5. Please don't hold a grudge

"Yunqing! No! ”

I barged in, even though I knew how rude it was to break down the door without knocking. I didn't have any heartbeat, but I could still feel the shivering pain in my chest after seeing that it was too late, as if it wasn't Yunqing who was about to leave.

Really...... I still didn't make it in time, and the little dinner left on the table made me dizzy. I'm afraid it's the "poisonous thing" mentioned in the book, obviously, the poison mixed with the dinner has completely entered Yunqing's stomach.

I'm not a doctor, and there's no way I'm going to disembowel her, so ...... It's already late. Yunqing's longevity will be exhausted in a moment, and the funny thing is that after staying together for so long, it was actually me who came to guide her through the last journey of this life.

"Splash ink?! Why are you here? ”

Soon, Yun Qing's voice was a little weak, and then before she could greet me in person, she sat down on the table, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I don't know why I'm a little dizzy today, maybe I'm tired of playing." Splash ink, please feel free. ”

How could it be that you are tired of playing, it is clearly ......

I know that my expression must be very strange and hideous now, and I want to say everything, but I can't spit out a little bit of the truth, I can only feel my mouth open and close like a fish. The only thing that should be fortunate is that Yunqing, who is holding her forehead, didn't notice me at all, if it were her, I'm afraid she would notice my abnormality at the first time.

"Thou ...... Don't you ask why I'm here? ”

I'm afraid, I have already thrown in the towel, and there is no way to recover the person who is bound to die, and even if I tell her now that she will die in a short time, it will not bring the joy of knowing the answer, but only the torture that will become more and more difficult.

I don't want to do that, because I can't.

"Well, don't ask, you must have followed me secretly."

Yun Qing shook her head, even I could see that she was beating her spirit, "Speaking of splashing ink, what are you holding in your hand?" Looks like calligraphy and painting, huh? Did you bring it to me? ”

Calligraphy...... Is it?

In a sense, this is indeed calligraphy and painting, and it is not just brought to you to see, because it is unique in this world, and it is completely your ink treasure.

"This ...... Nothing. ”

I hid the scroll behind me, at least it wasn't something I could show her right now, "Don't worry, I'll leave if I'm tired." ”

"Don't go, it's rare to come here, although I don't know why the people outside would let you in."

Yun Qing stood up with a little difficulty, I knew that at this moment I am afraid that she would have some difficulty even maintaining consciousness.

I...... What a sin. It will not be long before she will inevitably fall in front of me with a look of horror, and then she will surely beg me for mercy and resent me, and she will certainly look forward to me and resent me. And before I was receiving her favor, but all I could do after that was to take her away like a cold-faced Shura.

…… When people die, are they all so painful? Why I didn't know it before.

"Now, splash ink. He's coming to me today. Perhaps it was because the dull atmosphere made her feel unbearable, Yun Qing took the lead in opening the topic.

"But he didn't know that we were going out to play today, so he waited outside the door all day......"

"Whew, that's really hard for him."

It seems that the old dragon, who is usually single-minded, also has a place of innocence. I didn't expect that someone else was waiting for him before, but this time he was waiting for someone else, although I wanted to say that it was retribution, but this feeling was really good.

Nice...... Is it?

Banyun, if the woman you like is going to die tonight, and I will take it away, will we be able to achieve such harmony in the next meeting?

"Now, Yunqing. Thou, do you like him? ”

"You can't ask this kind of question randomly, the answer is a secret." Yun Qing's face suddenly turned red, this is really a clumsy lying technique.

It's not unheard of that a lover can't end up married, but why...... This time it will make me feel particularly sad.

I don't think there's much time left, because even if I don't have a watch on my wrist, I can feel the approximate time with experience, and when the time comes, my body will involuntarily send a signal. Already...... It's coming, the time when I have to make Yunqing resent me.

It's too fast, it's too fast, obviously I don't even have a decent communication with Yunqing here. Obviously I didn't prepare anything, but she still believed in me so much.

"Even though he went back right away and didn't say much, I asked her some questions about youkai."

The atmosphere around Yunqing suddenly became sad as if it had been reversed, and it was only at this time that I suddenly discovered that it was not that Yunqing was not good at hiding her feelings, but that she hid it so well that I couldn't even find the slightest.

"Now, Splash Ink, you're a kind of 'monster', right?"

I finally realized what it means to be flustered and what it means to be irrefutable. At this time, although I wanted to blame Banyun who was carried away by love, he didn't do anything wrong.

Because if Yunqing really described my appearance to Banyun, then judging from my identity and Banyun's unreserved attitude towards Yunqing, it is obvious that he will definitely say that......

"He told me never to get too close to you, because you're not an ordinary 'youkai', but ......"

Yes, yes, it seems that this time is still inevitable, when I have to come into contact with Yunqing with my true body. Although it doesn't make me feel unhappy to be a little earlier than to the last moment, it is better to say that being able to be so frank in front of Yunqing is a kind of comfort that I can't feel as an "ordinary person".

Yunqing, I only beg you to allow me to make an impudent request, that is, don't hate me, because ......

"Judge's pen, lead the person whose life has been exhausted to go to the king of Hades to accept the referee's urging pen." I knew my voice must be dry like a machine without oil, "That old dragon is right, it's right not to befriend me." ”

"Yes...... And so it was. Yun Qing's voice dropped several beats in an instant, "Then you came this time because of ......"

I don't hate smart people because they don't have to explain too much to understand. I hate smart people because of how hard it is for me to speak because of the way Yunqing is now.

Yunqing took the scroll I handed over, originally it was something that could not be seen by the person concerned, because it said the cause and time of my death, but at this moment, I didn't care at all about the punishment that would come from such a violation.

Maybe it's because I can't say it, anyway, after seeing the scroll, Yunqing will understand everything. The throbbing in my heart grew stronger and stronger, echoing through my body like a warning bell before the countdown.

Is the hour coming? Also, the scenery outside has become pitch black unconsciously, and perhaps it was much later when I arrived here.

Yunqing, Splash Mo is here to plead with you, no matter how flustered and sad you are, please don't resent me, okay? Because all of this is an unbreakable destiny, and I can't use my time to renew your life that should have ended.

But why, suddenly so unwilling in my heart? Is it because I don't want to see Yunqing's anger at me......

I don't want her to die at all?