Chapter 236: It's Better Not to Know [2]
PS: Finish messing around
Over there in Xuanwu Tower, Zhu Yan just cried silently, and he couldn't listen to half a word of persuasion.
Yuan Rin's chest was already soaked with her tears, and he looked at her helplessly, "Ah Yan, why don't you want to listen to Mrs. Zhu?" She's not necessarily doing it for your own good. β
"I don't want to listen!" Zhu Yan stubbornly shook his head, covered his cheek with one hand, and kept wiping away tears.
"Ah Yan......" Yuan Rin found that as long as Xu Silk Zhen was mentioned, she would be extremely excited, and immediately changed her way, raised her hand and gently rubbed the corner of her forehead, "You have been restless lately, it is too hard to cry like this, so let's take a rest." β
Zhu Yanzheng was sad, he was stunned by what he said, and he didn't let himself cry if he was not in good spirits? The situation was slightly relieved.
"Tired of crying and sleeping for a while?" Yuan Rin held up her tear-stained face, and her eyes were red from crying, which made people feel distressed.
"Don't look at me......" Zhu Yan broke away from him, lowered his head and buried it, and stretched out his hand to cover his entire face, "It's ugly to cry, don't look at ......"
Yuan Rin couldn't help laughing, she was still in the mood to think about this, it seemed that the situation had returned to normal, so there was no need to worry about it anymore.
Gently brushing away her hand, leaned over and took a bronze mirror, "Ah Yan's crying is not ugly at all, it will only make people more pitiful." β
The face reflected in the mirror had a warm copper color, Zhu Yan suddenly saw that his eyes were full of mist, his eyelashes were glued into bunches, his eyes and nose were slightly red, he lowered his head and stretched out his hand to push him, "...... Take away, take the mirror away. β
Thinking about what happened to Fang Cai, it was uncomfortable again. I couldn't help but clutch my chest and cry, and whispered, "Why did my mother lie to me?" Qianyun was not killed by her. I didn't care at all, but why did she lie to me? β
That's the only person she was close to, the person who took care of her and tolerated her in the days when she was most confused and helpless, but in the end she sued her, everything was fake?! Even the physiognomy is fake......
It is difficult to draw the skin and bones of a tiger, and she knows the face but does not know the heart - it's ridiculous that she doesn't even know the "face". Not to mention knowing the "heart".
"Is Yan afraid of being deceived?" Yuan Rin held her slightly trembling shoulder, she really didn't seem to know, the way she cried was indeed very beautiful. There was no sound of sobbing, just silent tears, very quiet and clean. It's not like those spicy women who cry and scold. It's not like some women who cry heartbreakingly, or cry heartbreakingly.
She was just crying, to relieve the discomfort in her heart, not to let others pity her and comfort herβwhich was even more distressing.
ββ¦β¦ Xuanqing, I'm different from you. Zhu Yan cried for a while, stopped crying, and leaned on his arms tiredly. He closed his eyes and whispered, "You will all have relatives and friends...... But me. Everything I knew was missing, and I was completely alone...... How can you not be afraid? β
She has always regarded Xu Silk as the only person she can fully trust and rely on, so even if she guessed that she killed Qianyun by such cruel means, she still defended her in her heart, but now how can she accept such a result?
This is the person she trusts the most? Don't even want to show her her true face?!
"Ah Yan, you still have me, you won't be alone." Yuan Rin's heart tightened slightly, he really forgot that this girl didn't belong here, she had said in a dream that she was going back...... But where can she go back?
But even if she can't go back, her heart is still in the same place, right? That's why she felt how lonely and helpless she was here.
"Well...... Zhu Yan bit his lip and looked up with tears in his eyes, "Xuanqing, don't lie to me...... Don't lie to me......"
She knew he wasn't enough to be trusted by herself, but what else could she hold on to now?
"Well, I will never lie to you." Yuan Rin let her hold it, and after a while, seeing that she still didn't let go, he lowered his head and rubbed her, "Ah Yan, let go." β
"Don't." Zhu Yan hugged him tighter instead, lying in his arms and coquettishly, "I'm afraid that as soon as I let go, Xuanqing will be gone......"
Yuan Rin tapped on the corner of her forehead and sighed lowly, "Thinking nonsense, I am really restless." β
"I didn't ......" Zhu Yan protested in a thick nasal voice, raising her head slightly, "I heard a story about someone who turned into a butterfly in a dream, fluttering freely, and falling in love with the flowers...... But when he woke up, he was still just a mediocre mortal. β
Zhuang Zhou Mengdie's accident, Yuan Rin had heard the doctor talk about it, but the doctor was open-minded, although he was also quite touched by this, but it was just a joke, far less than Zhu Yan said it hurt, not to mention that her voice was still crying hoarsely, which made people more and more sentimental when she heard it.
"So Ah Yan thinks that you are the free butterfly now?" Yuan Rin hugged her with her backhand, would she have such worries because she was reluctant to herself?
ββ¦β¦ At first, I always hoped that it was just a dream, and when I woke up, I could go back. Zhu Yan closed his eyes, "But now I'm starting to be afraid, what if it's really just a dream?" β
"It's Ah Yan who can't let me go, isn't it?" Yuan Rin stroked the corners of her forehead, and then clasped her hand tightly, "Don't think nonsense, how can a dream last so long?" β
Zhu Yan pursed her lips and looked at her in confusion, "Really...... But how can you count the time in a dream? Can anyone live a lifetime in a dream......"
Yuan Rin's hand holding her tightened a little, her damn thought had to be dispelled quickly, he didn't want her to treat the relationship between the two hastily because she suspected that it was just a dream.
"Xuanqing...... Let go, you're hurting me......" Zhu Yan was uncomfortable by his pinch, and moved his body slightly.
His body suddenly leaned, half of his body was gently pressed by Yuan Rin on the long table, his dark cyan figure was very oppressive, Zhu Yan subconsciously turned his head sideways, squinted his eyes and didn't dare to look at him.
It was not the first time they had such an intimate move, although Zhu Yan was a little shy, he was not particularly repulsed, only stopped slightly, and let him purse his lips, feeling the unique medicinal fragrance on each other's bodies.
"Ah Yan, you look at me." Yuan Rin held her neck, saw her confused expression, and whispered in her ear, "You remember, this is not a dream. β
"Hmm, isn't it a dream?" Zhu Yan was groggy, thinking about how reluctant he would be if it was really just a dream, and he was not paying attention, and two lines of tears slipped from the corners of his eyes again, wetting his sideburns.
ββ¦β¦ It's not a dream, Yan, it's not. Yuan Rin wiped her tears and comforted her in a low voice, "You are really here, I can see you and hold you, naturally it will not be a dream." β
Zhu Yan snapped, then nodded slowly, but the tears were even more turbulent, "Xuanqing, don't let go...... I can only trust you ......" (to be continued......