Chapter 15: The New Life 02
"How about it, I heard that you are going to City A in Z Province in less than two weeks, and our sister's farewell is half a year, so I am really reluctant."
"Me too, I really don't want to go." An Xiao was at home with Han Xiao while packing his luggage, Han Xiao was admitted to a college in L City, S Province, although it is not a city, nor a neighboring city, but at least in S Province, it is much closer than An Xiao, a person who has left the province. What the two of them thought at the beginning was completely inconsistent with the status quo, originally Han Xiao wanted to leave the province and leave here to go to H Province, because the person she thought about Gu Song was studying in H Province, but now it has become An Xiao to go to other provinces, and the world is unpredictable.
"Your mother must be very reluctant, she loves you so much, she can't wait to guard you all the time, but you're good, you girl wants to run out."
"Don't say it, the more you say it, the more you regret it." An Xiao wanted to break his neck, "I don't even know what I think, I still feel dizzy until now." β
"Oh, you, you." Han Xiao was talking about An Xiao, but he couldn't stop folding the clothes he took away for An Xiao.
"I'm annoyed, I'm going to be alone, and the future is bleak!"
"Haha, tell me, what does this have to do with your future? Girl. β
"Oh, you don't know this, I arrived in that poor country, lonely and helpless, so I can't work hard and concentrate on studying, how can the future be bright?"
"Haha, be poor, you," Han Xiao looked at An Xiao helplessly, "It stands to reason that normal people will definitely endure hardships and stand hard work when they go to a poor country, how can they become impossible when they come to you, excuses, it's all excuses." β
"Oops, that's annoying!" An Xiao frowned, "God bless me, find a good man there." β
"Look at your little bit of interest!" Han Xiao glared at her with disdain, "Hey? Did you break up with that kid? β
"Hmm." At the mention of Yang Muchuan, An Xiao stopped eating again.
"Tell me, what's going on? Whoever dumped whom. β
"Who else can there be?"
"Don't you like people, what's wrong?"
"Like Mao, except for Mu Yongzhi in my heart, who can enter my eyes."
"Oh, little beauty, you care so much about Mu Yongzhi? Still like him? β
"Of course, because I haven't seen it, no one can surpass it."
"Okay, okay, he's the most handsome, he's the best, okay?"
"That's it."
"Okay, okay," Han Xiao lowered his head and fiddled with his phone a few times, and asked An Xiao again as if he remembered something, "Tell me, this time, how is it divided?" β
"How else can I tell it, I'm going to Xi'an soon, who knows who I'll meet when I go out, so it's better not to delay others."
"So, you have already thought about finding a boyfriend in Province Z?"
"What's the matter, just follow the fate."
"Tut, I see that you girl has planned it a long time ago."
"Hey, hey."
"I was finally admitted to ** College, but I didn't expect that I didn't make it at the beginning, and I was still classified here after the exam, this is fate. What about you? Where were you hired? β
On the Internet, Sanjay, who hadn't been in contact with An Xiao for a long time, suddenly appeared and chatted with An Xiao on QQ.
"** College of Province Z."
"Province Z? So far? β
"Well, I was also very unexpected, and I was accepted."
"Well, we're going to have no chance after all."
"Hmm."
"Then develop well and keep in touch in the future."
"Okay."
Since you choose to forget the past, then what qualifications do I have to remember? That's it, let it all go, learn to forget, and grow up.
Time will make you let go of everything, and only by waiting can spring blossom.
In fact, I had already planned to give up Mu Yongzhi, after all, I didn't get into his city, so I couldn't meet him and be with him, but when it was time to really let go, I felt so sad.
Achi, I hope that it will really be like what you promised me, even if I go to Province Z, you will not forget me, on the contrary, you will remember me, worry about me, and even go to see me when you have the opportunity. If not, I'm sure I'll like someone else.
Achi, wait for me, okay, you know?
Before leaving home and going to Province Z, An Xiao learned a lot about Province Z by searching for information, browsing information, and chatting with others on the Internet, after all, it was the first time to go, and I was more or less scared, and I didn't know what people in Province Z ate, what they drank, what they lived, what kind of money they used, and what kind of school they went toγ»γ»γ»γ»γ»γ»γ»γ»γ»
A long list of questions waiting for An Xiao to answer.
It wasn't until after I went there, getting used to every bit of it, and every time I went back and forth between City A and City Q in Province Z, An Xiao really got used to it and treated it with a normal heart.
Everyone is going to part ways, former people, former good friends, former classmates.
Some went to Province L to feel the cold from the Great North; Some went to the municipality of C to feel the life of the authentic hot girls in C city; Some went to Province X to feel the richness of the northern coal-producing areas; Some went to Province H, some went to the municipality directly under the central government of T, some went to District A of the capital, and some stayed in the province of S Province.
