Chapter 8: Realization 01
For a period of time in the second semester of the second semester of high school, An Xiao's hormones were rapidly secreted, and he was eager to find someone to talk about a simple and beautiful love, but after thinking about it, there was no suitable candidate, and the people he liked didn't like him, and he didn't find out what he liked.
The most painful distance in the world is not life and death, but I like you by your side, but you love her.
An Xiao is very sad when she thinks about it, she can't let herself look back to Yang Zhendong with a dead face, it's too embarrassing, she won't do it.
An Xiao told Xue Chen her thoughts, and Xue Chen also wanted to find someone to fall in love with after hearing about it, but when she thought that Liu Yubin and Tian Hong didn't like her, she was discouraged again.
An Xiao told Fan Xiaoxiao his thoughts again, Fan Xiaoxiao patted An Xiao's shoulder, and said awe-inspiringly: "Don't worry, put it in my hands, I'll find a personal choice for you." ”
So An Xiao's second relationship began, and the result can be imagined, even more funny than the first one, and it lasted only three days and broke up unhappily.
The candidate Fan Xiaoxiao was looking for for An Xiao was a first-year junior, nearly a head taller than An Xiao, tall and strong, shrewd and capable, and Fan Xiaoxiao said that he was a class leader. This boy can be regarded as Fan Xiaoxiao's younger brother, he met during the exam, and he felt good and could talk, so he left each other's contact information, so he had the opportunity now.
But to everyone's surprise, he was so bent on dying.
An Xiao had met twice and spoken a few words before he was together, and the most they met later was to say hello, and there was no other communication. An Xiao decided to listen to Fan Xiaoxiao's words mainly because he was honest and should be a good boyfriend, but he didn't expect to be tricked by him in the end.
Fan Xiaoxiao personally assured herself: "Your eldest brother's vision will not be wrong." As a result, An Xiao really listened, added his contact information, chatted with him on the Internet for nearly a week, and then decided to be together.
At first, An Xiao didn't think too much about it, and felt that it was actually good to simply find someone to accompany him. An Xiao and he agreed to go together after school, and he personally sent An Xiao back to the dormitory.
An Xiao thinks of course it's good, after all, there is no emotional foundation, and it's a good thing to communicate more together. After school, he went down from the fourth floor to the first floor, and waited for him at the door of his class.
Although he is younger than himself, he is a boy after all, and there is a difference between men and women, and An Xiao will still be uncomfortable. Although I had a good chat with him on the Internet, after all, there is a big difference between the Internet and reality, and it is not as natural as imagined to really walk together.
"Okay, okay? Okay, let's go. An Xiao raised his head and glanced at Chen Gong's square face, with thick eyebrows and big eyes, although his facial features were not handsome, they had a unique flavor when grouped together.
"Hmm." Chen Gong nodded and took the lead.
An Xiao looked at his broad back and sighed, it was a little more relaxed.
"What floor is your class?" Chen Gong turned around and asked An Xiao.
"Fourth floor." An Xiao replied briefly, and after answering, there was silence again, not knowing what to say.
Until they walked out of the teaching building, the two of them went one after the other, and there was no communication. It's not that An Xiao doesn't want to talk, it's that An Xiao really can't think of what to say to him, maybe it's really the reason for being unfamiliar, An Xiao can't open his heart and talk to him about everything, so what he can do is to keep silent.
After walking out of the teaching building, there was a bright sidewalk, and the dim light shone on An Xiao's expressionless face, so that Chen Gong did not know what to say to relieve the embarrassment.
A cool breeze blew, although it was almost summer, the cool breeze at night still carried a slight chill, blowing An Xiao's heart sinking and sinking.
The temperature climbed to the point where it could no longer be bearable, so he simply closed his eyes and let his imagination change at will, and the scene saw two people walking together.
"It's okay anyway, let's go walk around the playground." Chen Gong walked ahead with his hands in his pockets, turned to look at An Xiao behind him.
"Okay." An Xiao nodded and smiled.
"Why don't you like to talk?" Chen Gong asked strangely, "Isn't it quite able to talk when chatting on the Internet?" I thought you were a good talker. ”
An Xiao could hear his disappointment in himself from his words, and An Xiao smiled indifferently: "How can reality be the same as chatting?" Don't you know? ”
"Okay." Chen Gong nodded helplessly.
Before the circle was finished, Chen Gong said to An Xiao: "You go back first, it's quite cold outside, I have to go back to fetch water, go back and go to bed early." ”
An Xiao lost patience when he heard this, and nodded again and again: "Then let's talk on the Internet." ”
"Okay." After speaking, Chen Gong turned around and ran into the boundless darkness, and disappeared.
After returning to the dormitory, Fan Xiaoxiao saw An Xiao coming back, and hurriedly blocked An Xiao and asked, "How is it, how does it feel to go with him for the first time?" ”
"Nothing, that's all." An Xiao said lightly.
Fan Xiaoxiao saw that An Xiao's nature was not very high, so she lost interest in asking, "Okay, you two can be together, remember to tell me something." ”
"Eun."
