Chapter 347: Spending a Decadent Life
Dizzy, Lu Defu didn't know where he was, he only felt a sudden pain in his head, so he slowly opened his eyes, and then realized that he was in the guest room of his sister-in-law's house.
Blinking again, Lu Defu only felt uncomfortable in his heart, thought about it carefully, and realized that he had a nightmare last night, Miss Cai's voice and smile have always been in his heart, and he can't stop, and he wants to stop and stop. Suddenly, a sense of slackness came up all over his body, and he only tortured himself to the point of discomfort.
Lu Defu's heart was gloomy again, smiled bitterly, and thought: "Defu misses others, but people don't miss Dafu anymore." Dev wanted the family to stay, but they didn't. It's sad, it's sad. ”
At this time, Li Qingzhao was in his room, touching the other side of the bed with one hand, unable to sleep all night, his eyes open and closed, and he still thought in his heart that he was still playing with Xianggong a few days ago, but now only he and his children are left, and Xianggong has left him thousands of miles away. Every time she thought of this, Li Qingzhao burst into tears, and at the same time, she was also worried about Brother Lu, afraid that he still had any ideas, and what knots in her heart were difficult to unravel. With such heartache, Li Qingzhao tossed and turned, but it was difficult to sleep.
Slowly got up the next morning, Li Qingzhao looked tired, looking at the children next to him who were falling asleep sweetly, and his heart was a little peaceful. But suddenly after a change of thought, Li Qingzhao remembered that the Defu brothers were still in the guest room, and now they don't know what happened to him.
After pondering left and right, Li Qingzhao hurriedly put on his clothes, got out of bed, and walked quickly to the door to open the door. shouted outward, "Sister Shujiao." ”
Shujiao didn't dare to slack off, so she hurriedly said, "Mrs. Sister-in-law." ”
Li Qingzhao said to her: "You look at the child, I'll go see the Defu brothers." ”
Shujiao nodded in agreement. Li Qingzhao hurriedly took a step towards the guest room, and when he arrived at the door, he saw that the door was wide open, and the people inside were packing up their things.
Before he entered, Li Qingzhao smelled a heavy smell of wine.
Li Qingzhao went in to take a look, and saw that the people were squatting down to clean up the broken dishes on the ground. I thought about it in my heart, and then I thought that I pushed all the dishes on the table down when the Dev brothers went crazy last night, and I didn't care. Instead, he asked, "Where are the Dev brothers?" ”
A subordinate said: "Mr. Lu left early in the morning, and asked the little one to say to the young lady, thank you for taking care of the young lady." ”
Li Qingzhao hurriedly said: "His leg injury is not healed, can he go?" ”
Another subordinate said, "The little ones have gone to persuade him." He didn't care. Limped out the door. ”
Li Qingzhao secretly thought in his heart: "Brother Defu still can't let go. How should Qingzhao help him? ”
was about to go to him again, but Li Qingzhao changed his mind again, and said in his heart: "Forget it, Brother Defu is hiding from me." Why should I look for discomfort? If he needs help, he'll come to me. ”
After standing for a moment, Li Qingzhao turned his head and left.
Before returning to his room, when he saw his father and mother coming, Li Qingzhao immediately turned his face into normal. Busy with his father and mother smiled: "Daddy, mother." ”
Li Gefei and Li's mother both came to inquire. What the hell is going on, Li Qingzhao has no intention of concealing it, so he told his father and mother about yesterday's events one by one. When Li Gefei heard this, he waved his hand in surprise, and there was no other way.
Mother Li sighed: "Oh, if something like this happens, it's also Defu's misfortune." Qingzhao, you have to watch Defu all the time, lest he do anything. ”
Li Gefei said: "What can he do?" Miss Cai is gone, why don't you just find another one? ”
Mother Li sighed: "Don't you know Defu yet? Honest, but also affectionate, once you treat others with affection, you will be deeply involved in it, and it is difficult to extricate yourself. ”
Li Gefei looked at his wife and daughter, and saw that they were all serious, presumably what he said was true, so he had to sigh: "Why can't you think about it?" Ambitious, this Dev. ”
Li Qingzhao talked to his father and mother again, and then sent his father and mother away, stayed in the room alone, leaned his head on the bed, and thought to himself: "Dad said that the husband has no ambitions, and the children are long, how can Qingzhao not be such a person?" Xianggong, have you returned to the capital? ”
For a few days, it was all dull, and Li Qingzhao didn't hear of any excesses of the Defu brothers, and every day under the pretext of sending someone to deliver good wine, he actually sent someone to look at the Defu brothers, and learned that he was fine, and then his leg injury was healed, so he was relieved.
