On Singles' Day, Sanjay kept scrolling through the message board of Anxiao QQ space, repeating the sentence: For a lifetime, I love you, you are mine.

His actions were very touching, but due to emotional discord, An Xiao was indifferent after all. We were still estranged, and when you and I couldn't see, feelings slipped away quietly.

During the winter vacation, the relationship between the two was not cold, although they occasionally contacted on QQ, but An Xiao was always in a lack of interest and rarely chatted with him.

To An Xiao's surprise, Mu Yongzhi, who had been disappearing from his circle of friends, suddenly got in touch with him again, which An Xiao did not expect.

"I'm so busy at work, I'm tired like a dog all day, how can I have time to fall in love?"

Carefully savoring the message that Mu Yongzhi replied to him, An Xiao couldn't take his eyes off for a long time, in the end, he still liked it, right? As long as he thinks of his expression when he sends a message to himself, purses his lips, is sluggish, and his face is expressionless, An Xiao feels funny, misses him so much, wants to see him, and wants to know if the real him in life is the same as he imagined?

"Take care of your body and don't get tired."

"Well, how are you doing?"

"Okay, what's wrong?"

"It's been a long time since I've been in touch, so I'll ask you."

"Well, it's okay, what about you?"

"Okay, I'm tired."

"Take care of yourself." Six words, An Xiao deleted and deleted, and finally sent it out.

"Well, you too, haha."

"Hey, hey."

"You have a boyfriend?"

Seeing him ask about his love life, I have to say that An Xiao's heart still ripples in circles, it turns out that you still care about me. Where love has come, there is still the fragrance of yesterday, and the familiar warmth, like angel wings, crosses my boundless heart. I believe you are still here, never gone.

It turned out that I thought I was strong enough, but as long as I think of you, my heart still hurts, it hurts, it hurts, it hurts, it hurt

I miss the time when I argued with you because of a little jealousy, and you quickly called me to coax me; I miss the time when we used to talk late and say goodnight to each other; I miss the time when I hid under the covers in the middle of the night and secretly talked to you on the phone; I miss the time when we smiled and agreed to say goodbye, time is not old, we say good will not be gone?

Although he and Sanjie haven't broken up yet, An Xiao didn't want to lose the opportunity to get in touch with Mu Yongzhi, so he lied and said, "No, I want to study hard." ”

"Well, it's almost time for the college entrance examination, come on."

"Yes, young master."

"Hehe, it's still so cute."

"That's for sure, the little ones have always been cute."

"Hehe, where are you going to go to college?"

"I haven't figured it out yet, what's wrong? Do you want me to go to your house? An Xiao asked straight to the point.

"Okay, it's just that the famous university here is the Polytechnic Institute, don't you study literature?"

"Well, but there's you there, I want to go."

"Come if you want, I live here permanently, and I can take care of you when you come."

Seeing the message Mu Yongzhi sent to himself, An Xiao was moved to tears, it turns out that happiness is nothing more than this, you love him, he loves you, that's enough.

"Well, wait for me!"

As he said, from that day on, An Xiao began to try his best to check the relevant news of their Polytechnic University on the Internet, trying to be fully sure.

An Xiao has always liked **-type boys, and Mu Yongzhi is particularly prominent in this regard. Although Sanjay is also very **, most of it is due to his personality, which makes him very slow to get along with others.

"Are you sure you want to go over to him?" Han Xiao asked An Xiao very cautiously, she didn't know what happened when An Xiao suddenly mentioned Mu Yongzhi again, did she break up with Sanjie?

"Well, Polytechnic University, I must go! I've looked at their school's admissions scores in previous years, and I think that as long as I work hard, I should be fine. ”

"Alright then, I wish you success!"

"Well, you too!" An Xiao knew that Gu Song had been admitted to a major university in Wuhan, and Han Xiao still missed him, so An Xiao hoped that she could also find her own happiness.

Han Xiao smiled slightly, saying that it is easy to pursue happiness? An Xiao is always like this, like a crazy person, she is what she wants to do, although she often makes mistakes and gets hurt, but she has always been a smiling face, an optimistic look, very enviable.

How nice would it be if my youth could go as crazy as she did? Looking at An Xiao, and then looking at his now calm self, Han Xiao suddenly had a mentality that he was old.

There are many people who chase themselves, but when will they meet the person who makes them willing to give their hearts? I'm waiting for someone, someone who is willing to stay with me for a long, long time.

I've been waiting for him for almost eighteen years, so what does it matter if I wait a few more years? I firmly believe that it is better to have less than to have more. If you wait, the breeze will come. Only by surviving the wait can we wait until the flowers bloom. In the end of youth, there is such a person, which is worth waiting for.

Finally, in Han Xiao's college years, she met the person who made her worthy of love, and in a flash, it was a lifetime.

The words "Rather lacking than indiscriminate" have never appeared in An Xiao's world, and her emotional outlook believes that it is much better to have someone to accompany her than to be alone, so there is never a shortage of boyfriends around her.

The loneliness and beauty in the depths of the soul always need someone to understand, and An Xiao is looking for the person who can read herself. I've been looking for 'you' all the time, and I'm alone on the way to find you. Despite having faith, you will still be lost and lonely, and then one day, you suddenly understand that instead of finding 'you', it is better to find 'me' first.

