Chapter 124: A Dream Realistic Future
Song Xingqing thought in her heart that she fell asleep on the bed bar in a daze, and only when a hand was on her shoulder did Song Xingqing wake up suddenly, and when she looked up, she actually saw Gu Chongyi's face with a haggard expression and a painful expression, Song Xingqing's heart suddenly hurt so much that she couldn't speak, she let Gu Chongyi take her hand and walk out of the door, what should be faced has to be faced after all.
"Xingqing, I can wait for you."
"Wait for me for the rest of my life?"
Song Xingqing's words made Gu Chongyi sad.
"Xingqing, we have finally come all the way to today, are we still destined to be unable to escape the end of separation?"
"I'm sorry Chongyi, but in the end, I still have to let you down."
Song Xingqing lowered her head and didn't dare to look at Gu Chongyi, tears rolling back and forth in her eyes.
"Xingqing, I don't want to ...... Can we not ......?"
Gu Chongyi's lips kept trembling, and he couldn't say a complete sentence.
Tears blurred Song Xingqing's vision, she closed her eyes and squatted on the ground with her head in her hands, tears dripping down and falling on the cold floor tiles.
"I'm sorry Chongyi, I'm sorry ......"
Song Xingqing only had this one sentence in his mouth over and over again, except for this sentence, Song Xingqing felt that everything was superfluous.
"Xingqing? Xingqing, wake up, Xingqing! ”
Song Xingqing felt that the whole person was groggy, and it seemed that she didn't even have the strength to open her eyes, and she could vaguely hear Gu Chongyi's shouts in her ears......
"Xingqing, wake up, I'm Chongyi!"
Although Song Xingqing didn't open her eyes and saw Gu Chongyi, she could hear how anxious Gu Chongyi's voice was, so Song Xingqing tried to open her eyes, and gradually, a ray of light shot directly into her eyes, making her feel dazzling......
"Xingqing? You've finally woken up! ”
Gu Chongyi's voice sounded a lot more excited.
Song Xingqing felt that she was slowly able to open her eyes, and the first thing she saw was still Gu Chongyi's haggard face with a worried expression.
"Chongyi, I'm sorry ......"
Song Xingqing couldn't help but feel sad and guilty when she saw Gu Chongyi.
"Xingqing, what's wrong with you? I've been reading this sentence since I was just starting to say it. You didn't feel sorry for me, I was sorry for you, I didn't take good care of you, that's why I didn't even notice your high fever, and I made you burn straight to the point of coma......"
Gu Chongyi's face was full of chagrin and self-blame.
"Me? Passed out in a coma with a high fever? ”
Song Xingqing suddenly felt that her mind was blank. She tried to search her mind for the fragments of her memories, but the more she thought about it, the more she felt a splitting headache.
Seeing Song Xingqing covering her head with her hands in pain, Gu Chongyi hurriedly reached out to touch her forehead.
"Xingqing, if you feel unwell, tell me, I'll call a doctor!"
"Chongyi, where's my dad?"
Song Xingqing was very worried about Dad Song. If he is in a coma, what should Song Dad do?
"Your dad?"
Gu Chongyi felt very sudden.
"I didn't tell my uncle, I'm afraid he'll worry about you......"
"So how's my dad doing now? Is my mom taking care of him? ”
Song Xingqing reluctantly wanted to sit up, but she felt weak, and Gu Chong stepped forward to help her sit up when she saw this.
Gu Chongyi had a puzzled expression on his face, but he still replied, "Uncle is fine, right?" Auntie should be taking care of him, right? ”
Gu Chongyi's every answer had a questioning tone, which made Song Xingqing very uneasy.
"What do you mean, nothing? What do you mean that my mom is taking care of him? Can you give me an affirmative answer? ”
Gu Chong was stunned for a moment, and then said, "Xingqing, I think you just woke up and your body may not have fully recovered, or you should lie down for a while." ”
Where did Song Xingqing rest assured that Song's father was lying on the hospital bed? She decided to get out of bed herself and check it out for herself.
Hey? It's not like the No. 1 Hospital! Where is this? Why does it look so familiar?
Song Xingqing only looked around at this time, but the more she looked at Song Xingqing, the more she felt that this place looked like a ward in a school hospital? She couldn't help but be taken aback. The whole person instantly felt sober.
"Chongyi, why am I here?"
