Seeing Li Xiaoxue coming, Song Xingqing was also surprised and delighted, speaking of which, she and Li Xiaoxue hadn't seen each other for a long time.

"Xiaoxue? What are you doing here? ”

"I'm here to see you! What about Gu Chongyi? Why don't you see others? Didn't you run away lazily? ”

Li Xiaoxue walked to the hospital bed with a bag of apples and sat down on a chair.

"Shall I peel an apple for you?"

"No, I don't want to eat, I don't have an appetite."

Seeing Song Xingqing's sad face, Li Xiaoxue frowned and hurriedly asked her, "What's wrong with you?" Is there anything else wrong with your body? ”

Song Xingqing shook her head and said to Li Xiaoxue, "I just broke up with Chongyi. ”

"What?"

Li Xiaoxue jumped up, her face was incredulous, and she then asked, "Why?" ”

"Because I don't think we're going to have a future."

Song Xingqing was infinitely melancholy in her heart, Li Xiaoxue reached out and touched Song Xingqing's forehead, frowned and said, "I don't have a fever, is it an evil spirit?" ”

"I don't have a fever or an evil spirit, I just figured out a lot of things all of a sudden."

Li Xiaoxue patted her thigh and said; "I see! Gu Chongyi was angry with you and ran out, right? ”

"Long pain is better than short pain......"

Li Xiaoxue carefully observed every expression on Song Xingqing's face, and wanted to find something from her face to prove the point in her heart now: Song Xingqing was abnormal.

"Xingqing, I think you are either crazy or stupid, otherwise you and Gu Chongyi could not easily get together again, why do you suddenly have to give up? In the past, there was white snow and they stood in the way, but now they don't have any effect on you, don't they? ”

"I used to think that as long as two people love each other in a relationship, they can hold hands and go all the way, until now I suddenly found that it is easy to fall in love, but it is difficult to stay together until the end, because there will be problems along the way, if you can't solve them. Then in the end, it can only be a parting of ways. ”

Looking at Song Xingqing with a sentimental face, Li Xiaoxue still couldn't understand it in her heart.

"Why do I think it's so simple, but how hard it is for you to say that? Simple things are simple to do, and what to do when it is so complicated! ”

Song Xingqing's heart is bitter, and her smile is naturally bitter.

"You don't understand now, but you'll understand later."

"What a word. Why don't I get it? Tell you Xingqing, if I can fall in love with Yifan, I will definitely love him and be with him at all costs! Desperate! ”

Song Xingqing looked up at Li Xiaoxue, but Li Xiaoxue lowered her head a little weakly.

"I ...... I don't have any other ideas in mind, just an analogy......"

Song Xingqing could see it. Li Xiaoxue didn't let go of Zhou Zhou Fan at all in her heart, maybe there will be a place in the center of Li Xiaoxue's life to hide her love for Zhou Zhou Fan, Song Xingqing couldn't help but feel sorry for Li Xiaoxue, why did God fail to take care of such an affectionate and kind woman?

"Xiaoxue, do you still love him in your heart?"

Li Xiaoxue's face could not hide her loneliness.

"What about loving him? He never had me in his heart, and he was always waiting for you to come back. ”

Song Xingqing didn't dare to look at Li Xiaoxue's face anymore, afraid that she would fall into the sadness on her face and couldn't extricate herself, if she could, she also hoped that Zhou Yifan could accept Li Xiaoxue, but the relationship matter. It's always what you and I want, and others only have dry eyes.

"Xiaoxue, otherwise I'll talk to Yifan, I think if he can be with you, he will definitely become the happiest man."

"Don't, don't, don't!"

Li Xiaoxue waved her hand nervously.

"Xingqing, don't make any more extraneous branches, Yifan is waiting for you to go back wholeheartedly, only you are his happiness! So Xingqing, if you really break up with Chongyi, go back to Yifan! ”

Li Xiaoxue's proposal, Song Xingqing did not consider it.

"If I really broke up with Chongyi, I wouldn't be with Yifan."

"Why? Can't you forgive him? Xingqing, do you know that Yifan really loves you, no matter what he does wrong, he should be forgiven by you. Besides, he didn't want to hurt you! On the contrary, he himself drinks and gets drunk every day for you to be in a slump now, and his mouth will always be the same sentence: Xingqing will come back to me. Xingqing, will you forgive Yifan? ”

"I don't blame him, I want him to be happy. It's just his happiness, I may not be able to give ......"

