Chapter 11 Water Stop 06
I like to turn around and turn beautifully, and let go in style. Although you have left a beautiful figure of you in my memory, I can't accept you for the rest of my life, so it's a good thing for us to let go, while we are young, we can go our separate ways.
I still remember that once the fine and handsome boy took off his coat to shelter me from the wind and rain; once accompanied me to run the women's 800 meters with me, cheering for me; I used to run in the dark just to buy the snacks I wanted to eat the most; I once woke up with a kick in class because I was secretly sleeping, but I didn't complain; The once silly and silly smile stayed in the time when I first met. Sanjay, what should I do?
"Anxiao, come on! Come on! One more lap! "A boy who was so shy and shy was shouting at the girl running in the distance without any image on the sports field.
"It's okay, I'm here." Seeing that An Xiao's running speed decreased due to physical exhaustion, Sanjay followed her and shouted at her while running.
When An Xiao finished the last lap and was so tired that she was about to lie on the ground, she raised her eyes and saw Xiao Qi, who was also tired not far away, she was panting heavily, her face was flushed, Xu Chenyu, who was standing beside her, ran over to hand her the water she bought, and patted her back while helping her breathe.
And Sanjay, who was standing next to him, was embarrassed to move himself because of the presence of others, so he stood next to him stupidly and acted as a wooden man.
Sometimes, it's not just that you can talk about it, girls see whether a boy loves her or not, whether it hurts her or not, and more importantly, look at the details and his actions.
So, An Xiao was still disappointed.
I remember that for a while, the two of them were so tired that they didn't look good, as long as they didn't go to class, the two of them would sit together, talk and talk, An Xiao also took the initiative to teach Sanjay to fold beautiful hearts with paper, and the two of them put the hearts they folded every day in a beautiful box to commemorate their relationship.
"How are you clumsy? No, it's not folded like that, look at me, it's supposed to be like this. As he spoke, An Xiao reached out and approached Sanjie's large and slender hand, and taught him step by step.
It's just that after breaking up later, An Xiao gave all her heart to Sanjay, since she doesn't love it anymore, don't do it. But what she didn't expect was that Sanjay protected this gift well, and he missed her all the time.
When the weather is cold, Sanjay always brings an extra coat and prepares it for An Xiao at any time, for fear that she will freeze and not take good care of herself.
"Honey, your coat is so warm, hehe."
"Fool, take care of yourself."
"I'm not afraid. I've got you. ”
"Hehe, I can't stay with you all the time, I still have to learn to take care of myself." As he spoke, Sanjay shyly and shyly touched Anxiao's head.
When the two of them were forced to separate their seats, Sanjay was very uncomfortable with life without An Xiao by his side, and he was depressed for a long time, until An Xiao sent him a piece of chocolate, and his mood was a little better.
"Dear, don't be unhappy, although we don't sit together, we can still see each other after class, without me, take good care of yourself, remember to miss me."
"Well, chocolate is sweet, but I'm still uncomfortable without you."
"I'll take good care of myself, and so will you."
There are advantages and disadvantages to two people who are in love in the same class. The advantage is to be able to get along day and night, get tired of being together every day, and the relationship heats up quickly; The downside is that many of your little-known shortcomings are completely exposed to your beloved, at least that's what Anxiao thinks.
Every time he answered a question in class, when Sanjay stood up and wanted to wait for Ai Ai, An Xiao wanted to kick him in the head behind him, and really wanted to stand up and answer for him, but he was forced to sit behind him and stare at the back of his head because of reality.
I still remember being asked by the teacher once, he stood up and memorized the book very smoothly, which scared the classmates stupidly. After class, he complained to himself very dissatisfied: "Won't you just memorize a book?" Is it necessary to be so surprised? What's so strange that I'm not not learning. ”
Looking at his eyes red from anger and his handsome face distorted, An Xiao was silent, not wanting to argue with him. You must know that everything has a cause and effect, and if there is an effect, there must be a cause, if it was not for the cause that you caused yourself in the past, how could there be the effect you have today?
Sanjay must know all these truths, maybe it was just a moment of anger that blinded him, so An Xiao didn't want to quarrel with him, just let him calm down for a while.
I remember that when he had a conflict with Liu Jielei in the next class, he walked in from outside violently, and all afternoon, without saying a word, he honestly lay on the desk. An Xiao felt strange and asked him what was going on. When he told himself, his eyes were full of anger, and his tone was extremely fierce, and An Xiao was so cautious that he panicked.
He said angrily: "I really convinced him, and after joking with him, he turned around and left, and he didn't even eat." ”
"Maybe he's going on with something. It's not your fault, maybe ・・・・・・・ just a bad mood. An Xiao cautiously looked at his face and replied, for fear of angering him.
"Then you don't have to put that dead face at me, do I owe him or something?" The more Sanjay spoke, the more excited he became, and his saliva spurted.
Looking at him like this now, An Xiao knew that it was so terrible for Mr. Hao, who was a good man on weekdays, to really start a fire.
I remember once I published a new state in the space, and Liu Siyu commented on himself for no reason: "I really hate Sanjay." ”
An Xiao didn't know what she meant by saying this, but she was still angry when she said this. Unexpectedly, this comment was accidentally seen by Sanjay, and Sanjay angrily asked An Xiao: "How did I offend her?" She hates me? I don't usually have anything to do with her, why did she just say that. ”
An Xiao shook her head and said she didn't know either.
