Chapter 119: Torn

Xue Ru followed behind Xie Fanyan, her face was panicked, but her heart was turbulent.

Unexpectedly, the plan that I thought was foolproof actually alarmed the young lady, and the young lady actually solved this matter so easily.

Indeed, this matter is indeed full of loopholes, she relied on Lirong's repeated tolerance of her, and the so-called "people and stolen goods" were enough for the two of them to be driven out of the house without more powerful evidence to prove Xiaoxia and Xiaoqin's innocence.

But I can't stand Xie Fanyan's "I believe".

Naturally, the fat jade will not disobey the young lady.

And the young lady, why is she suddenly biased towards Xiaoxia and Xiaoqin like this?

Xie Fanyan took Xue Ru straight back to the back room and sat on a chair.

Looking at Xue Ru and thinking of many pictures in the past, this girl has always been a big grinning character, she has been lawless since she was a child, and she will support her by relying on herself, but her heart Xie Fanyan still understands, she has no city in her chest, and she never has the intention of harming people, even if she has quarrels with other maids, she will definitely laugh again in a few days.

In comparison, Xue Ying's heart is much more detailed, and she always silently cares for Xue Ru's aftermath, and the two of them are by Xie Fanyan's side, although they can't be as sensible as Lirong Yu, and they are always mentioned, but they get along very easily and happily.

Since when has all this changed?

"Xueru, you kneel." Xie Fanyan lowered his head and lowered his eyes and looked at Xue Ru.

Xue Ru knelt down as she said, her back straight.

Xie Fanyan knew that she was nervous, and Xueru had always had a habit of being nervous. The tighter the strings in her heart, the more stiff her body becomes.

There are some things that don't change.

"Why are you doing this? Xueru, you tell me. Xie Fanyan stared at Xueru.

"What did the young lady say?" Xue Ru suddenly relaxed.

All right. No matter what the young lady is suspecting about herself, she can be punished as she punishes, and for the young lady, let's stop here.

The matter of the young lady Xie Fanyan's "fake pregnancy" will definitely be known to Aunt Qiu Liyue, and at that time, the young lady's fate may be more miserable than that of the third grandmother.

It's time to go back to the Liang Guo Mansion. There are still people who really hurt the third grandmother, and it seems that they are still not suitable for using their brains and playing tricks. And for those people, maybe it can be more direct.

It's a big deal, just like the third grandmother, that life will stay in the Liangguo Mansion.

In an instant, Xueru's mind turned a thousand times and she made up her mind.

"What do you say? I ask you. You didn't mean to. I used to be smart, but why do you make mistakes so often when there are so many people? Did you make a mistake on purpose, because you knew that Lipo Rong Yu would be tolerant of you? ”

"I will definitely be tolerant of you, so that Fat Rong Yu will provoke everyone's criticism?"

"You are originally cheerful and easy-going, why do you not handle interpersonal relationships well, do you deliberately let the people of the Yuan hate you and hate you, so you got the privilege from Liby Yu. On the contrary, it will make everyone hate fat and jade? So that they have no place to stand? ”

"Are you doing it on purpose, are you deliberately harming the fat and the jade? Let them lose the favor and trust of others? ”

"Deliberately framed Xiaoqin Xiaoxia and pushed Fat Rong to the forefront again?"

"Why on earth are you? Xueru, Fat Rong is benevolent to you, why do you want to be so pressed? ”

"Now that the young lady knows, why don't you drive the maid out of the house, and give the maid another chance." Xue Ru didn't argue, Mu Ran spoke.

It turned out that I had done it so obviously, and I thought that I would definitely be able to ...... this time

Use your own strength to breathe a sigh for the third grandmother.

Fortunately, there is Qiu Liyue's side.

She won't let herself down.

"Kick you out, drive you out, where are you going? Even if I really want to kick you out, I still have to see my sister Ayu's face! Xie Fanyan is extremely angry, maybe the closer the person is, the more wrong things he does, the more angry he will be, the more he will be angry and unforgivable, at this time, Xie Fanyan saw that Xueru acquiesced and did not have the slightest repentance, and he was angry, "What happened to you?" Well? You have to be so thoughtful! You weren't like that before! ”

"Your sister ......" Xue Ru lowered her head to hide the mockery at the corner of her mouth, "It turns out that young lady, you still remember the third grandmother." ”

"That's my sister, how could I not remember, if it weren't for her, do you think you would still be able to stay in the Garden?"

