Chapter 235: It's Better Not to Know [1]
"Ah Yan, get up." Yuan Rin patted her, but Zhu Yan nestled tightly in his arms and did not move, half of her face was covered by the hanging hair, and she could only see her long eyelashes trembling slightly, which seemed to have a little water.
After a while, Zhu Yan sighed lowly, "I never knew that my mother was so good-looking......" If she continued, her voice was choked, and she couldn't hear what she was muttering.
How can it not be recognized? She and Xu Suzhen depended on each other in those days, even if she changed her appearance, voice, and even bearing, shouldn't she be unrecognizable?
What's more, in such a large grange, it is impossible for outsiders to find the main hall so easily without guidance.
"Ah Yan, did your mother disappoint you?" Xu Silk turned around slowly, the half-white silver filament shone brightly in the sun, she looked at Zhu Yan, one hand slowly raised, rubbed it on the sideburns, and slowly peeled off a layer as thin as a cicada's wings, with years of yellow and dry cracks.
Under the mask, there is a face that looks unusually pale because it has not seen sunlight for many years, because it is used to being hidden under the mask all year round, and there is no expression on this face, only a little concern in the eyes.
Zhu Yan pursed her lips, glanced at her with slightly red eyes, and still buried herself in Yuan Rin's arms and didn't speak.
It's not disappointment, it's sadness, Zhu Yan said to herself in her heart, even if she heard the old things that she had just said, she still regarded Xu Suzhen as the closest person in her heart, after all, she hadn't even seen Qianyun, and she was not the original Zhu Yan, and her feelings for Qianyun could hardly be said to be none.
But Xu Suzhen exposed such a big lie in front of her in a bloody way, so that she could see her deception with her own eyes. Why be so cruel?!
More than 10 years...... She hides her face like this, why should she do this? I don't know how surprised and desperate Zhu Yan would be when he knew about it......
Xu Silk Zhen took a few steps closer. I wanted to touch her, but my hand paused in the air, and I muttered for a while, and said slowly: "Ah Yan, Qianyun was indeed killed by my own hands, if you resent me and want to avenge your biological mother......
"Don't say it. I don't want to hear it! Zhu Yan shook her head vigorously, her slightly hoarse voice with a thick nasal voice, and her loosely held bun spread out with her movements. Her long hair fell down her shoulders, hiding the expression on her face even more, and she could only be seen slightly swaying from crying.
"Madam, I'll take Ah Yan to rest first. Two of them are left alone. Yuan Rin didn't expect her to react so much. If you don't take her away, I'm afraid it will make her fall apart.
"Aunt Silk Zhen ......" watched the figures of the two disappear on the shore of the lake covered by lotus flowers, and her eyes flashed, "Although Aunt Qianyun and Aunt Qianyun are not on good terms, they have not reached such a situation, why are they ......?" ”
When he vaguely heard the news of Qianyun's death, he also suspected that Xu Silk Zhen did it, but he knew that Xu Silk Zhen was a person. She will not kill Qianyun for jealousy and anger, whenever and wherever she wants. None of them.
"Qianyun died willingly, and it can even be said that she begged me to kill her, Ah Youke understands why?" Xu Suzhen's eyes moved slightly, and she sighed as she looked at the worries, "Isn't Ah Wei here also for Yuan Rin's promise?" ”
She pursed her lips and smiled self-deprecatingly, Xu Suzhen guessed right, she was willing to come here to reveal the past, and also reveal her identity, in order to let Jing not get involved in the past - these things are enough for her to bear alone.
"So, what Aunt Qianyun is asking for is Sister Yan's safety?"
"Yes." Xu Silk Zhen nodded, "And Ah Qi...... I will also take care of her in place of Qianyun. ”
“…… Can you plead with my aunt to wait for me to die, and take care of me and comfort my brother? She trusted Xu Suzhen, and knew that the woman in front of her had enough strength and courage to achieve her goal.
Xu Suzhen's face finally had a hint of disturbance, and she looked at the relief with some sorrow and love, "Why are you so self-conscious...... You have promised Yuan Rin that you will also go to Beijing? ”
Relieved and hung his head, his jade-colored neck was slightly hooked, and the corners of his lips flashed a sad smile, "I'm going to see my father...... Sue him Jing brother is doing well, please don't worry about him. ”
“…… That's fine. Xu Suzhen pondered for a moment, reached out and held her arm caged in black wide sleeves, so slender that it was heart-wrenching, this is also a poor girl.
Relieved worry knew that she had agreed, and it was rare to give a gift to others, "Thank you aunt, there are no regrets in this life." ”
After that, he turned around and went outside, "I don't know how Sister Yan is doing, I'll go see her." ”
Xu Silk Zhen watched her walk out slowly, the look of love on her face had not yet been put away, and when she was about to walk on the long bridge, she suddenly stopped her, "I heard that Pingyuan is also planning to go to Beijing, don't you want to see him?" ”
"Dou Pingyuan?" He stood still, as if he remembered some very distant memory, and it took a long time for a rather mocking smile to appear on his face, "Isn't he still dead?" My aunt also knows that what she wants to relieve her worries is that she has always been just to live peacefully with her brother Jing and restore her homeland, and I am not interested. ”
"What about your father?" Xu Silk Zhen looked at the figure of the intertwined blood and dark color reflected in the water waves, covered by such a blazing color, but her heart was as indifferent as water.
However, her lack of interest in recovering the country does not mean that her father, who was demoted to the king of Fushun, is not interested, and if she goes to Shangjing, she may not be able to maintain her position and not be persecuted.
“…… My father was naturally interested in this, so Yuan Gongzi wanted me to go to Beijing and persuade my father to let go. She bit her lip, her bony hand tightly grasped the satin edge of the cuff, and said that her father could save Jing's life by letting go, and for her, she naturally chose the latter without hesitation.
After all, she is only one of the many children of King Fushun, if she hadn't been lucky enough to live until now, who would still remember her survival? But Jing is the person she brought up with one hand and has to protect no matter what.
"Aunt Qianyun entrusts Sister Yan and Sister Qi to her aunt with confidence, it seems that Aunt doesn't want Dou Pingyuan to succeed, right?" She turned her head slightly, and there were large blue reeds behind her, which shaved off a lot of ferocity on her body, revealing a bit of girlish beauty.
Xu Silk Zhen approached, and with a lot of ravines on the carved railing on the long bridge, "the meaning of the moment back then...... In fact, he also wants to rejuvenate his homeland, but before he died, he asked me to take care of Ah Yan, and since Ah Yan didn't want to, I naturally wanted her. ”
The dead are dead, so it's more important to be alive.
"Can my aunt persuade Dou Pingyuan to ......" said half a sentence, relieved himself and denied it first, Dou Sui and the new dynasty are the hatred of exterminating the clan, how can he let go lightly?
Moreover, he has no wife and children to worry about now, and he is afraid that he will do everything in the future. (To be continued......)