Occasionally, there are a few gray hairs, and the mood is slightly middle-aged. As a pawn crossing the river, he can only move forward desperately.

This little poem given to an old friend by a great writer very aptly expresses the bad mood of Xiao Lin Ge, who is making supper in the kitchen.

Study?

Doubts?

Please--I, Lin Ze, haven't touched a book for a few days in my life. Hold a pen less often than a gun. I thought it was a disguised pistol that I had given me at my first birthday party, which I thought was a disguised pistol, which was used to kill people.

Can I use this head to read?

Lin Ze was deeply skeptical.

But no matter what, he is now in an environment where he has to study. Xia Shuzhu asked him to do well in the exam, and Han Xiaoyi decided to stay up all night to teach him.

What is the meaning of human life?

The phrase "living your true self" is largely. Unless you're neurotic and live entirely in your own fictional world. Otherwise, it is impossible not to ignore the eyes of the outside world and the expectations of those around you.

In Lin Ze's view, the meaning of human beings is not to disappoint those who place their hopes on them.

Maybe that's why he's tired from living, but he's developed this way of thinking after years of carrying out tasks.

Do not disappoint the comrades-in-arms, do not disappoint the old director, and do not disappoint the slogans of serving the people shouted by the leaders.

No matter how big the cheating and abduction are. Lin Ze has developed such a mindset.

Whether you can live your true self. As early as when he was fifteen years old, he didn't think about it again.

Walking into Han Xiaoyi's boudoir with a fragrant supper, the girl was lying on the bedside playing video games, and her pink face was full of excitement. I didn't notice Lin Ze entering the room.

"With your alertness, I'm really worried about whether you'll be able to survive in that intriguing circle." Lin Ze put the hot and cold supper on the small table on the bed, with a helpless face.

"Afraid of what?" Han Xiaoyi adjusted the pause and sat cross-legged opposite Lin Ze, his beautiful eyes narrowed into crescent moons, and he had no heart or lungs. "Didn't you protect me?"

Lin Ze rubbed the bridge of his nose with a wry smile, lit a cigarette and said, "I can't protect you for the rest of my life." ”

"Why not? It's not like I can't afford you. Han Xiaoyi pouted, dipped a piece of fried dumplings in vinegar and sent it into the cherry mouth coated with lip gloss.

"Actually, you know-" Lin Ze felt the need to give Han Xiaoyi a shot of heart booster and explained. "Once your daddy has negotiated with the interest groups in Southeast Asia, my mission will be accomplished."

"Really?" Han Xiaoyi's eyes drifted away from Lin Ze's scorching gaze, and said vaguely. "That's for later, I haven't thought about it for a while."

After eating a few fried dumplings and a bowl of preserved egg and lean porridge, Han Xiaoyi saw that Lin Ze still wanted to talk to him about this topic. Kicked him coquettishly: "Beast, don't you bring the information book?" It's eleven o'clock, so hurry up and study. ”

A wry smile appeared on the corner of Lin Ze's mouth, he put down the dishes and chopsticks, opened the information book that was rolled into a ball, moved away from the small dining table, pointed to a few extremely basic math problems on the book, and asked, "You can explain these problems to me first." ”

Han Xiaoyi glanced at it, and he was not used to laughing at Lin Ze's poor background. She knew what Lin Ze did, and she also knew that he probably hadn't read for a few days in his life. Besides, what else can I be proud of in front of him except reading?

It depends on the time and place, and the smart Han Xiaoyi is not a girl who blindly spoils her surname.

After half an hour of explanation, Han Xiaoyi clearly listed the steps to solve the problem on paper, pointed out which formulas were used in this problem, and explained a mathematical problem, often in more than one way. However, when it comes to the exam, try to solve it in the easiest way possible, so that you can save time to tackle more difficult questions.

Lin Ze's brain is not stupid, and after Han Xiaoyi's explanation for more than half an hour, he wrote down some formulas on his own, and suddenly scratched his head and said, "I found a serious problem." ”

"Huh? What's the problem? Han Xiaoyi asked curiously.

"I don't need to do the math at all, I can just do the answers." Lin Ze's eyes widened and he looked at Han Xiaoyi strangely.

