Chapter 346: It's hard to give up

Lu Defu held the chair with both hands, he seemed to be unable to sit still, blinked his eyes tightly with red cheeks, and recalled from time to time what Yun'er had said to him in the past, smiling, pouting, as if it was right in front of his eyes, how beautiful!

Lu Defu smiled, there are women like this, why hate them?

But the woman disappeared again.

Echoing the words of his sister-in-law again, Lu Defu nodded and said, "Yes, Yun'er likes me, if not, why would she say those nice words?" Dev still vaguely remembers that Yun'er told me that the two of us live and die, and we will no longer be separated. Even if you spend the rest of your life here, it is beautiful and happy. ”

At this point, Lu Defu's smiling face was a little more helpless and cold, and he suddenly lowered his head again, stretched out his hand to wipe his face, wiped away all his tears, smiled helplessly, and said, "But now, it's impossible." ”

Suddenly, he raised his head suddenly, Lu Defu looked at his sister-in-law and said to her: "Sister-in-law, you are right, Yun'er she likes me, she didn't mean to say that about me." ”

Li Qingzhao slowly returned to his seat and said gently, "Brother Defu, do you understand?" ”

Lu Defu nodded and said, "Defu understands. ”

Reaching out and slapping his head hard, Lu Defu lay on the table weakly, and choked up again: "It turns out that Yun'er said this about me in order not to let me miss her." ”

Li Qingzhao finally cried out with joy, and said to Lu Defu: "Brother Defu, it's good that you understand, do you know how much Sister Yun'er cares about you?" ”

Lu Defu nodded and said, "Yes, of course Dev knows." I am with her every day. Hear her oath every day and look at her smile. Hmph, I know. ”

Li Qingzhao thought to himself: "Since things are already like this. Qingzhao simply said it thoroughly, so as not to let the Defu brothers misunderstand Sister Yun'er again. ”

Stretching his head forward, Li Qingzhao said softly: "When Sister Yun'er went out today, Qingzhao saw that there was reluctance in the corners of her eyes. Qingzhao was still muttering in his heart, why is Sister Yun'er so entangled and clingy to you, why suddenly. and scolded you. When she saw her tender gaze, Qingzhao realized that Sister Yun'er didn't want you to miss her. Hence the words. ”

Lu Defu was stunned, looked at his sister-in-law, listened to her words, and thought about it carefully. Suddenly, he slapped his palm on his head. Shook his head helplessly: "Yes, why didn't Dafu think of it?" ”

Suddenly feeling weak, he fell back to the table.

Li Qingzhao cried: "Sister Yun'er, she doesn't want to see you like this, you know? If you are still like this, will not her cruel words be in vain? ”

Lu Defu raised his head again, filled the wine, and drank it again on his back. Stretching out his sleeve and wiping it on his lips, he filled another glass.

Li Qingzhao couldn't bear it. got up and snatched the wine bowl, and said angrily to him: "Brother Lu." What good is it for you to practice yourself? ”

Lu Defu was in a trance, he couldn't sit still, shook his head and said: "Drinking is a great pleasure, how can you practice yourself?" Sister-in-law, give me the bowl. ”

Li Qingzhao shook his head, raised his hand, slammed the bowl, and said to Brother Defu: "Wake up, Sister Yun'er, does she want you to be like this?" ”

Lu Defu shook his head, his eyes were blank, he looked at the empty place, and suddenly laughed twice, pursed his lips, and said, "We're not together now, how am I, she can't see it." ”

Li Qingzhao hurriedly said: "But my sister-in-law is in front of you." ”

Lu Defu raised his eyes to look at his sister-in-law, he had a little respect for her, so when he heard her say this, he also stopped his embarrassed appearance, tightened his face, looked at his sister-in-law, and didn't know what his sister-in-law was going to say.

Li Qingzhao said seriously: "Brother Defu, you admire your sister-in-law very much, right?" ”

Lu Defu nodded, like a child, and said, "Yes." ”

Li Qingzhao said again: "Well, you also believe in your sister-in-law, right?" ”

Lu Defu nodded and said, "Yes." ”

Li Qingzhao said seriously: "Well, sister-in-law believes that Sister Yun'er will come back one day, and she will come to you at that time." ”

Lu Defu's expression changed greatly, and he hurriedly asked, "Sister-in-law, are you telling the truth?" ”

I only felt that I had strength, Lu Defu got up directly from the seat, and stood in front of his sister-in-law, but he had no choice but to hurt his legs, so he just stood firmly, but it hurt again and fell to his knees.

