Chapter 112: The Idle Flowers Have Fallen (2)
Knowing that he had made up his mind, He Caiwei could only nod silently to show her understanding, regretting that she had been too impatient for letting the two of you leave. She had a lot of words in her heart, and when she met him with such a thoughtful and polite answer, she didn't know how to speak.
"Miss He, it will take more than a month to go to the mountain temple, and during this period, Miss Lao will help take care of Susu. I have prepared and marked all the herbs needed for her last course of treatment and placed them in the pharmacy, and I will leave everything else to your arrangement, and I have told her not to be naughty and willful. ”
"Okay, Cai Wei will naturally not live up to Master's trust. Master's treatment of Su Su is really excellent, I don't know how many people will envy it. ”
Miss He laughed, she suffered such a serious injury and great change, but she was only a poor person, what can be envied. What's more, Miss Ho will not be less kind to her than me. ”
When he said this, He Caiwei was a lot happier, at least he could see how good she was. Xin Che handed over the handkerchief and wiped her hands, and she carefully served the porridge and vegetables on the side and placed them in front of him one by one. Xinche sat down to eat, she got up again and took the initiative to help pack up, and watched him drink porridge with a smile while folding her clothes with her hands.
Xin Che drank a few sips of white porridge, and when she looked up a few times, she just bumped into her gentle watery eyes. Even if I pretended not to pay attention, I was still uncomfortable by that gaze, and finally I couldn't help but want to send off the guest.
"The porridge is very good, it's very hard for you."
"It's not hard."
"Well, I don't actually have much to bring when I return to the mountain this time. Besides, Miss He worked so hard for me early in the morning. Xinche is really ashamed, you really don't need this. ”
The kind of blatant and irrepressible thoughtfulness shown by He Caiwei can be clearly felt even by people like Xinche. He was helpless and couldn't say it directly, so he had to thank him euphemistically to show his refusal.
Since he first entered the valley, He Caiwei's extraordinary care for him has been overflowing, and she has expressed her lovesickness several times openly and secretly, and Xinche has pushed her mind back more than once. He thought that he should have made it clear in the past, and she had also restrained a lot, but she didn't think about it. Today's He Caiwei is like a demon again, and she can't wait to say that she likes it.
"These are things that I willingly take the initiative to do. Master may not like it or accept it, but I will do it according to my heart. ”
The warm scene in He Caiwei's eyes was shattered by Xinche's words, she replied a little angrily, and then sighed again. He said softly and shyly.
"You don't have to be angry. Don't feel uncomfortable. I'm a straight one. I want to be nice to you, so I show it obviously. ”
"Miss He, why are you doing this?"
"Master. I know what you're trying to say. ”
He Caiwei's lips were pursed tightly, as if she had made up a huge determination, and finally got up and walked to Xinche's side.
"Master wants to say that you are a monk and will not have the mind of male and female love, but Cai Wei thinks that it is just you who you used to be. Now that you have been away from the temple for a long time, and you are very happy to live here with me and Susu, why should you suffer yourself with those ethereal rules and precepts? ”
"Miss Ho! Don't say anything more about such rudeness. The rules and precepts are naturally the laws of heaven that cannot be blasphemed, and not talking about the private feelings of children is the original will of heaven that monks and Taoists should follow. The poor monk thought that what he said to the girl before was enough to show his intentions, but now it seems that he is not clear enough, so he might as well say it again today. I have never wavered in my desire to serve the Buddha all my life, and now my repeated hardships have only strengthened my desire to seek the truth. If you and I talk about friendship, the relationship between brothers and sisters may still be possible, but if we talk about the love between men and women, the meaning of plaice, it is impossible for me and the girl to be impossible! ”
It was the first time he was so uncontrollably angry, and every reply was even more ruthless and polite, he thought that this should be able to completely cut off He Caiwei's thoughts that he shouldn't have, but he didn't want to, He Caiwei today has no fear. Under Xinche's rage, not only did she not flinch, but she got closer to him.
"Since it's all rude, Cai Wei has nothing to be afraid of, so she might as well say it all at once. If the master is really as firm and distracting as he said, how could he have so much tenderness and sweetness with Yin Suwen, how could he sacrifice himself to protect a woman who already has a marriage contract without complaint. ”
"That's because ??????"
"Don't say anything, she's just a child's mind, childlike words, don't say anything you and her are just brother and sister, friendship. There is a god three feet above your head, do you dare to swear by your faith that you have never had the slightest affection for Yin Suwen, the meaning of a plaice?! ”
He Caiwei looked at the young monk in front of her with her eyes closed and frowning with tears in her eyes, he was so good-looking, his eyebrows were picturesque, but his expression was difficult and painful, and she knew that such hardship and distress were all because of the woman named Yin Suwen, who had nothing to do with herself. No one knew that at that moment, He Caiwei's heart had already been shattered by emotions that were hundreds of times more painful than that. She knew very well that if she couldn't win the favor of her heart today, then they would really never be able to do it again. It was so dangerous, but she was willing to gamble.
Her words fell into his heart, and every word was like a thunderbolt in the clear sky, shaking his heart uneasy and trembling. Every detail of looking at and getting along with Yin Suwen suddenly appeared in his closed eyes. Her carefree language and smile, every time she was half scoundrel and half coquettish, and even her sad frowning slightly when she had not yet lost her memory, she was all caught off guard and hit Xin Che's heart, and she was about to smash him to pieces. He knew very well that all the shadows that suddenly appeared were terrible demons, but at that moment, he thought that he was going to do what Cai Wei said, and he was willing to fall into that inner demon.
A burst of Qingyue's Buddha horn suddenly sounded, and the sound of chanting was vast and deep, obviously extremely familiar but not the voice of Yunju Temple and himself. The sound resounded from far and near in the distant sky, accompanied by the occasional sound of the wooden fish bell chime like a shocking tide that echoed wave by wave, giving him a blow to the heart of Daigo's empowerment. All the demons in his heart dissipated in an instant, but for a moment, he was shocked into a cold sweat, but fortunately, the Buddha beads around his neck were still there, and a reassuring sandalwood fragrance was emitted at the right time.
"Amitabha, monks don't speak. Xinche and Miss Yin are naturally the same, friendship, brother and sister love, nothing else. (To be continued......)
PS: Most of those touching friendships are not cherished as they should be.