Chapter 244: You Don't Have a Heart
"Mr. Xu, you go back to bed and lie down, I'll give you a new needle!"
The last thing that little nurses like is disobedient and uncooperative patients, which will always cause them trouble.
Xu Jun didn't seem to hear the little nurse's angry voice, but he lowered his head and carefully examined his whole body.
Not a single wound.
There were no bruisings or pains, nothing.
Not a car accident, before that, not a car accident...... It was he who came out of the psychiatric clinic and then met Bai Soho!
Xu Jun's mind instantly felt like fireworks scattered, and the fragments of memories full of memories were scattered, and he exploded like an abyss.
What he just said to Bai Suho, is it not right, is it all wrong?
Xu Jun fell into unconscious panic and reminiscence, until the little nurse pressed him on the bed, pricked the needle, and observed for a long time, he did not make any reaction.
"Oh no, no, boss, what if the patient I'm in charge of seems to have a bad brain!"
The little nurse's panicked shouts came from the corridor, and Xu Jun closed his eyes irritably.
After a while, there seemed to be footsteps walking to the side of the bed, and I looked down.
"What nonsense are you talking about, he's asleep!"
The head nurse reprimanded his little nurse for making a fuss with hatred, and quietly closed the door with her.
Xu Jun still hadn't opened his eyes, he had to think about it, what the hell was going on.
He clenched his fists, and it felt real.
He pinched his thigh. It hurts.
He was not dead, nor was he wounded.
If you think about it with the extra memories in your head, it's right.
His father was dying, and he was under a lot of pressure and went to Yao Bin's psychological clinic.
Further back, he and Bai Soho loved happily and sweetly, and then the sins of the Xu family were opened, and all happiness ceased to exist.
But he obviously didn't, he and Bai Soho had never been together, and he had worked so hard. can only drive Wei Peng's scum away from Bai Suho. Then he directed and acted in a car accident.
Then, and then he woke up inexplicably, with more unbelievable memories.
It can't be said to be incredible, because he thinks about it. It was indeed something he had experienced. Every minute and every second.
What the hell is going on?
And. Xiaohe, who had just run out, said the dream in the extra memory, which matched his original memory well. Could it be that she also has two memories?
Or is this what it is called, rebirth?
Xu Jun jumped up from the bed all of a sudden.
Rebirth?! Rebirth!
Does this mean that he is dead, and that his whole life has been repeated?
Could it be that Xiaohe was reborn at the age of sixteen, and he has not been reborn until now?
But how could Xiaohe be reborn, she, she also died?
No, he didn't believe it, he wanted to ask her personally!
Xu Jun pulled out the needle in his hand again and rushed out.
The little nurse's shouting came from the corridor again, but nothing stopped Xu Jun's footsteps towards the Tianyuan Hotel.
Xu Jun stood at the bottom of the towering tower of Tianyuan Hotel, and Bai Soho's phone number automatically popped up in his mind.
He took out his mobile phone and dialed it, but no one answered.
He called five times, but no one answered.
He remembered that his car was still here, and he didn't bother to think about why Bai Soho appeared at the Tianyuan Hotel, turned around and got into the car, and went straight to the place where Bai Soho was renting.
At first, he felt a little unfamiliar about driving on the wide road, but soon the route to Bai Soho's residence automatically came to his mind.
The road he had walked an unknown number of times, as clear as promised, made him frightened, dispelled the last trace of luck, and realized that these were not dreams, but living realities.
Bai Suho nestled in the sofa, looking at the empty room, feeling lonely and sad.
Ge Yu had already found a job and started working overtime from 9 to 5 from time to time, and when she returned here, she felt lonely and happy at the same time.
She didn't have to worry about Ge Yu seeing her embarrassed appearance for the first time, and naturally she didn't have to think of excuses to hide her biggest secret.
But she will soon be gone, she will leave the city that has hurt her two lives, and leave this warm and hearty girl. In the future, Ge Yu, staying alone in this empty house, will she be so lonely, will she resent her for not counting and not keeping her promises?
