[Thank you for the rewards, the courtesy is light and affectionate, that is also a kind of affirmation, the wrong love received. ] 】

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Counting up, Tang Siqing has been a woman for more than two years.

I have to admit that it is not difficult for people to change a habit of life, but if you change the environment and change the economic base, you must accept a new habit of life.

For example, Tang Siqing, the failure of her family in the future made her have to go out to find a job, and she had to face her identity as a woman in order to live. In order to insist on his own male dignity, refuse to dress femininely? ! To do so is nothing more than a sign of weakness that cannot face reality!

When she is already an out-and-out woman in the eyes of people all over the world, the so-called persistence is nothing more than becoming an outlier in the eyes of others. Tang Siqing didn't feel that her maverick could bring about real changes for herself, so she chose to accept and accept a completely unfamiliar way of life.

It's already like that, why can't you make yourself a little more normal among all living beings? You are born to live, and you always have to face reality. Without the economic foundation of the family, you can't rely on two old people who have lost their courage to support themselves, no matter what, is the grace of more than 20 years of nurturing in exchange for just a child who will only gnaw at the old?

Even if you can't face them, you have to reassure them.

With such thoughts, Tang Siqing worked hard to change herself. At the very least, make yourself stronger and accept the reality you have to accept. In the past two years of work, she has forgotten her past living habits, in order to save expenses and give her parents more living expenses, she learned to arrange her life in trivial tasks such as cooking, cooking, laundry, and tidying up her residence; She learned to weigh the pros and cons when she failed again and again in competition for jobs and suffered the white eyes of her colleagues for no reason.

When she looked back, she remembered herself, and she lamented how childish her past was.

She feels that she has changed a lot, it doesn't matter whether the changes are good or bad, she only thinks that these changes are very necessary, so she wants to change him, compared to her helpless change in the future, she now has the opportunity to change her former self, at least he still has the opportunity to choose to change.

His living habits are indeed because she has changed, and what he thinks in his heart has to be guided well.

She knows that it is not difficult for people to change a habit, just like herself. But it is really difficult to change the human heart, just like herself.

has been a man for more than 20 years, not just two years can change everything, even if her behavior and habits are already out-and-out women, but men generally have selfishness, possessiveness, fighting spirit, and strong and domineering.

Wen Muxue said that in Tang Sibin's eyes, she saw possessiveness, and she believed. Originally, as another him, he should be selfish to him, so why should he share it with others? In the past, she was also 'Tang Sibin', with the same innocent and lovely love fantasies, and she could understand the kind of attachment that would never let go as long as she got someone.

It's like she wants to possess Wen Muxue alone now.

"Then what do you think it means to love someone?" It is precisely because of her understanding that Tang Siqing feels that it is even more difficult to accept Wen Muxue, even if it is wrong, she hopes to be wrong again and again, and it is irreparably wrong.

Therefore, when Wu Liang wanted to use her to dispel her family's urging, she also wanted to take this opportunity to see Wen Muxue's intentions.

Wen Muxue shook her head: "I don't know." It's strange to you that the woman I used to be with wouldn't discuss this with me, and you shouldn't have asked it. They're just thrill-seeking, and you're using me, consciously or unconsciously, aren't you? I'd rather give you a use, but you talk to me about love and non-love, don't you think it's very disagreeable? ”

Maybe because he was walking by the river entering the city, the cold was far worse than other places, Tang Siqing felt colder, and he really had the illusion of seeping into his heart.

She thought that she had done something very inconspicuously, but Wen Muxue mentioned the use twice, it turned out that she had long been seen through by the other party, and she was stupid and naïve to think that the relationship between the two could replace the relationship outside of interests with feelings.

"Utilization? yes, utilization. Tang Siqing's mouth was full of bitterness and laughed self-deprecatingly, "It was like this at first, but I was wrong." In the end, I still don't want to admit that the woman I have a relationship with will go to find a new love, and then I will be abandoned by you like a defeated willow. Since you've said that we're each other's women, I'd rather we be able to start with each other. ”

"Impossible." Wen Muxue said unceremoniously, "I'll find a woman, it's not as simple as you think, I'm just a homosexual." My little brother is all men, actually...... I'm not as repulsive to the opposite sex as you might think. I just haven't tried to fall in love with the opposite sex, and I just don't want to fall in love with the opposite sex for a while. Declaring that sexual orientation doesn't mean anything to me, and that knowing what happened to me with the same sex is only circulating in a very small circle, and maybe one day, there will be a man who satisfies me inside and out, and he likes me, and then I will live with him. ”

"And what is our relationship?" Tang Siqing was a little annoyed.