Faced with all this in front of her, Song Xingqing couldn't believe it.
"You fainted suddenly, so I brought you here."
Song Xingqing turned around abruptly and looked at Gu Chongyi with a frightened expression.
"Chongyi? Why are you here? ”
Gu Chongyi smiled helplessly and asked, "Where am I not here?" Xingqing, are you burned? ”
"Where is this?"
Sure enough, Song Xingqing's words made Gu Chongyi even more convinced of his judgment.
"Xingqing, you better lie down quickly, I'll call the doctor!"
Gu Chongyi dragged Song Xingqing back to the hospital bed, and then wanted to turn around and call the doctor outside.
"Chongyi, don't go, tell me where this is?"
Song Xingqing grabbed Gu Chongyi's cuffs. A flustered expression on his face was unmistakable.
"This is the school hospital! Xingqing, you wait for me here, I'll come when I go! ”
Gu Chongyi let go of Song Xingqing's hand and ran towards the outside of the ward.
Song Xingqing was stunned on the bed, her heart pounding. She couldn't help but look around again. There is indeed nothing wrong with the school hospital here, but why did she and Gu Chongyi suddenly appear here? Didn't they graduate and leave school? Song Xingqing remembered that she met Gu Chongyi in the First Hospital, why did she go back to school all of a sudden? Don't...... She crossed over again?
Song Xingqing shook her head hard, she needed a clearer mind to think about all this. Just as Song Xingqing was deep in thought, Gu Chongyi led the doctor in.
"Doctor, she's been babbling gibberish since she woke up. Isn't the fever still going away? ”
The doctor approached Song Xingqing's side, reached out and touched her forehead, frowned and said, "It's not a fever, maybe I just woke up and my consciousness hasn't fully recovered, let her rest for a while and it should be fine." ”
The doctor looked at Song Xingqing as he spoke, and asked her, "Classmate, do you feel uncomfortable?" ”
Song Xingqing didn't listen to the doctor's words at all, she was thinking about her own problems.
Seeing Song Xingqing's brows furrowed and her face was contemplative, the doctor shook his head and sighed, "It seems that it is necessary to do a few more examinations for her." ”
After the doctor finished speaking, he left the ward directly, leaving only Song Xingqing, who was sitting on the bed without saying a word, and Gu Chongyi, who was standing on the side with a worried face.
"Xingqing, what are you thinking?"
Song Xingqing suddenly moved her gaze to Gu Chongyi's body. With a nervous expression, he asked, "Chongyi, what time is it?" ”
Gu Chongyi looked at his mobile phone and replied to Song Xingqing: "It's more than nine o'clock in the morning, you had a fever all night last night." ”
"It's not. I'm asking how big we are now! ”
Gu Chongyi's face was surprised.
"Sophomore...... Xingqing, why don't I accompany you to the hospital in the city for a brain CT scan......"
Gu Chongyi's expression was serious, and his face was sincere.
"Sophomore?"
Song Xingqing exclaimed, startling Gu Chongyi one by one.
"It's a sophomore, what's wrong?"
Song Xingqing quickly thought of a new question.
"Chongyi, where is Bai Xue?"
Gu Chongyi didn't expect that Song Xingqing, who had just woken up, would actually ask Bai Xue. Surprise was written in his eyes.
"I guess it's in the art building......
Gu Chongyi felt that the questions Song Xingqing asked were too abrupt and strange, so he couldn't help but ask Song Xingqing: "Why did you think of asking her again?" Does it matter to us where she is? ”
"Snow at school? So, this time it's snowing again...... Is it ......?"
Song Xingqing muttered to herself quietly, ignoring Gu Chongyi's question.
"Xingqing, did you hear me?"
Gu Chongyi was a little anxious, he felt that the current Song Xingqing was too abnormal.
But Song Xingqing still didn't pay attention, she thought silently in her heart: "Could it be that all this is not something I have crossed over but just a dream when I was in a coma?" ”
"Xingqing!"
Gu Chongyi grabbed her arm with his hand and shook it vigorously.
"What's wrong?"
Song Xingqing came back to his senses and looked at Gu Chongyi.
"What the hell are you thinking, I ask? Did you know that you were particularly weird today? ”
"Really? Maybe I just woke up and my head is really a little foggy. ”
Gu Chongyi asked Song Xingqing with a worried face: "Then how are you feeling now?" ”
"It's better, Chongyi, thank you."
