Verse 40 As you wish

Songchen listened to Su Shi's abuse, and regretted that his intestines were blue.

What did you say when you went to Su's house at that time - "My father and Mr. are also close...... I asked my father to let you enter the house to be my companion", obviously wanting to ask Ah Shi to help him improve, but in fact he had the intention of taking care of her.

Now it's good! Took care of her to her father's bed, and took care of her as a veritable fifth lady! He can't protect him! He is incompetent! Just because that person is his own father! Across the door, he listened to his father's abuse and ravage of her, and watched fate turn his hands into clouds and hands into rain, but he couldn't help it!

O God! This is the only woman he admires in his life! This was the fate of the man he cherished so muchβ€”he could do nothing but cringe and love her! Originally, it was a period of Ai Ai, who had no heart and no courage, but now it is guilty and painful, and there is no shame!

He's such a coward! He didn't dare to rebel against his father, he couldn't fight against his father! The deeper the affection, the heavier the self-injury: he witnessed the tragic scene of Ah Shi, heard the wailing of Ah Shi, and knew the curse of Ah Shi. He clings to her misfortune, but this tender heart of affection makes himself even more unfortunate.

He thought that he could do something for the person he loved, to save her from being displaced, to prevent her from being swept away, to make her safe and happy. Now I know that no matter how much I do, it is useless: because - he can't do it! He was placed in the dark and cold comfort of the Li Mansion, he hated this hell that eats people and drinks blood, but he is a delicate flower, without relying on it, it is difficult to get along with himself, let alone want to protect his sweetheart!

He's a waste of food in this brocade clothes! Those who hurt Ah Shi are the ones who live on them; It was he who was the one who destroyed Ashi and who got protection from it.

For the first time in his life, Li Songchen was disgusted with himself, the Li Mansion, and his father.

So, Su Shi's nightmare this night became his nightmare, who expected that he would not be able to get out, and he would never be able to get out in the future.

Li Heshan came out of the house in a well-dressed manner, and it was already the fourth watch.

When he went out of the room, he looked at his son, who was slumped by the door: his face was pale, his head was covered with blood, and his expression was in a trance, and he snorted in disgust, and was embraced away by the minions.

The little servant Zhang Tang came up and was about to lock the door, but Song Chen woke up, pushed him away, and saw Su Shi curled up on the ground at the door, and only a Li Heshan's robe was put on top to bury her.

He hurriedly squatted down, only to see that Su Shi's face was bruised and bloodstained, and he could hardly tell that this was the cardamom girl he had been thinking about in his dreams in the past. Only a pair of ruthless eyes hated to poke him, Song Chen bent his knees and picked her up gently, carefully, as if holding a rare treasure in his hand, Su Shi closed his eyes and did not look at him. Zhang Tang hurriedly shouted in a low voice: "Young master, I can't help it!" ”

Song Chen turned a deaf ear, the wind wrapped in the fragrance of orchids and blew his robe, Su Shi's almost ** body was exposed, mottled scars everywhere, and there were many bruises and blood stains on his legs. Songchen carried her to the bed and covered her with a quilt.

Su Shi looked straight at the tent above his head, which was embroidered with nine fish playing lotus, and Song Chen knelt motionless by the bed. Zhang Tang on the side began to urge: "Young master! Let's go! The master told me that no one was allowed to see her, so let me lock it up! ”

Song Chen ignored it, and only asked Su Shi in a hoarse tone: "I can't stand you." Ah Shi, you say something, don't scare me. ”

Su Shi didn't even look at him, his throat moved for a while, but he spit out a sentence: "I want you to die" - she hates Li Heshan, Li Songchen, and his whole family!

Songchen was silent, but when Zhang Tang heard this, he lost six souls, and he was about to pull the young master up. Uncle Feng also hurriedly stepped forward to persuade: "Young master, this is the fifth lady of the master, your concubine, don't offend." The old man must be unhappy when he knows, and the collision today is already very out of line, let's go quickly. ”

Song Chen was dragged up, walked a few steps in a trance, turned his head and said to her, "Ah Shi, you complain about me." Don't you know that I also blame myself? I only have one sentence: You have to think about it, and you can do it well! ”

He said, "Go ahead."

Ah Shi on the bed didn't speak as usual, his eyes didn't roll, and he still lay still like a dead man.

But how did she know that this was the last sentence that Song Chen said to her, and the last sentence of his life! This young man of Fang Fang Fourteen was guilty, sad and angry, and gave up on himself, and a clean soul watched this catastrophe and had no intention of living anymore, and a life was forever fixed in this year when Jianlan was full of incense.

Su Shi, as the highest ideal in his heart, was brutally destroyed by his biological father, and he had no love in his life, and it was really as Su Shi's wish.

However, many years later, when Su Shi learned the news, she could hardly remember what this young man looked like. Li Heshan's face was mixed with the face of this handsome boy, so that she didn't want to mention it, didn't want to remember, and didn't want to touch the nightmare that made her break out in a cold sweat when she dreamed at midnight.

The only thing that remained in my mind was a pair of soft and timid eyes.

Su Shi never knew that these eyes were sparkling because of her, flowing clear springs, and because of her slaughter, there was no stagnant water, and finally because she extinguished her anger and will, she was scattered in the wind and made it impossible to see clearly.

Su Shi didn't know that this young man, who was gentle and amiable to everyone, had accumulated all the courage for her to ask for her safety, and in the end, because she went to the extreme - this person who had never been strong in his life, in order to atone for his sins, he sacrificed his young life without hesitation.

Su Shi was burned out by hatred, how could she know?

Qilanyuan ended tragically with a catastrophe, and it was only three days before the Yun family had good news over there.

On this day, Sister-in-law Yun walked in, helped up the bed and described her withered daughter as feeding medicine, and said, "Obediently, your body has to be raised quickly." The old man spoke: Three days later, it will be an auspicious day, and you will become the daughter-in-law of the Li family. This time, you are the first lady of the young master. ”

You'er didn't look at her either, and muttered, "Three days later? ”

Seeing that her daughter was not happy at all, Sister-in-law Yun was very disappointed: "Hmm." Don't you rejoice? ”

You Er looked at her mother's earnest gaze, pulled the corners of her mouth and replied, "Rejoice." "Sister-in-law Yun, can't you see that she is perfunctory? He put down the medicine bowl and sighed and went out.

Seeing that her mother was gone, You'er lay down again, pulled the quilt over her head and cried mournfully-Ah Shi!