She thought that she had established a relationship that was quite strong to a certain extent, but it turned out to be nothing in the eyes of the other party. It's not just the annoyance of miscalculation, but also the atmosphere of being washed by the other party. She was even so annoyed that she wanted to shake off the other party's arms, but Wen Muxue held her more forcefully than she imagined and didn't let her break away.

"Don't worry, I'm not done yet." Wen Muxue smiled, a little reluctantly, "I think, our relationship is a couple." You see, I don't hate you, I can still give you when I have the conditions to give you something, no matter what your purpose is, I can do it to you. When you say you don't like men, I decided to do it. ”

"I told you that I have a bad relationship with my dad, and I have no intention of changing his impression of me, but I just want him to remember that whether he likes me or not, I am his daughter, and since I can't make him value me, let him hate me even more. In my opinion, nothing was more stimulating than his daughter's abnormal sexual orientation. However, the average woman would not go with me to him to prove it, and even if someone wanted to, he could easily let that woman get out of Guicheng. ”

"He is the mayor of this city, for an ordinary person who is not Guicheng...... No, even if it is an ordinary person in Guicheng, who he wants to make unable to live in this city, it is too simple to do this, in the past days, no woman who has slept with me dares to prove anything with me, firstly, they are just looking for excitement, and secondly, they will be afraid of my dad without thinking about it, even if it is a girl like Yu Zhiyan. It wasn't until you appeared that I saw the possibility! ”

Wen Muxue fell into silence again after saying a big call, and Tang Siqing was speechless at this time.

There was no need for Wen Muxue to say anything more, Tang Siqing had already fully understood why Wen Muxue accepted herself so easily.

It turned out that I had always thought that I had found an opportunity and had been taking advantage of the other party, but in fact the other party was also taking advantage of myself. Wen Muxue disguised herself with rebellion and carefully planned her future, just to prove to her father: The daughter you don't like can live well on her own.

When the mayor could not control her, she would proudly prove to her father that he could never control her, even if his daughter was the most difficult homosexual for him to accept, he could not stop.

What the? Afraid of being embarrassed by the mayor? Ha! What's wrong with the mayor, the mayor is not a person who can control the fate of everyone. As long as that person is strong enough in Guicheng, even the mayor can only watch! You can't change anything.

It's just that Wen Muxuedi's paranoia is even stronger than Tang Siqing imagined, and if she can't find a woman like that, it's better to cultivate one yourself. It just so happened that Tang Siqing said in front of her that she didn't like men, and she had the heart to do something, how could she not hit it off? How can there be any reason to let go of the prey that you send to the muzzle of your own gun?

"It turns out that it was my wishful thinking." Tang Siqing shook her head self-deprecatingly, "I'm sorry, I shouldn't have bothered you today." We just use each other, and as long as I am still useful, you will not easily abandon me. I don't have to do so many indifferent things at all. ”

It turns out that after so many years, I still won't fall in love.

The envy of high school and the imitation of college are all proving their failures. Out of the campus, the attached family gave him the same innocence as ever, and after the irreparable changes, he could no longer be in love as he imagined.

Perhaps, I will never get true love again in this life. Okay, okay, so be it, this is the path you have chosen, no matter how difficult it is, you have to keep going.

"Hehe, you seem to have made a mistake." When Tang Siqing was discouraged, Wen Muxue smiled, "I can completely ignore what I said before, and tell you directly that I love you, will you be very moved?" It's a very simple thing to keep you in the dark and give you a perfect illusion of love, and it is easy to tie you to your side and make you do a lot of inconvenient things for me, why say so many superfluous words? ”

"Huh?" Remembering the sadness of the passing days made Tang Siqing's whole thinking muddy, but because of Wen Muxue's words, he was enlightened.

Wen Muxue suddenly stopped, turned around, hugged Tang Siqing's slender waist, and the two face-to-face looked at each other's eyes, and the corners of her mouth hooked up a playful smile: "I think, if you really like someone, you should be honest with each other." I'm here today to tell you my original intention, and I'm holding you in my arms at this time to get you to give me more trust. You say, if it's not love, then what else can it be? ”