"Since you are so good at being beaten, then the beating work will naturally not be bad, don't you say that I will send it, then cure your brother's illness, and come to the Weizi army camp to find me." After speaking, he casually took off his jade pendant and threw it over, and the younger brother hurriedly took it.

"It's a token." Chen Jinyu smiled and waved to the two of them. "Go quickly, but if you want to come to me, you have to be mentally prepared, in the army, life and death are impermanent, and there is no room for cowards!"

Xie Fanyan felt a little emotional when he saw this scene, he thought that Chen Jinyu had helped the brothers out of sympathy and pity, but it turned out that it was for the purpose of solicitation.

Also, he now has a captain's army under his command, so naturally he can't think about it too much, but Xie Fanyan always thinks about a if, if he doesn't have a captain's army, will he watch with him today, and will he help after watching it?

When I thought about it deeply, there was no happy look on my face.

"What do you want? What, you're not happy like this? Chen Jinyu noticed that Xie Fanyan had a tense face and didn't know what he was thinking, so he couldn't help asking.

"No, I didn't think about anything, I just sighed that the brothers were a little pitiful." Xie Fanyan raised his head and smiled hard.

Chen Jinyu pinched Xie Fanyan's face disappreciatively, and continued to hug Xie Fanyan and walked forward, saying, "Why didn't I find you so sympathetic before." ”

The speaker had no intention, the listener had intention, Xie Fanyan "groaned" in his heart, and he didn't dare to say anything more, for fear of revealing abnormalities.

But there was a bit of injustice in my heart, and after getting into the carriage, I still couldn't help asking: "Could it be that I used to be an indifferent and ruthless person in your eyes?" ”

Chen Jinyu was stunned when she heard this, and said casually: "It's not necessarily ruthless." But indifferent enough. As he spoke, his eyes suddenly became serious, staring at Xie Fanyan, "It's still the best way it is now." Let me know what your anger and joy are, and I won't have many suspicions. ”

"In my presence, you can express your joy and anger."

When Xie Fanyan heard this, he sneered, don't look over, don't look at Chen Jinyu's gaze, and said, "I want you and me to be honest with each other." You also have to have the ability and ability to be honest with people, as long as I confess to you, but what about you. And how much is it hidden from me? You are only allowed to hide everything from me, but you are not allowed to hide my thoughts, is it really only allowed to be set on fire by the governors, and not allowed the people to light lamps! ”

Chen Jinyu listened. I couldn't refute it for a while. Thinking about herself, she really didn't tell her the truth to her wife, although she didn't deliberately hide it, she always thought that she didn't need a woman to interfere if she took care of the outside affairs, and Qiu Liyue's matter, she must have had a lot of misunderstandings in her heart, although she was deliberately angry and didn't explain it before, but she hid it from her in the end.

Let's talk about it. It turns out that I also have an unshirkable responsibility.

No wonder she refuses to trust herself.

If it weren't for the big event of Sister Shufei's sister this time that she returned to Hetiyuan, I think I would continue to ignore my wife. Ignore it.

Chen Jinyu's heart suddenly rose with a similar emotion, which was filled in her heart, as if a certain part of her heart was wailing in grief, as if she had lost something important.

But looking at his wife who was close in front of her, Chen Jinyu shook her head again, dispelling those vague thoughts, she is still there, she is still here, she can still be cherished by herself, and she has not lost her.

Chen Jinyu took Xie Fanyan's hand and said solemnly: "I promise you, I will never hide anything about me in the future, well, I will tell you slowly." After speaking, he remembered the agreement with Qiu Liyue in the evening, and added: "Starting from tonight." ”

Looking at Chen Jinyu's serious expression, Xie Fanyan suddenly felt a sour and indescribable emotion in his heart, his eyes were a little sour, and he continued to turn his head and lift the curtain to look out the window, and a soft voice escaped from his mouth, "Well, okay." ”

Then Chen Jinyu took Xie Fanyan to a very famous tavern and ate a few special side dishes, what charcoal-grilled mutton, three-roasted mutton tendons and the like, tender and delicious, without any smell, Xie Fanyan put down his mind again, ate with a smile, thinking that next time he must bring the two girls and Xueru to eat together, well, Chen Jingjing seems to be a glutton, as well as Ah Yue, Ah Meng, count them one by one, the happier Xie Fanyan is.

It's a lucky thing to have someone to care about and share with.