"Do you think the servant is really willing to stay in the garden, do you think the servant is really willing to stay in the palace?" So far, Xue Ru has been released, in short, the young lady will not really force herself to a dead end because of a little affection, so at most she will drive herself out of the house.

That's exactly what I wanted.

"Oh? So, you don't want to stay here anymore? Leave you in our palace, stay in the garden, eat and drink and don't restrain you, but wronged you? Xie Fan laughed very angrily.

"The maid never said that she wanted to stay in the garden, if it weren't for the young lady and the prince to leave the maid in the palace, the maid wouldn't even be able to see the last of the third grandmother!"

Xie Fanyan was stunned when he heard this, "So, you have always been unwilling?" Are you blaming me? ”

"I was grounded, I didn't even know about your existence, you didn't go to see Ah Yu for the last time, but blamed me?"

"I have repeatedly taken pity on you and want to give you a good placement, but you are blaming me?"

Xue Ru's grievances in these days were ignited by Xie Fanyan's three questions at this moment, "Young lady! How can Xueru not blame you? Why did you abandon the third grandmother when she needed her the most? Let her not wait for hope, desperate suicide, Xueru really doesn't know how not to blame you, looking at you and the prince Qin Se and Ming, seeing that you are living a happy and healthy life now, the maid will think of the dead third grandmother! Third grandmother, she is dead, how can you be so happy, young lady? ”

Hearing these words, Xie Fanyan didn't know what to refute for a while, how to refute it, many emotions came up, and he really loved and hated Xueru!

This girl. Should I say that she is sensible or not.

In the final analysis, she can't let go of herself in her heart, so how can she blame her. But it is precisely because of her loyalty that her heart is knotted, but she is so stubborn, how can the knot in her heart be untied?

"So, you're going to hurt Lipo? What does this have to do with lipovolume? She doesn't have the slightest bit of a pity for you! ”

"The servant just wants to leave the palace, and the servant just wants to leave the palace by doing these things, young lady. Can you leave your servant alone? You can not save the third grandmother when she sees death, and you can also ignore the life and death of the servant. Xueru begged Xie Fanyan again.

"You said you hurt Liporong and deceived Liporong. Is it because you want to leave the palace? Xie Fanyan sneered, feeling extremely cold: "Do you think I will kick you out?" ”

Xue Ru stopped talking, just shook her head and nodded again. I couldn't see what she meant.

"Don't save when you die. Haha, don't save if you die! We grew up together, what do I look like to Ah Yu, shouldn't you look at it, if I can, if I have even the slightest chance to save her, do you think I won't go? Looking at Xueru's appearance, Xie Fanyan cried out for his sister from the bottom of his heart.

"I didn't know that she would kill herself in the Liang Guogong Mansion. Because I was already too busy to take care of myself, and I was killed. Don't you know that I have been murdered and drunk poisoned wine? ”

There was some movement in the doorway, and then it fell silent again, but neither of the agitated people in the room noticed.

"I thought that anyone could misunderstand me, but you wouldn't, you who accompanied me in the garden, but I didn't expect you to be so indistinguishable from wrong! Leaving the palace, where do you want to go, I want to settle you well, but you are making a gun behind your back, making a bad idea, Xueru, can you take a closer look? In your eyes, am I really the one who can't save my sister when she dies? ”

"I dig my heart and lungs into my sister, and everything is planned for her, but I don't want to be misunderstood by you who is closest to her in the end! I know that you are faithful to her, and it is also for your loyalty, I remember your goodness, but you can't wronged me! My life and death are uncertain, she committed suicide in the Liang Guogong Mansion, how can I save her? I fell out of favor with the son, lost power to the old lady, and deliberately was concealed from the news, and at the same time had to deal with the poisoning of the bad guys, how can I save her? ”

