She cried, struggled, and said intermittently, "Is it wrong that I just pursue my own love?" ”

Mei Chen was even more furious when he heard this, the hand that restrained her arms suddenly increased his strength, turned her over, and actually strangled her neck, Tao Xin had tears in his eyes, his face was flushed, and he looked at him with a hideous twist in horror, his body trembled involuntarily, and he squeezed out a few words with difficulty: "You...... Crazy, let it go...... Open me! ”

Mei Chen's eyes were crimson, containing a violent storm, and he squeezed out a few words from between his teeth: "I'm crazy, and you forced it!" As he spoke, he couldn't help but exert more force in his hands.

The snow-white but reddened face, the whites of the eyes kept turning up, the mouth was open and he wanted to breathe, the body was fiercely pricked, the blood was snaking down the root of the thigh, and the white legs were kicking desperately, like a fish that was about to suffocate out of the water.

Outside the window, the sky was thundering, the rain was pouring down, the blood was shocking, and the twisted and hideous faces were like devils, constantly opening and closing. All of this was reflected in Mei Xueqi's young heart, except for the sound of rain, wind and thunder, she couldn't hear anything clearly, he could only see that his father was like a different person, abusing his mother.

The mother gradually became unable to struggle, and the blood flowed on the ground in a puddle, reflecting the red coat thrown on the ground. Mei Xueqi cried and screamed, slamming on the glass window. The father seemed to finally notice that something was wrong, and when he saw the puddle of blood on the ground, he panicked and removed his hands from his mother's neck. He looked at his hands in disbelief, as if he didn't believe he had done such a thing. He shook her shoulders desperately and called, but her mother was unconscious, and beneath her was a pool of blood like a flower on the other side, and her long black hair was scattered in the blood.

Mei Xueqi's mind went blank and fainted in the torrential rain. When she woke up, it was not her parents who were waiting for her, but Aunt Wang next door, although she was still young, she understood everything she should understand. From Aunt Wang's regretful tone. She knew she had lost a younger brother. Although he didn't know what was going on, it left a heavy shadow in his young mind.

Since that day, who hasn't mentioned that incident again, but this home. There's no going back to the way things were. The father's temper became very short-tempered. And he fell in love with drinking, often getting angry at little things, and his mother was always beaten. Drunk people are always not light or heavy, her mother has been in the hospital many times, even Mei Xueqi has eaten her father's head several times, and when she was about to be beaten several times, it was her mother who hugged her in her arms, and used her weak body to bear the anger from her father. The beatings again and again gradually wore out her feelings for her father, and replaced them with resentment, especially when her mother was almost beaten to death, and finally she couldn't bear to file for divorce, but her father didn't agree anyway.

This marital tug-of-war lasted for a year and a half, and my father didn't know why, so he finally agreed, but the condition was that Mei Xueqi must follow him, Mei Xueqi wanted to follow her mother, but things were not transferred by her will, she was still given to her father, she was not without resentment towards her mother, but more about her father, if it wasn't for her father, how could her mother leave her alone?

This resentment reached its extreme when she was ridiculed more than once by her friends for being a motherless child, children are the most innocent, but also the most cruel, they don't know that a word they say unintentionally often hurts others. In Mei Xueqi's young heart, the most important thing is undoubtedly her mother, how could she allow someone to talk about her, so he quarreled with his friends, and fought with them when he quarreled, and so on again and again. But every time after the incident, he would be escorted by his father to apologize to the parents of other friends.

Mei Xueqi was angry and disappointed, but she still couldn't help it, her arms couldn't twist her thighs after all, after being beaten by her father again and again, she gave in, but the hatred for her father in her heart added another layer, if it wasn't for him, beat her mother, how could she be ridiculed by others now, if others didn't laugh at her, then how could she fight with them, so all of this, in the final analysis, is all because of him, he now has the face to let her apologize to them, Mei Xueqi feels ridiculous.

In order not to be beaten, Mei Xueqi gradually became docile, did not refute her father's words, nor did she resist any of his actions, but just spent all her energy on studying, her mother hoped that she was a child with good grades, and she also knew that only if she studied well and had good grades, she would be admitted to college in the future, so that he would have enough capital to leave this family, this man! Then she will be able to go to her mother.

Only in the dead of night, he will secretly hide in the quilt and cry silently, missing his mother, missing his family, she doesn't know why it became like this, then there is no point in pursuing it now, how much I hope everything can go back to the past, back to before she was six years old, when the family was harmonious and beautiful, and not like now, the departure is gone, all that remains is resentment, this family has long been dispersed, she is no longer in love, ridicule and rejection from her peers, so that she gradually became gloomy and withdrawn, But even so, he would rather stay in school, find a corner to study silently, and miss silently.

It wasn't until she was admitted to junior high school that her calm heart lake like the Dead Sea made waves, because junior high school was a boarding system, and she couldn't wait to go through the accommodation procedures and escape from the suffocating home, which brought her pain and shadows. She was relieved to escape from that place, and planned to devote all her energy to studying, as for the creature of friends, did she need it?

But what she never expected was that after escaping from that hell, she would come to heaven, which of course she thought she had. She met a person, who was gentle, kind and beautiful, and the only fly in the ointment was that her grades were not good enough. But this is not a fatal shortcoming for Mei Xueqi, because she is like, like the mother who left her, she can't help but pay attention to her, the more she pays attention to her, the more she likes her, she has never seen it with colored eyes, but no one knows the situation in his family, she thinks that she is showing kindness to her, so her heart door quietly opened a crack and accepted her arrival. (To be continued.) )