Chapter 58: Deception
But she is her Yuan Jiajia is Yuan Jiajia, the family situation of the two is completely different, she can be with Yuan Jiajia without any scruples at all, and she doesn't have to care about anyone's thoughts, just because she only has herself. But Yuan Jiajia's situation is very different from her, her family is complete, her parents are complete, although she treats her very well, she has never treated her badly, she has never thought about it selfishly, let her break with her family in order to be with her, she just thinks that it is just a moment to be together for a moment.
As for the future, she hasn't thought about it so much, she doesn't want to think about it, she just wants to seize the happiness in front of her, even if she has to separate in the future, then she has nothing to regret, because she once had a sincere feeling, even if it can't last forever, but the beauty of that relationship is enough for her to reminisce about her life.
It was a bleak and humble thought, but what she never imagined was that what she thought was affectionate was nothing more than a twelve-year-long lie. After she gave her the graduate thesis that was enough to be admitted to a business professor, after she gave everything for her, and after she had no use value, this emotional scam came to the time of envy.
Listening to her cold and heartless words, looking at her cold and disgusted expression, she felt like a joke, a pathetic joke.
She said that she had never loved her, she said that she was disgusting, she said that she had always been false to her, but she just wanted to take advantage of her, she just wanted to have an excellent grade and be admitted to high school and college, get out of the mountain where chickens don't lay eggs and, and get rid of the fate of facing the loess with her back to the sky.
Mei Xueqi was devastated and desperate. She hissed, "Twelve years...... From junior high school to college, you have completely denied the relationship for such a long time...... What the hell do you think of me? A free teacher? A stepping stone to the top? How can you ...... How can you lie to me like that? I've given so much for you... In exchange for a sentence that you have never loved...... What the hell do you think of me...... How can you be so ruthless...... We've been together for twelve years, and even if it's a dog, we can get along with each other, right? How can you be so ruthless? How can you hurt me like that? If you don't love me, you can tell me... You should know that I won't pester you...... But why do you have to hurt me in this way? Why are you doing this? Why? Tell me why? ”
Yuan Jiajia was silent for a while, and said: "I can have today, it is undeniable that you have taken most of the credit, and I also admit that you have indeed helped me for twelve years, but how can I not dedicate my youth to you?" What more do you want? I'm a normal woman. I can't spend my whole life on you. We...... Let's get together and disperse. ”
Mei Xueqi looked at her ruthlessly leaving in a daze, her heart hurt so much that she couldn't breathe, and she couldn't shed tears, she didn't understand why people were so fickle. Just like his father and mother. She didn't believe she had never loved her. Maybe she didn't want to believe that if she really didn't love her, then what were the twelve years she had paid?
Until she saw it with her own eyes. She was very close to a man, they did many things, she had done with her, she could no longer deceive herself, she was completely desperate and collapsed, it seemed that even her heart was no longer beating, she seemed to let go of her, but she was the only one in her life for twelve years, how could such feelings be easily let go? Her eyes always followed her involuntarily, she was like a stalker voyeur, watching them get along with each other, watching her smile like a flower, watching their hands with their index fingers interlocked, watching them kiss, jealousy burned her reason.
She angrily rushed to the money and pushed the man away, the man seemed to know her, and did not show a surprised look, but it was Yuan Jiajia who panicked and found an excuse to explain to him. The man seemed to believe, and he left to give up space to the two of them. They went back to the rental house again, and she begged her not to leave her, even if it was a lie, she hoped that she could lie to her for the rest of her life, she felt that she could not live without her, and without her, she would be worse off than dead, and she would not be able to sleep at night.
She said that she didn't care about what he had deceived her, and only begged her not to leave her and start over, but she said that if she had fallen in love with the man, that the relationship between them was over, she told her to forget her, go and live her life, and not bother her again.
Forgot about her?
Twelve years of relationship, it's easy to forget to talk about it, looking at her bored expression, Mei Xueqi can't deceive herself anymore, she really hasn't loved her at all, resentment breeds from the bottom of her heart, anger is slowly burning, she hangs her head, her hands are clenched tightly, her nails are almost piercing into her palms, suppressing her emotions, faintly, and said: "You really treat me... Never... Heart-moving... Even if it's just a little bit? Mei Xueqi asked softly, holding on to the last shred of hope.
Yuan Jiajia didn't feel the atmosphere wrong, she was already extremely impatient with Mei Xueqi's crazy entanglement, and said without hesitation: "No, never!" She paused and said, "I'm a normal woman, and my sexual orientation is normal, how could I possibly like you?" If it weren't for your good grades, how could I possibly be friends with you? ”
"If you don't like it, why are you with me?" Mei Xueqi asked faintly.
Yuan Jiajia laughed and said, "If I hadn't done this at the beginning, I would have been admitted to university now?" I'm not with you, will you help me wholeheartedly? ”
Mei Xueqi didn't speak, Yuan Jiajia seemed to feel that she could get rid of her, and she was in a very happy mood, but she said what happened back then, she said: "I know you like me, so I confessed to you, and sure enough, you are a fool...... But thanks to you, otherwise how would I be where I am today? ”
"You've been using me, you've been deceiving me, aren't you guilty at all?" Although it was not the first time she had heard her say, Mei Xueqi still couldn't help but throb in her heart.
"If people don't do it for themselves, the heavens and the earth will be destroyed, besides, haven't I also been with you for twelve years? If it weren't for your academic performance, how could I be friends with someone like you? Yuan Jiajia's words pierced Mei Xueqi's heart with blood.
"I'm not the only one with good academic performance, but why did you choose me?"
"Because you're stupid and so deceitful!" Yuan Jiajiajiao said with a smile: "If it is other classmates, how can they help me like you, with a wholehearted person to help me, how can I look down on their hidden ones?" (To be continued.) )