The sadness that haunted her all the time became more and more intense at this moment.
She thought she was a fool in her previous life, but it turned out that she was not only ah, but she was also a fool in this life.
She lived such a bleak life in her last life, died inexplicably, and she has been guilty in this life, trying hard to chase Xu Jun's love, but in the end, she got such a truth, what a cruel truth.
Whether it is in the previous life or in this life, Xu Jun's love, maybe she has never gotten it.
The phone kept ringing, and she picked it up and looked at it before turning it off.
She didn't want to see Xu Jun, she didn't want to talk to him, and she didn't want to face herself who was so stupid.
She never wanted it again, and let anyone have any chance to hurt herself.
That's what she thought when she stopped crying from Old Man Bai's arms and looked up.
So she refused to be retained by Old Man Bai and Lin Hai, insisted on avoiding their inquiring eyes, and returned to the home where she and Ge Yu shared.
She had to think about how to tell Ge Yu.
After Bai Suho left, Old Man Bai and Lin Hai felt relieved in their hearts at the same time. Now that Bai Suhe has decided to go back to Linhai with them, there is no need to delay Xu Hengzhi's execution.
After Qin Ziliang returned to the case, the case was already a certainty, and Xu Hengzhi's death sentence had not been changed, and they could take Bai Suhe away one day earlier. Just leave a day early.
Lin Hai dialed the phone number of the case-handling staff, changed his previous laissez-faire attitude towards the progress of the case, and soon got a promise that a verdict would be made as soon as possible.
After Xu Jun passed out in a coma, it was the security guard of the hotel who single-handedly helped Bai Suhe send people to the hospital, so Lin Hai knew very clearly who provoked Bai Suho, but he didn't ask what Xu Jun said to Bai Suho. The only thing he can be sure of is that Xu Jun must be stupid again, and such a thing is simply an unexpected surprise for him.
He didn't like Xu Hengzhi's death, and Xu Jun became a dead knot in Bai Suhe's heart from then on. It's good now. Xu Jun made stupid mistakes and repeatedly provoked Bai Suho, who can blame him?
Xu Jun galloped all the way, and the chaotic and complicated memories in his mind became clearer and clearer, those angers that he couldn't experience at first. Sadness. Gradually, it returned to him.
He knew that his body was warm. It's all true.
It is precisely because it is true that it seems even more sad.
He didn't want to die, he didn't want to come to this inexplicable point in time. Obviously, as long as he doesn't die, he can achieve what he wants!
And how bad is this inexplicably extra life!
Although he and Bai Soho have spent a sweet time in this life, but in the future, there will be no more future! What else can be done to remedy such a situation that cannot be reconciled at all?
Stupid, why is he so stupid in this life!
Those memories were churning in his mind, and he really couldn't figure out how he could be so stupid in this extra life that he could let Bai Suho discover the truth of the matter!
Just as he cursed, a voice appeared in his head out of thin air.
"Aren't you stupid? You're an idiot! ”
Xu Jun stepped on the brakes and looked around.
"Who?"
There was no one in the car except himself, and the small space made him feel extremely empty at this time.
"Who's talking!"
Xu Jun hammered the steering wheel hard, and his face turned pale. He doesn't believe in ghosts and gods, but at this moment, he feels a chill in his back, it's really a ghost!
At this time, the voice sounded clearly in his heart: "I am you, you occupy my body like this, and you are still scolding me for being stupid, hehe, how come you don't know how stupid you are?" ”
Xu Jun was stunned, myself, which one?
He shuddered, and looked down at the place of his heart.
That voice was clearly his voice!
"I'm not as smart as you, it's not like you can hide it from Xiaohe for a lifetime, even though I have only had love with her for a few years, I don't regret it, at least I once had ......"
His own voice was full of nostalgia.
"I really loved her, I was holding a fake ring, she was willing to agree to my proposal, I had nothing, she didn't care at all, if it wasn't for the hatred of the wrong, she and I would be happy for a lifetime......"