It wasn't until later that he saw Han Xiao's feelings of being cared for and regarded as a treasure, and An Xiao had to sigh: It is often too late to see what is really the most beautiful.

"School is coming soon, don't forget me, don't be the same as before."

"Okay, stay in touch."

Then after school started, it didn't take long for An Xiao and Sanjay to break up. Although as soon as school started, Sanjay brought a lot of delicious food to him, and treated himself as well as before, but An Xiao thought clearly, instead of the two of them dragging like this, it was better to get together and disperse.

You can understand your little temper if you haven't been in love, be careful, but not being in love is not an excuse for you to deal with all your problems, and just right, An Xiao can't tolerate his character.

In the past, after self-study class at night, An Xiao would run from the front to the back to play with Sanjay, talk to him, chat, and cultivate each other's feelings. So after class, An Xiao doesn't like to discuss learning issues with others, no matter who you are, I'm not interested in discussing problems with you outside of class.

When I was with Yang Zhendong before, what I hated the most was discussing studies with him, especially his academic performance was better than his own, which made it even more difficult for An Xiao to accept. Every time the liberal arts students in the class made math papers, many girls asked themselves to borrow the papers from Yang Zhendong and copy them. But An Xiao didn't like to have this kind of relationship with her boyfriend, so she borrowed An Yujie's scroll, deliberately ignoring Yang Zhendong's inexplicable gaze, An Xiao didn't care.

It doesn't matter if I'm boyfriend or girlfriend with you, I just don't like to discuss studies with my boyfriend, what can you do with me?

It seems that everything is so funny, what you care about is not what I care about, what I care about is not what you care about, just like that, two people, meet unexpectedly in love, how long can they go?

Later, because of this, I quarreled with Sanjay again.

Sanjay liked to borrow his English homework, and he didn't think it mattered, so he lent it to him. As long as you don't discuss it with me, I can lend it to you.

But every time An Xiao went to play with him, he would always discuss with him about learning, which made An Xiao often unhappy.

"Look at this question." Sanjay asked An Xiao as he pointed to a multiple-choice question.

An Xiao didn't even raise his eyelids, and let out a "hmm". The head is still bowed.

"I'm talking to you about business, why don't you listen to people?" Looking at An Xiao's indifferent expression, Sanjay said angrily.

"I didn't come to you to listen to you, can you stop talking about homework all the time?" An Xiao retorted impatiently.

"Exams are coming up, how can you not be in a hurry? After the exam, can we talk about our business? Sanjay didn't understand how An Xiao couldn't get along with him like this, and he felt powerless.

Then, An Xiao got up and left.

For a long time, An Xiao didn't come to Sanjay again. Sanjay didn't bow his head to admit his mistake or apologize, he felt that he was right, why should he apologize?

As a result, the estrangement between the two people is getting deeper and deeper.

The sweetness will pass, the pain will pass, as long as you live optimistically, everything will pass, everything is a small thing. An Xiao kept telling himself that.

On his birthday, Sanjay entered the classroom early in the morning and gave him a music crystal ball, which was beautiful and gorgeous, but flashy and heavy. Later, when An Xiao returned home, he gave the crystal ball to Brother An. At noon, Sanjay deliberately took time to invite himself to a meal, and at that time, he still made himself beautiful, didn't he just pour a rice bowl? Now it's a lot more secular than before, and when you look at the old days, it's so funny.

It is said that the student years are the purest and most beautiful time, and it is true that after leaving school, I know that the outside world is full of money interests and relationships.

When I was in junior high school, I was envious when I saw handsome guys and beauties standing at the school gate waiting for someone hugging each other after school; heard that a boy was jealous and fought in a group because of the girl's jealousy; Seeing the girl sitting on the basketball court and watching the boy play, I was envious; When I ate in a restaurant and saw men and women in pairs, I was envious, and the love at that time was so clean and pure.

When I was in high school, I was envious when I saw boys walking on the playground with girls; When I saw the couples kissing like glue in the grove, I was envious; Seeing that on a rainy day, the boy was afraid of the girl's wet shoes, and he didn't want to carry the girl directly and walked forward, so he was envious; Seeing the sweetness of the two people in the restaurant, I was envious. As external objects change, so does the way we see things.

Perhaps, we are all too young and uncertain to have the perseverance to persevere to the end, so easily, we let go. Too young love, with love but no future, in the end, it was displaced and chose to let go.

When he went home on the weekend, An Xiao looked at the various gifts that Sanjay had given him in front of him, and An Xiao's heart had an indescribable taste. After all, it has come to this point, and I am also responsible for the absurdity of youth.

An Xiao learned from Xue Chen that Xue Chen had been fighting with the new boy recently, Yuan Qianqian and her little ex-boyfriend had been in touch, the two of them were unknown, Han Xiao was still the same, someone was chasing, but he was always single.

Looking at the emotional world of his friends, it's okay to be simple and simple, and he suddenly has a sense of guilt, is it okay to step on two boats like this? So, An Xiao decided to break up with Sanjay.

Achi, you won't let me down again, will you? I really, love you.