Chapter 245: You Are You, I Am Me

"Have you ever seen anyone who would play one scene after another in front of someone they truly love! I have regretted what I once did to her, and then I hid it from her, I am also full of guilt, only you, not only acting in front of her, so that she will not be at peace when she dies, there is no guilt at all, and I don't care about her feelings at all, so you, Xu Jun, are you also worthy of love? Are you worthy? ”

He said his name coldly, scolded his other self, and his heart ached.

Is this the reason why Xiaohe suddenly worked hard to become strong and brave that year? Is this why she was so afraid of losing him and endured Li Yue's humiliation again and again?

In the end, she was finally disappointed, desperate, and unbearable, so that she would no longer give any more disdain to him.

Speaking of which, he was sorry for her in his previous life.

The reborn who hid in the darkness was so angry that he jumped to his feet, but found that no matter how hard he tried, he couldn't break through the darkness around him, and he couldn't move, and he was imprisoned here!

"Don't toss, you don't have a heart, just stay honest, thank you for coming to solve my doubts, but you don't want to see the light of day again. You lied to her, you hurt her, and that's the price you pay! ”

He finally knew what he had done wrong.

I didn't cherish it when I should cherish it, and I didn't let go decisively when I should have let go, which made this life so bad. In this case, let him get the punishment he deserves, and this self who hurt her in her previous life, she doesn't want to get close to her again!

"You madman, you psychotic, don't you want to get near her again, don't you want to end up getting her. Have you been with her all the time? You and I are one and the same, who are you pretending to be high like this! ”

There was an angry roar in his head, but Xu Jun was not moved at all.

Without comparison, there is no difference, and without difference, you don't know how far you have deviated.

Now that he sees the difference and is completely sober, he doesn't want to bring her endless harm like he did in his previous life.

He had ever received the most sincere and brave love from that girl, and he would no longer have the luxury of hoping for a future that he could not get at all.

He won't regret it anymore.

He turned a corner and stepped on the gas. Running towards his dwellings. Let this new soul cry out in the darkness unwillingly.

When Ge Yu dragged his heavy steps to push the door open, he didn't even want to look up to face the black living room.

Once upon a time, when Bai Soho was there, she came back here and felt the loneliness of being in a foreign land. At least there's Bai Soho here to accompany her. But now Bai Soho has gone to accompany her grandfather. She commuted to and from work with no one with her anymore, and when she came back, she was still alone.

It is said that humans are social animals, and this is really true.

But when Ge Yu walked into the living room. After throwing off the high heels on his feet, he found that he had not pressed the light in the hallway, but the room was full of light.

"White Soho!"

She quickly realized that she was not dreaming, and shouted in surprise, and threw herself at the girl who was standing at the kitchen door looking at her with a smile.

"Xiaobai, do you still know to come back? Is your grandpa alright? When will he leave, you will have to go to his side again when he leaves, right? ”

A series of questions accompanied by Ge Yu's laughter enthusiastically surrounded Bai Suho, but Bai Suho was speechless.

How can you tell such a happy Ge Yu about her imminent departure?

Bai Suhe pulled away Ge Yu, who was strangling her neck like a child, and then regained her composure: "Ge Yu, eat first, let's talk slowly after eating!" ”

Ge Yu had already smelled the fragrance of the food at home, Bai Suho didn't say anything else, the cooking skills were still good, she threw a cheer to the coffee table where the meal had already been arranged, and she didn't even have time to wash her hands before she started eating.

"Xiaobai, your cooking is so delicious, you don't know, you're not at home, I don't live a human life, every day is instant noodles and instant noodles! Tell me, we are all people, why is there such a big difference, why do I cook so badly......"

Ge Yu gulped down without a ladylike image while shouting indistinctly.

Such a beautiful beauty, how can this food look so miserable...... A smile couldn't help but appear on Bai Soho's face.

But the smile was only fleeting.

What is the skill of cooking, not to mention the difficult life in the Xu family in the previous life, just the three years of serving Wei Peng's parents are enough to train her into half a chef.

Perhaps, in addition to finding Lin Le, she can also leave the imprint of her previous life that this city has brought to her all the time.

