Along the way, An Xiao and An's father rarely spoke, first, they rarely did homely work, and second, it was a long road, An Xiao was really tired, and even the mood of looking at the scenery outside the window was worn out by the long journey. The train has been running for more than ten hours, and An Xiao is really tired from the novelty and excitement of getting on the train at the beginning to now, and An Xiao is really tired of it, and he really wants to go home.

I can't lie down and sleep properly, I feel so wronged.

An's mother must be crying secretly at home, she is really cruel.

The school I chose was really far away from home, and I should have chosen a neighboring city in the first place, and it was two hours away.

People say that Z province is evil, and people are not very good, what should I do if I go to a place where I am not familiar with life and am bullied?

Alas, alas!

The more I think about it, the more I regret it, is it possible that I have to spend my whole life in regret?

How pitiful!

"Dad, what's the next stop in J City?"

"City B, what's wrong?"

"City B?"

City B is actually City B, the city I wanted to go to the most.

Before applying for the exam, Brother Li reminded himself when he gave him advice that the university in City B focused on science and engineering, but he was from a liberal arts background, so the chance of being selected was very small.

So, why do you have to go? I'd rather study a garbage major and waste myself for four years, and I have to go.

Mom asked herself, Brother Li asked herself, and her friends asked herself. But I couldn't give myself a positive and reasonable answer.

Fortunately, fate did not fail itself and did not regret it. Maybe he is really not his destined lover, otherwise fate would not tease him like this, one is high in the sky and the other is far away.

Looking at the scenery speeding by outside the window, An Xiao's excitement suddenly became active, An Xiao clinged to the car window, staring at the scenery outside the car window without blinking, took out his mobile phone and prepared to take a photo, sent it to Mu Yongzhi, and told him that he was leaving.

He should have seen last night's message, right?

I thought about it for a long time before I told him those words, he should be very moved after reading it, right?

Achi, I'm leaving tomorrow, will you miss me? I will never forget you, I will not forget the words you said, everything you promised me, and the time I spent with me.

Leaving Q City and heading to Province Z is not the end between us, it is just the beginning. Originally, I thought that if God let me be admitted to the school in City B, then I would continue to love you well. If fate plays tricks on me and doesn't let me go, then I will accept my fate and give up on you. But now, even if I didn't get there, I can't forget you, and I don't want to forget you.

So, Achi, shall we continue to be good?

I'm in province Z, and I'm going to miss you, and I'm going to miss you. You must not forget me.

Remember to reply when you see it.

An Xiao clicked on QQ and wanted to know if his affectionate confession had been replied to last night, but after opening it, he found that he had disappointed himself again.

Repeatedly tap on, off, on, close again, no, still no.

Achi, didn't you see it? Or what's wrong? Why haven't you replied to me.

I'm so worried. Do you know? Now, we're not just a few thousand meters, tens of thousands of meters, but thousands of kilometers, and you know how scared I am? Do you know how reluctant I am to give you up?

However, you never think about me, you don't think about me, you can only think of yourself.

Closing the phone, An Xiao rubbed his eyebrows and eyes, and quietly looked out the window, the shadows of the flying trees, the shadows of the mountains, the cities, villages, railways, ・・・・・・ and people. Finally still have to go, have to.

"I went to school in Province Z, but you didn't find a classmate or something?"

"Huh?" An Xiao smiled and replied, "Our school only accepts six students in S Province, it's good to meet one in S Province, and you want to find one in Q City?" It's harder than climbing to the sky. ”

"Only six? Then forget it, you can't find it in general. Father Ann was lying on his back in his seat, moving around uncomfortably, and he had sat enough.

"Well, I'm glad to meet someone in S province in our class."

"You said you had to run there, so far, you don't know how reluctant your mother is to you."

Hearing Ann's father say this, An Xiao's heart began to hurt again, others say it's the same thing, but it's different when his father says this to himself.

"I don't know what's wrong with me."

"The big girl is not staying." Father Ann sighed, lay back on his back and sat in his seat, rarely talking, rarely moving, and rarely resting along the way. In fact, An's father is also very reluctant to An Xiao, but after all, he is the head of the family, a big man, how can he patronize his children's affection? And I'm so serious on weekdays, it's really hard to say some gentle words.

I really did something wrong this time, from childhood to adulthood, as long as I want to do what I want to do, what I like to do, don't harm myself, don't harm others, An's father and An's mother will give An Xiao's great support and encouragement, but what about themselves? But he hurt them again and again, broke their hearts, and made them suffer a lot. I'm already so old, but I don't know how to empathize with my parents, it's a joke to say it.

I once read a quiz to estimate what kind of person I am, what kind of personality traits or future people are born in the week. At that time, the results of my calculations were completely consistent with the current situation, and it was really impossible not to be surprised, and I was really exactly the same as they said.

Do people born on Tuesdays really leave their homes far away from home? This time, it is half a year; This stay is four years. Four years, how many four years can you squander in your life, not to mention that you are still a girl, the girl's youth is very short, time flies, and her face is easy to age.

Now that I am still young, how much time can I spend in the wilderness?

Azhi, it seems that we really want to say goodbye, if you don't cherish me, you are responsible for me, why do you need to stay for those who bear me, what I want is not the morning and twilight, but to give me a stability, a promise, since your heart is not in me, why do I have to be dead and mess around.

Outside the car window, some signs marking the buildings of City B flashed, and An Xiao saw the beginning, but did not finish reading the end. This fate is like her and Mu Yongzhi, so close, but so far away.

Obviously, we both seem to see each other's hearts clearly, but no matter how close we are, we don't know what the other person is thinking, so the distance between hearts is even farther away.

The train gradually moved towards dusk, and it was already far away from An Xiao's sad place - the city where he was located would really fall in love with a city because of a person; It will also be because of a person, afraid to come to this city.

Achi, the thought of you and everything that has to do with you makes my heart ache, for no reason. I once read a very touching novel, which tells the story of the heroine who loves that man very much, but the man hurts her again and again, until finally she is exhausted, afraid to love again, and her heart aches so much that she faints. Love someone to the bone, that's probably what it means.

Human feelings are really fragile, especially women. Women are made of water by nature, and they are also extremely sensitive and cautious about feelings.

Time is a good witness machine, and training will make people become expressionless and cope with certain things, such as cheekiness, such as heart, such as emotion. As I get older, my skin does not thicken, but on the contrary, it becomes shallower. is no longer the little girl who is young and ignorant, impulsive and reckless and does not think about the consequences, no longer the simple little girl who believes in what she loves regardless of the eyes of others, and no longer the little girl who easily believes in love.

In the face of lies, excuses, and emotions, An Xiao admitted that although he was still a little willful, it was true that he had matured a lot, and many things could be solved with ease, and he greeted him with a smile.

No longer resist the world's changes to you, because people will always change.

I can't always laugh because life will always have a way to make me cry.

No matter what happens, I'm going to walk down with a smile.

Someone has said that there will always be someone in this world who makes us happy and someone who makes us sad, and it is often the latter that makes us learn to grow, Achi, you are the one who makes me the most sad, so, thank you for letting me learn to grow up.

Thank you to those who have hurt me and made me cry sadly, if it weren't for you, I would never have known that there would be such people in my life in this world, making me cry and helpless.

Growing up overnight is not only about the growth of those who have experienced changes themselves, but also the growth of some people who have figured everything out overnight.

They, too, are strong enough.