Chapter Thirty-Eight: I May Not Love You That Much

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Entering the city riverside, between the trees, on the pedestrian sightseeing road, the night breeze is still cold, two tall women kiss each other in the night that the lights cannot embellish, it seems that in this cold season, only in this way can you feel warm.

After a long time, the lips parted, and pulled out a seductive crystal silk thread between the small mouths that agreed to be red as cherries, and then broke apart and stained the beautiful lips of the two people.

"Poof!" Wen Muxue couldn't help laughing out loud when she saw her lips stained by her lip gloss, licked her lips and couldn't tell whose relish was it, and said happily, "Mmmm, that's right, that's how it feels." Although you tried your best to pretend to be weak in front of me, when you asked for me, you couldn't help but pounce on me. You know? I used to imagine that there would be a man who would be so domineering, but now it is a woman who does it to me. ”

Tang Siqing also licked her lips, and the liquid on her lips carried the taste of the other party's lip gloss, which was wonderful and wonderful, and she also smiled: "Are you uncomfortable?" I'm sorry, but you looked so cute just now, I didn't hold it at once. ”

"Wow, you're pretty looking like you are now. His face was red, and he wanted to take a bite when he saw it. Wen Muxue let go of a hand and stroked Tang Siqing's cheek, "Maybe it's because of your impulse that you have a peculiar charm." I was very comfortable and loved the feeling. ”

Belch? Is it a man's impulse? Well, it's really unusual for a woman to be so tempted by another woman and impulsive, but it's too normal for herself.

Tang Siqing quickly gave herself an explanation, and then said with a smile: "The two of us should stop touting each other." ”

"Hehe, little lady, I always think that my vision is the best, and I don't have any suspicion of boasting at all, so I'm just telling you the truth to me." Wen Muxue reluctantly let go of her embrace, but still held each other's hands in the palm of her hand, and the two continued to walk aimlessly side by side.

Tang Siqing let her lead her, walked slowly, was silent for a long time, and heard Mu Xuedi's voice in her ears again: "Although love is not fair, but my good sister, you are too stingy." You see, I'm giving you the opportunity to make your dreams come true, but I don't know anything about your past except your present. Aren't you going to explain something? ”

Like a basin of cold water pouring down from her head, Tang Siqing couldn't explain her past. In this time period, 'Tang Siqing' is someone who shouldn't exist, even if she tells the truth...... People have to believe it! You must know that even Tang Sibin, the deity of 'Tang Siqing', used a lot of effort to convince him.

It's not hard to weave a lie, but everyone knows that a lie often has to be compensated for with more lies. Tang Siqing didn't want to deceive the other party by saying some irresponsible things now in order to make up for her lies now.

You know, Wen Muxue is so honest, can she only rely on deception to respond to the other party?

"Is it hard to explain? You seem to be hesitant. Wen Muxue expressed dissatisfaction.

Tang Siqing sighed: "Maybe, I don't love you that much." Can I not say it? ”

Wen Muxue pursed her mouth: "In order to please you, the little lady did not hesitate to expose the fact of family discord to you, but you refused to tell me anything." One day in the future, when we are so powerful that we can show off our power in front of Mayor Wen, we are surrounded by a person who can't know the roots, is this appropriate? Can't I even know why you're so obsessed? How can you make me feel safe to love you? ”

"Just want to know the reason for my attachment?" Tang Siqing asked in surprise.

Wen Muxue shrugged her shoulders: "Do you still want to tell your past from wetting the bed when you were a child?" Come on, we're all still young, and we've spent the first half of our lives in school, and there's nothing to say about eating and sleeping at school. ”

"Oh oh, I see, I thought it was ...... Fortunately, it saves time and effort. Tang Siqing forced a smile, and then said, "Actually, it's not as complicated as you think." Well, it's me who wants to be complicated. It's easy to say, I used to have a family, and then my family fell into the middle, so I won't mention the reason, but fortunately, I also participated in the job fair after graduating from college, got an offer of employment from a company, and then joined the job to support myself. ”

"It's also an industrial company with its own products. But the business administration I studied was not very useful in that company, how could a mature company use a novice to manage skilled employees? I was assigned to the sales department. Well, to put it bluntly, it is a salesman, and his daily job is to run from one place to another, developing retailer agents to sell products. Because I have experienced happiness like a honeypot, I feel that it was the hardest time in my life when I first joined the company. However, most people live like this, and gradually, they get used to it. ”

"People, accustomed to a life, always want to be able to live better, after the work I worked hard unprecedentedly, it only took a month to be familiar with the business process, and then with twice the working hours than others, the second month's performance rushed to the top three of the department, after the third month, the first performance has always been me, maintaining the first record until I ...... Two whole years, and in those two years, I learned more than I had learned in the previous twenty years. ”

Tang Siqing was full of emotion, one thing she didn't say was that she worked so hard to learn new things and work, not just for the sake of work and for a better life. She wants to numb her body and mind with busyness and exhaustion, let herself forget the sorrow of her parents at home, and let herself forget her helplessness as a woman.

