Chapter 10 The Favored Have No Fear
At the end of the summer, I thought that being criticized by the teacher for education should not happen to me, but I didn't expect that some things could not be stopped. The reason is: the essay at the end of the summer was handed in blank for two weeks in a row.
The Chinese teacher at the end of the summer was a delicate woman, and the tone and clothing that spoke to her could be seen. Her teaching skills are recognized at the end of the summer, but she is a bit self-talking and does not think much about the feelings of others.
She likes to educate students in public, both in and after school, and she likes to dress up as fashionable and beautiful little girls, like representatives of her Chinese class. Every day, I neatly comb two braids, with a lot of hairpins and flower ends.
What she disliked the most in the class was the end of summer, not because of bad grades, not because of poor study attitude, but because she didn't look like a girl. At the end of summer, I have been taking care of the boy's flat head, and even in winter, my hair will not go over my ears.
This made her very puzzled, why a good girl should dress up like this, she felt that she was perverted; Especially after joining the women's basketball team at the end of the summer, I don't like it even more, because at the end of the summer, I often play basketball with Brother Qing and them, a group of men and a woman, and I don't feel self-love.
In fact, the short hair at the end of summer is not ugly, the three-layer large double eyelids are inherited from her father, and the small mountain roots come from her mother's family, like the bridge of her grandfather's nose; Such conditions and short hair are a bit indifferent for men and women, especially in the late summer, which is due to nutrition and exercise.
Teacher Wu: "At the end of the summer, the teacher knows that you have good grades, but you can't help but submit your essay, why do you come up empty for two weeks in a row?" ”
Seeing that the end of Xia lowered his head and didn't speak, Teacher Wu raised his voice: "Do you have time to play ball, time to sell things, and no time to do your homework?" The teacher thought that you would be very sensible under such conditions, but I didn't expect that you didn't know how to cherish the opportunities given by the school, who are you worthy of? ”
At this time, most of the teachers did not go to an orthodox university, and they did not know about "Educational Psychology", and they were often in the office when they criticized students, and they did not control the volume.
At the end of the summer, he raised his head: "The teacher must live in a very happy family, and my parents love the family and have no worries." ”
Teacher Wu was confused: "This is the teacher's business, what does it have to do with you not handing in your homework?" ”
Xia Mo smiled: "Lyrical things need to come from the heart, and I can't describe those things that I haven't experienced." ”
Teacher Wu looked at the attitude of the end of the summer and suddenly became angry: "What do you mean that there is no way to describe and describe, you are making excuses for your playfulness." Calling your parents to school next week, I want to know what kind of family can raise a child like you. ”
At the end of the summer, he said lightly: "It's a pity that the teacher is the only one in my household registration book, and my parents only have one grandmother, but my grandmother doesn't like to come to school, and I can't force the elderly." Respect for the elderly is a traditional virtue, and I learned it in my primary school textbooks. ”
Teacher Wu was suddenly angry and cried at the end of the summer, and went to the Academic Affairs Office angrily, and the teachers of the entire Chinese group were dumbfounded, because no student would confront the teacher in person, and in front of so many teachers.
Jingle bells, the electric bells in class are always so harsh at this time. Standing at the door at the end of the summer, he bowed very politely, indicating that he was going back to class.
At the end of the lunch break, Fang Ping stopped the end of the summer who was going to the dormitory: "You are so powerful, you actually talk back in front of the teachers of the whole language group." In fact, I have long seen that your Chinese teacher is not pleasing to the eye, and you drag out classes every day, not to mention that you are dressed up in fancy ways. ”
The mouse spins the basketball, which is the most popular way to play the basketball team recently, and it was spread here at the end of the summer, but he is the one who plays the best. "I heard that I rushed out of the office crying and ran to the Academic Affairs Office to cry, why didn't the Academic Affairs Office look for you?"