"If you can't even give that fan, how can there be any happiness at all? Xingqing, since you woke up, I also want to ask you to go and see Yifan, at least let him stop being decadent! ”

Song Xingqing didn't know if it was appropriate for her to go to see Zhou Fan at this time, Li Xiaoxue had been looking at her with begging eyes from the side.

"Got it, I'll go find him when I'm feeling better."

"Great! Thank you Xingqing! ”

looked at Li Xiaoxue with a satisfied look. Song Xingqing felt a lot in her heart, in fact, loving someone is very simple, so simple that as long as you care about him silently, loving someone is also very complicated, so complicated that you want to do everything you can just to not let him know that you still love him.

After Li Xiaoxue left, Song Xingqing lay on the bed for a while and then got up and prepared to leave. She felt that she had no way to stay in this ward with peace of mind, and she had a lot of things to deal with in her heart, and the first thing was to go to Zhou Fan, hoping that he could regain his strength.

Song Xingqing and Zhou Zhou Fan made an appointment to meet in the artificial lake, this place already contains too many memories of Song Xingqing, and today is also the first time that Song Xingqing came earlier than Zhou Yifan, Song Xingqing, like the usual Zhou Fan, quietly admired the lake while waiting for Zhou Zhoufan's arrival, the water ripples on the quiet lake, making people's whole heart gently swing with the lake, and the rows of green trees are refreshing.

"Xingqing!"

Song Xingqing heard Zhou Fan's shout behind him and turned around, only to see Zhou Zhou Fan running over panting all the way.

"Have you waited a long time?"

"No, just arrived."

"Starry ......"

"Yifan, you listen to me first."

Song Xingqing interrupted Zhou Fan.

"I've figured it out, I'm going to break up with Chongyi, but even if I break up with Chongyi, I can't be with you."

"Why?"

Zhou Zhoufan's expression was surprised.

"Because I want to start all over again and live a new life without you and without Chongyi."

"Why can't we just start over?"

Zhou Fan found it difficult to accept Song Xingqing's idea.

"Because as soon as I see you, I think of everything from our college days, including Chongyi, including Shirayuki. There is no way for me to start a new life like this, because Chongyi is destined to be the deepest pain in my heart in my life. ”

Zhou Zhou Fan clenched his fists, his heart full of helplessness and grievances.

"Xingqing, don't you think this is unfair to me? It's not fair to my feelings either! ”

"The world is not fair. Otherwise, why can't you tolerate me and Chongyi? ”

How can Song Xingqing not regret or be wronged in her heart? It's just that she has accepted the reality in her heart.

"But I'm not like you, we're all here for love! You should be able to understand my feelings and my pain! ”

"Yifan, I've been thinking about a question today, are we all wrong? Maybe none of us should come back here, because what is gone is gone. Even if we do it all over again, we may not be able to recover it, and even if we can really recover it, we may not be able to escape the influence of the world. ”

"I really don't understand, I just know that I can't lose you again!"

"But have you ever thought that even if we are together, there will be such and such things in the future, and we may not be happy! When that time comes, you and I will regret it, rather than reluctantly being together, it is better to live in the beautiful nostalgia in the bottom of our hearts, so that we will be old friends when we see each other again. Why do you have to break up unhappily? ”

"You haven't tried, how do you know we're not going to be happy?"

"Then you haven't tried it, how do you know that we will be happy?"

Song Xingqing looked at Zhou Yifan and asked rhetorically.

Zhou Fan blurted out: "Because I love you!" ”

"I also love Chongyi, why can't I be happy with him in the end?"

Faced with Song Xingqing's rhetorical question, Zhou Zhou Fan was silent.

"Yifan, let's stop clinging, maybe our journey of rebirth will end in failure, but in any case, we should be satisfied if we have the opportunity to relive the good times in college with you again."

Zhou Zhou Fan had a bitter face and asked Song Xingqing, "When are you going to talk to Gu Chongyi?" ”

"I've already mentioned it."

Song Xingqing replied lightly, but Zhou Zhou Fan was taken aback.

"You've already said that?"

"Hmm."

"And he agreed?"

Zhou Fan had a question in his heart.