Li Qingzhao hurriedly leaned over to help the Defu brothers up, and he didn't care about the difference between men and women, so he said to him squarely: "Brother Defu, you get up." ”

Lu Defu was supported by his sister-in-law and sat down, but he was still smiling, looked at his sister-in-law, and asked, "Sister-in-law, do you really think Yun'er will come back?" ”

Li Qingzhao took a step back, stammered, and thought to himself, "How did I know that if Lord Cai insisted on leaving Sister Yun'er in the capital, she would probably not come back." ”

Lu Defu's eyes widened, stared at his sister-in-law, and asked again: "Sister-in-law, do you say, Yun'er, will she come back like this?" ”

Li Qingzhao thought to himself: "If this is the case, Qingzhao can't lie to him." He has been deceived now, and if he finds out in the future, will it not be a greater blow to him? ”

Therefore, with a straight face, Li Qingzhao clasped his hands in front of his chest, and said seriously with the Defu brothers: "Qingzhao doesn't know. Brother Defu, no one knows whether Sister Yun'er will be able to come back in the future. Qingzhao didn't have that much ability, so he called Yun'er's sister back. ”

Lu Defu trembled all over, his eyes froze, he moved back, pointed at his sister-in-law and said urgently: "Why, it turned out that it was your sister-in-law who deceived Dafu." ”

Li Qingzhao shook his head and said, "How did Qingzhao deceive you?" Sister Yun'er, can she come back by herself, don't you have a number in your heart? Why do you have to tell you Qingzhao, even if I tell you, can you believe it? ”

Lu Defu nodded and said, "I believe that sister-in-law, you must be telling the truth." ”

Li Qingzhao shook his head and said hurriedly: "What do you want Qingzhao to say, you can understand, no one knows if people can come back when they go away." Why do you still believe in Qingzhao? Qingzhao is an outsider, and he can only comfort you. What more do you want? ”

Lu Defu fell heavily on his body, and all the mixed tastes came out in his heart, what a sourness. What vinegar, what frustration, what sadness. All the complex emotions came to my mind at once, and I only taught myself whether I wanted to believe it or not, and I had to believe it.

"The days are long and the days are endless, and this hatred is endless. Dev really can't imagine that I am alone for the rest of my life. What is it? Maybe the crane has a childish face, maybe it is white-headed overnight, or maybe it is not as brave as before. Maybe it ended with a sad end. But the fact is that the parting emotion in the world happened to catch up? Lu Defu looked up and sighed, as if he was very strong. After sighing. But it was as if he had lost his strength. Directly fell down, the whole body was soft, and there was no longer half of the look.

Li Qingzhao cried, secretly regretting that why did he want to tell Yun'er's sister's heart? Sister Yun'er deliberately said sad things to Brother Defu, just to ask him to hate Sister Yun'er and not become lovesick. Now it's better to give yourself a word of consolation. It made the Dev brothers sad again.

Lu Defu suddenly straightened up again, looked up and sighed, "Miss Yun'er." If you knew this, why should you be close to Dev? Is it bad to let Dev hate you for the rest of your life? ”

Li Qingzhao really couldn't bear to hit again, so he said softly: "Brother Defu, since you already know, you should cheer up." Sister Yun'er, she doesn't want to see you like this. ”

Lu Hunger and his sister-in-law said anxiously: "Do I want to do this? Who wouldn't want to giggle all day? But without Miss Yun'er, can Dev still hip-hop? ”

Li Qingzhao also said anxiously: "What are you saying about your sister-in-law again?" Manly, but without any ambition, he only cares about the love of his children. ”

Lu Defu closed his eyes, as if he was very satisfied: "Yes, Defu has no ambition and only cares about the love of his children." Now I can't even love my children, so I can only secretly love each other here. Humph......"

Lowering his head, Lu Defu thought for a moment, then suddenly raised his head and said to his sister-in-law: "Sister-in-law, go back, let Defu be alone for a while, how about it?" ”

Li Qingzhao was puzzled in his heart, and he was also not at ease, the Defu brothers were still wailing and crying, but now they suddenly calmed down, and they were extremely uneasy.

But when I thought about it, I had been persuading here for a long time, and it was useless to persuade again, so it was better to give Brother Dev a time alone and let him think for himself.

After thinking for a long time, Li Qingzhao nodded and said, "Okay, you will stay alone for a while, and Qingzhao will leave." ”

Lu Defu didn't look at his sister-in-law either, but just waved his hand with his sister-in-law.

Li Qingzhao shook his head helplessly, turned around and left, but went to the door to explain to his subordinates, and took a good look at the Defu brothers, so he went back, but he was still not at ease.

Seeing that his sister-in-law was gone, Lu Defu looked at the wine on the table by himself, smiled bitterly twice, and said to himself: "Lu Defu, you only know that you drink alone, but what does it mean?" Don't drink it anymore. ”

With a wave of his arm, he swept down the wine bowls and teacups on the table, and the sound of the cups falling was crisp and harsh.

