Chapter 111: The Idle Flowers Have Fallen (1)
Xin Che explained to her the reason why he had to leave for a while first, and only emphasized that the old abbot's health deteriorated and he was unable to support it, but he deliberately avoided it and did not mention the unbearable affair of Sora. Yin Suwen listened quietly and pondered for a long time, but he was very sensible and did not say anything to stop him, but only asked him reluctantly.
"Brother Xinche, are you really in such a hurry to leave, you can't stay for a day? Will this trip really come back? ”
"Don't worry, I'll be back. If the matter is urgent, I naturally have to go back first, and when everything is arranged in the temple, I will rush back to pick you up. You have to heal from a serious injury, and this last bit of consolidation must not be wasted. You can listen to Miss He here with peace of mind, I will go back as soon as I go, and I will not be delayed for too long. ”
"And what about after that?"
"What?"
Xin Che was puzzled for a while, and when she saw her depressed eyes gloomy, she instantly understood again. When I returned to the mountain temple, I naturally strengthened the Buddha's heart to protect the temple, even if I came to pick her up again, how should I place it. At the beginning of the cliff, he just wanted to try his best to save her life, and after a long time, he only wanted to let her recover quickly, and more often than not, he regarded himself as a "bystander" in it, and he never wanted to dwell on those things in the future and the future. It wasn't until there were frequent intrusions from outsiders and all kinds of hints from He Caiwei that he felt that he was going to do something to prepare for Yin Su's question.
Now he clearly saw Yin Suwen's fear, and he also knew what she wanted most. What she wants, he can't say or give, and can only give her the greatest protection within the scope of self-restraint.
"Su Su, don't be afraid, after picking you out of the valley. It's up to you to decide where you want to go. If you want to go home, I will send you back to Uehara Prefecture, and if you don't want to go home, you will be temporarily placed in a cave in the mountains. The cave was my previous place of cultivation, although it was simple but it was still hidden and safe, I went to re-clean it a few times in the past month, and added some basic living expenses, it is enough for you to go there and settle down temporarily. I will not object to these two places no matter how you choose them, but you must remember that you are missing some of your memories now, and many things in the Uehara Mansion may have changed drastically. These changes can be good or bad, and you have to be strong enough to live well in the moment. ”
Since a month ago, I made up my mind to leave. Xin Che went into the mountain several times to find the cave he used for his cultivation. He also worked tirelessly to renovate the cave for Yin Suwen to live in after leaving the valley. Originally, returning to Shangyuan Mansion was the best choice for Yin Suwen to recover his body, but the real situation in Shangyuan Mansion was completely opposite to what she knew in her memory now. There are no warm and loving parents, harmonious family members. There is only the mansion of the cold forces and the broken love. Think about it all the time. Xinche couldn't help but worry, and was even more afraid that she would choose the way home so casually and happily. Nothing can be said, so he can only prepare accordingly in advance. Do some verbal foreshadowing.
Yin Suwen, who heard this, did not answer him directly, but only pulled his shirt sleeve a little tangled and refused to let go.
"Brother Xinche, so many strange things have happened one after another recently, I don't know why I'm suddenly a little scared."
"Afraid of what?"
"I'm afraid we'll be separated."
"Silly boy, that's not a separation. We're just separated by a mountain, and whether you're in Shangyuan Mansion or Donghuang Mountain, I'm always at Yunju Temple. Right there, watching you from afar. So, don't be afraid. ”
"I know, there has never been a Zhang Mansion, there has never been a marriage contract, and you and I will never be separated, right?"
She looked a little anxious, eager to get a positive answer from Xinche, but Xinche only looked at her deeply, and patted her slightly cool cheek with a forced smile to show comfort. She innocently and persistently asked him if he had never lived those sad pasts, and if he could be with him forever. He couldn't deny or admit such an question, only silence.
The lamp flickered, and the oil lamp, whose wick had burned out, suddenly went out with a slight thud. There was a soft, firm voice that sighed softly.
"Yes, it must be."
A few shooting stars streaked out the window, and the inside of the room shone brightly. Xinche's eyes flickered slightly, and before he could turn back, he left a dragonfly-like warmth on his lips.
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When I got up early the next day, I pushed the door and saw He Caiwei waiting outside the door. She was leaning on the railing in a daze with her back to the bamboo door, as if she was thinking about something, and she didn't hear the sound of the door opening, but Xinche greeted her first.
"Amitabha, Miss He is waiting for me?"
"Xinche, oh, good morning, Master."
He Caiwei, who came back to her senses, lost her temper for a moment, and then quickly picked up the tray beside her and looked at him with a smile.
"Well, the breakfast that was just made is still hot. Knowing that Master was going up the mountain today, he was ready to wait here early. ”
"There's Miss Laohe."
Xinche bowed to her, and explained that his decision to return to the temple was made in a hurry last night, and that time was pressing, and he asked her not to mind when he had time to talk to her in the future. He Caiwei didn't mind, and said with a smile that she had listened to Yin Su's nagging with herself, so she came to say goodbye.
"Master, Su Su said that you left in a hurry, and when you come back, you may have to pick her up and go out of the valley together. Knowing this news, I really feel uncomfortable. Last time, Cai Wei said that she was indeed a little more angry, if the master is willing, in fact, ??????"
"Miss Ho. There is no need to regret it, and there is no need to blame yourself, the kind help you have given me has been left in my heart without repeating, whether I want to return to the temple or take Su Su away, it is a decision made after my careful consideration. You are alone in the mountains, life is not easy, but you still do not hesitate to save people's lives and protect people, and your heart is already grateful and beyond words. The rest is what I'm going to do, and that's fine, you'll see you again when we have a fate. ”
He interrupted her, expressed his gratitude and parting, and told her to take care of herself. He is never good at getting along with people, let alone speculating on women's thoughts, but he only knows that He Caiwei always seems to be a little entangled and uncertain in his own problems, so he expressed his intentions directly. It wasn't until many years later, when he was also deeply involved in a deep affection and couldn't extricate himself, that he knew that all the entanglements and uncertainties were just because of the word "love". (To be continued......)