"I said it so suddenly. Of course, he couldn't accept it for a while. ”

"And what are you going to do?"

"That's the second reason I came to you."

"For what purpose?"

"Please help."

"What can I help you?"

Song Xingqing looked at Zhou Yifan, his expression was painful, but his eyes were firm and said to him: "Help me make Chongyi die." ”

Zhou Zhou Fan lowered his head, he couldn't bear to look at Song Xingqing's painful appearance anymore.

"Is it worth it for you to do this for the sake of Shirayuki?"

Song Xingqing smiled lonely. replied: "Not only because of her, but more importantly, because of Chongyi, I hope he will forget about me, because I can't give him happiness." ”

"You can't give him happiness? He loves you as much as I do, how could you not be his happiness? ”

"But apart from each other, we love others in our hearts. Like our parents. ”

"You mean to say that you think both of your parents will object?"

"Who knows, maybe."

"If you really love him, why care so much?"

Song Xingqing smiled miserably and said: "If we want to give up each other's families for love, I believe Chongyi can't choose, I don't want him to face such pain, and I don't want everything in my dreams to come true." ”

"What dream?"

Zhou Fan wanted to know.

"It doesn't matter what dreams you have, the important thing is that I have seen how I should go on in the future."

After Song Xingqing finished speaking, she turned around and continued to look into the distance towards the lake, from the confusion at the beginning to the belief to the doubt and then to the affirmation now, how should this road be taken in the future, Song Xingqing already had a positive answer in her heart, although the process will be very painful, but we have all been vulnerable, and we will eventually be invulnerable.

Gu Chongyi later returned to the ward but found that Song Xingqing had already packed up her things and left, and she didn't answer her call, Gu Chongyi was very anxious, he had to stand downstairs in Song Xingqing's bedroom and wait, until the evening, Gu Chongyi saw Song Xingqing and Zhou Fan walking back together.

Seeing Zhou Zhou Fan standing beside Song Xingqing, Gu Chongyi's anger was ignited again, and he rushed forward quickly and pushed Zhou Zhou Fan to the ground.

"What do you mean by that? Why do you have to pester us! ”

Gu Chongyi's sudden move caught Song Xingqing and Zhou Yifan off guard, Song Xingqing hurriedly pulled Gu Chongyi away and said to him: "Don't be like this, it's my appointment with Yifan, if you want to lose your temper, come at me no matter what!" ”

Gu Chongyi didn't expect that Song Xingqing would defend Zhou Fan like this until now, and the anger in his heart became more and more intense.

"You asked him out? Why are you asking him out? Song Xingqing, what are you thinking about? No wonder you said you were going to break up with me as soon as you woke up today, it turns out that you can't wait to return to his arms again, right? ”

This was the first time Gu Chongyi was so angry with Song Xingqing, and Song Xingqing was both sad and bitter in her heart.

"Yes, I just can't wait to return to Yifan's side, okay? Now you can break up with me. ”

Song Xingqing said weakly, but the tears in the corners of her eyes couldn't help but fall.

"Song Xingqing, you!"

Song Xingqing's words stimulated every cell in Gu Chongyi's body, making him feel a surge of qi and blood rushing up to his head, and he couldn't help waving his palm, his eyes seemed to be blazing.

"Gu Chongyi!"

Zhou Zhou Fan quickly stood up from the ground and pulled Song Xingqing behind him.

"What do you want to do Gu Chongyi? Are you crazy! ”

Song Xingqing couldn't help but cry with a low head, she knew that she had really angered Gu Chongyi this time, and she also knew that she had once again injured Gu Chongyi's body, so that Gu Chongyi, who had never been angry with her, would be so angry that she even wanted to raise her hand to hit her!

Looking at Zhou Zhou Fan standing in front of him, Gu Chongyi gritted his teeth with hatred and glared at him angrily.

"Monday Fan! Let's settle the new and old hatreds that we have had for so long! ”

As soon as Gu Chongyi finished speaking, he swung a punch at Zhou Fan's cheek.

"Don't!"

Seeing this, Song Xingqing hurriedly pulled Zhou Fan away and went up by himself.

Neither Gu Chongyi nor Zhou Yifan expected Song Xingqing to react like this, so when Gu Chongyi's fist finally landed on Song Xingqing's face, they both panicked in their hearts. (To be continued.) )