The big head said worriedly: "Her father seems to be from the Education Bureau, I heard my grandfather say, is it really okay for you to do this?" ”
Brother Qing: "What's wrong with you, didn't you say a good student?" Why don't you turn in your homework? You okay. Is there a lack of money again? ”
Late summer waved his hand: "Don't guess, don't worry, at most one punishment." I have a good academic performance and can get good grades in every school competition, so I will not be expelled. It's not a lack of money, it's just that I don't know how to write it. ”
The mouse sighed: "Sure enough, he is a good student, and he is not afraid of such a big thing, listen: at most one punishment." Why is this so like what Brother Qing would say. ”
Fang Ping remembered what someone said when he was punished before: Isn't it just being punished? What's the big deal, it's better to be dropped out of school so I can mess with my dad.
The big head walked to the end of the summer: "Why don't I talk to grandpa, he is very reasonable." ”
At the end of the summer, he touched his head: "It's okay, if you can't write, you can't write, it's useless to force me." And I'm telling the truth, and besides, I have a very good attitude, and I'm going to bow and retire when I go out. "The big head is actually very short, and he is the youngest of the three.
A few people laughed when they heard it, and the more they got along, the more they found that the end of Xia actually had a good personality, as long as they didn't provoke her. But if she's angry, then I'm sorry you have to be careful. She doesn't scold or hit, she just makes you cry and laugh.
Late Summer: "By the way, did you do the questions you gave you before?" I'm going to see it in the afternoon, and I'm going to go up and down the fifth floor once for five wrong questions, and I'm going to run it. Ten wrong questions, this punishment is very special, you can look forward to it. ”
Brother Qing frowned directly, thinking that when he hired them with Fang today, it seemed that there were a lot of the same, and there should be no ten questions. The big head lowered his head and smiled, because he had seen it with his grandfather, within five questions.
Fang hired other things well, but the English is not good. The rat wailed directly: "Do you want to be so cruel? The most poisonous woman's heart, the ancients did not deceive me. ”
Rolling his eyes at the end of summer, all I learn now is just the knowledge of the first year of junior high school, okay.
Their small class started in the summer vacation of the second year of junior high school, because at that time, Fang Ping found that he was already reading the books of the third year of junior high school at the end of the summer, and he felt that he knew what it would look like.
But at the end of the summer, he refused in principle. Reason: I'm only in my first year of junior high school, why do I want to help you do it? Are your brains all decorations? At the end of summer, it's occasionally very poisonous and annoying, but I miss it every few days, and if you don't go to her, she will definitely not save you. What's more, there's nothing she doesn't dare to do at the end of summer, and she plays with things they haven't played.
So the masochistic trio obediently came back to her, studying homework together one day a week, guiding at the end of summer, at the ice rink. It's a lively and abrupt place, but they learn very seriously.
When school started, their location was turned into a music classroom, leaving an hour after school to do homework, and occasionally listening to Fang Ping and late summer play. The days are pleasant and warm, and even more perfect if there is no means of torturous late summer.
Things always have to have an ending, and the incident of confronting the teacher at the end of summer is a big deal in this era, which is challenging the authority of the classroom and being caught. This is a clear warning to students: even if you have good grades, you can't afford to be unafraid.
On a sunny morning, during recess exercises, when thousands of teachers and students in the school gathered, the big radio broadcast the news: due to the violation of discipline by the late summer classmates of the second and fifth classes of junior high school, which had a negative impact on the school's teachers and classmates, the school leaders decided to record a strict warning and punish it, and it was included in the student's personal file. I hope that the students will take this as a warning and stop the precipice as soon as possible.
There was an uproar below, because this incident was the biggest thing in the school in the past week, but I didn't expect the punishment to be so heavy this time. School is actually a boring place, where life is repeated every day, and occasional little things are infinitely magnified. This incident should have had the greatest impact on the school in recent years
Laughing at the end of the summer for the fingers of others, and laughing at the righteous indignation of friends, the end of the summer is also a meaningful laugh.
Of course, the end of summer is not so easy to compromise, after all, people can't always let themselves be wronged in life, and she doesn't think she is wrong. So on the Monday of the second week, on the bulletin board of the school, such an article appeared. The rhetoric is sharp, the rhetoric is gorgeous, and the emotions are rich.
The article is as follows:
Those who can't get it are always in turmoil, and those who are favored have nothing to fear. I am not God's favored darling, I can't be fearless, I live with trembling, the world is so big that I am a drop in the crowd, sad, small, insignificant. I used to think that every child was nurtured and raised, and I took it for granted, but the facts showed that I took it for granted.