"You only know your third grandmother, don't you have me in your eyes? Do you know that your eldest lady is dead, and if she dies, she will be wronged by you like this, even if she is underground! I'm alive, and I can't get back the dead person if I live, only I'm sorry for my sister who is my sister, and I'm sorry for my sister if I don't have a sister! Xueru, how much have you seen clearly? ”

"The younger sister will only rob her sister's things, the younger sister will only create a bunch of trouble for her sister, and the younger sister will only willfully make this request and that request, Xueru has been so many years, haven't you seen your sister's concern for your sister? What exactly blinds you? When did you see that the younger sister took the initiative to care about the sister, and when did you see the younger sister once asked the older sister, how are you? Even if it's just once! ”

The master and servant, who have been separated by too many things, have been hidden at the same time, and they have fallen into excitement at the same time.

The people standing at the door tugged at their hearts, this was the first time she mentioned her after the death of that sister, it turned out that no matter how deep it was buried, some things happened, and they couldn't forget it.

Although Xie Fanyan's expression was a little strange, Xue Ru didn't think about it seriously, at this time, the past in her mind came out in an instant, and it was the eldest lady's endless care and love for the second miss.

The eldest lady really cares for the second lady's younger sister.

Eldest lady, young lady, is her life and death uncertain? Killed and drank poisoned wine?

How did you not know? only knew that as soon as he came in, he was arranged by Chen Jinyu to the back kitchen, forbidding him to pass on the news to anyone, and the people in the back kitchen ignored him.

I stayed in the palace for a long and short time, and when I woke up, everything changed.

Although he also knew that the young lady Xie Fanyan seemed to have a serious illness, and the doctor Yu who came and went to the garden decocted medicine every day to diagnose the pulse, but he didn't think about it.

Did you really misunderstand the young lady?

No! No!

So what is the point of her persevering with all kinds of accusations with a clear conscience for a while?

"Second Miss just doesn't say it, everyone knows that she is most dependent on the young lady, she is so dependent on the young lady, how can you say this, how can you not save her, how can you not shed a single tear after the death of the second lady, how can you continue to live so calmly and continue to be happy?" Xue Ru was desperately trying to convince herself that she had not misunderstood Xie Fanyan.

"She's just too dependent on me! That's why when I heard the news that I drank poisoned wine, I would kill myself if I had no business! She's just too dependent on me, that's why she's so unscrupulous and willful! She just relies on me too much to make her life a mess! She just relies on me too much, so she doesn't know how to live without me, and she doesn't know how to take revenge! You can only live by stealing life day by day, and you can only waste your life day by day, you know, Xueru! The one who lives may be the most painful, but the pain cannot be expressed, but the pain that can be expressed by tears and vented by the voice is not real pain! Xueru, don't you understand? The pain of losing a loved one can only be buried deep in the heart, but it cannot be revealed, because once you think about it, once you mention it, you will lose the courage to continue living, you know? ”

Stealing a living? Wasted life? No, don't say that about the third grandmother.

Although the third grandmother's life at that time only revolved around the third young master Fu Qingtong alone, her life was not meaningless.

I wanted to accuse and refute, but when I saw Xie Fanyan's uncontrollable and excited face, and saw her eyes red from anger and pain, I swallowed everything I wanted to say.

How can you say it?

It turns out that each other is so painful!

It turns out that no one has turned his back on whom, and no one has forgotten whom.

That shadow has always been in each other's hearts, and it has never been buried.

"Miss." All that came out was Xueru's whimpering. "Miss, Xue Ru knows that she is wrong." Xue Ru cried and fell to the ground, what she had done, deeply hurt the hearts of so many people who really cared about her and loved her, and also tore the scars on the surface of the eldest lady.

It hurts so much!

There will be such a deep questioning, and there will be such a deep sadness.

Xie Fanyan's sadness erupted at this time, thinking of his sister, remembering that he had become the one who lived secretly, remembering many, many times, remembering that he was used as a tool, forced to pretend to be pregnant, forced to enter the palace, and forced to do one thing after another.

The enemy is still arrogant and unlawful, and he would rather fake his death to get out, just to live.

Not only is his life a mess, but he also has a bad life for his sister.

Damn it.

Why is it yourself who lives? (To be continued......)