That night, An Xiao lay on the bed and thought about his love this time, is this really happy? An Xiao asked herself, but why was her brain blank? I don't know anything about the future, what happened to me?
At half past ten in the evening, Chen Gong's news was sent, and An Xiao clicked on it to watch:
I'm smoking, you go to bed early.
An Xiao's heart trembled, it looked like such an honest person actually learning to smoke in the dormitory? It was difficult for An Xiao to accept this fact, but he had to accept it, after all, he didn't know him at all, he only knew what his surname was, and he didn't know anything else.
really responded to the sentence "know the face but don't know the heart", and I don't like him at all, so why did I choose to be with him? An Xiao asked himself, but he didn't know how to answer.
An Xiao didn't reply to him because he didn't know what to say.
As a result, not long after, his message came again: I have a birthday tomorrow, shouldn't I express it?
An Xiao rolled his eyes after reading it, and he asked for a gift directly after only one day? This man is too tasteless. An Xiao was speechless, threw down the phone and fell asleep.
At the beginning, Xue Chen was a little surprised when he knew that An Xiao had a new boyfriend, there was nothing to do, but how could he not be surprised that a boyfriend suddenly appeared?
The first time Xue Chen saw this junior named Chen Gong was when he accompanied An Xiao downstairs to borrow books, at that time, the liberal arts always needed textbooks for the first year of high school, and An Xiao's textbooks were missing a few books, so he borrowed them from Chen Gong.
When Xue Chen accompanied An Xiao downstairs to get the book, he saw this rumored junior, although he was not very good-looking, but he looked quite honest, but he didn't expect that everyone was deceived by him.
The next day, Anxiao reluctantly went to the boutique to pick up a gift to give him. Although it has only started with him, after all, they are already together, so they should get along well. An Xiao bought him a set of quilt cups with a heart.
The meaning of the cup represents that I want to live with you for the rest of my life. Although the implication is very beautiful, but living with him for a lifetime, An Xiao didn't dare to think about it, he just bought it because he simply thought the cup was cheap, and there was no other meaning, at least An Xiao thought so.
At noon that day, An Xiao sent the gift to their class, and when he went to look for him, he was not in the classroom, and An Xiao could only casually ask someone to let her help him give it to him, and he went back to the classroom.
An Xiao grabbed a girl who was going out and said, "Can you help me call Chen Gong?" ”
"Oh, it's ・・・・・good," said the girl, looking back at the classroom, "I'm sorry he's not there." ”
"Alright then, can you help me put this on his desk? Thank you. With that, An Xiao handed the gift to the girl, and the girl took the gift and nodded, "Okay." ”
After saying that, An Xiao left.
That night, before the evening self-study was over, An Xiao received a message from him on the Internet: My friend has an accident, I may not come back at night, you can go back first.
An Xiao didn't understand what kind of person he was, at least by feeling, An Xiao didn't like this kind of person.
Then that night, An Xiao went back to the dormitory by himself, and there was no news from him all night.
The next day, throughout the day, An Xiao didn't contact him until the end of the evening self-study, An Xiao thought that he would just go downstairs and wait for him as before, but he was no longer seen after going down.
An Xiao thought that he hadn't come back from going out to run errands, so he casually found a classmate in their class and asked, "Hello classmate, did Chen Gong come to class today?" ”
"He's been there, just gone." The boy didn't know how An Xiao could ask such a strange question, and looked at An Xiao for some reason.
An Xiao's face stiffened, it seemed that he had been deceived, hehe.
An Xiao walked back to the dormitory with a straight face.
As soon as she entered the dormitory, An Xiao closed the door tightly with a 'bang', which frightened Fan Xiaoxiao, who was removing her makeup, and she shivered in her hand, and the water was scattered all over the ground.
"What's wrong with you? So atmospheric? Fan Xiaoxiao asked An Xiao while removing her makeup.
"Can you not be angry if you are tricked?" An Xiao sat on the bed with his ass, eager to break Chen Gong's slut into pieces.
"What's wrong? Did he you off? Fan Xiaoxiao watched An Xiao's every move closely.
"He's just a slut, he turned his face and didn't recognize anyone after he asked for a birthday present, damn, he left directly tonight, and he didn't even wait for me."
Fan Xiaoxiao probably heard something, she looked at An Xiao embarrassedly, and listened to her scolding endlessly. After all, it was the person he introduced, and he was embarrassed when this kind of thing happened.
Since then, An Xiao directly thought that they had broken up, and no one was looking for anyone anymore, as An Xiao expected, Chen Gong really wanted to dump An Xiao after receiving the gift, and at the same time, there were several girls who were deceived like An Xiao, so An Xiao was not very wronged.
An Xiao got angry when he thought about it, how could there be such a? It's a pity that I spent money to buy the gift, and I really fell in love with him.
Fan Xiaoxiao kept telling An Xiao that she was embarrassed, An Xiao didn't blame her, it wasn't her fault, was it?
It's just that you have to remember the lesson of this time in the future, otherwise you will be deceived.