The red of the rose is a blooming wound, which flows between the fingers when held in the hand, and can not be seen but not felt; I don't want to spend my life dreaming that I can't wake up, so I choose to stay in my castle and don't need to be ironclad or careful. I had been full of hope, pursued in different ways, and finally understood the void. If you don't look forward to it, there will be no harm. The years are the strongest wine, it is easy to get drunk when you taste it carefully, you are empty and sad, the strong fragrance is gone, and a bowl of wine residue; The drunken moon is the most sad song, listening carefully will shed tears, empty melancholy, the end of the song is scattered, and a song is broken.
For an 'abandoned' child, the physiological needs are greater than a qiē, and all I think of is being well fed and clothed. I am glad that the school leaders have cared for me, so that I can receive education on an equal footing, instead of growing up in the countryside. There are some things that I don't want to say or write, but the words are empty and broken without experience and emotion. I don't want to think or recall, it was the cinnabar in my heart, so dazzling red and red and hollow pupils.
People have to experience loss to know how to cherish, people have to be completely sad to take care of them, and slowly learn to be brave, bear and enjoy loneliness. In fact, after experiencing it, I realized that Yiqiē was not as difficult to accept as I imagined. The Buddha said: Sitting is also Zen, walking is also Zen, a flower is a world, a leaf is like coming, spring flowers are green, autumn leaves are drifting, infinite like the heart is at ease, and the silent movement is natural. I accept my feelings but don't complain, I experience and I grow.
Wish: not to be confused, not to be trapped in love. Don't be afraid of the future, don't think of the past. So well.
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They never knew that a child could have such delicate emotions and be able to organize them in language, whether in terms of knowledge and the use of words, or the portrayal of emotions were impeccable. I have to admit that only feelings can have moving articles, and such words can resonate.
The leader of the Chinese teaching team went to Ms. Wu to appease her and tell her about the peculiarity of this student. She was actually impressed by the literary talent at the end of summer, and she may lead the third key class of junior high school. After reading the article at the end of summer, she suddenly had a hunch that this girl with an angular personality would be her proudest student before she retired.
She sent late-summer essays to newspapers to participate in essay contests for middle school students across the country. Not for the so-called fame and fortune, I just want people to understand this girl from the text, she shouldn't be buried.
At the end of the summer, I was participating in a math contest held in the city, and I would do my best. Be famous as soon as possible, and since you don't hide it, let others look up. She doesn't allow others to dictate her life, and she doesn't like to shrink her hands. The pitiful little image of the little one who endured silently in her previous life is no longer suitable for her, and she is lucky not to repeat the fate of her previous life.
The empty piano teacher suddenly heard Fang Ping's abrupt voice: "It's amazing, I admire Xiao Bu more and more." But I'm a little worried about whether there will be another punishment, big head, you go back and ask your grandfather. “
Big head: "Okay, I think this matter is simply the teacher's fuss, and it must be her fault that such a temperamental person would talk back at the end of the summer." It's a pity that my grandfather can't dismiss her, who calls him my father's comrade-in-arms. ”
The mouse ate a snack: "Yes, I have become bolder, and I dare to tell your grandfather that I am not afraid of being beaten." The big head smiled, in fact, now he is more and more afraid of his grandfather, since the end of the summer taught him to debate, he feels that he can talk back and the adults can't refute.
Brother Qing: "Study hard, there are still a lot of topics, and we will be miserable if we don't finish it when we come back." In fact, he was thinking about the family situation at the end of the summer, and it turned out that there were more difficult people in this world than him. Although his father is not a 'good man', at least he has no worries about food and clothing.
At this time, the teenage years are always haunted by truth, goodness and beauty, and the sorrow and worry of youth are a taste of youthful growth. Youth is sour, sweet, bitter, and full of flavors; Youth has sorrows, joys, sorrows, and mixed feelings; You can't feel stronger emotions without a foil. The bumpy road is the cornerstone of growth, and I am grateful to look back.
PS: It's 21:30 when I get home this night, and I'm a little tired.