However, there is a place in my heart that is always the sun does not shine, and there are countless sorrows densely stored, all about my sister.

Sister, if she lives, these are all hers.

But even if my sister is alive, she will not choose these happy things, she pushes herself too hard.

Perhaps, my sister is not so sensible, and if she is more sensible, maybe the sisters will not be the ending they are like today.

I lost my body and attachment, and my sister lost her soul.

In many cases, Xie Fanyan couldn't figure out whether he was still a person, or a walking corpse, or just a wisp of soul.

But everything that you have now, the food that still lingers on your lips, everything is so real.

It's so real that people can't question all this, and even Xie Fanyan is wondering if he has really always been his sister's identity, but he just had a big dream and a dream with his sister's identity, so he woke up so upside down.

"What do you think, silly girl." Chen Jinyu saw that Xie Fanyan could be distracted when eating, and couldn't help but smile and gently tap on her forehead.

Xie Fanyan was startled by his thoughts, and suddenly his head was knocked on, and he suddenly came back to his senses, and he felt a moment of trance.

Have you always been a sister?

You can't be crazy!

Seeing Xie Fanyan looking at herself without focus, Chen Jinyu was also taken aback, and snapped her fingers to knock her on the head: "Hey, what's wrong with you, you can't be stupid for a meal, right?" ”

"I'm not stupid, I'm probably crazy." Xie Fanyan muttered.

"What do you say?" Xie Fanyan's whispering voice was too small, and Chen Jinyu didn't hear it clearly.

"Nothing, nothing." Xie Fanyan shook his head and picked up the bamboo chopsticks again. He took a bite of food and put it in his mouth, "I just talked nonsense." ”

Nonsense, confused words.

Xie Fanyan chewed the food in his mouth hard. I must have been confused in my head.

After eating, the two walked around the city in the carriage again, and then returned home, Xie Fanyan's heart was heavy and pressed, so he didn't lose his temper with Chen Jinyu because he didn't have fun.

At the gate of the palace, there were a few noisy people around.

As soon as Xie Fanyan was helped out of the carriage by Chen Jinyu, the groom immediately stepped forward and shouted: "The young lady of the prince has returned to the house." What are you still arguing about here? ”

When the three or two people heard this, they immediately quieted down, and Xie Fanyan looked over, and they were all wearing the clothes of the palace. I guess it's the guards guarding the door.

Several guards stepped forward to salute Chen Jinyu and Xie Fanyan, Chen Jinyu nodded slightly, and said, "What's the matter?" So noisy. ”

"Back to the world. It's this beggar. These days we have been guarding the palace, and at first we gave him food, but he refused to leave, and then we gave him silver to let him go, and he took the money, but he said here that he wanted to beg for wine. The second lady went out and saw it, saying that it looked indecent at the gate of the palace, and asked us to find a place for him. We had no choice but to forcibly take people away, disturbing the prince and the young lady. Please forgive your sins. ”

The guard seemed to be a clever man, and he made things clear in two clicks.

Xie Fanyan stepped forward and glanced at the person who had just been surrounded in the corner, and sure enough, it was a beggar with unkempt hair, and said: "What's so difficult about this, if he wants wine, he will give him wine, and if he wants meat, he will give him meat, and when he is full of wine and food, he will naturally leave." ”

"But." The guard was a little embarrassed, "It's not that we don't want to give, it's that we don't want to drink, and we will also be punished for buying wine privately, which is also the rule of the house." ”

Xie Fanyan nodded clearly, naturally he couldn't let a group of drunk people guard the door.

"Pedantic, pedantic, I have so many excuses for being stingy, this lady looks kind, why don't you reward me with a bottle of wine?" The beggar staggered in front of Xie Fanyan, stretching out his hand to ask for wine with a hippie smile.

"What a guts." Several guards shouted in unison.

The beggar was not flustered at all, but walked around Xie Fanyan, the original laughing expression was slowly put away, looked at Xie Fanyan twice, and began to shout: "Strange, strange, shouldn't this lady be a dead person?" ”

It's a mess! Several of the guards heard that he was disrespectful to the young lady, and they all drew their knives from their scabbards.

I know that I shouldn't be soft on this weird, dirty, and rude beggar!

Chen Jinyu's face also changed, stepped forward to protect Xie Fanyan, and scolded loudly: "Is this a drunken brain? Don't pull it down yet. ”

Chen Jinyu's coachman personally stepped forward and grabbed the beggar's arm.