Since you can't use painkillers to accept the pain, you can at least anesthetize your body and brain without stopping.

Wen Muxue felt her hand held in the palm of her hand, trembling slightly, as if she could feel her hardships at that time, and asked softly: "How did you do it after maintaining the number one for so long?" Why do you have such a good performance, but you have not been promoted? ”

Tang Siqing smiled bitterly and shook his head: "This is exactly what I want to say." Everyone wants a promotion and a raise, but I know better than anyone that a woman who wants to earn real respect in this society sometimes doesn't necessarily get it if she works twice as hard as a man. The reason why I was able to stay at the top of my performance was not that I was smarter than others, but that I would not hesitate to work 16 hours when they were leaving work for eight hours. ”

"Diligence can make up for clumsiness, when others are comfortably watching dinner after work, watching TV, loving my wife, and having fun with my children, I gnaw on bread, knock on customers' doors, and spare no effort to introduce products to others over and over again. I'm doing what other people are doing at work, and I'm still doing it when they're resting, you say, what's the reason why it's not me who has the best performance? ”

"The commission of the salesman is different from that of the team leader and the department manager, and I take the lowest business commission, work harder, and the salary looks objective. But for the success of each of my business, the team leader and manager can sit comfortably in the office and cut off a point of commission...... Am I stupid? I always thought that as long as I paid for it, I would definitely be able to get a return, and those who sat in the office and cut off the commission, what did they give? Manage? Joke! ”

"I've had a few promotions, and I'm sure I'll be able to take someone to copy my routines, and everyone can improve their performance, and I'm more skilled than anyone else in the department after working hard for a long time, and I'm very confident. But did you know that I didn't make the cut every time an opportunity was presented to me? ”

"To say that I have a leg with a supervisor, or a manager, or even a boss, and even more excessively, to say that I am ...... with customers for the sake of performance Ma Geji, I'm phew! I don't want to work hard, I don't want to die, but I am jealous of other people's achievements, so I pour dirty water on my body for no reason in order to balance my mind. ”

"I've been happy, I've been down, I've struggled to stand up, I've worked hard, but I can only stay at the bottom because of other people's jealousy? Why? Why are you treating me like this? Because I have the body of a fairly beautiful woman, I can speculate unscrupulously that I have bad relationships with those men? ”

Wen Muxue was stunned, fortunately, the bodies of the two people were originally connected by holding hands, as long as she turned around, she hugged Tang Siqing who was trembling with anger, she hugged it tightly, gently patted Tang Siqing's back with one hand, and whispered comfort in her ear: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry." I shouldn't have asked, don't be angry, that's all over, with me, everything will be fine. ”

It's rare that there are more women who sell their bodies for material enjoyment in this world, and in the workplace, for performance, for positions, in order to become boss ladies, ha! Where do you think the word 'vixen' should be used? Tang Siqing's ability to stick to the bottom line made Wen Muxue sigh.

Of course, Wen Muxue would not know that Tang Siqing was just a former man who couldn't accept a man.

However, this does not prevent Wen Muxue from understanding it so much, in her opinion, this is the reason why Tang Siqing doesn't like men.

Because Tang Siqing works so hard, in the eyes of others, she is just a vassal of a man, what she wants to win is dignity, and what she wants is a chance to prove herself.

This is exactly what she can give her. Wen Muxue thought to herself.

"I don't think I really ought you to love me, because I probably don't really love you that much." Tang Siqing leaned on Wen Muxue's shoulder, like **, "I don't have the confidence to get what I want completely on my own, but I believe in giving me a platform, as long as I work hard, I can do well." I approached you to take advantage of you. I know you have that ability to help me and can give me a chance...... Sorry, Xiaoxue. In the end, I betrayed myself like the women who sold their bodies...... The only thing I can rejoice in is in your heart...... After all, there really is a place for me......"