Let's let Ge Yu finish this meal well, she swallowed what she wanted to say back into her stomach, and responded with a smile: "You can't stop your mouth when you eat, it's delicious, be careful of choking!" ”

Ge Yu's bright eyes were full of happy smiles, and he nodded and ate fiercely.

Look, without Lu Zhongqi, she would live a better life and live a happier life.

When Ge Yu filled his stomach like a whirlwind, he found that Bai Suhe hadn't moved his chopsticks much.

Ge Yu embarrassedly picked up a tissue to wipe his mouth.

"Xiaobai, I, am I eating too much?"

She usually doesn't eat such a large amount of food, but this time she must have not eaten Xiaobai's cooking for too long, so she almost ate a few dishes made by Bai Soho like a rice bucket.

Bai Soho shook his head, silently put away the dishes and chopsticks, and took them to the kitchen to wash.

Ge Yu's stomach was satisfied by the instant noodles, and she realized that there was no happy look on Bai Suho's face.

"Xiaobai, why are you unhappy?"

Ge Yu knew that Bai Suho's recent encounters were more and more excessive, but this was not enough to make Bai Suhe unhappy all the time, and there was no trace of a smile, this is not Bai Suho's style!

Bai Suhe didn't speak, only the sound of rushing water made Ge Yu even more disturbed.

Ge Yu intuitively felt that Bai Suhe had something in his heart, and it was not small.

She didn't have the patience to guess, so she rushed to the kitchen and snatched the bowl from Bai Soho's hand.

"Xiaobai, you speak. What the hell is wrong with you? ”

Bai Suhe raised her head, and the doubts in Ge Yu's eyes were like a needle, piercing into her heart, and it hurt very closely, making her feel that she couldn't say anything when she said it, but when could she hide it?

Bai Suhe took a deep breath and made up his mind: "Ge Yu, I'm leaving." ”

"What did you say?"

Ge Yu narrowed his eyes, wondering if there was something wrong with his ears.

"I mean, I'm leaving. I'm going back to Linhai with my grandfather. She repeated it as quietly as she could.

Ge Yu held the bowl in his hand. Frozen in place.

Bai Suhe couldn't wait for Ge Yu to speak, and felt more and more worried, and instantly felt that he had become a sinner waiting for the verdict, and lowered his head and didn't dare to look at Ge Yu's eyes.

There was silence for a long time. Ge Yucai swept the bowl in his hand. laughed casually: "Xiaobai, are you kidding?" What the hell is wrong with you? ”

"Is it that I usually let you cook and wash dishes, you are angry with me, I will definitely change it in the future. Let's not make jokes like that, okay? ”

Bai Soho didn't speak.

Ge Yu pressed step by step: "You speak, where did I make you angry, you speak!" ”

Bai Suhe raised his head and looked at Ge Yu with endless guilt in his eyes: "I'm sorry Ge Yu, I'm really leaving, you know that my grandfather is old, and I'm such a relative......"

The next moment, Ge Yu raised his hand, and a crisp cracking sound exploded at Bai Soho's feet.

"Ahh

Bai Suho subconsciously covered his ears and jumped to the side.

Along with the broken bowls and slag on the floor, it was Ge Yu's anger that came to his face.

"White Soho, you liar! Do you believe what you said? What did you tell me that day, you said you weren't leaving! Have you forgotten what you said? ”

Ge Yu only felt aggrieved, angry, and sad.

She was deceived.

I was deceived by Bai Soho's best friend.

The happiness that was still haunting her just now has become a great irony!

Bai Soho looked down at the broken porcelain pieces scattered on the floor, lowered his eyebrows and did not speak.

Ge Yu smashed the bowl in her hand, and the anger in her heart was vented, especially the moment she saw Bai Suhe being frightened and dodging, a trace of regret also surged up in her heart, but this regret was quickly drowned out by these sadness and grievances in her heart.

Liars, all liars!

Ge Yu stomped his feet, turned around and went back to his bedroom with the wind, and slammed the door shut.

The air was silent for a moment, and intermittent cries came from Ge Yu's room.

The sound insulation effect of the room door of this rental house is basically zero, and the sound of Ge Yu crying and scolding is clear in his ears.

"White Soho, you liar...... Whining...... You just want to go back and be your big lady...... You go, I'm not in your way...... Swindler...... Woowoo woo ......"

