Rongtao's face turned red, she must have known that she was looking at her hand, so she put it away. How do you look like a disciple? was already trying to brush up on her sense of existence, but wouldn't her impression of herself be even worse now? Will she still miss herself with such a separation?
"It's a little late, why don't I take the car back by myself? Your family is waiting to accompany you for this unforgettable evening. Looking at the intersection that was about to arrive, Cui Can had to open his mouth to break the silence of each other.
"......" Cao Rongtao stopped, and Cui Can also stopped.
"Can we find a quiet place to have a good chat?" Cao Rongtao didn't know how he mustered up the courage to say such a thing, but after saying it, he patronized Cui Can's nervous answer and forgot about his worries.
Cui Can raised his eyes and looked at Cao Rongtao with an expectant look in front of him, although the lights were not very bright, although he was still very young, but the past year had really made him grow a lot. The face shape is more angular, and the temperament of the person has changed from vision to fortitude and toughness. His temperament is really suitable for being a soldier, but his eyes with affection at this time destroy the temperament of the whole person, there is a trace of incongruity, and there is a trace of attractiveness.
Cui Can didn't know what to say, and he didn't know why his heartbeat had changed because of his eyes, but he just looked at the handsome but slightly immature face in front of him, as if he wanted to remember every expression and every change on this face.
I waited worriedly for a long time, only to see Cui Can staring at herself, but I didn't hear her answer. Cao Rongtao's mood seemed to be on a roller coaster, suddenly rising from the trough to the peak. He forcibly suppressed the excitement in his heart, took Cui Can's hand, and no longer asked for her opinion, and ran.
When the two of them ran out of breath to the neighborhood that was familiar to Cui Can, and it was still very quiet at this time, she had to admit that this was really a quiet place.
Cao Rongtao felt accomplished for his courage, and the hand holding Cui Can was wet with sweat, but he was still reluctant to let go of that little hand. After calming his breath, he straightened up. looked seriously at Cui Can, who had stopped his waist like himself.
"Cui Can, I like you. Although you already know my thoughts, I still want to tell you again. ”
Cao Rongtao took advantage of the fact that he still had the courage to face her, while she had not shaken off her hand, and before she had said what she refused, he spoke his heart. And he said his heart out loud, and after he finished speaking, he was relieved. His eyes were staring at Cui Can, although the light here was really dim, and he could only see a blurred face, but he still tried to stare hard.
Although Cui Can had known that he would say this, when he heard such a confession again, his heart still jumped for a moment. Watching him stare at himself nervously, feeling him hold his hand a little harder, and it seemed that the sound of his heartbeat could be heard clearly, the whole world was still, only the boy in front of him looked nervous.
But when she was about to speak, he reached out and covered her mouth again. "I don't want to hear rejection, and if it's a rejection, you shake your head."
Cao Rongtao thought in her heart, it was so dark here, if she shook her head, she could treat it as if she didn't see it. In fact, to put it bluntly, he just wanted to be a scoundrel for a while and didn't accept her refusal.
Cui Can didn't think about accepting or refusing, but what could he say when he opened his mouth? He knows his feelings for himself, and he is still groping for his feelings. And he is leaving tomorrow, in this era, people will become, especially when the emotional foundation is still very shallow and the age is still very young, any commitment can not withstand time.
His eyes kept on him, knowing that he was waiting for his answer, Cui Can didn't know what to do for a while. It was the first time she had felt this way since she was reborn, and for the first time she had hesitated.
Just when she was pondering how to answer better, Cao Rongtao actually pulled her into his hot chest. The lower jaw was pressed against the top of her head, and the sound of urns and urns came from the top of her head. "You didn't refuse right away, you just acquiesced in my feelings. So from this moment on, you are my girlfriend. ”
Cui Can felt crying and laughing, and there was such a way of courtship? When was he still such a scoundrel? But she didn't realize that she didn't want to leave this not very broad embrace. It seems that it is not bad to be held by him like this.
didn't wait for Cui Can's refusal, Cao Rongtao's heart was about to fly. It turns out that she only needs to be like this, it turns out that Cui Can is not without feelings for herself, it turns out that her body is so cold, it turns out that she can be so soft. It turns out that there are so many originals.
If I hadn't been a scoundrel tonight, wouldn't these discoveries have existed? If she wasn't so scoundrel, wouldn't she no longer exist in her own world? If you are not a scoundrel, will you leave tomorrow with regrets, or even with regrets in this life? Thinking of the way her friends looked at her, thinking of the gossip about her, knowing her charm, and knowing her attraction to boys. At this moment, he was extremely glad that he was a scoundrel. You kind of own her, right? Even if they are facing separation immediately, even if they can't see her for a long time, even if they can't see the future of the two, he firmly believes that as long as she accepts his feelings, their future can be seen.
