It's not easy to trust someone.

It's so easy to misunderstand someone.

Two days ago, on the third watch at night, You'er helped Ah Shi escape. The two thought it should be foolproof, so You'er said to explore the way first, and when she got out of the dog hole and patted the soil on her body to stand up, she was suddenly covered by someone's mouth. The hands were slightly rough, and the heat in the man's chest was very comfortable on her back, and the smell on her body was also very familiar to her—the person behind her was her mother's mother: Sister-in-law Yun.

Before she could react, she heard her mother say to herself: You'er, you brought her; The master promised you to be the young master's partial room.

You'er was confused and was struggling hard, but she heard Li Heshan in the wall with a slave to catch Ah Shi, and then she was killed. You'er really understands - something bad is wrong!

Sister-in-law Yun couldn't hold her anymore, so she trapped her in her arms, and said in her ear: "Silly girl, Su Shi is just a bird that can't run away!" The master gave an order, and whoever dared to help her would have her legs discounted, not to mention twice. Those few words are just to make you dissociate yourself from her—I don't have to protect her, but I will save you." ”

You'er didn't move when she heard this, and Sister-in-law Yun let go of her, and saw her daughter looking at her with a scrutinizing face, and asked, "How did my mother know that I would come here tonight?" ”

Sister-in-law Yun said: "You lost your soul in the past two days, and everything is written on your face." I'm your mother, I don't know you? It's not hard to know the original. "That day, the eyes that stared at You'er behind the bamboo bush were her.

When You Er heard this, she raised her heart: I thought that this matter must be appropriate and careful. Who would have thought that he had missed his whereabouts!

An even more terrifying guess came to her mind, then, why is Master Li also here?

The loving and amiable mother on the other side looked at her, her eyes were full of pampering and concern, You'er couldn't bear to guess anymore, but she still asked: "Then, could it be that Master Li also checked my whereabouts?" ”

Sister-in-law Yun looked at her without evasion, and her tone was calm and very frank: "My mother told him and waited for the rabbit for a few nights." ”

You Er can't believe it! Tears have fallen: "Why? ”

Sister-in-law Yun looked straight at her and said, "Why? Not because of you? said that it is an invitation to merit, the lord does not allow you to have a relationship with Songchen? I only have one baby daughter for you, as long as you can get your wish, a Su Shi is nothing. ”

As long as you get your wish, a Su Shi is nothing!

When You'er heard this, her heart hurt like a knife, and tears couldn't stop rolling down her cheeks.

Mother, I am your baby, whose baby is Ashi?

You love me, who will hurt her!

Mother, mother, do you really know my thoughts?

Do you know how I ever thought of marrying Brother Songchen?

Do you know how much I like Ah Shi?

But now, it's all ruined!

In the whole house, Ah Shi only believed in me, she pressed a stone on her chest and endured it day by day, she didn't dare to ask for it, so she came to me. How do you know that for the sake of Ah Shi, I am willing to go on a trip to the mountains and fires.

I don't know if you think she's cold?

But you don't understand, she is such a good girl, without parents, relatives and friends, alone and helpless, like rootless grass in this Houshui Town, like a bird frightened in Li Mansion! She's cautious, she's walking on thin ice.

One by one, you knew the master's idea of beating her in the morning, but you can calmly stand by. But I can't—only I understand how tolerant of me, accommodating me, and treating me well is Ashi!

I hurried to warm him, I was willing, I had seen her so many restless days and nights, never had a moment of peace of mind, how much thought I had spent, how many temptations, I finally warmed her up with this stone, but we killed her again!

Mother, what is the difference between you betraying her and me betraying her? Nope!

Mother, you know what? Ah Shi once begged for death, and she felt that she couldn't live anymore for someone as strong. It was me, I gave her the way, I gave her advice, I gave her hope, let her see the way to live, and then I was willing to get better, but I blocked it with my own hands.

She heard about my betrayal on the other side of the wall, and although she didn't hear anything back, I knew how frightened and desperate a sensitive person of her might be at this moment.

Mother, mother, you heard it, the master wants to arrest her into Qilanyuan! When I didn't know that the woman I lived there was tortured to death? It's over, Ashi is done! She's going to be killed by me!

Mother, I beg you, can you save her? Wrong, you won't save her, you don't have that kind heart.

Mother, she scolded me! She said she was blind to believe me! Now I think she never believed in me—if she hadn't, she wouldn't have had to suffer like that. Why do you believe me? I am so confident, but it turns out to be a waste who has not achieved enough and has more than enough failure!

"Ah Shi, you are a heartless one! What happened to me, you ignored me" - how good would it be that when I cried that day, she simply left me and didn't come back to me? If she hadn't been cold on the outside and hot on the inside, if she had been so hard-hearted, if she had abandoned me with a knife in her hand as soon as possible, she would probably have been fine without these many entanglements in the future.

I don't want to marry Songchen, I just want a safe and secure Ashi, but why is it so difficult?

I can't save her, but drag her down. If something has to happen, and she doesn't have to be busy with me, is she less embarrassed?

For the first time in my life, Yun You'er was so good to someone, but in the end I hurt her. After that, no one asked me to chase after me, shouting "Ah Shi" earnestly.

Mother, Ah Shi cursed me, his eyes breathed fire, but I didn't want to dodge at all: I deserve it!

But what can I do? Ah Shi, I can't help it.

She shouldn't want to see me in this life, and I don't have the face to see her. It's just Ashi, she doesn't know how sad I am.

I like her so much, I'm afraid she never knew it, and she didn't bother to know about it.

She hates me, and Ashi hates me!

But, Ah Shi, what should I do, but I don't hate you at all.