He couldn't figure out what the reason was, so he lit a cigarette and smoked it in confusion.

Han Xiaoyi glanced at the topic, and then at Lin Ze, whose chin was full of scum, and said strangely: "Can you tell me how you tacitly calculated?" ”

"Sort of—"

Lin Ze told Han Xiaoyi about his silent calculation method for a minute, and looked at this smart and clever girl expectantly, hoping that she would give him an explanation.

"I see." Han Xiaoyi thought for a moment, and his eyes lit up. "You've been a secret agent before, so you're going to be exposed to some of the more high-tech gadgets. Is that right? ”

"Occasionally." Lin Ze nodded.

"It's true that you don't read, but the purpose of reading is only to make us understand the world better. For example, if you can't jump out of a high-speed car, we have taken a physics class and can analyze why you can't jump from the physics knowledge. And this is also a common sense of human beings-" Han Xiaoyi explained and said. "You are exposed to a lot of things that ordinary people can't touch when you work, and although you can't learn anything, you have already mastered this knowledge when you use these tools and master these high-tech products. And, you're taking advantage of more advanced knowledge. For example, in the question just now, you don't use the knowledge and formulas you learned in high school to solve it, but use the high-math calculation that you can only learn in college.

Lin Ze was dumbfounded and said, "That means I'm better than you?" ”

Han Xiaoyi smiled and said, "Nonsense." You know high math, and I know it too. After a pause, he continued. The problem now is that you have some knowledge to tacitly calculate the answers to the questions, but you can't write the process of solving them. ”

"What do you want to do with the process? Still not able to know the answer? Lin Ze pouted.

"Theoretically, yes." Han Xiaoyi said. "But you can't just take the test, you must write out the answer process, so that you can get a high score."

"Unreasonable." Lin Ze frowned and shook his head.

"The reason why society is so chaotic is because there are too many unreasonable." Han Xiaoyi said meaningfully. "If you can't change, you have to adapt."

Lin Ze raised his head and carefully looked at this girl who was sometimes spicy, sometimes coquettish, sometimes tricky. Suddenly, he felt that Han Xiaoyi's understanding of the world was more profound than he imagined.

Otherwise, how could she have uttered such a seemingly simple sentence, but in fact full of wisdom?

He smiled slightly and said, "You're right. I can't get the teacher to change the way I mark the test papers, and teach me how to solve them. ”

"Didn't I already teach you? These formulas and steps are all applied to them. Han Xiaoyi's slender fingers poked at the formulas listed on the paper.

"I don't understand." Lin Ze asked with a serious face. "Can you say that again?"

“――”

Han Xiaoyi patiently explained to the man in front of him who was two years older than himself and ten years older than his psychological age. She has never had this patience with any man, including her father Han Zhenbei. But for Lin Ze, she tapped almost all her potential, and explained to Lin Ze over and over again what he didn't understand and didn't understand.

Before you know it, the time has quietly pointed to three o'clock in the morning. Han Xiaoyi, who had been bowing his head to explain, had a sore neck, rubbed the back of his neck and said, "Do you understand all this?" ”

"yes, I see." Lin Ze grinned. "With my wisdom, it's hard to figure it out."

Seeing that Han Xiaoyi's face was tired, he suddenly picked up Han Xiaoyi by the waist like a mischief, frightening the girl's face. Struggling thumped him in the chest a few times.

"Haha-" Lin Zeda walked to the side of the bed, gently threw her fruit-scented body on the bed, and then covered her with a thin quilt and smiled. "It's not early, I still have classes tomorrow, let's rest."

"Hmm." Han Xiaoyi closed her beautiful eyes a little reservedly, not daring to look at this man who was a little arrogant, a little vulgar, and a little careful.

Lin Ze carefully helped her tighten the futon on her chest to prevent the cool breeze from pouring in and catching a cold. helped her extinguish the lamp at the head of the bed and said softly, "Good night." ”

"Good night."

Han Xiaoyi's bedroom is very large, with Lin Ze's sensitive sense of area, there are fifty square meters to say the least, and the usable area is still not small after removing the bathroom and wardrobe. Seeing that Han Xiaoyi gradually fell asleep, Lin Ze opened the information book again, holding a ballpoint pen and drawing on the notebook.