Xie Fanyan's heart trembled violently. "Stop!" Then ignoring the surprised eyes of the people around him, including Chen Jinyu, he walked towards the beggar and said with a pale face: "Go, I'll invite you to drink." ”

"My little old man only drinks the wine of the living on weekdays, but he does not drink the wine of the dead." The beggar shook his head and looked directly at Xie Fanyan, "This lady might as well give the eight characters of her birthday to Xiao Lao'er, and the little old man can test the eight characters for his wife." ”

Chen Jinyu didn't know why, she suddenly had some panic in her heart, and subconsciously grabbed Xie Fanyan and wanted to take her home, but Xie Fanyan ignored it, and stepped forward in fascination, with a confused expression.

Because no one knew the indescribable horror in Xie Fanyan's heart at this time, the secret he had been hiding was seen through at a glance, and there was nowhere to hide, but he just wanted to test it, how much else did he know.

Xie Fanyan approached the beggar and reported his sister's birthday.

"The red face is drunk and the flowers are drunk, and the most important thing is that the world can't keep it." The old beggar pinched his fingers and calculated, shook his head and said, "But there is a sign of dead wood in spring, willows and bright flowers, there is such a strange life in this world, it is clearly a dead person, you say, how do dead people die in spring?" How to put death in the place and come back to life? ”

"The red face is drunk and the flowers are drunk, and the most important thing is that the world can't keep it." Xie Fanyan muttered to the beggar, "The red face is drunk, the mirror flower is drunk, and the most important thing in the world is that you can't keep it!" Why can't the world stay! ”

Xie Fanyan's eyes were a little crazy, and suddenly he walked to the beggar in a few steps, and grabbed the beggar with his hand, but he didn't think it was dirty or smelly, so he asked hoarsely: "You say, you say, why can't the world stay?" ”

The old beggar didn't panic, but looked at Xie Fanyan's gaze and suddenly felt a little pity, "This fate is involuntary but from heaven, heaven is ruthless, this lady let it go." ”

"I won't let go!" The pain that Xie Fanyan suppressed in his heart suddenly rose, "You tell me why, why is there still a desperate place to live?" ”

Chen Jinyu didn't expect Xie Fanyan to have such a big reaction, and hurriedly stepped forward and pulled: "Ayu, Ayu, don't be like this, he's just talking nonsense, don't believe him." As he spoke, he suddenly remembered the last time Xie Fan committed suicide by drinking poison and alcohol, could it be that now her gaffe is because of that incident?

Thinking about it, I felt a little guilty in my heart, I didn't care about Xie Fanyan well at that time, which caused her to have such an unbearable past.

"Ayu, let's go back, good, let's go back, it's already over, it's over, the world can keep you, isn't it already a desperate life? You see that you are doing well now, and you will always be good in the future, and the worst is in the past. ”

Xie Fanyan shook his head, "No, there is no past, it is me who remains in the world, but unfortunately it is her who can't be kept, it is her." O thy wife! The one who survived in the desperate situation is also me, not your wife! ”

"What stupid are you talking about?" Chen Jinyu tightly imprisoned the out-of-control Xie Fanyan in his arms, concealed the panic in his heart, and comforted him gently: "You are my wife, and you will always be my wife." You're still alive, you're still there, you know, don't be obsessed with the past, it's all my bad in the past, I care too little about you, don't get excited Ayu, let's go back, go back and talk about it. ”

Several guards were also stunned in place, not daring to move for a long time, they didn't expect that the beggar's inexplicable words would cause such a big reaction from the young lady, what did those words mean?

But no matter what it means, the current situation is very unfavorable to their side, that is, they see the uncontrollable side of the masters, which is the most humiliating thing for the masters, but it is a disgraceful thing for them.

Xie Fanyan struggled to find the beggar, but the beggar had already left, just leaving a sentence from afar, "This lady, if you meet in the future, I will definitely take you to my master, my master is very powerful, maybe he can help you solve the confusion in your heart, and if there is no fate, Mrs. should not suffer herself, no one in the world is not bitter, but everyone suffers by themselves, and it is also a sin." ”

"You stop, you stop!" Xie Fanyan wanted to run over, "You make it clear to me, make it clear, what can't be kept in the world, where did it go, where did it go?" (To be continued......)