I felt that his arm was getting harder and harder, although he had studied hard this year and was a little thin, but his arm was still very strong, and Cui Can, who was strangled, was a little uncomfortable. After struggling for a moment, he thought she was going to break free from his embrace, and hugged harder.
"Can you let go of me? You strangled me badly. Cui Can was really helpless, so he could only speak, letting the guy who was getting harder and harder loosen his arm a little. But he didn't let go of her completely.
"Cui Can, I will be away for five or six years, and I don't know if I will have time to come over during this period." He knew that his group of cadets would not only have to study at the National Defense University, but also participate in some special training, so his time would be full. So that even if he has the heart, he will not have time.
Cui Can didn't answer him, but relaxed his body in his arms and handed over the weight of his body to him, which also made him feel the softness from his chest for the first time. It turned out that her body had been tense just now, no wonder Cao Rongtao wouldn't let go.
Cao Rongtao was very satisfied with Cui Can's silent answer, and tightened his arms again, but he didn't use very much force. The voice is much softer. "I'll write to you when I have time, and so do you, write to me every week. I know your feelings for me are still just budding, but I am very patient and take good care of our relationship. I will make you the happiest woman in the world. ”
Cui Can just grinned and didn't answer. But only she knows that she doesn't believe in these promises or anything, she still believes in time. Leave it all to time, and if they can come together, then time will witness these promises.
knew that Cui Can would not answer him, but as long as she did not refuse, he would feel full of hope. "We're in a relationship today, and you're my girlfriend. In the future, except for my boyfriend, don't be too nice to other men, let alone talk and laugh with other boys. I can't see it, but my heart will be tormented and sad. It's like this year, and I don't want to suffer like that anymore. ”
Speaking of the back, his voice was a little overshadowed, it turned out that this year, he really had a hard time. Listening to her every day, whether it was good news or bad news for him, he wanted to hear it. knows that she has done that big thing again, knows that she is being pursued by those men, and knows even more that what her ideals are and what she is pursuing. So he has a clear direction, he wants to be her dependent, as long as she can accept herself.
He studied hard for this, he worked hard for this, and for this, he geared up. In short, she is not only what she wants, but also the driving force for her to move forward. Now he has to fight for the future of the two, and he only hopes that she can give him some hope, even if it is a small hope.
He waited for a moment, not for the answer he wanted to hear. He wasn't annoyed, he knew that she wouldn't make promises easily, and he also knew that once she promised herself, she would be the happiest person in her life. Since it's not yet, it's better to try to be the person she promises. He is not discouraged or discouraged, he is only more determined in his heart.
Cui Can seemed to feel his firmness, and gently stretched out his hand and wrapped it around his waist. Feel his momentary stiffness and the excitement that follows.
Cui Can didn't know if her actions were encouragement or commitment, she only knew that her old face was blushing. It turns out that I still have such a sensational time? So her face pressed harder against that relatively immature chest, hoping that no one would find out about her embarrassment.
Unfortunately, she didn't make it. Cao Rongtao let go of the hand that hugged her, picked up her face clinging to her chest, and looked at her eagerly, as if there was a searchlight in his eyes, which could illuminate the distance between each other, and let him clearly see Cui Can's shy appearance. He smiled, a smirk. There were tears in my eyes.
"I'm the happiest man ever! I'm the happiest man! ......" He shouted louder and louder, and finally let go of his throat and roared.
Cui Can's face was not let go by him, so he leaned his neck and clearly saw the ecstasy on his face. I was happy with him in my heart, but I was more shy. It turns out that being liked by a man like this is such an exciting thing? She felt the blood all over her body boiling with these roars, and it all ran in one direction, and she felt her face flush and feverish, and she could even fry eggs. She wanted to bow her head, but his head lowered first, and while she was still thinking about how to hide her red cheeks, his mouth fell on her own, so hard.
At first, Cui Can was still a little blindfolded, but soon the feeling from her lips told her that the first kiss in her life was snatched away by this guy. And he must have kissed for the first time, because he was biting his lips hard, but it was completely wrong. I wanted to laugh at him, but I was infected by the emotion from his lips. He didn't make a gesture of refusal, but hugged his body tightly, then turned passive to active, kissed his lips gently, and then gently pried his lips open when he was stunned, and entangled with his stupid and stiff tongue.
Just when Cui Can snickered at himself for turning the tide of the battle, he was powerful, not only applying what he had learned but also hugging himself tightly, as if he wanted to completely embed himself in his body, and made a strong voice in his throat that belongs to a man or a male beast. At this moment, Cui Can's heart was drunk, he forgot his original intention, and could only be in this kiss. (To be continued.) )