Chapter 57: Feelings

They go to and from class together, learn and have fun together. That she is Yuan Jiajia, she is three years older than her, she has stayed in the grade twice, Mei Xueqi tutored her homework, hoping to go to the same high school and the same university in the future, and it is best to find the same job again, so that they can never be separated, Mei Xueqi thought simply and contentedly. Her IQ is extremely high, so she was able to talk to Wen Rensheng at the beginning, after all, geniuses and geniuses always have a common language.

Everything went according to Mei Xueqi's plan, if nothing else, it was probably as she imagined, they would be good friends for life, but an accident made her understand her feelings, and her eyes gradually changed, no longer the eyes of her good friends, but the eyes containing admiration and dependence...... It was a novel, she picked it up under the chair where she often sat in the library, she looked at it with a ghostly look, and it opened the door to a new world, it turned out that between women and women, they can also live a lifetime, and the first thing that came to her mind was Yuan Jiajia.

What's so good about men, the natural gap between men and women, so that women are always on the weak side, when it's good, it's naturally good, but when it's bad, it's only women who are hurt, Mei Xueqi doesn't want her future to be in the hands of a man, especially after seeing her mother and father, she has a natural rejection and disgust for men, although she is not close to women, but there is no unintentional physical touch, and she has a feeling of nausea and nausea, which can make her close. There is only one Yuan Jiajia.

So the girl's feelings inevitably entangled in Yuan Jiajia's body. But she knows that this kind of thing is not tolerated by the world, she can only suppress her thoughts, and dare not show it at all, she likes someone, she will do everything to be good to her, she does not want her to be looked at by outsiders, nor does she want to embarrass her, of course, she is even more afraid that she will not be able to do it as a friend after being rejected.

So as long as it is not expressed, it will not be rejected by her. It's also good to be a friend. At least she could stand behind her and guard it all the time, and she felt that this was also a kind of happiness, and she decided that everything would go on like this, and everything would remain the same. It's just the dead of night. Inevitably bitter my heart. She struggled to suppress all her feelings. The person she admires has always been with her day and night, how can she be indifferent?

She felt that she looked down on herself, and she felt that there was no way for her eyes not to follow her. Sooner or later, she can't let her fall into people's public opinion, she feels that only when she leaves will it end all, but just when she made up her mind, Yuan Jiajia came to the door, she knew that she was not unrequited love, this discovery made her ecstatic, she originally planned to give up, but she had a new hope, she swore that he would be good to her in this life, she swore that he would never move a finger of her, no matter what the quarrel was.

Speaking of which, she doesn't have to be nervous anymore, no longer tormented and uncomfortable, when someone is there, they are good friends and best friends, when no one is there, they grind their ears and temples, all the things that couples have done, except for that aspect, they have done it, such as watching movies, going to parks, going to playgrounds, going on outings, shopping for clothes and jewelry, she found that they are extremely compatible, and she is extremely glad to meet her, she even feels that this is God's compensation for her loss of her mother.

She and her excellent grades were admitted to a high school, and Yuan Jiajia with her help, also hung the tail of the car to a key high school, although with her help, but after all, her foundation is too poor, just two or three years, can let her go to the focus, is the result of Mei Xueqi's extremely strong teaching ability, but she has made up the foundation, plus Mei Xueqi tailored a set of scientific learning methods for her, Yuan Jiajia in high school, not only did not study hard, but at ease, grades always hovered in the top ten of the class, It's unlikely to go up any further, it's a matter of personal qualifications.

But this score is enough for her to be admitted to Qian'an University, as long as she maintains her current learning situation, Yuan Jiajia is also extremely competitive, and her talent is not diligent enough to make up for it, she has never surpassed Mei Xueqi, but in the tense learning rhythm of high school, her grades have never fallen, and Mei Xueqi who does not understand has explained to her over and over again, until she understands, how can any teacher be so patient?

Yuan Jiajia was very moved, and vowed to always be good to her, the two were admitted to Qian'an University together, after the freshman year, Mei Xueqi rented a house outside the school, she asked Yuan Jiajia to move in with her, but Yuan Jiajia refused sternly, she thought that Mei Xueqi had always paid for her all these years, she was very moved but also guilty, so she decided to fight for herself, in order to give Mei Xueqi a stable life.

When Mei Xueqi heard this, she no longer forced her, but planned to quit the off-campus house and return to the dormitory to live with her again, but Yuan Jiajia dissuaded her on the grounds that she occasionally went out to live. The four years of college life are indeed wonderful, and the relationship between them has never been known by outsiders, sometimes Mei Xueqi thinks, what is so sneaky, she always has an urge to announce it to the whole world. But Yuan Jiajia's concerns are also very reasonable, after all, they are still college students, if this kind of thing happens, I am afraid that they will not even be able to get a graduation certificate, how can they find a good job without a graduation certificate? How can you make money if you don't have a good job, and how can you talk about giving her a happy life if you don't make money?

Yuan Jiajia comforted her and said: "When we graduate and earn a sum of money, we will go to the Netherlands to get a certificate, okay?" Mei Xueqi thought that it would be good if they could maintain a secret relationship with each other, but she never imagined that she would be willing to marry her. After all, she is different from her, her mother went abroad after the divorce and never called back, she resented her father at the same time, but also some resentment of her, but a year and a half later, she received the news that her mother died in a car accident.

Her slight resentment towards her mother was overwhelmed by great grief, and was replaced by hatred for her father, which she believed was all caused by him, and she wanted to leave him and leave the family all the more...... Mother died early, as for the father...... It's too late for her to hate, how can she take into account his thoughts, even if her father has never treated her badly, but everything back then has caused a huge shadow on her, and her mother's death makes her hate him even more, she can't see her father's good through all this. (To be continued.) )