"But what about you? What do you see? Cowardly and incompetent, you didn't even dare to hold her hand openly until you died, what are you still delusional about for a lifetime, if you really can be with her, why do you suddenly come to occupy my body now! ”
The voice that exudes warmth because of nostalgia suddenly becomes angry!
"Get out of here, get out of here, you idiot! Why did you tell her everything you damned in that life, I now know that she was born again, she loved me, but you idiot, you told her everything, I will not have a place in her heart, why should you tell her! ”
Xu Jun instantly felt a sharp pain in his brain, as if there were two forces in his body tearing him, almost tearing him apart!
He was lying on the steering wheel gasping for air, and his eyes couldn't open because of the sharp pain!
He gasped a few times and roared in a low voice: "No, I will never let it to you, I am coming, I will reverse all this, since you have made it like this, you are not worthy of dominating this body!" This is my body, and I am his master! ”
He's definitely not going to roll!
Only then did he suddenly realize that this was Xu Jun in this life, he was not just a memory, he had not even lost his consciousness!
But the voice was even stronger: "Whatever you can reverse, you can't change!" Whether she knows it or not, it's all there, and no one can change it, but what about you, you told everything, and her love for me is gone, gone! ”
Xu Jun's heart was cold, it seemed that not only did he see the memories of this life, but this consciousness that refused to dissipate also saw all his memories!
But so what, even if he inadvertently leaked his mouth, it would not be his turn to make a mess of all this to dominate everything in the future!
Xu Jun endured the sharp pain in his brain that was about to explode, his eyes widened, he looked at the nothingness in front of him, gritted his teeth and retorted: "If you say that you are stupid, you are stupid, what if you don't have it, I haven't held her hand until I die, as long as I think of a way, I will always keep her by my side, what if I don't love it!" ”
The voice that came out of thin air suddenly stopped moving.
Xu Jun finally got a chance to breathe, he straightened up, leaned back weakly on the back of the chair with his forehead, and the beads of sweat on his forehead trickled down.
He felt so tired, as if he had really fought a vicious battle with someone else.
The voice stopped talking, it had nothing to say, right?
His mind finally relaxed for a moment, and the whole person relaxed.
But the moment he closed his eyes, he suddenly felt a pain in his heart, and he subconsciously reached out to cover it, but found that his arm couldn't be lifted!
When he opened his eyes, it was pitch black!
His hands, his feet, nothing could be felt, nothing was left!
"You, isn't it you!"
It must be the consciousness that refuses to dissipate, it must be him, damn it!
He deliberately showed weakness like this, taking advantage of the danger of others!
With his rage, he heard his own disdainful snort.
"Hmph, so I overestimated you...... Why can I regain control of this body because you have one less thing than I do...... You don't have a heart. You don't have a heart at all, you don't love her at all, no wonder you don't care so much! ”
"You're not afraid of being known by her, you don't think what will happen to her if she knows about the good things you do, it turns out that it's because you don't really love her, so you don't care at all!"
"In that case, then you can get out of here! This is my life with her, and the life of you and hers is over from the moment you die, and you don't want to be entangled anymore! ”
Xu Jun raised his head again, and his eyes were no longer irritable and restless, but clear.
In the past and present life, the old grudge is clear, the blame is only blame, I have never been decisive enough, so I have repeatedly let the two of them struggle in this unwashable quagmire!
Xu Jun, who was suppressed, was going crazy!
Does he have no heart? Doesn't he love White Soho? How could it be, how could he not have a heart for Bai Soho!
This time, without him shouting, the consciousness that refused to dissipate had already penetrated his thoughts.
There is no way, two consciousnesses, to put it mildly, are still one person. I know what you want, and I can't hide anything from you at all.
So Xu Jun looked at the flowing clouds outside the car window and said in a mocking tone.
"Do you have a heart? Have you ever loved? Amusing! You love only yourself! (To be continued.) )