Xie Fanyan was speechless for a while, and he really couldn't find an excuse to refuse, but this was clear, it was clearly a very awkward thing, awkward, and embarrassing.

Chen Jinyu looked at Xie Fanyan and hesitated, and there was a moment of clarity in her eyes, "It seems that Mrs. has forgotten how to serve her husband, it doesn't matter, she doesn't mind teaching her husband well." ”

After that, the steel-like hand tightly wrapped around Xie Fanyan's wrist, bypassed the screen, pulled through the bead curtain, and threw Xie Fanyan on the bed like a chicken.

His hands are broad and powerful, with thin calluses in the palms.

Her hands were delicate and smooth, and her palms were wet with sweat.

Holding her wrist, his heart trembled slightly, such a thin wrist seemed to break as soon as it was broken, but the strength of his hand was not loose.

Caught by his hand, her heart swelled with indescribable panic, she couldn't break free, she just wanted to escape.

"Chen Jinyu, you're crazy!" Xie Fanyan hurriedly wanted to sit up and stand up, but Chen Jinyu stretched out one leg, pressed Xie Fanyan's body with his knees, and locked Xie Fanyan's struggling hands tightly with one hand with both hands.

"I warned you before, let you do your duty and be your young lady well, but it's a pity that you have no talent and fame and beauty in vain, but you don't even know the basic etiquette, righteousness and shame!" Chen Jinyu's voice was as cold as ice. "Originally, I thought that if you had to leave the palace, I would use a letter of resignation to fulfill you, but now I have changed my mind."

"Since you don't know the shame first, why should I go to the beauty of adulthood, love and disturb yourself, love but can't, this is my punishment for you, in this life, you are the young lady of this palace, and even the lady, don't want to leave! And what you said about dignity, have the ability, you go and get it yourself, don't want me to give it again! As for pampering, you don't even think about it. Don't look so frightened, you think I want to touch you? You don't deserve to be touched by me! ”

Xie Fanyan listened to Chen Jinyu's words, and gradually gave up struggling, a coolness slowly spread to his heart, and then there was a burst of pain in his chest, Xie Fanyan gritted his teeth, this man, he actually hurt his sister's heart like this!

That wisp of remnant soul and shallow consciousness are all traces of my sister's existence! That's my sister!

Chen Jinyu said these words, it felt so painful, my sister saw Chen Jinyu accept Qiu Liyue with her own eyes that day, saw Chen Jinyu's love for Qiu Liyue in every way, and saw Chen Jinyu move out and move into Yuehuaju, how did my sister feel at that time?

But this kind of pain is hidden so deeply, and it is so pressed.

I don't even know about Lipopoly.

If she hadn't discovered the painting, if it weren't for the consciousness in this body that didn't belong to her, she wouldn't have known it.

Sister......

Xie Fanyan looked at the man in front of him, his angular and handsome face like a knife was carved like a knife, and there were only four words left in Xie Fanyan's eyes.

"Get out, get out, Chen Jinyu, get out!" There was a real burst of hatred in his heart, Xie Fanyan tried hard to push away the man in front of him, "Yes, I'm not worthy, then you go to find someone who is worthy, I'm just here to watch, I'm not leaving, why should I go, I'll just watch you grow old with Qiu Liyue, and love this life!" You are unlucky, and you will give up in chaos! I'll see how many people end up with you, and I'll see if God will be blind all the time! ”

Chen Jinyu's heart suddenly twitched when she heard the words "white-headed and old", once upon a time, I forgot when it was, she married him for the first time, her eyebrows were docile and her eyebrows were gentle, he grabbed her hand, held the pen, and slowly wrote down the words "and white-headed" on the paper one by one, at that time, she looked at herself in her eyes, and she was clearly affectionate.

He doesn't want to follow in the footsteps of his father and mother, and he doesn't want a loveless marriage.

Among the many pictures his mother chose for him, he chose her.

He also secretly swore that he would be good to her and would do his best to love her.

Thankfully, it's not that hard.

She is sensible and generous, and gentle and petty, with a slight makeup, bright and glamorous, and she knows everything about piano, chess, calligraphy and painting.

It completely coincides with all the ideas he had for his wife.

He was good to her and spoiled her, and at that time, everyone knew everything from the capital to the palace.

He did willingly.

just guessed the beginning, not the end, she fits all the ideas she has for his wife in her mind, only one thing goes against it.

Just one point is enough to make all the love of husband and wife come to naught.

That is, she has someone else in mind.

At the beginning, she could hide well and smile softly at herself.

can also play a loving couple with himself.

Until slowly, he deliberately returned home early after official business again and again, wanting to surprise her, but was told that she had something to go out and would not return for half a day.

Slowly, she began to be in a daze at the spring color of the garden, and she would not respond to her own calls a few times.

Slowly, her eyebrows were dyed with light sorrow and tiredness, and she couldn't get rid of it no matter how much she cared for her.

Slowly, slowly......

She no longer acts for herself, she is indifferent and cold is so clear and clear, she will only call herself "Shizi Ye" lightly, and even want to be the master and take a concubine by herself, and even said that it is to open up branches and leaves for herself.

Is she crazy, if the wife doesn't have a son-in-law, how can the concubine be Mr.

Where does this put her and her children in the future?

Later, he learned that she didn't want to give birth to her own children at all, and she still remembered that day, she was waiting in the room, and she came home very late, with a bitter brow on her brows.

The moment he saw himself, his gaze was clearly painful, and then he became cold.

That night, she begged to be reconciled with herself.

It was also that night that he moved to a side room to sleep.

Later, Qiu Liyue entered the mansion, and on the day of the concubine, she did not appear. When he took Qiu Liyue to see her on the second day, he wanted to see a little bit of care from her eyes, but to no avail, in those beautiful eyes like autumn water, there was only a faint smile, for some reason, he could feel that she was a little relaxed and happy, this woman, to another woman of his own, there is no hostility.

Later, he moved out of the garden.

Is it because of drunkenness, all kinds of the past are suddenly vivid again.

Chen Jinyu lowered her head, looking at the person in front of her who had unkempt hair and red swollen eyes, looking at her with hatred, her delicate face was a little hysterical, and a faint exhaustion suddenly welled up in her heart.

Why bother, she just doesn't love him.

Maybe even if it wasn't for the fact that she picked her from the stack of picture scrolls, she might really be able to marry her sweetheart, but the other party is a little violinist, and it is indeed difficult, unless she gives up the name of the concubine of the Xie Mansion.

But in any case, it's better than being miserable with yourself now.

It's better to shatter the dreams that I have woven for many years.

Marriage without love is really ridiculous, I used to look at my mother's tears and my father's sighs, and I vowed that I would never be like this in the future, and I would take good care of my future wife.

But I don't want to, the world is playing, it's really ridiculous.

Thinking of her mother's face now living in a simple house, she is becoming more and more calm, she doesn't want to interfere in everything in the palace, she just lives her own life lightly, and respects her father like a guest.

Is this what she will look like in the future?