Roughly, he has memorized some of the formulas that must be memorized and the steps that need to be mastered by Han Xiaoyi's circle. But he had never read a book after all, and even if he was very talented, he could not become proficient in these steps in just a few hours.

It is also thanks to the fact that some of the tasks he has performed require similar knowledge, although it is much more advanced than high school knowledge, and he cannot use advanced mathematics to solve high school questions. But after all, with this kind of thinking, it is not completely clueless to master.

From three o'clock in the morning to seven o'clock in the morning, Lin Ze repeated the problem without sleeping, one by one, one by one, and half of a notebook with 100 pages was used up by him. It was full of scribbled answers and notes.

Finally, Lin Ze couldn't bear the tired and chaotic brain, and subconsciously held his forehead and took a nap-

When the first rays of sunlight in the morning diffused through the curtains and sprinkled the soft Simmons bed, Han Xiaoyi woke up faintly and rubbed her slightly sour eyes. When he looked up, he found that Lin Ze was still sitting at the desk. Perhaps because he was afraid of affecting Han Xiaoyi's sleep, he adjusted the light of the table lamp very softly and not dazzling.

Han Xiaoyi got up lightly and crawled towards Lin Ze, who was dozing off with his back on his back.

He had a ballpoint pen in his mouth and a deep brow, as if he were thinking about a difficult problem to overcome. After staying up all night, his chin and mouth were covered with sharp stubble, perhaps because the sleeping position was not comfortable, and his head was like a chicken pecking rice, hanging high and low.

Han Xiaoyi's chest was full of distress and pity, patted him lightly on the shoulder, and said softly: "Lin Ze, go to bed and rest when you are sleepy, don't get tired." ”

"Ahh

Lin Ze's body jerked, and the ballpoint pen in his mouth fell on the desk, accompanied by crystal saliva.

Seeing Han Xiaoyi standing beside him, he rubbed his cheeks in a delirious manner, glanced at the wall clock with red and swollen eyes, and immediately said in surprise: "Oh, I'm going to be late, I'll make breakfast for you!" With that, he pulled out his legs and rushed out the door.

"Lin Ze! You stop! Han Xiaoyi shouted loudly.

"Huh? What's wrong? Lin Ze turned his head and said with a sluggish mind.

"Who are you?" Han Xiaoyi walked towards him.

"Bodyguard." Lin Ze patted his groggy head and added. "Personal bodyguard."

"As a bodyguard, shouldn't you listen to your employer?" Han Xiaoyi came to him.

"Yes." Lin Ze said in a daze.

"Then I command you to go to bed right now!" Han Xiaoyi said arrogantly.

"No, I can't. If I sleep, then who will make you breakfast? Who sends you to school? Lin Ze asked puzzledly, he couldn't understand what kind of madness Han Xiaoyi was making.

At the same time, I also lamented that reading is really not a human thing, and it is too tiring to stay up all night to solve problems. The brain maintained a high-speed rotation from beginning to end, almost making Lin Ze's brain dead.

"I can make breakfast, I can drive!" Han Xiaoyi said stubbornly.

"Still won't work." Lin Ze shook his head resolutely. "It's my job, how can I ask you to do it? Don't worry, I just slept for a while, and now I'm in a lot better spirits. ”

After saying that, he was about to pull out and go downstairs, but his back was hugged by Han Xiaoyi, who rushed up.

Smelling the fragrance coming from the girl, Lin Ze's spirit was shocked.

"Tell me, are you studying so hard to stay in the first class of the third year?" Han Xiaoyi asked.

"Hmm." Lin Ze nodded.

"To protect me?" Han Xiaoyi buried his head in his back, which was not very generous.

"Hmm." Lin Ze paused and said lightly. "Are you stupid? Can such a mentally retarded question be asked? ”

Han Xiaoyi ignored Lin Ze's sarcastic ridicule, and suddenly cried coquettishly.

"Why do you want to be so nice to people? Why do you want to do something that touches people? Do you know—" Han Xiaoyi choked up inarticulately. "You're so good, you're going to make me fall in love with you!"

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