Bai Suhe stood in the messy kitchen, never making a sound, and did not comfort Ge Yu, and finally just sighed lightly and silently took a broom to clean up the debris of this place.

What else could she say? She did lose her trust in Ge Yu.

Since they met, Ge Yu had never lost such a temper. Ge Yu, who has always been a goddess of coldness, smashed dishes and bowls like an angry child at this time, which shows that the anger in her heart is really at its peak.

She didn't want to leave this friend, but she couldn't stay in the city like this anymore. She no longer wants to be led by the nose by fate.

Someday, she'll be back.

Bai Soho sniffed and wiped a line of tears from the corners of his eyes.

It was late at night, and Bai Soho hadn't slept yet, she had been listening to the movement next door with her ears pricked up.

Ge Yu cried and scolded, and now his voice finally gradually lowered, probably asleep.

She breathed a sigh of relief and turned over, her slightly red and swollen eyes opened wide in the dark night, and she couldn't close them.

She was still thinking about what Xu Jun said.

When she heard Xu Jun tell all the truth about her previous life so easily, and untied all the dead knots in her heart so easily, she only cared about shock and sadness, and she didn't think at all why Xu Jun would suddenly say such a thing.

Now that I think about it, Xu Jun is also reborn, right?

Could it be that God is so merciful that the dead can be reborn at every turn? She thought it was incredible.

If Xu Jun hadn't said those words to her, how happy and grateful she would have been to learn that Xu Jun had been reborn, but Xu Jun had said the truth that she had never thought of like that, and there was only despair left in her heart.

The love she thought she thought she was dying for her was a joke from beginning to end!

How will she face Xu Jun like that?

How is she going to face all this?

When Bai Suhe thought of Xu Jun, Xu Jun was still thinking about her in his heart.

When Xu Jun returned home, he saw Xu Baoting obediently holding a hairy bear watching TV at home, so he had to cheer up and roll up his sleeves and go to the kitchen to cook.

Now that he finally has no love, he has a new sustenance.

He also has a sister who needs to be raised by him, the only one who is really dependent on him.

Xu Baoting obediently ran over and hugged him, not noisy or noisy, quietly watching him wash rice and vegetables, doing what should have been her parents.

This is her brother, the family affection she has always dreamed of.

Xu Jun was cooking, and as soon as he raised his eyes, he saw the little girl's focused eyes.

He smiled gently: "Baby, are you hungry?" Soon fine. ”

He thought about it and added a few more words: "By the way, I'll help you find a kindergarten tomorrow, the baby is almost four years old and needs to go to kindergarten." ”

Xu Baoting did not nod or shake her head, noncommittal. Xu Jun lowered her head and smiled, maybe she didn't understand.

In fact, Xu Baoting really doesn't care.

She's not actually a three-year-old, and she's not going to starve to death when she's home alone.

The experience of going to kindergarten in her previous life was really not a good memory for her, who was just an illegitimate daughter at the time.

And now, she just wants to be a child purely and enjoy the care and protection of her brother, as for kindergarten or something, she is really not interested.

But if Xu Jun insisted, she would have to go to school.

She must not let Xu Jun find out that she is a wrong child.

Xu Baoting turned around and went to the living room to continue watching TV, and another voice in Xu Jun's body began to stir again.

"Are you stupid, how did you get her back? I didn't even know she existed? ”

Xu Jun turned on the fire, adjusted the fire, washed his hands, and the corners of his mouth curled with disdain.

He didn't speak, but his thoughts were clear to the simmering consciousness.

"I'm different from you, we're one person, but we don't have the same life, you don't interfere in my affairs in the future."

The consciousness trapped in the darkness refused to shut up: "Are you noble? What kind of life are you doing? You've disgraced my face! ”

Xu Jun was unmoved.

The wisp of consciousness that forcibly felt all his perceptions was a little frustrated: "Why are you unwilling to accept me, unwilling to become the same person as me?" We are one, is it interesting for you to compete with me like this? ”

Even if that consciousness had no body and expression, Xu Jun could feel his seductiveness.

He lowered his head and thought for a moment, then shook his head.

"We are different, you are you, I am me." (To be continued.) )