Later, An Xiao took the initiative to ask Liu Siyu why she said that, but Liu Siyu couldn't say why, An Xiao didn't bother to pay attention to her, so she didn't continue to entangle with her.
Later, after talking to Qianqian, Qianqian also felt strange. It wasn't until Zheng Hui's words woke up the dreamer that An Xiao understood the source of the matter.
When she was chasing Gao Hao before, Gao Hao revolved around her, and when she was with Yang Zhendong, she had a good relationship with Yang Zhendong, but after she was with Sanjay, Sanjie's attitude towards her ignored her made her disgusted, so she had that comment.
An Xiao had to sigh: Liu Siyu really can't be handed over.
Men are mud, women are water, mud is too much, the water is turbid; There is more water, and the mud is thin.
People are harmless to tigers, and tigers are harmful to people's hearts. People's hearts are separated from the belly, and they have to be guarded against.
An Xiao, who is accustomed to reading romance novels about women chasing men, advocates feminism, and likes to take by force, men who can suppress themselves, instead of being like Sanjay, who can only bring him peace.
Approaching the time before the college entrance examination, many local colleges and universities came to their school to recruit people, that is, they did not need to take the college entrance examination to study in their school. At that time, Sanjay was a little shaken, he wanted to go, but he didn't want to go. If you leave directly, you won't have a chance to see An Xiao, there is no way to take the college entrance examination with her, and there is no chance to know where she will go, which means that the two of them should really break up.
Sanjay was reluctant, he still had a trace of luck in his heart, I have also studied for more than ten years, why can't I take the college entrance examination to test my own knowledge?
So, Sanjay didn't make it and was very disappointed, but then something happened that he regretted even more, An Xiao actually broke up with him more than a month before the college entrance examination. Faced with emotional failure and academic failure, Sanjay's performance in the college entrance examination was extremely unsuccessful, and later, he still stayed in a local ordinary college to complete his studies.
An Xiao's heart is full now, and she has said goodbye to Mu Yongzhi, so she can't wait to say goodbye to Sanjay.
If you love him, please catch him; If you don't love him, let him go and let him love others.
An Xiao wrote the breakup letter on Friday and gave it to him on Sunday. On Saturday, the school was going to hold a parent-teacher conference, and An Xiao had no choice but to meet Sanjay's father, Sanjay's father was very tall and tough, and Sanjay was very similar to his father in this regard.
When he returned on Sunday afternoon, An Xiao passed the breakup letter to Sanjay from the front. When An Xiao wrote this letter, she was nervous in her heart, she didn't know how to face Sanjay in the future, after all, everyone is in the same class, and if you look down and don't look up in the future, you will definitely not be happy to see each other after the breakup, so An Xiao is still very entangled, what should I say, so as not to make a fuss?
After a breakup, it is impossible to be friends because they have hurt each other; After a breakup, we can't be enemies, because we love each other deeply, so what should we do? Be a stranger?
As long as I thought of the three words of stranger, An Xiao's heart began to ache, I'm sorry, I still hurt you after all, my dear, I didn't mean to, please forgive me, forgive me for my selfishness, forgive me for my efforts.
An Xiao wrote the first breakup letter in her life with a feeling of great guilt. It turns out that no matter how much you pretend to be strong, you will still be sad.
I'm sorry, Sanjay, I suddenly wanted to say that to you, let's break up.
We've been together for three months, but after I was really with you, I realized that we weren't as happy as before, and even quarreled constantly, so let's get together and disperse.
Don't talk nonsense, it's useless to talk too much, right? At the beginning, it was me who said that we were together, but it turned out that it was me who broke up, and it was all my fault, which disappointed you, I'm sorry.
You're so nice, I feel like it's unfair to be with you, so, forget about me. You will find better ones. You're so good, you will.
I want to say that we have a little bit of a similarity in personality and a lot of differences, and we have a lot of friction like this, so let go and make each other happy, and you will find something better.
Wishing you happiness!
Looking at the last four words, An Xiao's eyes hurt, are you qualified to wish him happiness? Obviously he hurt him, but he still pretends to be a good person, smiling and sending blessings, will it be too hypocritical to do this himself?
An Xiao's simple smile and shy face suddenly appeared in Anxiao's mind, so clear and clean. An Xiao didn't know if Sanjay had deep feelings for her, whether it would be her own self-inflicted affection, but the eyes in her memory couldn't deceive people, looking at her eyes so hot and sincere.
Maybe An Xiao shouldn't take himself too important in Sanjay's life, and think that he will be the protagonist of his play, maybe he is just a dispensable supporting role in his play, and he will live better without himself!
However, it will still be sad!
I can't forget the bits and pieces we were together, the touches, and the promises you made to me.
You said, you can't live without me, and I can't do without you, I really can't imagine what it will be like to leave you.
You say, I never thought I could be with such a nice girl and feel like I could get you like I really got the whole world.
You say, thank you for the happiness you have brought me, thank you for the touching you have brought me, thank you for everything you have brought me.
You say, I take a closer look at my time with you every night, and I don't want to forget everything that has to do with you.
You say, I love you too, more than anyone else in the world, and I really don't dare to think about what it would be like without you by my side.
You say, you are now the biggest motivation for me to move forward, and I feel that I can do anything for you.
Thinking of this, An Xiao's heart is so sad, I'm sorry, Sanjay, don't blame me, okay?
The past vows have become the bonds we made to each other after we broke up.