In the blink of an eye, a few months have passed in a hurry, and this day is already mid-July, Li Qingzhao is watching the child alone, and it is early autumn, and it is ten months before the child is born. The child is growing up and can already speak simple words, Li Qingzhao amuses the child every day, although he is talking about Xianggong in his heart, he is also serious about the child, which is a little relieved, so that he will not miss Xianggong very much.
On this morning, it was just right, and Li Qingzhao was sitting in the yard with the children playing, but suddenly heard two loud laughs. Li Qingzhao looked up curiously, saw Brother Defu striding over, and hurriedly asked, "Brother Defu is here?" ”
Lu Defu's expression was calm, although he seemed to be very calm, but his face was also gloomy and eclipsed.
Li Qingzhao knew in his heart that the Defu brothers had not yet escaped from the lovesickness, but he was just curious about why he suddenly came today, so he hurriedly got up and smiled with the Defu brothers: "The Defu brothers are rarely here, they are rare guests, come in and sit down." ”
Lu Defu let out a faint "um", as if he didn't care about his sister-in-law's words.
Li Qingzhao didn't care about the Defu brothers' indifference to her, and still said bluntly: "Come into the house." ”
While talking to the Defu brothers, Li Qingzhao handed over the child to Haoyue, freed his hands, invited the Defu brothers in, poured tea with him, and smiled: "I haven't seen you for many days, are the Defu brothers okay?" ”
Lu Defu nodded and said, "Okay." ”
While speaking, there was a little more helpless look, sluggish and stupid, which was more obvious.
Li Qing looked at the appearance of the Defu brothers, and naturally knew how he had come these days, but he didn't say any more negative things, so he squeezed out a smile and said to him: "Oh, that's it." Live like this. It's just a matter of getting used to it. ”
Lu Defu looked at his sister-in-law, shook his head and said, "Defu doesn't have to." ”
Li Qingzhao smiled slightly and said, "What are the Defu brothers still insisting on!" ”
Lu Defu shook his head. His face was sluggish and disappeared, but he turned to a look of grief and indignation, slapped his hand on his leg, and said viciously: "Dev is not insistent, but really ...... I can't let her go. ”
Li Qingzhao pursed his lips and said seriously: "Anyone can put anyone down, it's just that you are too persistent." ”
Lu Defu turned his head to look at his sister-in-law, and asked, "So so." Can sister-in-law forget Brother Zhao? ”
Li Qingzhao was surprised, but was asked by Brother Lu, and thought about it in his heart. Bow your head and be dull, not knowing what to say.
Lu Defu sneered and said, "Sister-in-law, you can't let it go, right?" Dev doesn't blame you, you just want to comfort me. ”
Li Qingzhao raised his head and said, "Then you have been doing so many days." Is this how they all come over? ”
Lu Defu sighed. Said: "The doldrums are sluggish, and there is only one person who drinks in the wind every day." Hmph, on this kind of day, sister-in-law, you can also experience what it's like. Devo came today to thank his sister-in-law, who has been sending people to deliver wine to Dafu for many days, so that Dev can get enough of his addiction. ”
Li Qingzhao thought to himself: "It's not to send wine to you. It's really to watch you, I'm afraid that something will happen to you. ”
Lu Defu shook his head. He chuckled softly and stared ahead, not knowing what he was looking at. After pondering for a moment, he suddenly said again: "For so many days, I don't know how Miss Cai has lived." ”
At the mention of the word "people", Lu Defu felt that he had a sense of alienation from others. It's only been a few months, and it's become a human being. The word "Xianggong" seems to be only in memory, vague, but looming, which is really annoying.
Li Qingzhao said with a straight face: "Brother Defu, you don't have to be too sad. Sister Yun'er, what can she do? Can you marry someone else with a big belly? ”
Lu Defu was stunned when he heard this, looked at his sister-in-law and turned his head back again, and sneered: "I don't know if the child is not there." Hmph, for so many days, whenever Dev drinks at home, he can't help but think about Miss Cai and his children. But I'm a coward, and I can't do anything, so I have to stay here, and I can't get close to her. In fact, I hope that being by her side every day, even if I am scolded by her every day, is worth it. ”
At this point, Lu Defu could not hide the pain in his heart, lowered his head, put his hands on top of his head, and cried alone.
Li Qingzhao shook his head and sighed, thinking in his heart: "It's too rare that there is such an infatuated lover in the world. It's just that I don't know if Xianggong is not such a person. If he stays by Qingzhao's side, Qingzhao won't scold him, even if he is scolded by him every day, it will be worth it. ”
Lu Defu cried for a long time, then he couldn't help it, stretched out his hand and waved his hand to his sister-in-law: "Sister-in-law, forgive me, Defu really can't help it." ”
Li Qingzhao shook his head and smiled: "Sister-in-law is still willing to look at you like this." ”
Lu Defu was stunned, suddenly smiled again, and asked softly, "Is it?" ”
Li Qingzhao nodded and said, "Naturally." ”
But looking at the appearance of Brother Defu, although he looked at his expressionless face, and his voice was very soft and weak, Li Qingzhao knew that Brother Defu didn't know how painful his heart was at this time, and he had vented his hatred and sorrow too often after a long time, but he couldn't let go of it, so he had no confidence like this.
