Mei Xueqi glanced at him strangely and said, "Don't you have a time when you can't control yourself?" "The reason why man is the chief of all spirits is because man has reason, and if he can't control his behavior, then he is not worthy of being called a man, so I don't know what she means by saying this. Maybe she doesn't expect us to understand that the shadow that has accumulated in her heart over the years has caused her to be so distorted and perverted now, I have always thought that there is no love for no reason and no hate for no reason. Nor will the behavior be gratuitous.

Thirty years ago, Mei Xueqi was still an innocent and lovely child, her family was happy and happy, her strict father and mother were there, she was born smart and studied very well, if she kept going on like this, she would be like all ordinary girls, go to school smoothly, find a job, maybe fall in love, find a boyfriend, and have another child. This life has been busy and steady, and it has passed like this.

But fate is always unexpected, and no one would have thought that on her 6th birthday, it would be one of the most important turning points in her life. The usually harmonious home, suddenly broke out into a fierce war. ruined her originally happy family and ruined her life.

The weather was very good that day, and her father Meichen promised to buy her a birthday cake, which she had been looking forward to for a long time, because the family's economic conditions were not very good, and she was also very sensible, and she usually didn't mention that although she liked sweets very much, how could she not see that the child was eager for adults? No matter how poor you are, you can't be poor in education, and no matter how hard you can't be miserable for children, Mei Chen has always thought so. He took Mei Xueqi to buy a cake. Mei Xueqi was very happy, because this is what she has always wanted to eat, the child's world is always so innocent and simple, just when she happily picked up the cake, she didn't see it at all, her father's face became ugly, he hadn't spoken for a long time, his eyes were looking straight in one direction, his fists were clenched tightly, it was obvious that he was suppressing his anger.

On the way back, Mei Xueqi felt it in hindsight. My father was a little unhappy. But he didn't think much about it, after all, he was a child, and she was full of anxiety, thinking that she had spent money to buy a cake. That's why my father was unhappy...... She was reluctant to make a delicious cake. I was afraid that my father would be unhappy. Along the way, she returned home in silence, this kind of thing made her feel depressed, and she finally couldn't stand it. Proposed to return the cake, she was full of grievances, not eating the cake can always make her father happy, although she does want to eat and want to eat, but her appetite is not as important as her father's happiness, she just doesn't want her father to ignore herself, she is very scared, but her father just glanced at her, and went straight back to the bedroom. She can't forget that kind of look to this day, she couldn't understand that complicated feeling at that time, she just felt infinitely wronged, other people's children have cakes to eat, and her own family is poor, she doesn't have to eat, but she wants to eat a little on her birthday, and she obviously promised to be good, why is she unhappy? Still ignoring yourself? Mei Xueqi couldn't figure it out, so she shrunk into the quilt and cried aggrievedly, and even threw the long-awaited cake on the table without moving.

Crying and crying, she was tired, and when she was tired, she naturally fell asleep.

She was woken up, there was a sound of smashing things outside the bedroom, and the sound of quarrels, she was frightened, because since she can remember, she has never seen her parents quarrel like this, let alone smash things, she feels that her parents' feelings have always been very good, because they have never quarreled, her father dotes on her mother very much, and she has always asked for something, and her mother is also very polite to her father, and she has never been the same as Aunt Wang's house next door, she can often hear Aunt Wang pinching her throat and getting angry at Uncle Wang.

She didn't expect that her parents would quarrel at all? And it was so noisy, she was scared and helpless, there was a feeling that the sky was about to fall, she secretly opened the bedroom door a crack, and saw that the living room was as messy as a crime scene, the table was overturned, the chair legs were also broken, the glass was full of fragments, the screen of the small black and white TV was also torn apart, all kinds of small things were thrown everywhere, and the cake that was bought back in the afternoon was also smashed into a mess, as if it had been robbed alive, her whole heart was panicked and confusedI really don't know what to do.

The sound of the parents' quarrel came from their bedroom, but Mei Xueqi couldn't hear it clearly, it seemed that they deliberately lowered the voice, she was scared and worried, so she planned to go to see it secretly, but the door of their room was closed, and she didn't dare to go to the bedroom door to eavesdrop, so she sneaked out of the house, planning to go around the window at the back of the house to peek and eavesdrop.

The sky has darkened, it looks like it's going to rain, but the time is not very late, just around three o'clock in the afternoon, at this time there is no one in the compound, the neighbors have gone out to work, or to work in the factory, or to set up stalls to sell things, the children are also in school and have not come home, so only their family is still in this courtyard, because today is her birthday, she usually performs very well in her studies, so her father Meichen specially went to school to ask her for an afternoon off.

She secretly went around to the window outside her parents' bedroom, squatted under the window and eavesdropped, but found that the two people who were originally very moving were not moving anymore, and then suddenly a lightning bolt split through the sky, and a muffled thunder sounded, and the sky became even darker, and there was not even a light in the bedroom, she was scared and worried, what does it mean that there is no movement? couldn't help but show half of his forehead, leaning through the window to look in, but only saw the collision of two flesh and body, the mother was naked and naked under her clothes, with a painful and desperate expression, and her two hands were countered by her father behind her, struggling to bear the impact from behind.

Tears oozed from the corners of her eyes, moaning and moaning in pain, her father's face was hideous, constantly banging, and he scolded in a low voice: "You are a cheap, goods, you are not happy to be good to you, you like to be forced, right?" ”

"You let go of me!" The mother pleaded weakly: "You promised me that you would not force me, how can you not talk without words?" ”

Hearing this, the father became even angrier and moved more violently, and sneered: "Am I not good enough for you? After so many years, even the child was born, and you still told me not to force you? I thought you were cold, but I didn't expect ............" He snorted in disgust and said, "It's really cheap enough!" (To be continued.) )