Chapter 60: No more
Xie Fanyan looked at Chen Jinyu's eyes, I don't know if it was because of the backlight, it looked like it was dyed a little scarlet.
But fortunately, Chen Jinyu's mood seems to have slowly calmed down.
I desperately told myself in my heart that I wanted to hate this person, but I still couldn't suppress my slight concern.
Xie Fanyan gritted his teeth, but he was helpless.
That's the emotion implanted in this body, and I can't do anything about it.
"That's it, that's it, I'm tired, go to sleep." Chen Jinyu suddenly let out a long sigh, and her drunken eyes were closed slightly, as if she didn't want to open them again.
Trying to hold up his eyes, he squeezed into the bed, his head was heavy under the pillow, his eyes were closed, and he slept in such a kimono.
"Hey, you." Xie Fanyan tried to push him, but to no avail, he sat in the bed by himself, helpless.
I was obviously hateful and angry in my heart, and I obviously wanted to say the most vicious words to drive him away, but when I saw his suddenly tired brows, my chest seemed to be blocked by something, and I couldn't spit out turbidity, and my words were choked in my throat.
He drank wine and went mad today, thinking that the princess had told him something.
But he didn't ask himself a word, and without the slightest trust at all, he convicted himself, smashed the harp, treated him roughly, and said those cruel things.
Sister, it's really not worth it.
But even so, the residual consciousness almost dominated his emotions, making it difficult for him to hate, and he couldn't scold.
Now, quietly guarding him, Xie Fanyan obviously felt that his heart was slightly steady, and there was a faint joy.
But the more this is, the more sad Xie Fanyan's heart becomes, thinking of how painful it must be for her sister to see this person pampering another woman, and moving out of the garden for another woman, but she doesn't even have a person to talk to, and Liby Rongyu, who has been close to her sister since she was a child, doesn't know her sister's heart, who else can tell? And no one to tell, what a kind of loneliness and despair.
And what about yourself, what have you done?
Every time they meet, they will only complain to their sister again and again, saying that Fu Qingtong is not doing all kinds of things, saying that Chen Xuerong is rude and petty to herself, saying that her mother-in-law does not accept her love, not once, even if only once, to ask her sister if she is doing well.
She always thinks that her sister should live well, her status is noble, her brother-in-law is also very good to her sister in front of people, the husband and wife have not accepted a concubine for several years, and her sister often travels like the stars holding the moon, at that time I can't think of anything else that my sister has to worry about?
At that time, when I thought of this, I would even be faintly jealous.
However, it turned out that it was not.
It's fake, it's all fake, and my sister is also like herself, and she is not a person!
However, I faintly felt strange, why was my sister always treating the prince badly in every way, not how the prince was treating my sister? It's as if everything Chen Jinyu does is excusable.
The sister-in-law who grew up together since childhood, and even now they are intimate together in such a strange way, but they find that they have never understood.
hates Chen Jinyu, and hates himself.
Why can't you give my sister a little more care?
Now he is like a thief, stealing his sister's body, stealing his sister's name, telling himself that he is no longer Xie Fanyu, and telling himself that Xie Fanyu is dead.
It would be nice if it was really that Xie Fanyu died, and it would be great if the person who was born at this time was not himself.
Heart, remorse and grief are intertwined.
But there is nothing he can do, he can only live like this.
But a cool feeling slowly floated in my heart, like a hand, soothing my painful feelings.
Xie Fanyan felt it very clearly.
The tears fell one by one, and at this time, she wanted to cry loudly, and shouted "Sister!" Two words.
But no!
I could only whimper and hate.
hates Chen Jinyu, and hates himself.
Tomorrow, I will definitely go to Luoxia Mountain.
Everything about her sister, she doesn't want to miss again!
Don't want to think anymore!
Xie Fanyan thought, cried, and fell asleep in a daze, sitting on the bed with his knees crossed, his head buried between his arms.
When Chen Jinyu woke up on the second day, he saw Xie Fanyan like this, his eyes darkened when he first woke up, and his heart was churning with anger.
Did she sleep like that all night?
Just because she rests in this bed, even if she doesn't do anything, she refuses to pretend to share the same bed again?
His heart was cold, and the corners of his mouth were bitterly smiling.
Remembering everything last night, what was said last night.
I want to imprison her in the palace for the rest of her life.
She will never be happy in her life, thinking of this, the anger in Chen Jinyu's heart rose again, and that anger was faintly mixed with complicated pity, but she didn't realize it.
Such a punishment is deserved for her!
Who doesn't have a past? Who hasn't had the first love when he was young and fell in love with someone?
But Chen Jinyu is more aware of her own responsibilities, as a prince to the palace, as a husband to his wife.
But she is sensible on the surface, but she doesn't understand the word responsibility!
For the sake of his young heart, he secretly promised that he disregarded the courtesy, righteousness, shame, morality and responsibility that a prince and wife should have!
She is not worthy of her love.
Thinking of this, Chen Jinyu's eyes dimmed again, with a little bitterness, if at the beginning, the woman in her memory chose herself, and she married her, maybe everything could be perfect.
Unfortunately, the woman chose someone else, and she was determined to marry a wife she loved, and she also loved someone else.
Chen Jinyu closed her eyes, opened them again, her eyes had withdrawn from Xie Fanyan, she turned over and got off the bed, and never looked back.
When I went out, I saw the two big girls beside Xie Fanyan looking at me with a little joy, and chattered while saluting: "The prince woke up so early?" Have you ever washed? Do you want to go out? The servants have prepared breakfast, and then they will go. ”
"No need, I'll go back to Yuehuaju and wash up and eat."
Fat Rong and Yu looked at each other, all showing puzzled looks, didn't the prince spend the night here, I heard the young lady playing the piano last night, and the two of them were relieved to go to accompany each other, but they saw the prince stop at the door of the lady, and listened to the young lady playing the piano and singing without moving.
Then after a song, the prince immediately entered the house, and in the nervous expectation of the two people, he didn't come out all night.
The two of them cheered all night, and Xue Ru was also called up by the two early in the morning to go to the small kitchen and make a sumptuous breakfast, how could it be like this when they arrived at the door?
Suspiciously, he pushed the door in, entered the inner room, and saw Xie Fanyan's sleeping posture, and both of them were nervous.
Dare to love for one night, nothing happened to the prince and the young lady?
"Young lady, wake up, young lady, don't sleep like this...... "Fat Rong Yu called helplessly.
Fat Yu was okay, but Fat Rong's heart sank, remembering the name that the young lady suddenly called yesterday.
Ge Changkong.
Is it because of him?
The young lady is so stubborn, and she is angry with the prince of the world, is it because of him?