Song Xingqing looked at Gu Chongyi with mixed feelings in her heart.
She had a long dream in a coma. Song Xingqing didn't know whether to define it as a dream or a nightmare. This dream helped her mend her regrets over the years, so that she finally held a wedding ceremony with Gu Chongyi as she wished under the witness of the whole class, but it was also in this dream that she had to choose to give up the relationship with Gu Chongyi, what does God mean? Why did she have such a long dream? Will those things in my dreams become my future life? The more Song Xingqing thought about it, the more entangled she became.
"Xingqing, are you thinking nonsense again?"
Gu Chongyi saw Song Xingqing frowning at a glance.
"Chongyi, I'm sorry ......"
Song Xingqing hugged Gu Chongyi hard, and her heart was tormented.
If everything in the dream is something that may happen to you in the future, then God may want to remind yourself through the dream what is the right choice? So, does this mean that he should give up Gu Chongyi and become a full white snow? Bringing everything back to its normal walking trajectory?
All this thought in her heart made Song Xingqing feel like she was about to lose her breath, she was reluctant to let go, but now she has to let go, right? Maybe. Long pain is really not as good as short pain......
"Chongyi, let's break up......"
Song Xingqing exhausted all her strength and used up all her courage to say this, she knew what she was going to face next.
"Do you know what you're talking about?"
Gu Chongyi's face was stunned.
"I know ......"
Song Xingqing left Gu Chongyi's arms and sat paralyzed on the hospital bed.
"You know? You know that, you still say! ”
Gu Chongyi's anger, which he had endured for a long time, was finally about to explode.
"I know you don't understand it now. But I'm really doing it for the good of all of us......"
"What nonsense? Song Xingqing, you must have burned out your brain with a fever! ”
This is the first time since Song Xingqing met Gu Chongyi that he scolded himself so harshly.
Song Xingqing felt heartbroken, she couldn't say anything else.
Gu Chong's whole body trembled with anger, and he paced back and forth in the ward.
"I really don't understand, why do you wake up like a different person? Now that there is no snow between us, and there is no Zhou Yifan, can't we still get along well? Xingqing. I can't figure it out to me, I can't take what you just said anyway! ”
Song Xingqing felt that she didn't have the courage to say that sentence a second time, she was left with a wordless silence, but at this time, Song Xingqing's silence became a thorn in his heart in Gu Chongyi's eyes.
"Why don't you speak? Why do you say that? You give me a reason! ”
"Chongyi, will you really stay for me?"
Song Xingqing raised her head and looked at Gu Chongyi with red eyes and asked.
Gu Chong was stunned for a moment, and then said: "Of course I will!" ”
"And what if your mother insists you go back? Will you still stay? ”
Gu Chongyi didn't expect Song Xingqing to ask such a question, and he didn't think about how to answer for a while.
Seeing that Gu Chongyi was silent, Song Xingqing was disappointed in her heart and affirmed her thoughts even more.
"Chongyi, we are both only children, if your mother doesn't want you to stay and my parents won't let me go with you, then what should we do then?"
Gu Chongyi was silent for a moment and then replied, "Are you thinking too much?" We don't even know what tomorrow will bring, so why do we have to worry about what will happen in the future? The soldiers will block the water and cover the earth, and I believe we will definitely make it to the end! ”
If she hadn't had such a dream, Song Xingqing might have thought the same as Gu Chongyi now, but everything in the dream Song Xingqing could clearly play back and forth in her mind, and Song Xingqing no longer believed that she and Gu Chongyi could go all the way to the end.
"Chongyi, long pain is better than short pain......"
Song Xingqing's heart was dripping blood when she said this.
"What long pain is better than short pain? I don't accept that I don't break up! I think you need time to calm down! ”
Gu Chongyi said this sentence angrily, then opened the door and walked out of the ward, he walked to the door of the school hospital, watching the white clouds in the sky drift by, but his mood fell to the bottom.
After Gu Chongyi left, Song Xingqing sat alone on the hospital bed, it was not that she was not calm when she broke up, but because she was too calm to break up, she and Gu Chongyi stayed together for one more day, and the pain in the future would be more than now.
"Xingqing? Are you awake? ”
Li Xiaoxue pushed the door and walked in, and when she saw Song Xingqing sitting on the bed, she couldn't help but be overjoyed. (To be continued.) )