Lu Defu looked at his sister-in-law's appearance, and felt that his sister-in-law was very generous to him, so he also relaxed, without the restrained feeling of being talented, wiped his tears, and laughed with his sister-in-law.
Li Qingzhao saw Brother Defu's smile, and he also felt very comfortable, and hurriedly took the opportunity to change the topic and said: "Brother Defu, although you are not in the court, you are still a scholar with potential, and you can't put down the Four Books and Five Classics. Also, you can't slack off on your kung fu. lest you miss the opportunity when you can reuse it in the future. ”
Lu Defu nodded and said: "Sister-in-law, don't worry, Dev hasn't let go, every time he misses Miss Cai, Dev will go to memorize a paragraph, or practice kung fu, in order to eliminate the feeling of lovesickness in his heart." Hmph, but it's the opposite, the more you want to get rid of it, the more lovesick you are. Hey, red beans are born in the south, how many branches will be sent in spring? May the army pick more, this thing is the most lovely. Hum. ”
Li Qingzhao listened, lowered his head again, and thought to himself: "It's so uncomfortable, I wanted to divert his attention, why did I lure him back again?" ”
Lu Defu said to his heartache, and said to himself: "Since ancient times, romantic people have forgotten about women when they meet her, and I really don't have the ability to let people meet, but I can never forget it." What is the rationale for this? For so many days, Dev looked at the sky and asked himself what I had done wrong. Why did Defu want to enter the court, but there was no way to enter, so the family was driven out. Later, it happened to be a peach blossom luck, but it became the pain of parting.
I looked up at the sky and asked for a long time, but no one answered me. Hehe, in desperation, only a few more drinks can relieve the sorrow in my heart. ”
Li Qingzhao shook his head and said: "You borrow wine to eliminate your sorrows, but you can't eliminate your sorrows, you can only bring you deeper sorrows." Brother Defu, you look at your sister-in-law, and your sister-in-law wants to tell you that Sister Yun'er is not gone forever, and you are not without a future. A man should focus on his career, and when you return to Bianjing, the spring breeze will be proud, and I think Sister Yun'er will return to your arms again. ”
Lu Defu's eyes were blank and he asked, "Will it be?" ”
Li Qingzhao hurriedly said: "Why don't you believe it?" Sister Yun'er, if she likes you, she can't forget you. Just wait for you to go back to Bianjing. ”
Lu Defu shook his head and sighed: "People are big families, when the daughter of the prime minister of the dynasty, Defu is a sloppy scholar, where is he worthy?" ”
As soon as he said that, Lu Defu smiled to himself, shook his head and said, "Since the day she left, it will never be possible anymore." ”
Li Qingzhao hurriedly said: "Didn't you say that you should be responsible for her?" That's how responsible you are? Sister Yun'er, she likes your honesty, but she doesn't want to look at you for your unproductive appearance. What is this, you are so depressed, how will you become an official in the future? ”
Lu Defu looked at his sister-in-law, and suddenly felt guilty, lowered his head and didn't know what to say.
Li Qingzhao said seriously: "Brother Defu came to find your sister-in-law today, which means that you believe in your sister-in-law, and your sister-in-law wants to talk to you, hoping that you can come out of the haze, and I don't want to look at you anymore." ”
Lu Defu looked up and said, "Yes." ”
Li Qingzhao said happily: "Okay, for so many days, Qingzhao wanted to give you a chance to self-reflect, but it didn't work out to make you despair." Now, you take the initiative to find your sister-in-law, and your sister-in-law will talk to you. ”
Lu Defu turned his back, and then said: "By the way, Dev came here today, not for this matter. Oh, how I only think about myself and forget about serious things. ”
Li Qingzhao was puzzled: "It's strange today, Brother Dev came to find Qingzhao, what other serious things can there be?" ”
Lu Defu said with a straight face: "Sister-in-law, don't look down on Defu, although Defu is depressed, he always cares about you, sister-in-law!" ”
Li Qingzhao smiled: "Oh? If there is anything else that the Dev brothers can do, let's talk about it and let Qingzhao listen to it. ”
Lu Defu said seriously: "Brother Zhao has sent a letter." ”
Li Qingzhao's eyes widened, and then he asked, "What did you say?" ”
Lu Defu said seriously: "Brother Zhao, he has a letter." ”
As he spoke, Lu Defu took out the letter from his arms and handed it to his sister-in-law.
Li Qingzhao took the letter, his heart was mixed, and his eyes suddenly moistened. (To be continued......)