It is located in all corners of the province of S, City A, City B, City C, City Q, and so on.
No matter how good friends we used to be, everyone has reached the moment of separation, and no matter how strange people were in the past, they have nothing to do with now, out of sight, out of mind.
We said that we would be together for a lifetime, but time does not allow us to stay in the eternal moment, people will grow up after all, and there is no banquet in the world that will never break up.
The only thing we should be accustomed to being with is ourselves and our shadow.
Before leaving, An's mother invited some relatives at home to send blessings to An Xiao, congratulating An Xiao on being admitted to university, although it is not a famous university, but going to school is not as good as going to school, and the road of light is under the pen.
Everything that should be bought has been bought, everything that should be prepared is almost ready, and now we are waiting for that day to come. An's mother was afraid that An Xiao would not be at ease to go alone, so she asked An's father to accompany her daughter to report.
An's mother sent An Xiao out of the house, and her eyes were full of tears when she separated, she was really reluctant to let her daughter run so far, but what could she do about the child's choice?
After sending An Xiao away, An's mother immediately hid her face and ran home and cried bitterly.
Father An accompanied An Xiao along the way, waiting for the car, taking a taxi, taking a car, carrying luggage, getting on the train, and having someone to accompany him along the way, An Xiao's heart is still quite down-to-earth, especially this person is still his own father, his God.
Looking at An's father's heavy back, An Xiao's heart was indescribably sad, and the more she was separated, the more sad her heart became, and tears always couldn't help but rise.
My father is really old, and suddenly I remembered the song "Father" that I would cry every time I heard it.
I always ask you for it but never say thank you
It wasn't until I grew up that I understood that it wasn't easy for you
Every time I leave, I always pretend to be relaxed
Smiled and said, go back, turn around and wet your eyes with tears
I want to hold your warm palms as before
But you are not by my side to carry the breeze to your well-being
Time slows down, don't let you get old again
I'm willing to use me to change your time to stay forever
Perhaps, only when you grow up and see it openly, will you understand the difficulties of your parents. Those little quarrels, rebellions and disputes in the past, although they were not painful, still hurt them.
Finally, only when we grow up can we understand the intentions of adults.
"If I hadn't gone to Province Z with you, I wouldn't have taken a train in my life, and I wouldn't have been out of Province."
"Hehe, it's good to go out and see more."
"Well, I haven't seen any places in Big Q City, but I haven't been to any other places except Q City."
"Well, now follow me to open your eyes."
"Huh."
Along the way, An Xiao and An's father were noisily rushing on the road, but they also forgot the sadness of parting and the tiredness of hurrying, and it was indeed a lot of joy to have someone by their side.
The train station with people coming and going, the noble and gorgeous European-style buildings, the unfamiliar faces, the hurried backs, the snoring of heavy suitcases against the ground, the fresh air, the novelties, everything is something An Xiao has never seen before, An Xiao's heart has an inexplicable sense of fear, if it weren't for An's father to accompany him, he would definitely be afraid to death.
Fortunately, there is someone who accompanies me to accept something unfamiliar. An Xiao is the person who is most afraid of complicated things, and she will have a sense of rejection in her heart for all complicated things.
Thankfully, I have someone by my side now.
"Dad, are we going to take the train for a day?"
"Hmm. 23 hours, almost a day. β
"It's all because I have no experience, I bought a ticket late, if only I could lie down and sleep for a day and a night, but this sitting γ»γ»γ»γ»γ»γ» is too uncomfortable."
"Insist on it, the sleeper ticket is so expensive, plus two people, it will be more than 700, how can our family have so much spare money, and then think about which school you go to, which major you choose, isn't this a lot of expenses? Your mother and I won't be able to earn enough even if we fight to the death. β
Alas! It's all bad to blame yourself! chose this school, and in a daze, I chose a major that burns money.
"Got it, Dad, I'll definitely study hard when I go there."
"Hmm."
When An Xiao and his father went to buy train tickets, it was close to July, and there was only half a month left before leaving, so when An Xiao went to the train ticket agency to buy tickets, the hard sleeper tickets were already sold out, and only the hard seats were left. Although it was very uncomfortable, I couldn't help but go to this school, so An Xiao and An's father had to resign themselves to buying hard-seat tickets.
Perhaps, I didn't ask for much, that's all, just right. Ordinary people, ordinary life, we have to face some compromises and patience in life, we have no better opportunities and choices, we were born in ordinary people's homes, live a simple and simple life, we can't ask too much what others can do for us, we can only accept it calmly. Among the choices that can be made, I insist on one thing, that is, to work hard for the people around me, regardless of men and women.
Whether you want to or not, everyone has to face up to their place in the world.
And growing up will slowly tell you where you are in the world.
And now, An Xiao has seen his position clearly, very small and humble.