Lu Defu suddenly laughed twice, only to laugh eeriely, and his voice was long and distant.

After laughing, Lu Defu put his hands on the table again, exerted all his strength, and got up, still feeling pain in his knees.

But the more pain he had, the happier he became, and he thought to himself: "This is caused by Yun'er pushing me, just in Fangcai." So she's not far from me, we're not far from the end of the world, we're still very close. ”

After saying that, Lu Defu cried again, staggered forward, and fell directly on the bed, thinking secretly in his heart: "Yun'er, where are you now?" Do you know? Dev blames you, I shouldn't have thought of you as that bad. I know you're good to me, are you coming back? ”

Suddenly blinking, Lu Defu seemed to see a person in front of him, on the other side of the wall. Blinking, rubbing his eyes again, Lu Defu took a closer look, and saw Yun'er's face on the wall.

"Yun'er." Lu Defu stretched out his hand to grab it, but he caught the cold wall, his heart was gloomy, Lu Defu retracted his hand again, and secretly said to himself: "It turned out to be fake, and Lu Defu's eyes are not good." ”

Suddenly, there was an ethereal voice in his ears, and Lu Defu only vaguely heard: "Xianggong, are you there?" Are you here? ”

Lu Defu was stunned, nodded and said, "I'm here, Yun'er, where are you?" ”

Suddenly, hearing the sound of Yun'er's laughter, Lu Defu's face was overjoyed, he looked around, and said, "Yun'er, are you smiling at me?" ”

Suddenly, I heard Yun'er's crying voice again, and I only heard: "Xianggong, it will be difficult for you and me to see each other again from today, let's separate, you have to take care of yourself, you know?" ”

Lu Defu nodded and said, "I know, you come over quickly, and when you come back, it's easy to say anything." ”

Suddenly there was no sound again, Lu Defu smiled bitterly, his smile suddenly turned into a crying face, and he said seriously to the empty space: "Yun'er, do you know? Dev still can't let go of you, just now I saw your smile in my sleep, but you are far away. Yun'er, will you ever come back? ”

He heard again: "As long as there is a chance, Yun'er will definitely come back." If the two love for a long time, how can they be in the morning and twilight? Xianggong, do you know what I mean? ”

Lu Defu shook his head and said: "Who wrote this bullshit, I don't understand, I just want you to come to me quickly and laugh with me, and Defu will be satisfied." ”

The more he spoke, the more he had no strength, Lu Defu finally fell on his head and fell directly on the bed, his eyes still seemed to be open, as if they were closed, the fingers of his hands were shaking little by little, and he had no strength in his body.

Gradually, the snoring started slightly, but Lu Defu's legs suddenly moved, it hurt, his eyes opened suddenly, but the tiredness on his face still made him drowsy, he pursed his lips, and he still whispered: "Yun'er, are you there?" Where are you? ”

Stretched out his hand and touched the wall, it was cold, where was Yun'er's skin soft and warm? Lu Defu retracted his hand, smiled bitterly, and said, "Yun'er, why is your whole body cold?" What happened to you? Have you suffered from the wind chill? You...... Still in ......"

Before he could say anything, Lu Defu was silent again, but he still thought in his heart: "Yun'er, don't go, Defu can't let you go, and he can't bear you." I can't forget you, say a thousand things and ten thousand, you just can't get rid of me. You...... Didn't we say that we would never be separated? You...... Didn't you say that the flying stars spread hatred, and the clouds were clever? You still say...... How come these are all fake?

Yun'er ...... Are you okay to come back...... You ......"

Before he could finish thinking about it, Lu Defu was snoring again, and his whole body was already deadlocked.

Li Qingzhao walked around, feeling uneasy, and turned back halfway, listening to the dream words of the Defu brothers outside the door at the moment, and the idiot babble, so admirable, but also so sad. Heaven is not beautiful, let him and Yun'er's sister, a pair of mandarin ducks, separate with hatred, this is the way of the world, is this fate?

Li Qingzhao pondered secretly, the tears on his face had another layer, he reached out to wipe them gently, and couldn't help but think of his father-in-law again. Xianggong was forced to return to the capital by himself, and he didn't know where he was now, thinking about it in his heart, Li Qingzhao couldn't bear it, and asked secretly in his heart: "Xianggong, where have you been?" Are you blaming Qingzhao for ruthlessly driving you away? ”

Wiping the tears from the corners of his eyes, Li Qingzhao said to his subordinates again: "Look after Brother Lu, if he has something, he will come to report me." ”

The subordinates all nodded, "Yes." (To be continued......)